Winter Warm Sun (III) where do you live

After dinner last night, I walked in the courtyard of a training base, feeling the cool wind in early winter. I talked with my colleagues while walking, which was very comfortable. In the training base, there are naturally various training venues. We are guessing the training projects, and we are still eager to try some of them, but we are not able to do what we want. Speaking of sports in the senior high school entrance examination, the horizontal bar can pull 26 or 7, but now it’s not enough. I work, get married, and get fat. I can’t do it without exercise. Thinking like this, I feel that the police are really very hard, and I really admire the fact that they can finish the project we have seen skillfully. But the original dream was not to be a policeman, nor was it a dream to walk on the eaves and walls, rather than a real life. Is the life I have experienced the life I want? I believe in taking advantage of my youth to do more risky things and walking on the road of constant trial. My capital is young, and it is a fixed job, but I don’t want to live a step-by-step life, so I have already seen my old appearance-now my old colleagues are living examples. I want to try my best to break through, or to say, toss, and keep going forward. Five or six years later, I will reflect on whether I am too persistent and whether I hurt others because of this. I am selfish and self-righteous. I must have hurt others. At the age of thirty when I was really sensible, I began to blame myself and reflect on myself. Is this kind of life what I want? If you hurt your family for your ideal, is it really a success? In the morning, I watched TV with my colleagues before the training, and it was a 6+1 replay. The female players in the program were physically disabled and determined, and infected the audience and me with optimistic mood. The second level was eliminated. She said: there is no success or failure on this stage, because there is no success or failure if the dream is given. Will I be so free and easy in the future? Study outside for a few days and enjoy a relaxing and free life. Reading your favorite books and improvising your feelings are very rewarding. Do you want to deliberately walk out and swim alone in your own world? At that time, I was alone carrying my luggage, sitting on the bus, heading to a strange place, looking out from the window in a quiet hostel, reading and writing, which was the life I wanted. But this is not the whole of life. Outside, I will miss home, the small courtyard in my home. Enjoying this relaxation alone makes me feel guilty. I tried to restrain myself, stop indulgence and polish my mind in daily life. When I got home, I concentrated on doing housework. I didn’t have enough time to read and write when I was busy, but when there was a gap, I made good use of it. Even if I was going out to take out the garbage, I didn’t forget to look up at the sky, appreciate the trees beside the yard, and try to pursue the peace, happiness and happiness in my heart beyond the family’s happiness. What is the life I want? It is the harmony of family that gives me the confidence to pursue quietness when I go out. Focusing on my own responsibilities in daily life and focusing on my own pursuits outside life is the life I want. Life is short. I have finished the 1/3 of my life. The 1/3 years are just a flash. I have experienced many twists and turns, made many detours and made many mistakes, after reflection, it becomes the experience of the next 1/3’s life. The future life is still hard to predict. As long as you stick to the bottom line of focusing on life, feel life in the trivial matters of life, cherish the beauty of human nature and care for the flower of emotion, even if you experience suffering, beautiful flowers will also bloom. Where do I live? She always exists in the dream I pursue in my heart.

Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…