No past

Last night, a strange friend came to my QQ. Once she added me, she asked eagerly: are you from Nan’an! I said: Yes, I am from Nan’an Honglai! She asked me: Is Hong Lai far from the dock? I said it was not far away, they were all in Nan’an City. I asked her what was the matter? She said that she was from Yong’an and wanted to find someone with the same surname as me. It has been 30 years since then, and I don’t know how he is now! I was writing an article at that time, so I didn’t answer her words very much. I just said: It’s been more than 30 years. I’m afraid it’s hard to find. Later, she saw that I didn’t say anything, so she went down. I remember there was such a thing before. Someone said he wanted to find someone who said he was in the same place with me, but he couldn’t say anything specifically. He asked me to ask for help if I had the chance. I don’t know whether this kind of thing is true or not, so I didn’t take it to heart. Although I am not like some people, I always have a fear of being cheated on the Internet, it is really not credible if the other party can’t say that he is ugly, let alone help. So this thing passed like this, leaving little impression in my heart. At over eleven o’clock in the evening, I went to bed. But after sleeping for more than 3 o’clock, I couldn’t fall asleep and woke up, turning over and over in bed all the time. I remembered that when I was 17 years old, I went to Gaosha, Yong’an with my third elder brother to have a fight. At that time, they were called migrant workers, that is, local farmers went to the railway to do mobile workers. Mainly do some railway pavement and anti-landslide masonry projects. These projects were contracted by the local engineering team at that time, and then the local engineering team organized some migrant workers who knew the masons to build there. Move to another project after finishing one project, so it is called mobile worker. The third elder brother had been working in the engineering team for some years. I didn’t study when I was seventeen, so I went to work on the railway with him. At that time, our job was to Stone, break large irregular stones with steel, change them into small square stones of two feet, and then carry them to the hillside to build anti-landslide. Working as a migrant worker in the railway is quite hard, but many people want to go but have no choice. Because in the agricultural society at that time, there was not much money to earn. At the end of the year, there were only a few work points, and then in the harvest season, everyone distributed food in the team according to the population and work points, the rest of the work points were finally converted into a little bit of money and sent to everyone for use on festivals and festivals. At that time, we couldn’t do business to make money. Therefore, as long as there were migrant workers doing it, it was a good job. No matter how hard or tired we were, we wouldn’t be afraid of it. The work on the railway was also the same as that of the national staff at that time, working eight hours or ten hours. In summer, in the ravines, the sunlight shines on the railway. Except for the rail sleepers, they are small stones and road cornerstones piled up with fixed rail sleepers. The weather is quite hot, especially at noon, which makes people feel out of breath. All day long, the clothes were completely soaked by sweat, and I didn’t know how much water to drink. By the end of the year, the maximum salary of a day is only five or six yuan. Then also not too bad, remember second brother and third brother then commenced do migrant work, year round also less than 100 or 200 yuan, take home to father mother Joy knew no. In early winter, the place in Yong’an was relatively cold with frost, so my hands were always frozen in the morning. In winter, the mountain wind howls, whether it is rail sleepers or fine stone cornerstones, they are all cold. I am still a child, so I won’t crack my hands. But the third elder brother had been beating stones for many years. In winter, his hands cracked and blood flowed. In order to work, we had to roll up the cracked wound with adhesive tape. We worked there for a year. After the next project was completed in Gaosha, Yong’an, near the end of the year, we changed to Datian Lingtou. After finishing this project in Datian Lingtou, I went home for the Spring Festival. After that, there was a period of time when my third elder brother and I built mountains and rocks in the mountainous area near our home, but didn’t go out. Therefore, when this lady mentioned this matter, it reminded me of the years of that year, which made me fall asleep in bed all the time. People whose family name is Dai are probably in the area of Nan’an Honglai and Meishan, and it seems that they have never heard of it at the dock. But anyway, maybe what this lady wanted to find was a past love relationship. After a friend with Dai’s surname left, there was no news from her. Is it a sincere story or an unforgettable friendship? In short I unknowable. But I thought that this person was definitely not me, because I was still young at that time. In my impression, there was no love story related to local people that could be remembered. It suddenly occurred to me that I had been to Yong’an for four or five days after I got married. I can’t remember which construction site I was in. I also worked as a mobile worker at that time, but I could remember that I often played badminton with several workers in the work section when I was idle a few days before I started working formally, one of them was a girl who should not be younger than me according to her age, but I was married at that time, but she didn’t. Even so, there is no possibility that she wants to find me. Although we felt a little congenial from the eyes of both sides at that time, and I still remember some of her impressions, I still thought of a friend more than 20 years later because of this trace of memory, it seems impossible. Therefore, I found that I was such a person with a good memory and a lot of past feelings. When I began to love girls in my life, I liked several girls. Why I liked them left deep Chrome marks in my heart. I think this lady must be a person who attaches great importance to emotion, otherwise she will not worry about a person who has been for more than twenty years but does not know where he is. So that when she saw people with net names like Dai Gaoshan on the Internet, she would add them as friends and ask him. Yes, human beings are emotional animals. No matter how far away people and things in the past are, there is always a happy sweetness and concern in memory. Maybe one day they really meet each other, that is, after a burst of ecstasy or sorrow, it fades like water. Therefore, what is the difference between finding this old friend and not finding him? But nostalgic people still like to turn the heartstrings of the past. Just like that ancient song “mountains and rivers”, from ancient times till now, there will be no day when I am tired of listening. Finally, I couldn’t fall asleep, got up and dressed, and wrote this article. I think when I talk to her one day, I will tell her that I have been to Gaosha, Yong’an, where I worked as a mobile worker for a year. I miss the life at that time very much, but there is no love. I think she will tell me the story between her and that person. Then, I wrote their story into a novel called “today, are you happy” (note, Gaosha is under the jurisdiction of Sha county in Sanming city, not Yong’an city!)

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