I’m fine, then what about you

I could hear your familiar voice, but the tone remained unchanged at all. Although there was nothing else, I didn’t know what to say. After a moment of silence as usual, another topic was brought out invariably, then you will let me say it first, and it will stop abruptly until I hang up the phone, and then it will end. Less than four minutes of greetings, the only thing that can make me sure is that you are okay. I became lazy and didn’t want to clean the dormitory any more. I didn’t want to fold the quilt after getting up. The things on the table were messy and I didn’t want to put them in order. I didn’t have money on the card and I didn’t want to charge them, I don’t want to walk a long and long way. I stay in the dormitory every day, facing the computer and watching some boring movies. I seldom read books, write books, and really think about them. I told Little k that I felt bored and asked him if this was called decadence? He was surprised and didn’t believe that even I had such emotions, as if I had been living a full life in his impression. Smile calmly. In fact, whether it is full or boring, life now is just like a glass full of milk tea, which can no longer carry extra tears and exhaustion. You can also see the blue and purple flowers that can’t be called. Oh, by the way, someone told me that it should be purple and blue. There is no such saying as blue and purple. Who knows? I am as stubborn as always, and prefer blue and purple. They crowded tightly, slowly emerged from the gray stone bricks, and opened shyly under the Zhangmu tree. You feel ridiculous. It seems that such spring scenery does not need to be decorated by them at all. The longer the clover under the stone steps is, the more luxuriant it is. White marks can be seen vaguely on the leaves, which is a sign of maturity. The trees in front of the path were full of big white flowers, like flying white butterflies, which reminded people of the warm and lustrous white marble carving. Someone told me that it was Magnolia. Since then, I have learned to be invisible. Like many friends, I am enclosed in my own space and do not want to be disturbed. No one asks you, no one says good night to you, no one leaves some words that care about you, and friends who haven’t contacted you for several months will not say hello voluntarily. They used to talk heartily, but now, there is nothing to say. As long as it is something hidden by yourself, no one will know it. Only you can understand your heart, and you will not expect others to understand it. That will only waste your breath. Gradually, I learned to delay and had dinner late. I chose a quiet place to sit alone, lowered my head and focused on my job, and didn’t pay attention to the people around me. I always wanted that I could encounter such a situation: when I came out from the canteen casually after dinner, I met an aunt, and I would say hello to her with a smile, and then she would ask me if I had enough, her eyes gathered on me after a week of scanning. Maybe she was surprised when she met, just like little k. She didn’t find that I am the last person to leave the canteen until she turned around. I would also think that if I could meet such a situation: I ordered the fried shredded pork with Chinese cabbage early, and waited blankly. After a long time, I heard the aunt shouting that the fried shredded pork with Chinese cabbage would be fine, but I didn’t rush to get it. Then the aunt raised her voice and shouted a few more times. I didn’t serve my own food until the whole canteen knew what I ordered. I think my life form should be pure and transparent, clear and clear, which is the eyes of children. I don’t know whether I will do something unconventional in the future, adding a layer of color to the simple life? Yes, I think. Xiao k said that I could dye my hair, like golden or wine red, which seems to be quite popular recently. I will talk about it later. Although I thought it was a naive practice from the bottom of my heart, sometimes I had to admit that the soft yellow or red hair with silky fragrance was really pretty. Warm weather, warm heart, I’m fine, then what about you?

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