Say Goodbye to Yesterday

Today, I quietly leave in the quiet imagination. Tomorrow, I will stumble in the sound of today’s breath-taking. Yesterday became a memory of the past in the alternation of today and tomorrow. Looking at myself in the mirror, I found that my youth gradually grew old in this infinite cycle. There are only crisscross waves left on my face, pouring out the vicissitudes of wind and rain I experienced yesterday. Although a little lonely and a little cold, the oncoming road is still extending forward, and the terminal is always so far away. I really want to stop the instant nap and enjoy the boundless twilight. But I know I can’t be obsessed or sink. Even at such a moment, it would only make me lose the courage to march forward bravely and the only ticket for tomorrow. Not letter tears. Tears will only make me cowardice, and will only stop me. Yeah! Only by learning to give up, bear tears to give up the burden on your body, reduce the load, immerse yourself in all the difficulties and climb up the top of the mountain which is directly inserted into the sky can you enjoy the beautiful scenery on the other side of the mountain. Looking back at the people behind me, I looked up at me with unbelievable eyes and marveled at me for tearing the blue sky curtain. Yesterday was just a small station that I passed by. No matter how beautiful, how colorful, no matter how romantic, I just want to wave my hand to say goodbye without leaving a trace of clouds. Say Goodbye to Yesterday, grasp today and welcome tomorrow! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I want an apple

I want an Apple, the idea of jointing from the bone, blooming, and producing full tassels, spreading and accumulating on the threshing ground of my body. However, there was a lemon sitting in front of me. The golden color was dazzling and noisy. The concave-convex surface is like eyes one by one, and the Restless darkness gives layers of autumn waves. I don’t like it. Such a warm and rich look is better than the apple in my heart. It is bright and delicate, with mixed red and green, and tranquil and peaceful. Look out of the window, light cloud, ten sun. The tired Willow, curled up its leaves, fell into the dust, and could not escape from the hot sun’s fumigation. I flew over a swallow, whose tail was too heavy to wear the grass. The fire broke out in July, which really deserves its reputation. With summer tiredness, I was far away from the fervor outside the window, hiding in the corner, angry at Lemon and complaining. Although this kind of emotion does nothing to the inner desire, it is also a relief to the desire. I want an Apple, which is not demanding, but only a lemon. Is it because I can’t get what I want, or because I can’t get what I want? I have always liked Jiangnan. Only these two words have infinite charm and charm. Not to mention those gentle and compact beautiful words describing Jiangnan in detail. The most hope is to stand under the old roof, listen to the raindrops and play the sweet music. Or, on the sunny and warm dusk, the setting sun strolls, and the green of the eye layer, counting the dribs and drabs of the years. Even if we encounter a Moss, look at its slippery and soft short hair, and touch its soft surface, it will be fine. And every time, the long winter in the north took cold ropes and tied my thoughts back. Throw it in the silent barren mountain and lonely empty, and ignore it. I suddenly remembered the Creeper I saw the day before yesterday. Heart-shaped dark green leaves fell on a wall layer by layer. The purple flowers were filled with the newborn rain and the rising sun, which made the leaves blush with shame. If my window is full of green and soft creeper. It is best that there is an arched fence door, which is diagonally separated or lined up with creeper. I came and went from the door, just like the fish shuttling under the lotus leaves, swimming the days into romantic ripples. Or, looking up, the feeler of Creeper stitched up some frustration and sadness quickly.! Thinking about it, I sent a text message to my friend: I want a villa with creeper planted in front of the door. Youli immediately replied: Well, if only I could go back to 18 years old! With this alone, I couldn’t defeat the army and was speechless. People always want to have a lot and lose a lot. Those Cui Dai, Rouge, peach blossom. I have gone, and I will never come back. When I was a child, in the smoky season in early April, the grass was drizzling and holding out some new leaves. The well-known and unfamous people all stood on the fields crowded with neat green. I love a kind of grass most. The light fragrance seeps into the nostrils and erodes the bones. I searched and picked in pieces of grass. It smells lightly and is a kind of elegant fragrance that is not melodramatic or artificial when you breathe into the nature. Feel the blue sky, under the idle clouds, a kind of indifferent feeling. Then, hold it carefully in the palm of your hand, looking at the corn in the field all the way, putting on a light red beard, and having a relationship with the half green sorghum in the wind. There are also slender waterbirds standing near the water, enjoying themselves in the low water. Occasionally there was a bark, which broke the peace in the countryside. I was angry for a while and found the path to return home. There will always be children next door, staring at the grass in my hand with a pair of fine eyes, as if I were holding a peerless treasure. I have been looking for it all the time, but it turns out that the fragrance of grass given by fate is so fragrant and intoxicating. Wake up from the memory, the mood is ten miles of spring breeze, bright flowers. Although creeper cannot be planted on the balcony, the pot of hanging orchid has been carefully raised for five years. The luxuriant leaves are densely laid on the wall, and the drooping branches seem to come from ancient times. They pour out their fate with me as soon as they swing and move. I love hanging orchid. It won’t have flower buds with low branches, complicated flowers, or withered flowers and leaves. I don’t know. So, so light, long green, the best. When I turned around, I met lemon unexpectedly. It is like a woman, sitting virtuous and gentle. For the undeserved guilt imposed by me, I was calm as before, without any hatred. The sunshine shines in and superimposes with the bright yellow to form a new light, which is soft without losing tenacity and boiling in silence. I lightly picked up the lemon, some beautiful words about it, such as whitening, slimming, high vitamin content, etc. Circling around me, singing. It is to awaken my dislocated mood, only overlook the distant distance, but ignore the beauty of holding control in my hands. In this way, I felt grateful that fate gave me a lemon. Although Apple still appears in dreams, it is worth cherishing. So, I sliced the lemon, put it into a glass, put rock sugar and add cold water. In an instant, a glass of lemon water came out. The entrance is fresh, cool, moist and fragrant. If fate only gives you a lemon, then make a glass of lemon. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Joy and sorrow

Once upon a time, there was a rich man who was worried all day and uneasy about sleeping and eating. One day, his wife persuaded him: What else do you worry about when you are so rich? You can see that cowherd in my family, though he is as poor as a wash, getting up early and greedy for darkness every day, he always smiles and is happy all day long, just like picking a gold ingot, why not learn from others! Hearing this, the rich man smiled: That’s why he really didn’t have gold ingots, so he was relaxed; If he really picked up gold ingots, I can guarantee that he was more worried than me! If his wife didn’t believe it, the rich man bet with her that he had a way to make the Cowherd no longer happy. The next day, the rich man put a gold ingot into the cattle trough before the cowherd came back, and then asked his wife to hide in the house and watch secretly. When the cowherd came back humming a little song and tied the cow behind the cattle trough, he was suddenly shocked. He hurriedly picked up the gold ingot, looked around at no one, hurriedly stuffed it into the clothes, then took it out again, looked at it carefully, then put it into the haystack, and then took it out again, put it into the bed?????? The whole night, repeated, like pins and needles. The joy of the past has already been thrown out of the clouds. For several days in succession, he went out late and returned early. He lowered his head and wondered, and the sorrow was dense. After returning to the house, he always rummaged through the boxes and cabinets, but he always couldn’t find a suitable place for the gold ingot. A few days later, people have become thin and completely changed. The wife admired what her husband said. The rich man sighed: a gold ingot makes a Originally happy person in sorrow and pain, let alone I have countless gold ingots, don’t I feel extremely sad? This is an ancient legend. In fact, when we laugh at the rich man who is in trouble, we should always see his sober understanding. The sadness of the rich is that they can only see clearly but cannot see through it. However, in real life, many people can’t even see this clearly at least. Happiness and sorrow are only separated by a piece of paper. Countless people are always tired by gold ingots. The gorgeous light covers the plain nature, and the temptation of material confuses the pure heart, the external load loses the fresh self, the joy is no longer, the detachment is difficult, and it falls into the net of self-seeking. The deep sorrow kills the lightness and flexibility of life! Only when you travel lightly can you enjoy the pastoral song of life! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Leaning against the window alone, watching the world of mortals

I like the habit of leaning against the window to watch the world of mortals, which has been formed for many years. However, if you have different moods, the scenery you can see will also be quite different. Thee morning. The breeze gently blows, leaning against the window, looking into the distance. This city in the south of the Yangtze River is the time for everything to recover: the green bamboos beside the pond are green and the green willows in the community are shady; The leaves beside the road are luxuriant, flowers of various colors are on the branches, and soft petals are falling, fragrant fragrance overflows, floating near my front with the servant wind and dust. After dusk, I also sat alone on the chair by the window, looking out of the window, drinking the first cup of coffee or tea in the evening, waiting for the moonlight. Wisps and wisps of cold wind, accompanied by coolness, squeeze in from the window gap, stick wet clothes, infiltrate skin and mind, and the moving thinking is stagnant. The paper full of the desk seems to be enriched by the ink fragrance of words. Under the urge of the breeze, it seems to be like a girl with wide sleeves and light comfort dancing lightly, I was immersed in this fantastic excellence. Although I have been living in a modern and fashionable city all the time, I am nostalgic in my heart. Love songs are everywhere, and I always like ancient and traditional things and things: such as villages, ancient towns, wilderness, old houses, ancient paintings, classical music, ancient poetry, old records, old movies and old books. Like quiet, like back downtown. I always imagine myself living in the old yard covered with green vines on the wall. There are very old trees and long green stone steps in front of the door. When you return late occasionally, you can sit on the stone steps casually. And in the night wind, under the moonlight, I miss and watch a figure that has not returned quietly, but the reality is reality after all. I live in an apartment in a modern city. Although the fifth floor is not too low, it can’t make people have the fantasy of picking stars. However, sticking to the door of the hall and a room, the one-man-in-one-pass ganyun’s lofty feelings were magnificent, and its charm had been intoxicating for several times in his thoughts. Don’t sigh for being a little far away from the blue eyes. Although there is less visual light and brightness, it can avoid the disturbance of the bustling world outside the window and remove the noisy noise that makes people feel embarrassed; from this, we can get more Qi and peace. In the harmony of the sounds of nature and the sounds of Earth and people, look at your own soul, which is kind or evil, elegant or vulgar, lonely or noisy, with the track of self-renewal, which is mistakenly trapped in disordered life thinking, how can I enjoy it so quietly? If it was still silent when chatting, I would let my thoughts fly all over the sky and let the breeze lead it to the far and far mountains, clouds and the sky. The treetop of memory, the setting sun was light, and the smoke was curling. At the foot of that blue hillside, the rugged and winding Taihu Lake was flowing coy. There was a low and old brick house beside the lake. At that time, I also liked to snuggle up to the window with my chubby little hands dragging my pink face. The door was locked with mottled paint, but I looked greedily at the flickering sun in the Taihu Lake through the window, narrowed my eyes and looked childish. The golden disc in the intoxicating Lake was also wandering in his eyes. What was he thinking about? Is it the same as me: tired to play, hungry, want to eat? Or wait for parents who are far away in the city to come back quickly? Is it the memory of my gray-haired grandmother hugging herself up on the big green plate, shaking her bent body, humming and patting to sleep? Or did they imagine that they would turn into a group of colorful butterflies playing and fly over quietly, and quietly stopped on my shoulder? What a lovely picture, what a childish and interesting childlike innocence. Outside the window, the quiet Taihu water flows far away, exquisite stone arch bridges, curved streets, rugged stone roads, and wisps of indistinct thoughts, winding all the way to the sight of my dream, I was infatuated with that window. Paper may be tired of dancing, and wandering and tired of missing. A burst of Lang Lang’s reading sound came in his spare time, and his ears were delightful at the moment. Looking straight at the past, there was a beautiful image shaking in the window diagonally opposite. The fluffy and wanton long hair scattered to the waist, the pale purple silk dress, the looming delicate and blurred in the pink and black, full of confused and strange eyes. A candle plate was placed on the table, and the figure was swaying gently in the orange candlelight. The wandering heart may be waiting for the breeze to blow away the subtle mind, with a little secret elegance, and perhaps the faint fragrance. Although I didn’t intend to peep at her beauty and win her favor, how could the gorgeous and vivid image reflected by the window glass not wander suddenly? How can the romantic innocence aroused by it not follow the rhythm of the move, but cheer for joy? The whole body and mind are just like an empty mountain which is as quiet as a virgin, immersed in the murmuring depth of the stream, drinking with the crescent moon in a piece of Qingming. I sat at the window and looked down, feeling like watching the images of all creatures: either in groups, or alone; Or describe being thin, or imposing; Or being indifferent with few words, or laughter Ying Ying sea kan tian on Zhu voice and smiling face, gestures, emotions, all Jane closed at a long time. Think of Du Zi beauty punch line: Top of the highest mountain, you small. Accompanied by the gentle wind, I ponder the profound life, the wonderful essence of life, the accident of life and the necessity of death. I learned from my heart and gained spiritual purification and cultivation, what is the tolerance and the poet? I sat at the window, letting my thoughts run wild. Occasionally, through the eye of the sky of thinking, go to the subtle kingdom of dust particles to swim, communicate with friendly and intelligent alien life; Sometimes, with the overflowing mind, to describe the illusion of the desert universe, the ups and downs and pursuits of the vast life; Sometimes I explore with an ever-moving childish heart. I lean against such a window to see or think about the starting point of life, the terminal of extinction, looking for the tranquil feeling of self-existence in addition to worries, bitterness, loneliness, novelty and confusion; Thinking about everything in silence and quiet, listening to the rumors of life revealed by God; Enjoying the paper dance happily, fantasy life depends on the window to see the world of mortals alone, and its meaningful taste is melted into God! I sincerely wish to sit in such a window until the edge of life! Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Intruder

His wife had an operation and lived in the Municipal People’s Hospital for more than a week. I took care of my wife in the hospital. The conditions in the hospital are not good for sleeping, and taking care of my wife can not allow me to sleep all night. Half a night’s sleep is good enough. My people are in the hospital, and my heart is at home. People at home, heart in the hospital. Our store did not do business during the day. The door of the store was open during the day, so I asked my neighbors to watch it. Every other night, I have to go home to see our beloved dog Xiaohua and 11 chickens. I checked whether their food and water were available. If not, I would add food and water to little flowers and chickens. It is 75 kilometers back and forth from my home to the Municipal People’s Hospital. I always run on my Wuyang Honda motorcycle. During the three to five days when my wife came home from the hospital, I went online to make up lessons every night. I owe money for rest and sleep. At noon that day, my wife who had stayed in bed for more than 10 days just got up and sat down. I also had an hour’s rest and sleep. When I just got up, an unexpected customer came to the store. Uninvited guests rode an electric car and went straight to the door of our store. Uninvited guests put the electric car at my gate, walked into my store and sat on the bench in the store. An uninvited guest is in his fifties, with a short figure, an ugly appearance, and a vulgar appearance. In the small town, I didn’t know how many times I met uninvited guests in decades. We didn’t greet each other, say a word, or even click the head once. We have never visited each other or met on any occasion. I have never been to the home of uninvited guests. It is the first time for an uninvited guest to come to my home. I have only heard that the uninvited guest is the village head of the village nearest to the town. The village closest to the town is called satellite village, and the land of some units in the town is originally the land of satellite village. That’s all. The uninvited guest reported himself to the door, saying that he was Yang Tao’s godfather and he was the village head of satellite village. Uninvited guests asked me if I had contracted the veterinary work in satellite village, and whether I was doing the technical work of animal husbandry and veterinary work in Yang Tao’s pig farm? The Uninvited Guest started to talk without my answer. Uninvited guests just ate and drank in Guotai Hotel, the largest hotel in the town. He came here to do transformation work. Uninvited guests said, don’t offend people, it is not good to offend people. When dealing with people, you should plant more roses and less thorns. People cannot always live in hatred and resentment. I interrupted him and asked if the uninvited guest came for transforming who and who? An uninvited guest said that he didn’t want to say it too clearly. The Uninvited Guest continued his words. Uninvited guests said that he had been the village head for 11 years and the town bought him endowment insurance. This is the only village head in the town who has such treatment. Intruder said, his family tribe village is smallest, dearest their 5 brothers. Some people suffer from the big family name, while others suffer from the small family name. Some people are good at asking for family names. He is good at asking for his family name. Because he really is through village 3 surname family balance between work. He did not flatter any side’s power, nor was he afraid of which side’s power. He has such a strength that he can close some business owners in the street, or let them quit the town and leave. There was a small business in my store, which interrupted the uninvited guests. As soon as my client left, the uninvited guest continued to talk. He contracted to construct the whole town’s waterworks. The investment of this project is 10 million yuan. My godfather passed by my shop on a motorcycle. As soon as the uninvited guest saw my godfather, he stood up and said hello, nodded his head, bowed his head and bowed his head, and said that my godfather was in front of the teacher and behind the teacher. Ask this and that. Dry brother in satellite village worked as a secretary, are casual visitors oral talking about 3 surname family 3 large forces in an arm. Dad gan said a few harsh words in front of the uninvited guests. The uninvited guests just said that was a messy statement. The uninvited guest saw off my godfather with his eyes. He turned around and said that he was not afraid of any power. An uninvited guest said that people from Aoxin livestock and poultry company came to have dinner with him in the hotel, and he spoke frankly in front of the people from Aoxin livestock and poultry company, he set up to duck cooperatives is to get state 500,000 yuan of funds. I was a little impatient when I heard it. I rushed to ask the uninvited guests. Do you know Yang Yuanhuang? Uninvited guests said, I don’t understand. An uninvited guest said that Yang Tao told him everything about Yang Tao and me. I asked the uninvited guests. I told Yang Tao that he didn’t tell the uninvited guests about some big support for Yang Tao’s pig farm. The uninvited guests said, no. The uninvited guest said that at the beginning of Yang Tao’s pig farm, other village cadres opposed it. Only the uninvited guest agreed to make a decision and approved the land. He wanted Yang Tao to drive other villagers to raise pigs. He will help Yang Tao solve organizational problems and join the party next year. An uninvited guest said that Yang Tao was very excellent, and he would be a village cadre for nothing if he didn’t help Yang Tao solve organizational problems next year. My wife said, the secretary of satellite village is Rong someone. The uninvited guest said that if someone gambled hard, the uninvited guest would be the village secretary. Uninvited guests said angrily that each election was passed by all votes. I didn’t compete with uninvited guests in terms of speech. My wife just got out of the hospital, doctor repeatedly asked me, wife 3 months can’t fire, laundry, do hard work, can’t participate in sports etc. Because there are not enough beds in the hospital, it is just like recuperating in the hospital, and the home is more convenient. If I argue with uninvited guests, the consequence of his wife’s excitement will be unimaginable. Uninvited guests at the beginning, his chatbox was separated from us. Doctor he, who opened the clinic for neck and waist pain, stood in my store and listened to the uninvited guests. After the unexpected guest left, Dr. He said that he could hear that the unexpected guest was threatening me. There are no uninvited guests in our social contacts. In the evening, gan dad got through my mobile phone and asked me, what did the uninvited guests tell me in my store? Gan Dad said that the uninvited guest was a scumbag. The uninvited guest said that he and the secretary of the town committee were relatives. The Secretary of the town committee didn’t admit that he was related to the uninvited guest. Don’t tell him anything. He knows nothing. I am confused why uninvited guests come to my home. Uninvited guests don’t know how to take the liberty and be abrupt. We don’t welcome him. I never write criticism reports because of my personal interests and never have a private enemy. But, too busy to just visit. shan zhe bu lai. Uninvited guests must have a purpose. At 3 am, I woke up. After repeated analysis, who does the uninvited guest represent? Does an uninvited guest represent justice or evil? Maybe it has already become the past time that both good and evil can’t stand. Now everything is Infernal Affairs. A person can represent both justice and evil. Or there is evil in the middle and good in evil, which makes people unable to distinguish justice from evil at all. Uninvited guests give people the impression that people are not human, ghosts are not ghosts, do not speak, demons are not demons, wearing masks and putting on airs. My wife said that I didn’t see him before I met the uninvited guests. I always saw him once. His wife said angrily that if he was in good health, his arrogance would be dispelled. I analyzed that the arrival of uninvited guests had something to do with fan or Yang Tao. However, which side did the uninvited guests come? Fan MOU is the legal representative of the town veterinary station, who is the corrupt person who allocated land to the unit to develop real estate privately for personal gain. I have reported it in my real name for two years. The public opinion supervision edition of Hubei Daily has published an article reporting “this building should be checked. My real name report was finally approved by the party newspaper. Yang Tao, a graduate of law department of a university, has worked outside for 5 years. He went back to his hometown to run a pig farm two years ago. I have given a lot of support from the aspects of capital, technology and publicity. The next morning, I called Yang Tao’s mobile phone to eliminate it. I am afraid that I can’t blame good people wrongly. I asked Yang Tao, what is the relationship between unexpected guests and Yang Tao? I don’t know why the uninvited guests came to my house? Yang Tao said that the uninvited guests had nothing to do with him. Yang Tao told me that the uninvited guest had a good relationship with fan. The wife of an uninvited guest is related to the secretary of the town committee. Uninvited guests want to set up a pig farm next year, and want fan to take charge of the veterinary technical work of his pig farm. I got through the mobile phone of the Secretary of satellite village. The secretary said that the uninvited guest was a scumbag. After a while, the secretary accompanied the guests to my home. To me, the so-called full vote in the election is a fraud. The secretary said, however, satellite village did have nothing to say to me. The secretary of satellite village said that uninvited guests didn’t know the relationship between me and my godfather. I conducted a human flesh search for uninvited guests. A very honest and honest farmer in satellite village said that the uninvited guests were the authorities in the village, and the secretary was just a puppet. A widow, who provided subsistence allowances last year, gave cigarettes to uninvited guests. Uninvited guests have never filled out the form for the widow. The widow has been looking for uninvited guests for many times. The uninvited guest finally said that the watch had dropped. In fact, the table of uninvited guests did not drop, but was filled out by the related customers of uninvited guests. Relations of uninvited guests sent more things to uninvited guests than Widow did. The widow said: Uninvited guests are eating, drinking, whoring, gambling, and all kinds of drugs. After investigation, I came to the conclusion that the uninvited guests came for corrupt elements. It turned out that an uninvited guest had a meal with fan from Aoxin livestock and poultry company in Guotai Hotel. Fan said that I sued him and fan said that he might not be able to work as a veterinarian. The uninvited guest stood up for fan. Uninvited guests are omnipotent subjectively. Objectively, it was nothing to do with the rise and the rise, the rise and the rise, the bullies, the intrigue, the rebellion and the intrigue. Whether online or in reality, the kind-hearted people reminded me that the real name reported corrupt elements to be careful of safety. Some people said, pay attention to the corrupt people killing people and killing people. No matter who wants me to eat or drink nearby, they can’t go there. They are afraid that someone will poison me and kill me. The heart of harming people is indispensable, and the heart of preventing others is indispensable, especially for people like me who offend corrupt elements and touch the interests of corrupt elements. This is by no means an alarmist. Many things happened when the whistleblower revenged the whistleblower. Qian Yunhui’s death made people shudder. Uninvited guests who know what medicine is sold in gourd. A person who once worked as a village cadre in a village for many years heard that the uninvited guest came to my house and said that the uninvited guest was a skeleton whose head was broken. Old Zhou, who was next to me, also said that the uninvited guest was a broken skeleton. That’s what I said. Anyway, since they have already come to me, no matter he is a red or a gangland, no matter he uses literary or martial arts, no matter he comes in the light or in the dark, I will not give in or escape, let me meet the challenge. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Village of the Moon

I often miss the moon in the countryside inexplicably, just like attachment to my hometown. In the depth of my memory, how many round or short, bright or dark country moons give me a lot of comfort and warmth in my childhood, and also illuminate my life and emotional path. When I was still a toddler, my mother often taught me to sing the children’s song of the moon light and riding around in the moonlight. I vaguely remembered that on a summer night without wind, my mother burnt a pile of fireworks in the terrace and sat on the bamboo bed, fanning the wind for me with a big Pu fan while humming children’s songs, I nestled in my mother’s arms, looking up at the moon of Bai Jie, singing with my mother. Unconsciously, I fell asleep soundly in my mother’s arms. When I counted the stars, looked at the moon, grew up listening to my father’s story, and had my own thoughts and ideals, I liked to walk in the moonlight. The moon is bright and the stars are bright. As long as you bathe in the moonlight, your heart seems to be purified, as clean as the moon. I don’t know how the moon is related to the old moon, but it is easy for people to have pure feelings before and under the moon. In the vigorous years of youth, it was the infection of the beautiful moon that made me taste the sweetness of my first love and the taste of love. On a white and windy night in early autumn that year, a simple and beautiful girl and I walked on a ridge. We wandered in the moonlight like water, sucking the fragrance of soil and rice, A strong impulse, I hugged her tightly for the first time and kissed her hot and wet lips. This is my first kiss. After that, we made a lifelong commitment in the season of rice fragrance, and later she became my wife. Although time has passed for more than twenty years, that romantic night like water is like yesterday. Walking out of the mountains, I have lived in a big city for more than twenty years. It seems that there is no moon at night that can make me moved and recall. Shuttling through the city of cement forest all day long, it seems to forget the existence of the Moon many times. Even if one day there is a little leisure, and I want to stroll in the Park Square with a beautiful woman to experience the warmth of the breeze and bright moon, where is the park open to the public at night? Although the square was open, there were so many noisy people there, especially the damned policeman who stared at the square like a eagle dog. Who dared to romantic the square with women at night. The moon in the countryside often makes me throb. I like the countryside and prefer to walk in the moonlight in the countryside. Although I lived in the city, I always went to the countryside from time to time with my literary friends, bathing and kissing Langlang Yuehua in the countryside. More than ten years ago, I was sent to the countryside to engage in social education. I often walked alone on the ridge of the countryside, enjoying the tranquility and harmony under the moonlight. One night, a female policeman from the local police station proposed to take a walk with me. Of course, I would not refuse. That night, the moon hid in the clouds and climbed out very late. We wandered slowly along a tractor Road. The road was bumpy with no lights and no villages. We walked high and low, but we couldn’t see each other’s expressions, but we seem to walk in a kind of tranquility and warmth. In this way, with the light moonlight, I wandered for several hours, circled a big circle, and broke up reluctantly late. Although we didn’t hold hands, let alone hug and kiss, that feeling was really pleasant and comfortabl. However, several normal evening walks between me and her made her immediate superior director of the police station very angry. Therefore, I don’t know why he spread out that we have improper relationships, But the female police officer and I ignored it and laughed it off. Let’s take a walk together. What’s the fear? Later, I also thought: on such a beautiful night, why can’t we have a story? But on second thought, maybe it was this kind of atmosphere and affection that made me treasure this wonderful memory in my heart all the time, which made me recall it for a long time. Nostalgia is a kind of instinct of people, especially when people reach middle age, nostalgia complex is increasing day by day. Now with salary, it is natural that we cannot return to the countryside and enjoy the quiet moonlight in the countryside for a long time. When I don’t do those meaningless errands in the future, I must go back to the village where I was born and raised, let the Moonlight moisten me, and let my life grow old under the moonlight. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Mood

Hey, it’s sunny, and finally it’s sunny, it feels so good. Looking at the sky outside the window, it was bright, white and bright, and people’s mood was much brighter with it. Listen to the music, watch the album, sigh with emotion about the past time. Really deplorable like a song and annoying when not disturbing. I don’t know what’s going on. After a vacation, I can’t find the original sense of agility and illusion. It seems to be wooden, dull, A little silly, my heart is empty. Standing at the crossroads of life, you will always face many choices. I still remember the most frequently said sentence that teachers in high school love when you fill in your school and major, but you must be careful. One choice is to decide a turning point in your life. At that time, you just kept talking in your heart. Choose a choice. I am making a choice, if the choice is not good, it is the turning point of life. Although it is, such a kind of talk still does not cause much attention and understanding of the key point of the words. It is just past the past. When it comes to the year of establishment, the emotion that can only be enlightened is that what we are facing now is closely related to the hasty choice of their past steps. And today’s choices will affect the future. Perhaps, this is the journey and past that people need to pass through in their whole life. It is like this that people keep making choices in their hopes again and again, they are making choices and being chosen again and again in the destruction. The river of life is just like an intersection with branches of many channels, but the direction of each channel is different, but it needs to face different diversions and convergence focuses from different aspects. This is still there. When I was very young, when I was in school, when I graduated, my classmates would take out a notebook like a small book to let the students who were going to go their own way, one after another, I have left a secret message when giving a gift. The blessings of separation, the sweet whispers and the exquisite cards are all the choices that cannot be dealt with and the narration of separation. 2. For whom is this kind of life for whom is our life. Who is the person who bears the humiliation and bears the burden of the public and is suffering from hardship to support the family. Is it for yourself? If only for oneself, will people’s life be so lonely and sad? Is it hard for the whole family to live a full life without hunger? Every time I hear a familiar string and a beautiful song, it will remind people of different times or different heart songs. Sometimes when I hear a sad song, the melodious melody will affect people’s chaotic hearts and thoughts. I don’t know the origin of this song, or under what kind of background do you devote yourself to creating. At that time, I will search in Baidu’s website. Let’s see what the moral is, the historical background of its creation of lyrics and songs, and the local human feelings of which vulgar region are artificially represented. After seeing it and having a general understanding or understanding, I know the meaning of this song and the chagrin, annoyance and joy of the singer’s mood. Listening to songs, listening to songs or even watching dances, when reading books and songs that can represent one’s own state of mind and annoyance, one will dance and celebrate together for it, it turns out that among all living beings, there is no one in the vast sea of people, regretful chagrin and decadent. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

shi yi yue of rain

I remember someone said that the night was a music belonging to heavy metal rock, and I never felt the heartbreaking feeling of wild and lonely. After listening to the light music and the quietness of the night for a long time, another kind of heavy metal shouting and crazy shouting, another kind of surprise and passion shouting in the headset can wake up the sleeping and silent soul, and the night can not only bring inspiration and impulse without sound. The rhythmic jazz drum, the resounding sound guitar and the sharp and excited bass can play the clamshell strings to pull up the fanaticism and excitement of sleeping for many years. The night is no longer a quiet stream, just like the waterfall of Feiliu, there is sound flow in the rhythm. Gun rose rock band’s deep hoarse scream, sometimes full of passion, sometimes inspiring masculine voice beyond language and national boundaries, rock and roll narrowed the distance of time. Rock and Roll pulled up the surging of words. Let the heart leap over the boundary of no one. -The feeling of gun rose rock band the rain in November, when I look into your eyes and see your deep heart. Your heartbeat is accelerating. I can see the restraint of love. You begin to hide the panic in your inner body, and you begin to feel a little confused, but I don’t know how to make you quiet, dear, when I hold you tightly in my arms, do you know that I feel the same? The feeling of love transcends time and space. Because tomorrow we don’t know where we are, and our hearts will hate the old. There will be years in the future, and this kind of night will never feel again. We held up the candle so hard and tasted the cold rain in November. We spent such a long time together. Please try to erase the pain. However, lovers always come and go, and no one knows for sure who will leave today and leave forever. The rain in November, when I look into your eyes, if we spend time lying on the horizon, I will lean my head on my shoulder, only to know that you are my love and always my concern. Therefore, if you regard me as your lover, dear, please don’t bear loving me. Otherwise, I will slip on this night, the cold November Rain. Do you leave some minutes for yourself and everyone will leave some minutes for yourself? Don’t you need it? Making is the last single seedling. I know it’s hard to open your heart, especially when your friends break your heart, but if you can heal your heart, you will find that this time also makes you intoxicated. When your fear receded, and the shadow was there, we knew that you would fall in love with me, and there was no one in the world to blame. Therefore, don’t care about the darkness. We can finally see the smooth road, because everything will go far away, even the bleak rain in November. The rain in November, when I look into your eyes, don’t you need someone to comfort the lonely years? Everyone needs this person. We just don’t know who is our only one and who is not the only one after many years. The only constant is the rain in November, which drains my memory of love. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Lost

It is rare to have free time to sit down and look at the gloomy weather outside the window. The mountains on the opposite side are hidden behind tall buildings, which are vaguely reflected by dark clouds and unpredictable. I couldn’t help thinking of the life I was going to spend. What on earth were we doing? What can we do? In the age of materialistic desire, there were all kinds of red wine, singing and dancing everywhere. If you open your eyes a little, you can see the darkness and corruption. You don’t have to listen carefully. News of scandals and evil deeds always comes from your ears. What’s wrong with the world? Whether the vulgar darkness covers everything, or our hearts are covered by ugliness, we can’t see the plain smiling face under the bright sunshine, and we don’t hear the kind call and enthusiastic cry from true love and justice. I think I should be wrong! I hope I am wrong! Life was originally like this. No matter how the society progressed and how time shuttled, in this bustling world, there were originally high and low levels and three religions. There was no need for the so-called Datong, equality, communist and sigh. Besides, if we want to make everything worth its money and have the right feelings, we are doomed to have the necessary value of all kinds of things and things, feelings and reasons. Don’t be angry for the powerful and powerful people, and don’t be distressed by the expression of begging for street beggars. Life is like this! Sometimes, looking at the trickle rain outside the window and listening to the ticking Bell, I couldn’t help asking myself whether I was numb? Numb? No, I don’t want to be numb! Life is colorful and the world is changing rapidly. Everything is full of hope and challenges. How can we be numb? Keep improving, surpass yourself, find your own way in the dark, put on a pair of shoes that fit your feet, and embark on a dream journey, even if you end up with a game and a dream, as long as you have touched your soul again and again during the hard journey, there will be no pity of numbness. Confused, what should I do? My dear fitted shoes, where are you, the Noble Road that belongs to me? Searching, exploring, removing the thick fog in confusion, dispelling the clouds, thinking about what you think and sticking to what you insist on may not be the loss of yourself. Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Harmoniously

The salesman of the feed company told me by phone: due to the increase of pig price, the following raw materials for feed —- corn, soybean meal, fish meal and so on Rose. The salesman reminded me: stock up as soon as possible at home. Once upon a time, the feed company informed the salesman before the written notice of the price increase of feed products came out. The salesman immediately informed the distributor to buy goods in the feed company. The distributor and the truck driver who carried the goods for the distributor coaxed away, causing panic and chaos. Some dealers and truck drivers wait for days and nights in feed companies. Later, the feed company notified the salesman after the feed price rose. If the salesman is worried about the increase of feed price and informs the distributor to purchase the feed company, he can only inform the distributor to stock up according to the information on the Internet or other channels and the trend that the feed-related products have increased or are about to increase, in this way, the accuracy of the message is not as high as that of the feed company informing the salesman before the feed price rises. The distributor is slightly better for fear that the feed company will rush to buy feed because of the price rises. However, due to the contradiction between feed production and supply and demand, during the peak period of feed sales, the situation of truck drivers and distributors for several days and nights cannot be truly solved. The contradiction between the annual production capacity of feed products, especially the supply and demand of fish feed, and seasonal consumption is very prominent. Wuhan Guoxiong company annual production capacity of 300,000 tons. However, the consumption of fish fodder mainly focuses on the time of 4 to 9 Half a year. Is it possible to produce one year’s products in half a year? Therefore, it is common for dealers and truck drivers to wait for goods. In addition, the principle of the management of feed company is not strong, and the delivery is not completely based on the principle of first-come-second delivery. It is even worse for a relatively small distributor, a relatively dutiful distributor who does not like to do petty tricks, wait for days and nights to ask for help, in order to survive. 10 years to be a good scholar, 10 years to study business. I have been in the business of feed for 10 years, and my feed business is still walking on thin ice with difficulties. If I accidentally fall into the Icehouse, I will fall into it. The business of raising the price is good for the feed company. It is enough for the company to give the distributor a phone call or a text message. Distributors are facing terminal users, namely fish farmers. Even if the price of each ton of fodder increased by 50 yuan to a very small extent, the price increased by one time would be worn out, and the fishermen would be explained one by one. I don’t know how big the workload is, but some fishermen simply don’t accept it, and dealers suffer losses like dumb eating Coptis chinensis. I once suggested to the feed company that the feed company should give the distributor a written notice with the official seal of the feed company every time the feed products rise. The distributor posted a sticker on the wall of his own store, which saved a lot of things and increased the credibility of fishermen to the distributor. Why not do it. However, the feed company didn’t take my small-sales customer Seriously. They didn’t listen to it at all. If they adopted the advice, Ant would sit on the sofa and talk about it. Sometimes, I really want to leave the business at hand to do, but I have no other means of survival, let alone other abilities to survive. Even sometimes I would rather choose to die than do this nonsense business. However, my death was lighter than the feather, like dust, which could not change anything. If anything can be changed, I am willing to die. It is better to die than to live. Time being Swallow, humble, I am eager to survive. Maybe we can see the end of those powerful people. Two days after the salesman informed me that the price of feed might rise, the price of pig feed had risen. Fish feed prices is inevitable, and, at any time may price increases. Situation urgent. I quickly contacted the truck to buy fish feed from the company. It is a piece of cake to hire a car at a high price. It is not easy to find a car back and cooperate with a tacit driver. The returning car starts from the local place and sends other freight to Wuhan, the provincial capital, and returns my feed products from Wuhan feed company. Transportation than ad carriage less 1/3. 30 tons of fodder per car, 60 yuan per ton for returning cars and 90 yuan per ton for special transportation. A truck of goods costs less than 900 yuan. Low cost can make more money. Today’s feed business is like cutting iron at the tip of a needle, with low profits. Some people say that I am stingy. I live a tight life with such careful calculation. I each year to private financing 150,000 yuan business could be sustained. Yearly interest is 20,000 yuan. What will happen if I am not stingy? I got through the truck driver [owner] Xu’s phone. Master Xu is waiting for another feed distributor in Tongwei feed company in Wuhan. The Wuhan Guoxiong feed company I purchased is only separated from Wuhan Tongwei feed company. Wuhan Guoxiong feed company has such a regulation that I haven’t seen written words: no matter whether the distributor goes or not, if there is no car to the feed company, the ticket issuer will not issue invoices to the distributor. Master Xu is waiting for the goods anyway. It would be better to ask Master Xu’s car to drive to Guoxiong company to invoice for me, and then master Xu shipped back to Tongwei feed. Then send other goods to Wuhan, unload the goods, and then deliver the feed back to me. The invoice is issued, even if the feed price rises, what’s wrong with me. I told Master Xu at the other end of the phone the situation and thoughts. Master Xu agreed to my request and issued an invoice for me according to the procedure. I was holding the confidence of taking a steady seat in Diaoyutai in spite of the wind and waves. The female drawer of the company told me at the other end of the phone that my delivery invoice was invalid. I asked, why? The female conductor said that my car was not in the company. The female conductor criticized me that my car was not in the company, which affected the company’s work. I called the salesman. I asked, our distributor could wait for the company for several days and nights, and why the company couldn’t wait for us for one day. Isn’t this Overlord practice? Why didn’t the company inform me or the driver before abolishing my invoice? Overlord play? What about the game of eating people? I got angry with the female ticket issuer and the salesman. I am hysterical. Is it useful for me to shout? What angle do I look at myself when I pee? Do I have the ability to change the reality? Reality has the magic to change me. My performance can only show that I am not a crab and have no patience. Now, In mainland China, only river crabs are the key protected animals, and others are all different and can be eaten all. The salesman said to me, “Is it amiable to make money? I want to hold back the pain and get free after being eaten slowly. The more noisy and twittering you are, the more struggling you are, the faster you will be eaten, so as to avoid your bad influence. The system of three people is nothing but the serving of powerful people. The schedule for the three truck drivers to deliver the goods to the provincial capital has not arrived yet. My wife repeatedly encouraged me to take the passenger bus to the feed company in the provincial capital to make out invoices. I said, for me, the feed company has been invoicing by weighing bills after passing the company’s pounds in recent years. My wife said that if someone couldn’t open a ticket, there would be other business to do. The truck arrived one day later. My son who graduated from high school was about to go to the provincial capital. My son and I took the passenger bus to the provincial capital, doing other things while waiting for the truck. At the invoicing window of the feed company, I asked the female invoicing staff to invoice for me. The female invoicing staff said that the car could not be invoiced if it didn’t arrive. I said, my driver told me that he made an invoice when he saw the ticket maker answered the dealer’s phone, put the ticket into the envelope, and pick up the truck driver when the truck arrived. The female drawer said, nothing. I said, I will supervise you today. If there is such a thing, I will kill you. I am a cynic, and I am very arrogant. My son said, dad, pay attention to your image. I said: son, only you treat dad as a person. How can feed companies treat customers with small sales like me as people? Is the image still useful? I am not even a person in the feed company. Do we still care so much? My son and I spent the night in a small hotel near the feed company. The next day, the truck arrived as scheduled. I reported the plan early according to the procedures stipulated by the company. There was one product when invoicing —— did the small fish eat broken feed. I only need 1 ton of fish. We are beggars running coarse cereals, everything has to be a little bit, otherwise, how to do business? I told the female ticket maker, didn’t I report the plan in the morning? Why didn’t I have what I wanted? The female drawer is eloquent and the company can’t do it. I said, I can’t do it. Why didn’t I talk about it when I reported the plan? I could make other arrangements earlier. The driver handed the invoice to the delivery manager. When the driver received the free meal coupons at the company’s invoicing office, he received several more tickets and gave them to several transporters. After lunch, the driver bought several bottles of green tea and sent them to the delivery manager and several transporters. Several bottles of green tea can immediately disrupt the order of delivery, and our order of loading will be advanced by the last number. There is no God in the world, and people are making troubles. I have been picking up goods in the company for many years without using this trick. I don’t have such style and habit. I have waited for several days and nights before, no wonder. However, I am didn’t want to buy goods in such a morning. It was not because I was noble and lofty, and I opposed the driver to mess up the principles and order with small actions, but I also wanted the company to make the fish feed for me. I started to load the goods. I discussed with the driver that if the company could produce small fish feed as soon as possible, the driver would wait for a while so as to transport the small fish feed back. But the driver didn’t agree, saying that he would return after loading the goods. I paid for the car owner but didn’t listen to me. I had to order my son to buy several bottles of green tea from the canteen of the company and give them to the driver. The driver reluctantly acquiesced. I don’t trust female ticket tellers. I went to the company warehouse to check it myself. I found that there were two tons of small fish in the warehouse. The date was two days ago, which was exactly the same as the date I planned. I told the shipping manager to give me 1 ton of fish feed. The shipping manager said, go to the invoicing office to make an invoice. The female invoicing clerk said that the goods produced by the warehouse can only be invoiced after being registered in the computer at the invoicing office. I called the salesman and said, “you call me the ticket teller and ask her to send me 1 ton of fish feed. I called the salesman’s mobile phone again, and the salesman said, the female ticket maker said that the fish material was specially made for a certain customer, and the feed formula was different. Fourth, the distance between the warehouse and the invoicing place is 20 meters, and the Middle open space is cement floor. The temperature is 37 degrees centigrade, and the ground temperature exposed by the sun is higher. I am nearly half a hundred years old. I walked back and forth on the cement floor for dozens of times, each of which was like stepping on the Hot Wheels. A big blood bubble was rubbed on the index finger of my right foot, which hurt me badly when walking. I have to endure for the 1 ton of fish. My son said, Dad, why is it so difficult for us to pay for the goods. I still don’t give up, continue to go to the warehouse to find fish feed. In another place, I found the fish feed again. I tore off 2 labels, and the production date was the day before yesterday. I asked my son to take out his mobile phone and take photos of the fodder. I dialed the salesman’s mobile phone, and I am wanted to contact the female ticket maker through the salesman to open the ticket for small fish. The salesman contacted the female drawer, but the female drawer still refused to make an invoice. I called the complaint phone of the feed company, but no one answered it during the working hours. The complaint phone is just a trick. I told the salesman that I would not go home today and stayed in the warehouse all the time to see who the fish was sent? I want to see if the distributor who brought this small fish material has made a plan? I fire. The salesman said again, is it easy to make money. I told the shipping manager that I found small fish in that place again. The shipping manager said, you have to find an invoice office. At the invoicing window, I said, I found fish feed again in the warehouse. The female ticket teller said that the goods in the warehouse were not on my computer. Warehouse, I said, your little fish is not on the computer at the billing office. The warehouse, the delivery manager said, you have to work for the invoicing office, and ask the invoicing clerk to report the plan. At the invoicing window, I said, the warehouse manager asked you to report my 1 ton fish feed plan. The female ticket maker dialled the delivery manager’s mobile phone with hands-free, saying that she would give 1 ton of fish feed. The shipping manager said, “didn’t you say you don’t produce fish today? I don’t have it here. The female drawer said, even if you give me 1 ton. The shipping manager said, I will give you a face and a favor to produce 1 ton of small fish. The driver said: you can buy a few more bottles of green tea. The transportation also gives you this ton of small fish feed. I endured my foot pain and walked to the canteen of the company. I didn’t see anyone selling water. I walked to the gate of the company and didn’t see anyone selling green tea. After asking about it, I went to the canteen of the company and shouted to the boss who sold green tea for a nap. I shouted for several times before the seller woke up from his sleep. I carrying a big bag green tea, sent 3-bit handling one bottle per person, delivery manager a bottle, driver one pop. At the invoicing window, I gave two female ticket collectors one bottle for each. Only buying green tea cost more than 30 yuan. I this car 30 tons of feed principal is 100,000 yuan, can earn 1500 yuan money is good. I have spent 200 yuan in traveling, eating and living in a hotel. People are still very hot. After returning home, it is difficult for them to recover in one or two days. Fifth, my son, the question why it is so difficult for me to pay for the goods the salesman can say that he explained. Salesman said to me, and I a period started dealers now sold in one year is my sales of 7 times. I can’t afford the sales, so I can’t afford the salary in the company. Yes, the feed company now only recognizes sales but not people, regardless of the principle of sales. Even if the distributor violates the contract between the feed company and the distributor, selling feed at a bargain, selling feed across regions, etc. However, I am law-abiding, moderate, honest and trustworthy in sales, and I may be eliminated eventually. What did I explain to the female ticket clerk about green tea? Represent? Did I bow to reality? Is it an apology, gratitude, reward for the female ticket maker, or did I, the former hero, admit defeat? I think it should be all. Once, when I was in the feed company, the female ticket-issuing clerk who was on duty for two nights was off duty on one phone call. The sales market of the feed company was not well managed. I wrote two letters and the boss of the feed company jumped. While in front of the game that the only sales volume of feed company is hero, in front of the harsh reality of reverse elimination, am I still the hero at that time? I am no longer. Invoiced, shipped, etc. Who knows me in the company? I, the hero of the past, is no longer beautiful. I am the hero of the end. This year, the sales of the contract between me and the company was unilaterally violated by the dealers with large sales in neighboring places and sold at different prices. I wrote to the headquarters of the feed company and called the salesman, the district manager and the company manager were ignored. The salesman also excels the dealer. Feed company of a 20-year-old, just graduated from junior college, cultivation not than I good students Doll teach I harmoniously. Amiable means that my sales volume is small, and I can only endure the unfair, undisclosed and unfair situations. Only the dealers with large sales volume can be disgraced, only they can break the law and discipline, violate the contract, only they can be rich and generous, can be arrogant and can do whatever they want. I can only be amiable. As for making money, it is more difficult than climbing the sky. More than half of my life has gone. 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