Give me some space

Everyone has their own living, communication, life, work and other spaces, which are the most fundamental existence of constructing social system. However, between couples, space is also needed. This space is based on the most narrow field of self except the above large space. There is no complicated social relationship, away from the noise, away from the complicated trivial life, to fulfill the imagination, to fulfill the peace, single and pure existence. Sometimes it is lonely sitting, sometimes tired relaxing, sometimes helpless pouring out. The most fearful thing is to disturb, invade or not be recognized. Even between couples, it is no exception. I often encounter such a situation that when I just enter my own small world, I read books, listen to music, have a chat or have a rest to relax, but the phone rings again and again, it’s always trivial, and it doesn’t matter. But the mood was disturbed, and the original calm heart could no longer calm down. It is often to cry without tears but helpless. Turn it off. This is the best solution and the most effective way. But people are social people, and we can’t live without friends and relatives. We can’t exist independently without the essence of society, let alone turning off the machine is immoral. What should we do if it is a major event at work or a major problem between relatives? Mobile phones are provided to facilitate contact, directly and quickly respond to the situation, and achieve the effect. Why do you want to close the door for yourself? This is the gender of the matter, this is the contradiction, and this is the choice. Life is often full of contradictory choices. 2 My wife recently read a novel written by me, asking me to confess the facts in the story. I use the method of the first person to realize the real experience of the protagonist in the story plot, which is just a technique of expression. But my wife didn’t understand and thought it was my personal experience. I have tears. I said it was imaginary, and there was no need to explain it to you clearly, nor could I explain it. Art is art, and a novel does not mean that I can go there. My wife was always unhappy and shot my heart with suspicious eyes, trying to dig out the result she wanted from the bottom of my heart. I am a little afraid that this groundless suspicion will turn into an endless cold war. Then, this means that the harmonious relationship between husband and wife and the harmonious family atmosphere are about to shake. I almost said to my wife in an angry and reproachful tone, I have told you more than once not to enter my only little space at will, which is very narrow, you can’t accommodate your breaking in. You have the courage to enter, but you don’t have the courage to accept that it will hurt you. I don’t want you to be hurt for no reason. It is to protect you better. We have lived together for more than ten years, creating a happy and warm nest together, sharing a happy world and experiencing a plain life together. There has never been a fierce quarrel or an unpleasant dialogue. Spend ordinary years in understanding. Don’t you worry about me now? What makes you feel insecure about me? Tears of grievance were left on his wife’s cheek, and he lowered his head and said nothing. I said, give me some space. I have never violated your private space, because I know that I also know that everyone should have his own small world on the basis of not exceeding the principle problem, everyone’s past will not be the same. Some things may affect the emotional cooling of each other. I don’t know if it will be better. But she really exists in the deepest part of everyone’s life. Whether it is a dream or a aftertaste, it can only be hidden in such a space and silent, and can not be publicized for a lifetime. My wife ran to the bed and cried with her head covered by quilt. 3 I said to my wife, I know you care about me very much. You pay for your family, your children, and me silently, including your youth and the crow’s feet that climb up the corner of your eyes. I am grateful to you from my heart for your hard work and hardship over the years. I am happy with your happiness. Although you are never afraid of all kinds of difficulties in your life, your heart is very fragile and can’t stand the harm of one word. I demand myself as a good husband, trying my best to make you feel the fervent passion from me, and let you taste the happiness of being a wife and a mother happily in the castle of marriage and family. Although our life is very plain, it reflects the real sense of reality and the clear trend of life. I think life should be like this, without high requirements and extravagant hopes. Don’t compare with others, don’t chase the trend. As long as we can grasp the shining point of life in the ordinary, it is enough to illuminate the journey of your life and mine, and we will not lose our way. But I don’t know when you started to have this suspicious anxiety about me, fearing that I would escape from the encirclement of marriage and wander blindly in the wild. Maybe you saw the burning verses that I once wrote with my first love; Maybe you didn’t see your figure and description in my small space; or maybe I have never sung emotional songs to you that make you burst into tears; I am responsible for these improper practices, and you are not wrong. I didn’t praise your contribution and difficulty with a few words in the article. But your good thing is that my heart is full of it, but I didn’t make her into words and length in time. Because I don’t have enough writing skills to describe, I am afraid that what I write is not heavy enough, and I am sure that your youth has been worn by years in your marriage. When I reached a certain temperature, I had enough courage and strength to stretch out my hand to touch the pain you left in life. At that time, you came out of my life, it is enough to touch my expectation for the whole life. Please give me some space. When I say this sentence, I have to communicate with you. This kind of communication needs the touch between your nodding, the smile of your heart, the meat and generosity when you stretch out your hand. Please believe me. I have my ideal and pursuit. Whether this ideal and pursuit are realized or not is also worthy of further communication with you. I planted a dream on the grassland of words. Maybe you can’t accept the color of this dream, but this dream will shine brightly because of you. You can lean your head on my heart and listen, there is all the happiness left for you. Don’t push me out of the door abruptly. You are my home. I don’t want to wander or get hurt. Because I know that when you push me, it will be the biggest harm to you. You will stand by the door alone and watch crazily. Your heart will be hurt by tears. I beg you not to do this, okay? I can’t live without you, just like you can’t live without me. Without you, where would I be alone? Without you, my heart would wither slowly until I die lonely. If one’s heart is dead, there will be no soul, and the only thing left is the hollow and withered body. What do you think is the meaning of life? Don’t be afraid of the cold, give me some space, I want very little, just a little. I will be your candle, burning in your life all the time.

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