“Calm”

People come to the world crying. Therefore, life is too short, and the world is always full of hardships and tiredness, which always makes people frustrated a lot, a lot, disappointed a lot, a lot, and it will make the wounded heart deeply lonely, turn into infinite soreness, turn disappointment into despair, and hope to have a realm of truth, goodness and beauty to save your helpless soul in despair, then there must be a spiritual touch and support to sublimate. People’s State of Mind is fragile; It is also the easiest to be moved; Especially in the state of devouring and slashing sadness, falling into pain and being unable to extricate themselves, which is more frequent than mental breakdown, how necessary it is for someone to comfort and protect you warmly in understanding, and a loving heart to relieve the pain, sadness and endless sour depression in your heart; can sense your negative emotions, can wipe away your sad tears. However, it is not what you expect; Your tiredness, your sadness, your depression, your pain, your sadness, fidgety, indignant that you are always full of unbelief and sorrow and fear towards this world, and you have lost the negative confidence in life. In this way, you are born in sorrow and sorrow, unfettered in the heart burst of sour pain sad and difficult to calm; In such a painful mood spread to others, that is, it seems that the return of others can not be quietly degraded, but to add sadness, confusion and boredom to others. Therefore, only by letting the pain rest in the calm diaries and poems, can we vent and pour out the sorrow and emotion in our heart. Every word, every sentence, every section, calm soul will not cry Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Office of tea

The light mist of coffee-colored milk tea rose from the surface; Although it was not vigorous, it also soared up. There was absolutely no room for compromise, and it gradually disappeared after a moment of rising. Looking at the mist which seemed to be lifted up by others, I felt much better with the leisure and comfort that I enjoyed myself. People who drink tea are respected. People who feel that they can drink tea in their hearts must be tasteful, deep, calm in their hearts, and understand life and elegance. There are few people tasting tea in my office, and large cans of tea are often used to entertain guests. Most of my colleagues, like me, boiled a pot of water in a hurry in the morning, put a cup of tea into the cup, brewed a cup of boiled water and put it aside. When I remembered to drink it, it became cold. I bought tea for a whole day, regardless of whether the tea is colored, colorless, smelly or tasteless. Occasionally, I will take out the milk tea powder or simple coffee in the market, gently tear a corner and pour it into the cup calmly. After watching the boiling water raging, I will drink it slowly in the entrance. Tea is a little luxurious for us. After washing tea, making tea and tasting tea, it is cleaning. Such a tedious process cannot be involved. I used to drink kudingcha every day for a period of time, watching the original curly leaves competing in boiling water, with the leaves facing up, emerald green and alive. Every time I drink it, I can’t help enjoying it quietly. After that, I don’t feel bitter. Occasionally, I saw a friend’s transparent double-layer teapot, the round outer layer, the moderate inner wall, the transparent clear water and the blooming flowers floating on the surface. The scene can make you forget that it is not a pot of flower tea, it is an ornament placed on the table. Pour the bright, pure and yellowish tea into the cup, which is crystal clear like a handicraft. After entering, slide into the body and feel refreshing. There are also many tea tasting people in other offices, who can turn drinking water into enjoyment, make elegance and interest close, and add different flavors to daily life. The taste can be as free as you want, as you feel, as you feel, or even as you wish, depending on how you taste it …… drink tea when you are free. After all, life needs different flavors. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

This life is only hurt by love

This life is only hurt by love. After all, I was still the woman who put too much emphasis on love and could not walk out of the burden of my whole life. — Text: Li Luoshu read several articles about xuexiaochan, and another woman wrote a little half of her life. Only this little half of her life was the little half of this woman’s life, only this woman is also a woman of temperament walking on the path of pale and bleak, without any support in her heart but still strong. This article “readers” written by Xue Xiaochan was first published and reprinted in many magazines. The woman didn’t like the bustle either, so she carried her bag and walked on the road alone early. Or it is still the plain white shirt, sky blue jeans and white sneakers. A person keeps company with the scenery along the road. It seems to be a little confused unintentionally, this woman and the plain woman in Anne’s works. After all, I still learned to refuse. What I refused was so mighty. Refuse the people passing by, all kind advices, all euphemistic flattery, and walk on the wandering road alone. My thousands of twists and turns into the surging river, leading me to the road that cannot be turned back. I think xuexiaochan is also a woman who likes drama. The lingering words and charming expressions of that woman in the drama can only attract women’s tenderness. I want to capture the countless charm of the tranquil river in the south of the Yangtze River bit by bit, and capture the heart of women in the world who are unwilling to be lonely. I just walked through the rugged and open road of life like this. All living beings are in conformity with others. The time accumulated in a small half of life is nothing more than a sober and persistent understanding of this world. It’s good to be muddled, but the wine still smells good. People can’t be too sober. If they are too sober, they can’t see themselves. People should not be too persistent. If they are too persistent, they will lose the original direction of life. How many people would like to see this little half of their life. What they can see through and cannot see through is just the emotion of life rising one wave after another. In this year, gossip, what does life look like? People are neither human nor ghost. I laugh in front of people, and cry behind people. Nothing more than is conceivable that not phraseology is to put down not put. When drinking, I always be careful not to lose my voice, but when I really want to get drunk, I can’t get drunk at all. When I don’t want to get drunk, I get drunk to the past, which is a mess and nonsense. People’s explanation of the secular world is tedious and lengthy. Some people look at it from the philosophical point of view, some people look at it from the artistic point of view, and some people attribute all this to falsity. However, I took the simplest way to do the simplest things and became the simplest person with the simplest figure. I am the green vine growing carefully, looking at the magnificence of the tree and the beauty of the flowers, while I grew up carefully and tried hard to prevent myself from being the burden of others, but it helps me to feel the most painful feeling. I don’t know what else to say. For those who read me, I never refuse to be seen through, but I am afraid of the branches born after seeing through. I still lingered on Xue Xiaochan’s blog and forgot my way back. I know her good, just like Anne I can’t forget. The world of mortals is thin and weak, and there are only so many women who are infatuated with it. The lucky ones look at the happy and happy journey of life. Even without words, they also have their own feelings to accompany them through the old days. The unfortunate woman is nothing more than blaming everything on words, telling other people’s stories and watching her passing years little by little. She likes the endless old, the longer it is, the better it will be. Looking at the winding cheongsam of the women of the Republic of China, the hair of the Oriental women, and a little Rouge gouache, it has been over a hundred years. If Xi Na is old, should he be a person in his previous life, reincarnated in the wrong reincarnation and mistakenly entered this noisy world. The numerous reinforced concrete concrete should be a thatched house in the countryside. The galloping and carefree vehicle should be a happy horse running in the wilderness. Why did it just become so long without paying attention to everything. The life he wanted became a legend, but that man just became the person in his dream. After reading Xue Xiaochan, why did it begin to be endless. The biggest difference between her and Anne should be the times. I like strong colors, but I always disguise myself with plain pigment. It was because I pretended for too long that I forgot my original intention. The most difficult thing in the world is not to climb one or another limit, or to achieve one or another scientific achievement. Those things are just a reasonable conclusion at an appropriate time. And the most difficult thing to walk in this world of human beings is to understand. Sometimes I imagine that there will be a kind of fish that can dance in the deep of the sea. The only thing I can do is to dance for me alone, dancing the sail of the graceful years, I danced with joy and sadness again and again, but the fish hid so far that it forgot me to this world. I am believe that there are people in my previous life, what kind of person should I be in my previous life, or I would like my previous life to be still a woman, walking on the Bluestone Road in Jiangnan water town, the rice washed by the river walked into the thatched idle house, and the misty smoke rose from the kitchen, with a man with similar temperament and a warm and lovely daughter. But now, seeing the appearance of this life helplessly, I have no nostalgia for this world, only this world is far away from my hometown in my dream. It is still the article “Lovesickness in one place and cold in two places” written by Xue Xiaochan. The woman in the cloud, the woman with thin lips. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Not woman such as tea

People all say that women are like tea. But I want to say: women are not like tea, but women like tea in the world. — Text: a woman who is as thin as tea in the fence is pleasing to the eye. A woman who likes tea may not be very beautiful, but it must be beautiful, refreshing and pleasant; A woman who likes tea may not be particularly beautiful, but it must be beautiful and graceful, which makes people fall in love at first sight. Just like the tea before brewing, the owner who pays attention to the tea atmosphere will put the tea on the plate or in the tea Lotus, and let the guests and friends appreciate it. The good tea leaves are always tender and fresh, and the white hairs appear, the rope is tight, the shape is consistent, and the tea fragrance is strong. I want to drink it, and I want to get drunk when I smell it. I have always been a fair lady, and a gentleman is very fond of it, so a woman who is like tea always makes people happy. Women like tea have their own characteristics although they have different personalities. The tranquil woman is as natural as Longjing tea, elegant and elegant; The talented woman is as mellow and fragrant as oolong tea with deep aftertaste; The fragrant woman is as strong, mellow and sweet as flower tea; A simple and rough woman is as sweet as a big pot of herbal tea to quench thirst, and a woman who goes out of fatigue and summer heat as tea. No matter what kind of character she is, she is appreciated by people who are good at drinking. Just like people who love tea in life, each has its own taste and always has a special love for the kind of tea they like. Women who are like tea always have a long lasting charm, just like an endless treasure, which always brings you surprises, just like the top grade tea which makes people have endless aftertaste. Women like tea are modest and polite. Women like tea may not be full of learning poetry and books, but they must be generous and polite; Women like tea may not have a high level of education, but they must be modest and frugal. For example, if a woman who has tea is not only modest and polite, but also full of knowledge books, does not like to make public, and is gentle and elegant, then it will be the best of tea. Modest and courteous women, who teach each other internally, can arrange their family life in good order; Be tolerant and generous to the outside world, and handle the relationship between colleagues and neighbors harmoniously and properly; Show filial piety to the elderly, the relationships between the top and the bottom are properly arranged. The women who are like tea are not only modest and polite, but also broad-minded, which is like promoting strong emotional communication between drinking tea. Women like tea must be considerate. They would never ask more, because they knew that men would say what they could say without asking more questions; Even if they asked more questions about what they couldn’t say, men wouldn’t say it. Women like tea will not let men feel ashamed of themselves or feel guilty that they are inferior to others. They always make people go out to fight with confidence and courage. Women like tea will arrange everything properly with limited income to make children happy, old people happy and husbands warm. Just like in the spare time of work, friends and friends make a pot of good tea, temporarily put down the hard work, forget the fame and wealth in the world of mortals, put aside the chores in life, simply enjoy the rare leisure, friendship of friends and the pleasure of tasting tea. A woman who is like tea is detached and implicit with the spirit of heaven and earth. It can make people get a moment of leisure in the complicated world, and let our tired body and mind get a short rest. In front of such women, we can restore our true colors, pour out our true feelings, put down the pressure and burdens at work, and wash our souls with ease. They know how to keep their own responsibilities, you don’t have to worry that a second person will know these things that are not necessarily heroic. Women like tea can make people peaceful and quiet, and we can find a harbor specially belonging to our hearts in the modern impetuous and noisy society. In the dense warm fragrance, the most warm and tranquil memories like tea are always preserved. Therefore, I said that women are not like tea, but women like tea in the world. When you meet the woman you like, it is like a treasure in tea, you will never forget it, you will have a special love, you will have some concerns, you will dream of thinking, you will recall the pleasant tea though simple, only a thoughtful person can understand that tea is a wonderful work of the Creator. Only when you know how to taste a cup of green tea can you understand the charm of nature. Therefore, if good tea meets good drinkers, it is the happiness of tea and people. A woman who is like tea also needs to meet the king who knows people, so as to be lucky for both sides. There are not many women like tea in the world, and there are fewer people who know how to taste. If someone encounters it by chance, they must know how to cherish it. Women who are like tea are most afraid of meeting those unacquainted people. They neither know that women are the top quality tea nor can drink the quality of tea. They only treat it as crude tea and white water, what’s more, the person who picks flowers outside the wall and gets cold inside the wall is the great sorrow of women. In fact, there are not only women like tea, but also men like tea. Men like tea are thrifty, tolerant and generous, deep and implicit, sincere and trustworthy, and ethereal and acute, the charm is long in tranquility, and all-inclusive in plainness. It can be seen that the Chinese tea ceremony is right beside us and in our hearts. The tea ceremony is deeply rooted in Chinese culture and Chinese character. Su Dongpo, the tea fairy, said: If you want to compare the West Lake with the West Lake, you will always enjoy a beautiful tea! Just because tea ceremony is culture, art and aesthetics, there is a woman like tea in the world, because from ancient times to present, no matter which generation, there will be excellent, tasteful and gentle women in every year and month. People all say that women are like tea. But I want to say: women are not like tea, but women like tea in the world. They deserve our care and cherish. I hope all women who are like tea can meet people who know tea, drink well and taste well.. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Spring is here

As if the willows turned green overnight. The green bud shone with golden light under the sun. In the distance, there are little birds singing, which is a praise for spring! I took my daughter with me, walking between the pavilions and pavilions in the spring. These silent scenery in winter in the community seemed to live in a flash. The sunshine spread all over the floor is so warm, so peaceful, and so people are willing to linger in the broken gold it sprinkles. After the baptism of severe winter, the Earth showed its vitality. And my soul, which had experienced cold weather, gradually regained vitality under the inspiration of the beautiful spring full of spring, and my heart became extremely gentle, affectionate, cheerful and lively. I thought I would not laugh, cry, love or be moved because of the oppression of life. But when spring appeared in front of me, my heart became fresh and vivid with the blooming of the Emerald bud. I know that I will still laugh, cry, love and move. My daughter caught a cold, and the beauty of spring attracted her more than the torture brought by illness. In the sunshine, she jumped happily, walking, laughing and making noise. Walking to a small square, she suddenly said to me: Mom, I forgot to bring my camera! I want you to take a picture of me. Yeah! I forgot to bring a camera. I should have left this beautiful scene in early spring morning. I am went to buy a pair of socks for my daughter. When she walked into a small supermarket, the hostess didn’t rush to ask me what I wanted, but talked with me. Chatting, she asked me how old I am? I said Guess. She hesitated and said, “you don’t have thirty! I said: I am forty years old. She didn’t believe it and said: You are not like a 40-year-old person at all. You look very young. Is? I am very interested in her answer. Although I am not 40 years old, in my mind, what is the difference between the age over 35 and The Age over 40? Youth will never come back. She continued to talk with me. She said she was born in 82 and had an 8-year-old daughter. The second child certificate was approved because she wanted to have a child and take care of her eldest daughter, so I didn’t go to the factory to work, because the factory has night shift. Just right, there was a supermarket that wanted to transfer, so she took over. I also remembered that the owner of this supermarket turned out to be a man. She then asked me, how many children are you? I said two. Eldest daughter a ten-year-old elementary school fifth grade. She began to be surprised: You two children, but your figure is so good! Look at me, the meat in this body is so annoying that you can’t even reduce it if you want! I took a closer look and found that she was almost the same as me, but she weighed 150. We talked like this, and I forgot that I wanted to buy a pair of socks for my daughter. My daughter saw a kite seller outside and asked me to buy kites for her. We had to stop chatting. Walking out of the gate of the supermarket, a gentle spring breeze came towards me. My daughter said, “Mom, it’s so warm! Yes, it’s so warm! Eunuch Sun is afraid that we will get cold, so it hurts us! I answered my daughter like this. On a warm spring day, two strange women who didn’t know each other were pulling home leisurely. Yes, I don’t know her. To be exact, it was the first time I saw her, but what she brought me was the care and warmth between strangers. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Road life is like “patch Flower”

In the afternoon, I came home from Bao Shuanglu sibiao. I found my five-year-old son playing with children in the ground downstairs. When I looked closer, I found that he was digging with small shovel and excavator, my body was covered with mud everywhere. I was so angry that I came forward and slapped his ass without any hesitation. My son cried with a loud cry. I reprimanded loudly: look at you, the clothes are dirty again, why don’t you sympathize with your mother’s hard work in washing clothes for you? My son said aggrieved: my friends and I are using excavators to repair roads! Since my son had seen the giant excavator on our construction site, he had always been pestering me for it, so I had to buy him a toy excavator, and the little guy called it as the name implies, I was excited to call my friends to build roads in the venue below. Pacifying my naughty son, I found that the knee on the left side of his trousers was particularly thin, the gap between the black lines was a little large, and there was a sign that he would wear out. I couldn’t help sighing gently, I couldn’t help it. The little guy was so naughty that the knees of the trousers were always broken first. Sometimes the irregular cracks were mended by myself but I didn’t feel very good. So I washed the trousers and took them to the tailor shop, when I went to fetch it again, I found that the trousers had been sewed, and I saw that the irregular crack and the hole which was about to come out were sewed carefully with thin black threads, and it is matched with a gray Taro pattern which is the favorite and the most popular among children nowadays, which completely covers the flaw, and the increased thickness not only adds the anti-wear ability of the trousers, it also complement the gray Taro pattern on the right side of the trousers. After simple processing, a pair of trousers which was going to be destroyed and could not be worn has become more perfect and unique than before. I can’t help admiring: It’s so beautiful, just like art. You are really a wonderful artist in the folk. The boss couldn’t help smiling and said: Patch is a simple job, but it is also a skillful job. Only by working hard and ingenuity can it present another kind of perfection. The boss’s words also gave me great Enlightenment: everything in the world cannot always be perfect, and patches are inevitable as a kind of defect, including human life, in daily life and work, we always have to experience injuries, blows, setbacks and illnesses in one way or another. Now that the fact has existed and cannot be avoided, what we can do is to sew the wound with patches, and we also need to try our best to blossom the most beautiful flowers on the wound, just like Zhang Haidi, a well-known disabled person lying in a wheelchair, the incomplete body did not prevent her from using her limited life to make a perfect patch for this imperfection. Considering that our highway is also the same, in today’s shortage of funds and difficulties, Zhushan county highway bureau completed the reinforcement of several dangerous bridges and the construction of roads around the city last year, and this year resolutely launched Bao Shuanglu, in the overhaul project of Hsinchu road, road maintenance workers have been repairing smooth and dense pits one after another on the road for years. It can be said that they have made the most beautiful patches one after another and investigated their root causes, that is because we are always able to overcome the danger and write the prosperous today and the glorious tomorrow of our highway career with unity and unity! Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Time

The sunshine in spring is flowing and getting warmer and warmer. What is mixed in the wind is no longer the biting chill, but the mood that is flying day by day. Time goes by like this. Time takes away the past us, but also brings you and me now. Time is so magical. Those innocent days with Doraemon’s time Shuttle are really like a lifetime. We have all grown up. We may never care about what time brings us, but actually there are many. Time teaches me to love myself and treat others sincerely. In those days, I was afraid of speaking in front of the public, self-abased for my weakness, being at a loss for a new city and a new group, and carefully shuttling back and forth the pessimism of life. That kind of self, very small and humble, like a simple and kind child, suddenly intruded into this strange world, terrified, afraid of the different days outside, dreaming innocent and beautiful dreams, wrap yourself up decisively, separating the reality at a loss. But I don’t know when to get up, no longer fear, no more timidity, learn to walk quietly, smile quietly, think quietly, live your quiet life in your corner, and be peaceful and beautiful. No longer resist passively but accept with smile. I also don’t like to speak but no longer feel inferior. I like to describe the happiness and sadness of youth with colorful sentences and describe them quietly. I like to hold the novel alone, sometimes smile and sometimes cry, or hold my cheek and ponder on the table in a daze. After that, I still live my own life peacefully. The joys and sorrows in the book will shock me and move me, but it will not bother my life as it used to be. Also very small and humble, but also began to like this humble. The world is so big, who is not a speck of dust in the vast universe? After all, you will also go there. The years are quiet and good. Being happy and stable in the world is happiness. Meet the people you want to meet, leave the people you want to leave, and give each other a smile and a blessing. In a beautiful life, I met some friends who had long been separated at the crossroads of dreams and future. In such warm years, I lowered my head slightly, smiled slightly and murmured, oh, so you are here too. So you are here too. I always feel that meeting is a wonderful thing. Thousands of people in the crowd just meet the people they meet. Then give each other a hug, a thousand words, a hug is good. Not peremptory, not domineering, just so quiet and so calm. After embracing, or leaving, or walking together, always smile. After learning to taste loneliness, one’s time is actually very happy and comfortable. Sit and lie, stop and rest, everything is at will, no one is disturbed, no one is bound, free and beautiful. No longer awkward among strangers. Listen with a smile. Watch the laughter and play quietly. I am very happy and satisfied. When meeting old friends, I was surprised by the time’s carving towards them, which became more and more exquisite and beautiful. I was sincerely happy, but it was just a smile. Get into ancient poetry, elegant ancient fragrance, intoxicating people drunk dream. Quiet, so the group moved; Empty, so the world. The long water flows quietly, and the lotus flowers are quiet. Warm sunshine, tranquil time, walk peacefully. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

A person’s life

(1) in the afternoon at the end of March, although the dark clouds are dense, you can still feel the boiling air. One person, a cup of coffee, a cigarette, a coffee shop. The surrounding was full of strange faces, and the noise came and went one after another. The dining population could be heard talking freely. On one table, some people kept complaining about the helplessness of work; On the other table, some people talked loudly about current affairs; Some people passed by and exchanged greetings; while some people eat alone in a hurry, silent. However, all the noise devices have nothing to do with me. They seem to be near and far away indeed. I sat in a corner by myself, smoking a cigarette silently, reading prose and poetry, or waving my thumb with my hands to record the details of my life. I visit this coffee shop almost every day from Monday to Friday. I like this place not because the coffee here is very fragrant; I like it very much, and it is not because of the beautiful scenery here. But here, just where no one knows me. I have got used to this way, pulling myself away from the real world. (Ii) since the reorganization of the company, Guoqiang has changed from a colleague to my superior. Before lunch every day, when he passed my unit, he would casually ask, “Do you have dinner? “I will also answer smoothly:” Go ahead. “So he walked away. As soon as he left, I would follow his forefoot and come to this coffee shop to enjoy half a day’s leisure. We have become accustomed to such a question and answer. My reply is always in his expectation. Don’t ask me why I torture myself like this. I prefer to walk into my own world, rather than go along with others and put on a mask for those who support the play. Perhaps, I seem to be unsociable, but the life of vanity and resentment is also a kind of torture for me. I don’t want to see my stiff smile exposed by others, nor do I want my wooden expression to hurt anyone’s dignity. Therefore, the tiny me chose to stay silent behind the world and walk alone. Even though I was lonely, it was also a way of life. (3) when the aunt holding tea sees me, she will always smile and call me from a distance: “Coffee? Want bread? “I always smiled at her and said,” I won’t eat today. “She asked habitually,” Why don’t you eat? Do you want to be a fairy? “Occasionally I would joke,” losing weight. “In this way of living alone, I am not at ease. I don’t need to take care of others or talk with others about anything I don’t want to talk about. For lunch, maybe it was just a cup of coffee, three cigarettes, several articles and hundreds of words to spend with me. Lunch time slipped away in all the noise that had nothing to do with me. (4) in the early morning, when the night was gradually fading away, I had walked on the sparsely populated street, stepping on my shadow and listening to my footsteps disturbing the silence around. Morning Breeze, soft and delicate, whispered in my ear, everywhere. Sleepless night owl, a pair of shining star eyes, hid in the grass, waiting for the appearance of prey. Stepping on the loneliness left at night, I came to the nearby coffee shop alone and felt the freedom of a person again. I always stay alone and knock the silent keyboard to let a string of heart words appear on the screen of the tablet computer, releasing the emotion in my heart. At that moment, there was always the feeling of getting out of the cage. Everyone has his own way of vent. And I chose text. (5) falling in love with loneliness may not be my wish. However, I have become accustomed to my own life. Since you left, I have learned silence and how to find a pure land in a boring life. Silence may be the best tool to protect yourself; Silence may keep yourself away from others. I would rather live alone and rebuild the dilapidated house in my heart than the fragile heart to be hurt again. Therefore, we had to walk hand in hand with pure words. I like reading sad articles, as if reading my heart. Integrate yourself into the world of writers, look at those lifeless square words, tell the joys and sorrows of the world, and the loneliness in the bottom of my heart quietly receded. Those sorrows, sorrows, emotions and loves have shaped the sad and beautiful stories in the world. Perhaps, I also want to relieve my loneliness in words. But you don’t have to worry about it. I live a good life alone. I still live a bright life and enjoy the warmth of the world. Occasionally, messages of Red Plum’s concern came from the mobile phone, or warm greetings from waves, the occasional care of Gu Yue, and the youth of rain songs. I always feel that I am not living alone. (Vi) on a certain day of a certain month of a certain year, I once embraced the midnight quietly alone, letting the Moonlight pour out and watching the new moon hanging on the branch. In this way, kiss the breeze, touch the drizzle, let the dry tears leave traces of time on his face. I am no longer lonely in my own life. In the quiet and beautiful night, I can think of you gently, then take out your name from my pocket and blow it away in the wind. Let it pervade the whole space, let it run towards the stars and moon, listen quietly it is located on the silent petals, clinging to the silent green leaves, quietly waiting for you and blessing you. In the deep night, I will talk about sadness with the ancient moon in detail; When I am sad, I will talk to plum blossom; When I am agitated, I will listen to the heart song of the sea rhyme waves; When I am depressed, I will listen to the rain song, looking at the Phoenix Tree, thinking of the fragrance of rain, weaving a curtain of deep dreams. Occasionally, facing the moon in the water, I let my imagination fly, roaming under the boundless starry sky with the night wind. There is always a touch flowing in my heart, like the clear stream. I am moved by the splendid friendship you and me once; By the sonorous words written by Heaven, by the frozen warmth brought by my sisters in the north; the countless tenderness gushing in my heart will turn into a period of memory, streaming down the touching between you, me and her. (7) in addition to being moved, no longer give yourself any reason to cry, no longer let tears wet my cheeks. Although no one will see my tears in one’s life, and no one will ask me if sand blows into my eyes, I would like to be under the blue sky with the floating clouds flowing through, the cool wind blowing gently, turn tears into thousands of blessings for you. I never knew that the sound of tears could appear in front of me in different ways until I met you. The first time I heard the sound of tears, it was so quiet and full of guilt. It was a silent apology, a heartfelt apology. At that time, because of your neglect, everyone didn’t have lunch for you. You apologized to me with a full face of guilt. Afterwards, when you came out of the women’s room, I saw tears shining in the corner of your eyes by accident, and I felt distressed. I heard the sound of tears again, which filled my ears with the sound of waves. On that day, the scene of you crying bitterly at the seaside always lingered in my mind. You, with tears streaming down your face, asked many reasons in a trembling voice, but what I heard was the grievance of tears. Later, I heard your tears intermittently, telling you that I was moved, grateful, helpless, and distressed until I was silent. Tears have gone away from me. (8) I increasingly dislike seeing fallen leaves, which always reminds me of the fragility and short life. Once in a while, sitting alone on a stone chair, looking at the bustling traffic in the street, you will always see a few green trees with dead leaves helplessly separated from the tall and straight trees. Are the leaves tired of the life they depend on and want to be self-reliant, or do the green trees want to get rid of the withered arms and exile them? Dead leaves symbolize the gradually aging life; Dead leaves symbolize the fate of dust; However, I know that dead leaves drift away in the wind, even if I can’t control my own destiny, there is always a place to settle down. It is trampled by people or silently under the tree, which is also a kind of destination. After several wind and rain, the dead leaves will be reborn. Perhaps, I am still waiting for a piece of dead leaves invisibly, falling beside my feet, and then moistening it with the most sincere, sincere and Innocent Heart, watering it and pacifying it. There is no deliberate expectation, only a silent waiting, waiting for the promise of life. March passed away, and April was approaching. The rotation of time removed many pains of missing and smoothed many wounds of the past. Today, if I have a pair of hidden wings, I will let them fly me to your window to secretly spy on your life at this moment to see if you are safe and sound. I won’t make any noise or disturb your life. I just want to stare at you silently, look at your tranquil smile, look at your back. Time is up, I will fly away quietly without leaving any traces, and then continue my life alone. Because I know that you will live a better life than me 2012.03.30 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Youth does not say defeat, saying defeat is not youth.

I can’t give up old wounds and new worries. I really dare not touch the embrace of life. Am I afraid of pain? Still don’t have the courage to face it? Maybe it was once so beautiful that I felt sad now. I always thought that I would be happy for a lifetime, but the reality was ruined so messy by me. I never thought that it would be my own ending if the disastrous defeat couldn’t end. Knowing that crying is the performance of the weak, but every time I still secretly shed tears. He kept saying that he would be a strong woman, but all kinds of measures in reality had compressed himself into the symbol and representative of a coward. Sometimes I feel so sad that I can’t imagine how to live in the future. I once said to a girl that friendship lasts forever, and in the end, it is inevitable to be strangers to each other; I once said to a boy that I will never leave and never leave, and in the end, I will inevitably part. The kind of pain that I once couldn’t come back, but now I still put the pain of the past as if I were hanged by myself, until my bones could no longer bear the pain, and my bloody body would die slowly. In fact, at our age, we know it is impossible, but we have to imagine forever. We can’t wait to end our promise until the end. Change a dream woven with beautiful lies with sincerity. Uncover the veil of the hypocritical world, which is cynical and vulgar. QQ space is a virtual world for me to escape from reality and the sustenance of my spirit. I like words, but I won’t polish them. I just write about my little feelings, because I believe the most beautiful words are the calls from my heart. There I will open my heart undisguisedly, write down all my grievances and discontent about the world, and pour out all my sorrows. Maybe it is because of the closed inner heart, strange personality, and hard to conflict with the reality that it depends on the network space so much. There are many people who care about me, love me, love me, create a happy paradise for me, and give me a little comfort in my broken experience. There is fantastic beauty, which is impossible in reality. A girl told me that you were using your miserable and bitter words to capture others’ sympathy and pity. At that time, I refuted her. If I didn’t understand me, don’t judge me casually. I am not a beggar. What I want is not sympathy and pity, but understanding and understanding. After speaking, tears of grievance fell quietly. However, when I wiped my tears with my skirt, I suddenly realized that I was wrong. It was me who fell into the endless abyss of pain and got into the mire, but I never thought about how to save myself. Instead, I was desperately waiting for help. Ignore others’ care, and pretend to be lofty and self-righteous. Really disgraceful. Looking for nothingness in reality will only make reality more empty. I betrayed the self that should belong to me, and my dream broke between my fingers. Happy strike, emotional shock, insanity, and fragmented dreams. Upset, confused, confused, retreat, failure. All end. Cynicism makes me play with fire * *. At the moment of burning eyebrows, I lost my heart and was unwilling to end like this, full of regret. Compared with the past glory, it will make me feel that it is more failed now, and it is a disastrous defeat. Only in this way can we lift our heads and fight against the unfairness of the world to ourselves with all kinds of rebellious behaviors. No one can hear my inner cry, but they can understand my arrogant and arrogant body language. The whole world wakes up, and I am drunk alone. Seclusion makes me an extremely abnormal demon in everyone’s eyes. It turns out that I am already so horrible. Wake up, it’s time to end. End those promises that can’t be given, those fantasies that shouldn’t have, those dirty and strange words, and those self-justified liberation. I know that I have missed too much. If I want to succeed again, unless a miracle will happen. However, if you don’t give yourself a chance to find miracles, how can you know that the lucky God will not care for yourself? No one knows what the result will be until the end. Don’t find reasons for success, don’t find excuses for failure. Xiongguan is full of truth like iron, but now it is starting from the beginning. Start from the new, start from the heart. Grandma Bing Xin once said: life is meaningless, but if we want to make meaningless life meaningful, we must work hard to live and define it. Yes, so does society. Society is unfair. If you want to find your personal fairness in an unfair world, fighting is the only way, or you will only have pain. Friends, please remember: youth does not say defeat, saying defeat is not youth. —- {Talking nonsense, kids talking big.} // If children. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Shallow happy

Each of us has the land to grow a good mood, depending on whether you work hard or not. Do you have enough flexibility to resist depression? Suddenly I found that life was so simple that I didn’t need to think over and over again to be complicated, and I didn’t need to worry about spring and autumn. It was really good that the sun rose every day and I could wake up quietly. In fact, we really need to think about it. There are so many warmth in life that we never cared about. No matter how weak the Moonlight is, it will be fine if it is on. The warmth makes people feel at ease. But we always ignore the details of life. Whether you are as busy and confused as me, often unable to find the direction of your heart and the exit of your dream, and always enveloped by a kind of unclear emotion. And whether you are struggling to make yourself happy, but you can’t escape from the inexplicable little sadness. Then, please let your heart stop, see the blue sky and white clouds passing by, feel the soft touch of the breeze passing by, and think about your own possession, then you will find a lot. There is an Indian proverb, don’t walk too fast, wait for the soul. In fact, the burden of the soul is that we always run desperately in reality, but accidentally lose our souls. People are so strange that they can’t see the wealth and warmth in front of them, but they are struggling to find the ridiculous self-righteous happiness, but they don’t know whether they blame the greed inside or the temptation outside. In fact, we are really happy. There are beautiful clothes to wear, delicious food to eat, sky to look up, sunshine to hug. You can read books and dream. There are good music to listen to and warm movies to move. There are beautiful scenery to travel, interesting and different people to meet, courage to support dreams, Hearts to meet each other, and unknown flowers to bloom quietly, if you don’t know, you will be strong in the distance. Friends and family members can care about it, blessings and care can be received, the friendly eyes of strangers, and the sincere smiling faces of acquaintances. How happy it is to have so many things that can touch the softness of your heart. With a happy mood, facing the first ray of morning light, I slowly walked into the time. Fresh and comfortable breath, fresh and tender green, soft breeze, Dew reflecting light. Open your arms and embrace the great and true gift of nature and life. The sunrise is so beautiful, the time is so long, it’s really good. Brisk pace, bright atmosphere. It’s really good to walk happily and strive for a new day. Reading, good. It is really good to have a shallow smile and a shallow happiness. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…