Loner

On that day, the little aunt of the child who was far away from hometown called and specially consulted some questions about filling in the blanks of ancient poems. The topic is not difficult, but the method of the topic is very interesting. The performance is as follows: first, several blanks are all from outside the textbook; Second, the topic design is slightly tricky. This didn’t make her son a senior student in primary school difficult. Of course, the problems were finally solved one by one. After finishing the business, I chatted for a while again. When talking about my current situation, the other side’s sentence that you became a lonely play made me ponder for a long time, with ripples in my heart. Ordinary Days are always spent in the cycle of going to work, eating and sleeping. People who go to work and those who go to school cannot get together because they are in other places, which lasts from Monday to Friday (sometimes longer). A flat with a building area of less than 60 square meters felt that the house was too cramped at first, the living room was not enough, the bathroom was narrow, etc. In a word, the area was too small! Especially the embarrassment, embarrassment and embarrassment that I dare not come to my hometown can be said to be completely exposed. Therefore, the blame between each other occurs from time to time. And the plain days also passed quietly in the Symphony of pots and pans. Several Spring and Autumn Periods passed quickly. After a lot of hard work, the child was still successful. With a good result, he finally got admitted to the university he liked and the major he had been longing for for for a long time. Children’s college dreams come true, and adults’ small wishes come true. Life seems to be calm again. It’s time for children to go to school; Although the journey is not far away, the colorful study life in the university is indeed full of charm for freshmen who are not deeply involved in the world. The unique atmosphere of the past family gradually faded out of vision, and many blanks rose slowly in the deep memory. The adult world is also adjusting to all the changes around. Busy and busy for life, giving up or chasing for children. Diet seems to take more time, and rest also subverts the inherent rules. Time reveals its tenacity and magic inadvertently: one day of a certain year or month, you will suddenly find that your legs and feet are not working. Your teeth seem to have loosened. Your wrinkles have added a lot. Your once proud black hair crawls up. Your other physiological functions may be unknowingly, undetectable changes have also taken place. If you think of this level, even if you take a breath, you don’t have to make a fuss. At this moment, there is only one householder in the small and spacious room. Whether you go to the big room to turn on the computer to read the blog, or go to the small room to look for a magazine, or search for favorite TV programs in the living room with the remote control in hand, how easy it is! Only with the dual freedom of action and soul can you feel that you are a completely free person in the true sense. Looking around the room, there are all kinds of bookshelves, wardrobe, sofa, computer, TV, refrigerator, telephone, air conditioner, water heater, etc. We can constantly combine recreational schemes, dominate and command everything in the house, without discussing with others, asking for others’ opinions and everything, all of them are decided by one person (or not). If you don’t want to stay in the house anymore, just go downstairs and walk there. Where you like is where you like, and when you go back to the house, you will go back to the house. I am afraid that the infinite scenery of those super characters who claimed to be isolated or widowed in the past is just like this! What’s wrong with being alone in your own home! The last piece of advice: By the weekend, when changing roles, never be too stiff! (2008.11.25) Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Glass of Wine Yan Huan

Life Huan? Red what love? A little bitterness with your fingers pinned on your fingertips and engraved on your eyebrows is all gone!!! Wasting time, drinking a cup of wine and talking happily for a long time, several iron sons who hadn’t met together came as promised. They were happy here, without fetters and troubles, without daily necessities, oil and salt, and they could raise a glass and drink freely. In the emotional place, grievances and complaints are originally an envy that is very comfortable and happy in others’ eyes, but they also have to stumble. It turns out that there is no perfection in this world, and happiness is just a relative moment… everyone expects himself to be happy, but no matter where he tries, he finally truly feels that happiness always stays between the lines, in fact, it shouldn’t be like this: there are a lot of happy people. Their happiness is not because they get a lot, but because they ask very little. People should learn to let go, only in this way can life be full of flavor, affection and love. Put down pressure. The window of the soul will be covered with dust if not cleaned. The dusty heart will become gray and confused. We always face a lot of things every day. As soon as there are more things in our hearts, we will become messy and disorderly, and then our hearts will follow. Painful emotions and unpleasant memories fill your heart, which will make you depressed. Clean the dust and make the gloomy heart shine; Throw away some meaningless pain, and happiness will have greater freedom. Put down the trouble. No matter to others or yourself, you should learn to smile, adjust your mood, accept the reality calmly, learn to say to yourself and let it go, and then face it calmly. In this way, sunshine will flow into my heart, driving away fear, darkness and all the haze in my heart. Give some smile, and you will feel that you are trying hard to change your mentality. When you are hungry, a loaf of bread is happiness; When you are cold, a piece of clothes is happiness; When you are sad, a piece of tissue is understanding; When you are happy, the accompanying laughter is sharing; When you are cold, a square inch of land that can be used, life, happiness and happiness are all that. Putting down self-abasement not everyone can become a great man, but everyone has the expectation and power to achieve something great, and everyone can become a strong person in his heart. A strong inner heart can freeze all pains and sorrows; A strong inner heart can make up for wounds and losses; A strong inner heart can make you fearless between heaven and earth, when the heart is strong, although I am a few feet tall, I can surpass all the peaks! Believe in yourself and give yourself a confident reason and expectation. Put down the negativity, cheer for yourself, let the positive drive away depression, let the sincerity move the world, let the tolerance defeat the narrow-minded, let the happiness drive away depression, you will always be the most perfect one in your heart. There is no absolute who is right and who is wrong in the world. It just depends on how to face it. No one can have smooth sailing in life, and no one will be sad all his life. Let go of the optimistic reins, because we are only close to success. The future is not a dream, but an effort and an endeavor. Put down complaining. Frustration is the foundation of success because we have goals. Stay away from complaints and let go of them. Complaints cannot change the status quo. Only through hard work can we bring hope. When the party alone sees others’ luxury cars and villas with infinite scenery and feels unhappy, look back and see that there are still so many people living happily without food and clothes, and life does not disappoint us. In fact, I have as much as I do. It is beautiful to put down the narrow-minded, broad-minded, and wide-ranging tolerance. Tolerating others is actually a warmth to your heart. Only in a tolerant world can the heart stop wandering and wandering! Postscript: On March 8th, one of my friends met several girlfriends to get together after work at night. Suddenly there was an idea that I wanted to write out; To commemorate this event, so I finished this article in a hurry. I would like to dedicate it to my friends who are on the road, and wish all women in the world happiness ——– a roar of the world Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Look back annoying chatters

It was an accidental encounter, but I began to think about those years when I was young and frivolous, and those innocent days, those days that only the long white clouds carrying dreams gently rub over the head and flaunt, as well as those faint silent afternoon dusk. At those times, time always passed by quietly without leaving any trace. At those times, every second seemed to be fixed at that moment of laughter, every point stays in the concentration of leaning down. Looking at those old but still fresh photos, I laughed a bit, and the warmth had already filled the fleeting time of memory unconsciously. They are all a group of impulsive children. Once this kind of missing is aroused, it is hard to calm down without a glance. I didn’t know who proposed it first, but I insisted on it. Therefore, I finally had the mood of looking back at this moment. Morning, early eyes, felt some agitation and open music, start waiting for Sun 1.1 point way up to this feeling, strange, just is familiar and unfamiliar kind, like childhood that kind hope years feeling. The house was lively, with the light and shadow of the sun, as well as the laughing and playing among friends. It was like going to a feast, and everyone felt a little inexplicable excited. After packing up the house, watering the flowers and plants and getting ready, the inexplicable excitement in my heart became stronger and stronger, so I set off eagerly. After waiting for a long time, I finally waited for the two double-decker buses that I used to take in those years, and then squeezed up with great efforts. During this period, although I was ashamed of such uncivilized behavior, but at the thought of sitting in the seat that I used to sit in those years and enjoying the scenery quietly, all the guilt was left behind temporarily. It was a pity that they were a little late after all, because they didn’t want to be separated, so they had to sit in the second row together! Close my eyes and let the sunshine shake on my face without scruple, feeling the serenity of these light and shadow beating gently on my eyelids. In this beautiful melody, I suddenly fell into a dream. Stepping into the campus is still those familiar scenes. Although times have changed, it is only lucky that those scenes that stayed in memory did not change at all. Therefore, many uncertain melancholy was saved, the past vicissitudes were slightly removed, like a kind mother. She greeted my uneasy heart with that kind smile in the past. Memories come one after another, and the past is heavy, staying in the shuttle crowd, as if I am not me today, I am still the child of those years, or two years ago, I am busy here. Things are different from people, but in those years, who wrote down my appearance among the shuttling crowd? Today, can I remember those pedestrians who passed me? No matter walking through the crowded canteen, or through the solemn teaching building, whether standing in front of the solemn library, or lingering in the exquisite garden path, those passing years, it seems to be a piece of flower shadow cut by years, which flashes gently from front of my eyes by accident and falls into my gentle heart at this moment by accident. The ripples have not gone far. Suddenly, I found that I was standing here again, standing on this long and long tree-lined path. At this moment, I smiled, looking at the long road, I smiled. It must be that I had too few glance at my previous life. If not, why didn’t I meet a pedestrian who could pass me in this life? The French phoenix tree beside the road was still standing without saying a word, and the light yellow concealed all their panic. Yes, I came again, from your blue yellow to the sky full of fallen leaves, from the morning glow to the sky to the sunset, from the silent sunshine in the afternoon to the rainy poetry, do you still remember that wandering child? But do you still remember her eagerly looking eyes? A crush in those years has changed my smile till now. In such a pure dream, I just want to meet a man like clove, who has the elegance of ink painting and Danqing, have the same sorrow as me. I just want to have such a chance to pass by, just want to meet and pass by with a smile, that’s all! Memories become cocoons, and pieces of clouds are everywhere. Mo Xiaoxiao is rare to have an idiot, who has never been in the world. It was already early in the morning, but I couldn’t sleep. I stood up gently and wrote down these trivial bits and pieces. However, with mixed feelings, a lot of feelings passed away in a flash. There was no source, no place to return, and no place to find. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I miss the hug next season

Say I want to hug you to the air, say I miss you to the hug. If I can return to the common origin, then I must hug you well. When I count to one hundred steps silently, my heart will tremble faintly, just like the vibration of the mobile phone in the dark, I feel the smell of wind blowing through my hair, and then there will be sunshine on my body, this is a balcony, a balcony burying silence and grounding. It is no different from other balconies, but the small shutter on the left makes me remember the summer of 2008, the wind on this balcony became the most pleasant touch of flexibility in my summer. Standing on this windowsill, I felt that all the pores were being opened. The sky is dark in a trance. All of a sudden, I was knocked down to the ground by a tall and thin daredevil. Later on …… unexpectedly, we didn’t make any noise, let alone shout abuse, instead, I looked at the other side calmly for a minute. The wind blew my hair. I got up from the ground and stumbled back to the dormitory. Spread the pen and paper, constantly sprinkling ink, describing a story with the smell of ice cream. It was at this time that the boy named Li Mo entered my words, and my words began to have stories at this moment. Students The life was still fixed in the calendar page by page, and the old clock was rotating endlessly. He and I were locked in the page number of time. In the summer of 2009, I was still looking at the sky on the balcony with shutters, but this time I was not only looking at the sky, but also missing someone, a rash guard who knocked me down, a boy named Li Mo. I was just thinking: Li Mo, if one day you can stand in front of me and continue this line in my life, I must hug you well, but this has always become your legend and my extravagant hope. Some things are gone, some things are gone, and it will never come back. The snail-like life is filled with sadness and boredom with inexplicable pain, and the summer in pain begins. When a group of lonely birds flew across the sky, the May here began to smell of summer. A little impetuous disturbance. Those restless factors strangled all the way back. From foam, you said we are each other’s lollipop with gum, just don’t can common taste, but have the same sweet if 09 years is a sad limit. Then 2010 is another interpretation of life. Your forever leaving is like an eternal breakpoint in my life, so stiff It is broken at the beginning of the story, and then there is no following forever, and it is even more impossible to have results. In fact, it is not the result of the result, but also the reality of the end. The reality has no result. Everyday I always get used to looking at the sky, those lonely birds and those lonely white clouds. I know you will look at me. Right? Because you are willing to let me alone. You also love my heart. Li Mo, when I wrote down your name thousands of times, I found that even your name was so sad. Leave foam, leave foam like foam. I feel the obvious degeneration, which is beyond my ability. Do you know? I’m so tired: really tired. One will feel tired and heartbroken if he sticks to the promise of two people. I remember that you said you would take me to see the sea before, and I also believed that you would take me to see the sea. So I have been looking forward to and waiting. Now I am going to fulfill the promise of regret for each other alone. Will I have a heart-to-heart relationship. You said that when drinking milk tea, you need different hands to grasp the temperature, and you also need two people to drink its romance, but now I can only see that it is gradually losing temperature in my hands. You said I can’t be so silent, but now I can only be silent. In the past, you always called me every morning when I opened my eyes, reminding me to remember to have breakfast and I couldn’t cook, You do do what you call funny everyday for me: the feast of love, my eyes are a little myopic, you always coax me to do eye exercises like a child, I don’t like sports, you will pull me to run on time every day. I like reading books. At that time, if you were not used to speaking, you would accompany me silently, get used to the habit that you shouldn’t get used to, and stick to the persistence that shouldn’t be persistent. We like it and get used to chatting. Every time we go online, we always send messages to each other in the first time and then go all over the world in darkness. We don’t say good night until dawn. Those white jade and Black who we have insomnia together, the cities and towns we talked about together are like a peerless painting. Even if the corner is missing, the price will not fall. But now, no matter how much information I send to the gloomy head portrait, it will not jump in the face. It can only remain silent forever. Finally, you and I escaped from the track which depends on each other and dispersed in that winter. The runway which once had two figures was blank. The heart is empty, and the whole person is empty. Maybe I am not so loyal to words, just because I regard them as the continuation of life. 09 years maybe no tears, because I met from foam 09 years destined to become I age in most fairy tale year man-made disasters and time really barrier too much, blocking you, blocking the I, blocking the two of us, leaving your face is like writing a very good Chapter One, which makes me obsessed and want to read it. I thought I am could read you all the time, but that can only become the everlasting extravagant hope in my wish. We have always been the shore of each other, but now I can’t reach it all the time. You cherish the purest. You have grown white clouds, faded the years, and deeply implanted into the gap of soul, whether beauty and sadness were left in the garden at that time. In the summer a year ago, we left. A year later, I missed here. After leaving tomorrow, we will not look back any more, hiding the forgotten past and the enduring future. It seems that losing is destined to be a certain thing. You don’t have to know. Some people will always meet. Remember to grasp the people around you who really care about yourself, pass happiness to the first person who thinks of it. The last of the last. I just want to say: I can only say: Li Mo, there is no fate in this life, I will wait for you in the next life… in the next season of spring, I must hug you well. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Such as water day

People all have such a feeling: I don’t know how many times I have listened to a song, but I still like it so much, and I have a feeling that I never get tired of listening to a song. In the days like water, let the wonderful songs accompany you through countless lonely times. I don’t know how many times I have read a piece of beautiful text, but it still makes people reluctant to part with it. It can always cleanse a person’s heart and remember many stories about love. Some people say that life is just a lonely trek after all. In the long journey of life, maybe someone passed you by, maybe someone walked with you side by side, those tender feelings and those low songs, there are only different marks in life. As time goes by, the dreams and pursuits are not very important. Just like fallen leaves, no matter how many green hopes there were, no matter how swaying in the wind season, they will fade slowly and lose the vitality when winter comes, withered into a butterfly, wandering in every corner with the wind, until it could not float up, falling to the ground and staying with the soil. Years urge people to grow old, and they are afraid to say goodbye to their youth, just like they don’t want to say goodbye easily. They are afraid that a separation will last their lives. The wind is the same, no matter how crazy it is, no matter how strong it is, it will be tired. If the wind is fixed, will the flowers still have a kind of fragrance? It is impossible without the wind, because only the wind can make the fragrance of flowers flush to the nose and float the fragrance far away. Is it OK without time? How to record the traces of time and how to stay in those beautiful memories worth remembering are only fear in my heart and the mentality of racing against time. As long as you have a good attitude, life must be happy; As long as you have a good heart, life must be happy. When the love is gone, the heart is faded, and the beautiful emotion is drifting away with the wind. But what can’t be forgotten is that in the accompanying period of time, all the moving, all the memories and all the feelings are the real outpouring. Memory is something that can never be wiped off, just like when familiar people become strangers, they will also have a slight feeling when the autumn wind starts, accompanying you to cry, accompanied by tasting the hardships of life. Life is like a poem, full of joys and sorrows; Life is like a piece of white paper, on which the blueprint of life needs to be drawn. What one can’t refuse is the need of life, just like on the road of life, one will encounter many unexpected things, and also be as ruthless as time goes by. As long as one is firm in one’s confidence, only when you are full of beautiful expectations for your future can you make your life more lovely and happy. I have traveled a lot, and I really want to find a place to live in, to quietly watch a scenery of my own, to understand its beauty, to understand its wounds and to understand its feelings. It is like following the rules year after year, even if there are too many romantic feelings, they are always repressed by the real life, because there are always too many gaps between reality and dream, although it is just the reappearance of dreams, it is also a beautiful vision. In the days like water, life became more peaceful. The color of the sky finally cleared up. Under the love of the blue sky, I enjoyed happiness and moistened my dry heart. Do something you want to do, and don’t want anyone to disturb this peace. If a person can enjoy loneliness, he will stand out all the waves of life alone, just like the layers of reef, and will not break a heart. Because the strong heart is not easy to resist. As long as you keep an optimistic attitude towards life, what hardship and tiredness do you have. The feeling of happiness may be like this, light like wind, light like clouds, light like water, just like water feelings, there will be memories like water, always in more times, fill your mind, stir your heart, let you grasp the precious love and cherish the people you once knew. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

There is a fish I once fed in the river

At the beginning of July, my wife and I were going out to do something. Due to the long journey, it takes less than half a month to go back and forth. During this period of time, the flowers and plants in the flowerpot on the balcony were told that there should be no problem if the children took time to have a look, poured some water and simply handled it. What is not easy to deal with is the fish raised in the fish tank. It is absolutely impossible to ask the children to take care of the fish. The fish tank needs to be fed every day, and the water in the fish tank needs to be changed at least once a week. On the one hand, they have no experience, and on the other hand, they have no patience. That fish is not the goldfish that we usually see with round bubbles on the head and a flower tail like a skirt, but how to say it? I’m afraid I can’t say that it is a red carp, and its tail is surprisingly long. This fish has been following me for more than a year. I used to have two, and that one is gray-black. But the fish died for some reason more than a month ago. Because we had the plan to go abroad, we didn’t buy it again. So over the past month, this fish has been swimming in the fish tank alone. Every day when I come back from outside, it swims over and looks at me. Once, I wanted to take a picture of it, but when I put the lens on it, it turned around and ran away. I tried it several times but didn’t make it. It’s strange to say that after years of feeding, I haven’t seen it grow up, as if it was just bought. I think it’s not its fault that it can’t grow up, but I have delayed it. Therefore, I dismissed the idea of sending this fish to the ornamental fish market for others to buy it as a pet. I decided to send it to the river and let it live. There is a river next to the community where we live. The water quality is relatively good, and this fish’s destination is here. That day, what we bought was the train tickets in the afternoon. We had to leave for the railway station after lunch, but I hadn’t sent it away until 10 am. I wanted it to stay at home for a longer time. I also fed it, seeing that it had eaten almost enough, I put water in a transparent plastic bag and then put the fish in it. The fish is still looking at me in the plastic bag. Suddenly, I couldn’t bear it: it had never seen anything in the world. Could it find food in the river? Will the fish in the river bully it? Ordinarily, it should be the elder of those fishes who are almost as big as it, but it grows into a dwarf by mistake. Will it become a disastrous sign of being laughed at and attacked more? But there is no way. This is the best way. Whether it can survive depends on its creation. I poured the fish into the river with water, and the fish swam happily in the water immediately. In the beginning of more than a minute, it had been upstream of the water in a small circle, unwilling to go far away. Swimming, suddenly a drill down suddenly disappeared. But I stood by the river and didn’t walk. I wanted to see where it swam. I have a hunch that it will swim back again. As expected, it swam up again after about five minutes. But this time it only appeared for a while and then disappeared into the water. It left, with a worry, a concern, and a naughty part of it. It has gone, and since then, it has nothing to do with me. Looking at its happy appearance on the water just now, my heart was slightly comforted. I hope it can live peacefully and happily without wasting my heart. Although it has nothing to do with me, the river it is in flows into my life. I will never forget that there is a fish I once fed in this river. It was the hot summer season for a long time after I came back from outside. Every evening, my wife and I turned out, walked along the river, walked to the bend of the river, and sat down on the grass by the river. This is exactly where I put fish. The setting sun turned red behind him, and then slowly sank from behind the buildings. The wind blowing from the water is particularly cool. Once in a while, I saw a small fish swaying its tail in the water with ripples. I thought, I don’t know if my fish is here too! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Small garden sexy

One year after leaving the factory, I lived in a spacious and bright room with three bedrooms and two halls in the downtown, with my heart rippling with unspeakable joy and satisfaction. The first thing I do when I go home every day is to open the window to make the house breathable. Then I run to the balcony and overlook the bustling crowd of people in front of the commercial shops opposite the balcony, with the vehicles shuttling back and forth on the shiny asphalt road, a noisy atmosphere began to linger in my mind. Everything seemed to be overwhelmed by the noise. Then he closed the window unwittingly, and let the mood slowly recovered from the noise. Maybe it was because I lived on the first floor of the unit for a long time. I was not used to living on the third floor at the beginning, especially the sound of the corridor door, the footsteps and voices of the residents upstairs and downstairs came into my mind clearly, A feeling of losing freedom and lacking free pleasure came to me from time to time. There is always a feeling of chaos and buzzing in my mind. It made me fall in love with the small house of 60 square meters on the first floor of the factory and the small garden of about 20 square meters in front of the house. Due to the one-year stranding and lack of water, Xiaoyuan was a little cold and quiet. There is also a sense of desolation. You see, the original fertile, soft and moist soil also gradually shows its barren, increasingly alkaline soil, revealing the smell of lacking nutrition and the soil that has been turned over, it was hard in the cold wind. The elm trees in the garden were wrapped in plastic bags and waste paper, which seemed to be a little messy. The strong wind came to the ground in a mess, and the community kittens and dogs visited from time to time, it makes the yard smell fishy. The big Elms blew off the residual branches and leaves of the garden, and the dried vines of the Creeper quietly wrapped around the windows and walls of the building tightly, bringing a trace of remaining flavor to the silent building and the small garden. In the garden which was originally full of flowers, now there are only the withered branches and fallen leaves and the small Elms surrounding the garden dotted with this small garden. There is a hint of emotion that people go to the garden. The garden was opened up by the original owner. Like other landlords living on the first floor, every family has such a square garden, planting trees, flowers and vegetables in the garden, of course, there is also leisure and elegance. The garden seemed to be the private reserve of every family. You can plant whatever you want. There were no restrictions and no restrictions. You could do whatever you wanted and be free. But every spring, every family plants flowers, plants vegetables and irrigates the land. There is a lot of work in the garden. The garden was well-managed and full of business. From time to time, laughter came out. When I first lived, peach trees and jujube trees in the garden were still flourishing. In autumn, there were still many dates as big as fingers and Peaches as big as apricot, but these fruits can hardly be compared with those sold in the vegetable market, his wife said; Now who is eating it, causing the child to run into the yard every day, simply dig it up and plant something else, although I felt a little reluctant after hearing this, I finally invited it into the garbage dump. After the peach trees and jujube trees were dug out, the garden felt a lot bigger and the light increased a lot. The mood also seems to be happy with the enhancement of light. Next, crops like loofah, tomato and cucumber are planted in the garden, and crops like leeks, celery, pepper and yellow flowers are also planted, but the time is not long. The reason is nothing more than less planting, less harvest, more wasted by naughty children and more picked by passers-. Of course, the idea that made me give up planting vegetables and fruits was caused by planting strawberries. The strawberries in a blooming garden are not ripe, the size of broad beans, and the green is white, let people pity its delicacy. Because I went to work, there was no one at home. After eight hours, when I got home from work, the lush strawberries in the garden were trampled and ravaged, and did not reach the stage of harvest maturity, it was not time to pick, and the delicate life unexpectedly encountered such a situation, just like a child who had not grown up died early and died early because of a sudden disaster. It is pitiful that the ravages are cruel. After the incident, I carefully checked the signs of Stampede and ravage, but it was also the traces of children’s stampede and ravage. Thinking about children’s naughty, what could I say? After this disaster, the small garden gradually lost its interest in planting vegetables and fruits. Because of this disaster, I gradually moved my eyes to the small garden of other residents on the same floor to find a way for the healthy growth of the small garden. After the pain of losing the green color, after thinking about it and rolling it over and over again, I decided to plant new flowers and plants! Therefore, around the Qingming Festival every year, the garden of this size was turned over early, and then the farmyard was found to be put on, which paid no less attention to the garden than farmers to plant crops, the seeds are always found in the first year and carefully kept to avoid losing. Some of the flowers are needed, some are bought, and of course some are picked casually when passing the park. I was born in the countryside. Although I am now a city resident and living a life in the city, I yearn for and cherish the freedom and quietness in the countryside, especially the small and large gardens behind the front yard of the rural people. All kinds of vegetables and fruits were planted when the land was just unfrozen in spring. In summer and autumn, it became the busiest time. The green vegetables and red fruits decorated the small garden with a wide range of views. I am very envious and sentimental. In view of the disaster I suffered from planting this kind of vegetables and fruits, I was only envious of the fruitful scene of the small garden behind the front yard of the rural gate. I can only regard myself as a place to release my feelings, which proved to be true. Moreover, although the tiny place of twenty simple squares is the place that I like most. In the morning, before and after Xiaoyuan left, he turned his head and arms, bent his legs and stretched his waist, moved his muscles and bones. In the evening, he looked at the sky in front of the garden and looked at the pedestrians coming and going, but it was also a kind. On rainy days, standing in front of the window, I saw the pattering rain beads covering my eyes tightly like a net, and even the pedestrians passing by in front of the garden became hazy at this time. When it snowed in winter, I took a broom to clean the path paved with cement preform in the garden. I picked up the garbage in the garden when it was windy. The small garden is next to the road, and the people who pass the most everyday are not only the office workers, but also the family members. Watching those old ladies passing in front of the garden with the vegetables bought by the market, they talked and laughed, and there was a kind of happiness and satisfaction. When I was free, I often observed these pedestrians passing in front of the park carefully, thinking about their various lifestyles. Whenever I am cynical and full of complaints about myself, I get a little comfort and satisfaction when I see their faces filled with yearning for a better life and optimism for the real world. When I was in a good mood, seeing them passing in front of the garden in a depressed and gloomy mood, I thought about their hardships and couldn’t help feeling pity and sympathy in my heart. This year, my child went out to study, and my wife was transferred back to the school in the factory to work. Because of the convenience of commuting, no, I went back to this small house in the factory and began to meet with the small garden that I had been longing for for for a year. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Photo-evoke warm memories

In everyone’s heart, there will be a desire to leave traces in the years. When the long years are getting farther and farther, when the yellowed photos are listed in front of us, it is a sad look back, revealing the vicissitudes of happiness, every photo carries too much weight, just like the years in my heart. Through the traces of time left in different periods, reliving the passing tomb, a kind of warmth came to my heart. Open the photo album, photos of different periods appear in front of us, familiar smiles bloom in front of us, and a kind of happiness comes to my heart. Looking at the child, he had not only raised his head when he was in his infancy, but also played with his skin when he crawled, he was also cute when he was a toddler, and he also had the vigor when he was carrying a schoolbag. In primary and middle schools, he suddenly. A sense of pride overflows my heart. I saw myself grow up from a childish Taobao girl to a quiet student, then I joined the work later, and stopped working in different places with different colleagues, it seems that a picture of my life is displayed in front of me. There are photos taken in front of historical sites, bright smiles swimming in the sea, which are both joyful and a little sad, it was basically a true portrayal of the mood at that time, and some smiles were forced to smile. I recall some beautiful memories. I think that in the past decade or so, I have met so many colleagues in several work units. Now some of them go to other places (some go abroad, some go to other places), it is not easy to meet each other, which makes me not only sigh that it is really a fate to meet and work with the vast crowd of people! Some of them swam among green mountains and rivers, leaving their footprints in different cities, including Ningbo, Wuxi, Hangzhou, Shanghai and Luoyang. Enjoy the tour between famous mountains and rivers, Mount Tai, Yangtze River, Longmen Grottoes and Shanhai Pass. There are also some black and white photos, which record the traces of an era. Looking back at those years, I was so young and vigorous. Even though taking pictures in the same place, the scene is completely different, and I have truly realized the connotation that people can’t step into the same river twice. There are not only innocent childhood, childish teenagers, young, naive, mature, but also middle-aged people who gradually become mature. What remains unchanged is the years, and what changes is the appearance. Especially for the photos taken at the Shanghai World Expo, the bustling scene is still in my sight. With the scorching sun, the crowds of people and tourists, the Japanese Pavilion, the Saudi Arabia Pavilion and the British Pavilion seem to appear in front of us. There was also a big group photo at a meeting in other places, from all over the world, with different accents, gathered together in a group of people, a short-term reunion, and a permanent affection. Wandering in the Plum Garden in Wuxi when the peach blossom was blooming, soaking in Beidaihe in the hot summer, enjoying the red leaves in the mountains in the late autumn, and stopping in the Sun Island in the season of snow flying. Drifting, riding a horse, driving a boat, rippling among the green mountains and rivers, shuttling back and forth in the cold water cave. Breath heartily in the great forest of Changbai Mountain, stand on the top of Mount Tai, witness the magnificence of the Great Wall and the sparkling of Taihu Lake. Photos are also from black and white, colorful, to today’s digital, no matter how its form changes, its bearing meaning and connotation are the same, recording a person, the footprints of a family and even a society concentrate the ups and downs, freeze the beautiful moments, and leave warm memories for the future. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

My warm space

In reality, many disappointments, many helplessness, many sadness, many dissatisfaction, many grievances and all disappointments can only be lamented and self-comfort; That is, they have encountered many troubles in life, I am ignorant and have no right to do anything. Sometimes it is inevitable to compromise and seek perfection, because after all, you live in reality, not in vacuum; You originally have such a character, but in life, you have to pack yourself up. You can’t speak too directly. You have to learn to speak with eyes and wisdom. Sometimes you have to learn to disguise yourself. You can’t be too handsome, that will offend people and bring unexpected resistance to themselves; Most people in life are very tired and disguise themselves as if they dare not show their true faces, no wonder when I just started to surf the internet, my friends reminded me that I was so handsome. In fact, in our space, we don’t have to hide from each other; Life is tired enough, it has been disguised and hidden enough. Do you still feel so tired in the space? If so, living is really boring! Therefore, I live a very real life in my own space, because that is my real soul! I don’t want to let my soul suffer. When I come to space, it means I have come to the soul habitat. There is no need to disguise myself! Nevertheless, the soul also needs real release! I can be free and unrestrained in my own space, gallop freely, do whatever I want, and I will decide everything! I have no right to be ignorant in life, and I can enjoy the right to be the director of my soul here, and I can feel the happiness of being an emperor! I can imagine what I have never done and what I have never done! You can even take charge of the power of killing, weave stories, shape characters, talk with the ancients and chat with strangers with your own wisdom and unrestrained imagination, I am very pleased to write their stories vividly! Only in my own space can I live freely, talk and do things, imagine the future and express the reality, I use many legendary stories to express my perception of life, to express my views and thoughts on life. I live in a free country of soul, and I live in a natural and unrestrained life! Because my story is wonderful! Fiction and Fantasy satisfy everything I can’t do in reality! Entering my space means entering the villa of my soul! Everything is up to me! I am the owner here, I have the final say, no one has the right to interfere with me! It is wonderful, including singing and dancing, wine, charming and gentle hostess, brave men, hospitable fellows, so cool and beautiful girl, Iceberg, sea, there are rare animals and strange national customs. What I think is what this space is full of warmth and temptation. Come on! My friend! I ‘ve seen and never seen, talked and never talked. As long as you come to my space, you will feel particularly warm, let you have a very pleasant feeling I am waiting for your soul with my kind heart and wisdom Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Go, tree planting

Go, plant trees. Outside, there was just a shower, and the streets were washed clean. The sky was gray, and the sun occasionally showed its bright face, which seemed so pale and weak. Soon, it was covered by dark clouds again. I prayed secretly to the sky: Don’t rain, we will plant trees. On the way, did the comrade-in-arms call to inquire? I told him that I was on my way and asked about the specific tree planting location. A car went straight site. Many people came to the scene from a long distance, and some of them had already started to carry trees. Comrade-in-arms soon found me. There were many representatives of companies and units. They all wore their own flags. One blue flag was so familiar. I took a closer look, oh, it turned out to be Anbang’s. An old colleague saw me and stretched out his hands from afar. We gave a warm hug and the rest gathered around. Asked me with concern about the situation after I left. There were more and more people. After the short ceremony, we naturally began to plant trees in groups. There are five people in my group, one of my new colleagues and I, and another couple with a child about ten years old. When it comes to planting trees, I am experienced. They are very obedient to my command. The pit was dug by the digger. Although the width of the pit was enough, the depth was not enough. My partners and I deepened the pit first. They wouldn’t use shovel, I showed them how to insert the shovel, step on the top of the shovel with my feet, and lift the shovel handle with both hands, then easily shovel a shovel of mud. After the pit was dug, we carried the tree into the pit and straightened it. One person helped the tree while the rest filled the soil. When the foundation was covered, I asked them to stop, step on the newly filled soil with your feet, and then see if the tree is planted straight. If it is askew, Just straighten it, step on it, and then continue to fill the soil. Until it is stacked into a cone. Then, water it again. Just plant a tree. Seeing the tree we planted by ourselves standing there straightly, we all smiled happily around the tree, click, I don’t know who took this shot, hehe, when we looked up, I found a lot of shots pointing at us. The child hung a small sign with his name on it happily. A sweet-scented osmanthus tree and an Zhangshu tree. We planted trees one by one quickly and well, and people beside us all admired our good cooperation. Every time when we planted a tree, someone ran to take photos with us under the tree. We were sweating, and our clothes and shoes were covered with mud, but this did not affect our happiness. Everyone said that we had planted trees together when we were studying, and we haven’t participated in similar activities for many years. Some people say that we have planted trees for an hour. The kid said we planted six trees. Can I plant another one? Everybody agree. I looked at it and found there was a Ziwei nearby. I said we should plant Ziwei. They didn’t know what Ziwei was? When my kid heard that Ziwei was very interested, he walked over and saw that it was a bare tree. I told them that Ziwei was also called Baohua tree, it is also called rotten nose flower. It is common on the dam side and mountain side here, but the color of the flower is different. What we have here is pink or purple, while this kind of flower that is being planted is red flowers. Its roots are commonly used as veterinary drugs in folk here, which have the functions of clearing heat, promoting diuresis and promoting blood circulation. I chatted with them while planting trees. After the tree is planted, its two branches are open, as if holding a heart in both hands. Everyone likes the shape of this tree, and many people come around to take photos with it. The activity was over. On the way back, I received a call from a friend of the Women’s Federation to get together and have dinner together. Originally, the women’s federation of the management committee also had representatives to participate. During the dinner, director Deng asked me, do you still participate in the speech? I said, “Do you still remember that speech contest? I am the one who spoke the least Standard Mandarin. He said, but your article was the best one. For this comment, I raised my glass and drank it off. After dinner, we saw them off and looked at the gray sky. Fortunately, it didn’t rain during our whole activity. Comrades in arms rest assured, take time, I will often visit the trees we planted. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…