Missed, silent ending

If it hadn’t been my hesitation and shyness, would today be another ending? You are saying, every word, every word, every tone, every word is right and round, even the emotion is abundant. However, the beauty we missed is like dust flying all over the sky, mixed with hazy atmosphere. It is not what we want to see thoroughly, nor what we want to stay. The distance between you and me, bosom friend. How far is the distance of bosom friend? That is, near or far, you can be close at hand or at the end of the world. This is the time when you got married last year, under the condition of being completely uncontrolled, you could do whatever you want, talk as you like, and write memories. The old marks in pieces are like reappearing, so close, so close, so familiar, but so far. In fact, I should be content. At an innocent age, we have become inseparable good partners, sharing delicious food and enjoying fun together. The flowing years are so fast that you are going to get married on the premise that I am not prepared in my heart. In my heart, I wish you the happiest person in the world with a blessing of 10,000 cents, but facing you and her, I am so stingy that I can’t speak clearly or even lose my voice. Nod and smile slightly at you, turn around and disappear in the twilight dyed by the sunset, without turning back, let alone ending. Unconsciously, you have become the quicksand at my fingertips, falling on the White years, like old paintings, sad and lingering, but so precious. I thought that if I turned around, I would lose my love in my heart, but I didn’t know that it took root of Yu Jia. That feeling was less false of love and more true of friendship, blooming in the rush of time, Miss and care. I thought that if I left, I could discard what I thought, but I didn’t know that it existed everywhere. I sailed in the empty and quiet dark night, but it cried in the breeze that brushed away. Then, at night, A piece of desolation and sadness. Snow flies all over the sky, you are married. Snowflake is crystal clear, very beautiful, but I dare not look at it. I am afraid that its light is too dazzling to burn my eyes. Therefore, I hid in the corner of nobody, counting soft memories carefully, writing, deleting and writing, calming my restless heart, even breathing was so uneven. Lunar December 13 is a good day. I wish you and her happiness forever! Click send, and the message is replied successfully. Although I want to say more than that, it won’t be these, but what can I do? My perfunctory, waiting, your hesitation and shyness always fail to step that step and hit that point. I miss it again and again, and feel sorry for missing it. Now, you are her husband, and I don’t have redundant fantasies any more. Even if there is, it is just a hang-up based on friendship. That is to say, if you have missed it, why say it again? If there are more if, the ending is still the same.

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