Outdoor Taoyuan

There are two places in my Peach Garden: one is the place where I often go swimming and relaxing, and the green grass in the middle reaches of Tonggu river that I often go to after learning photography. The scenery there is beautiful and outsiders are rare, I called it a paradise and wrote it into my diary of photography fever; The other place was my studio, which was small but my own world. I called it an outdoor paradise. Staying in these two places can make me ignore the affairs outside the window and focus on Tao Yuanming. Thinking back to entering these two places, there was a big reason among them. Things had changed. Now thinking of entering the studio and sitting for a long time, I felt deeply touched. I used to work in a big office with other colleagues, but this year, for various reasons, I escaped into this small studio and wrapped my heart, don’t let others see its reddish red color. I considered myself unified in the small studio, regardless of the cold wind and rain outside. The reason why I call it outdoor Taoyuan is that it is different from other offices, reading rooms, printing rooms and other rooms, where people are so noisy that their hearts cannot relax, he offended others when he spoke uncarefully. He was hated by others but still felt good about himself. I always like to be frank when speaking, so I also like people who don’t need to play chess when speaking, which may be influenced by Mr. Feng Zikai. I remember that I once saw Mr. Feng Zikai mentioned in “watching life” that when people talk, they often talk about things, worry about Zhou Zhi, guard tightly and have profound intentions, just like playing chess. I felt too nervous and terrible, so I had to keep silent. But I can’t keep silent. Once I have the topic I like or the emotion I want to express, I have to say something in a daze, so I often offend people without knowing it. As a result, some people scolded me every day. Only then did I know how much public anger I had committed, so I had to flee to the studio. The studio was so small that when I was just assigned, the old principal gave me a stairwell as a place for my extracurricular tutoring students to draw. There are about five square meters, one door, one window, and the door is just facing the window, so it is not easy to put the table. In it, there are also biochemical equipments which were prepared five years ago to deal with the work of two bases, including human body, grasshopper model, sketch plaster statue and so on, which are crowded with the studio. No one has entered it for many years. The dust is too high to become a spider paradise and a bug paradise. I had no place to go. The spiders and bugs had no choice but to welcome me to join them. However, I felt ungrateful and used the broom to win the residence right of the studio and began my arrangement. I pasted my newly created traditional Chinese painting around the wall: grapes, roses, Rose and so on, which occupied the whole wall. I put my desk in front of the window, facing the romantic ridge outside the window, the desk was covered with painting felt, pen, ink, paper and inkstone were placed in the corner of the felt, and buckets were placed on the ground. I sat in front of the table, could draw pictures, could watch the scenery outside the window, and listened to the sound of students’ reading from, you can also listen to the chirping of birds outside the window, see the sun walking over the branches on the Wind Ridge, and also visually check how much the crops in the field outside the window grow overnight. However, Wen Zi became a regular customer in my outdoor peach garden. She was also a colleague who didn’t need to play chess when talking. When treating her, I was as relaxed and free as facing my other half, without fortification, without politeness, we always want to say what we want to say. If we don’t want to say that she just stays aside to read novels, while I draw my paintings. Sometimes when the loneliness reaches to the extreme, I ask her to take the original song and sing for me. She was also very happy. She always held a 16 k big song with nearly pages, turned over from the beginning, and sang it when she saw the songs she could sing. However, I didn’t like some songs, so I controlled her remotely: fast-forward! She immediately picked out the best one or two sentences of this song, and then turned to another one. Sometimes I can’t sing the songs she likes at all, so I don’t want to listen to them. She even calls: next song, she jumps over immediately and turns to a new one. And what she likes most is Zheng Shaoqiu’s song “picking up the stars”. Every time after singing, she always forgets to sing this song as the ending song, which makes me who never sang this song before, I will also hum one or two sentences: I will swear to embrace my dream, take off the stars in my dream and make some friends. I don’t need to play chess to speak, but stretch my heart to show each other, as can be seen what Feng Zikai described: my three-year-old Zhan Zhan’s heart is not even covered with a layer of gauze. I often see it naked and bright red. Being able to talk with the naked and bright red heart must be as pleasant as the flowers blooming in the sun. Is life safe?

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