Snow is too spring to early

Sitting on the fourth floor, the top of poplar stretching to the fifth floor to the sixth floor, the snow fluttered through the leaves that had not fallen down, gathered, and had the style of ready to go. Leaves no longer show the past, obediently letting snowflakes dance and accumulate. Small leaves become a miniature Hill. The road surface turned white in a short time, and the pine trees were no longer cyan, only bulging snow piles. There were even strings of long footprints on the ground. Looking at such an impressive momentum, I knew that this year must be a cold winter. It is not a little cold, but super cold. Sitting in front of the window, I didn’t know the direction of my heart. I didn’t know the hometown of my soul. There was only a vast white world. Along the river, the scenery of silver snakes dancing in the mountains and the original wax elephant had already appeared. In the snowy night, I forgot the armor stream, and even forgot all the possible cold wind. Only the warm light is what my heart depends on. I don’t know where the spring scenery buried deep in the snow is forgotten. I don’t know where the eyes that can penetrate the soul are embedded. I only know that the world is so bright, so beautiful and so cold. However, Snow White thought it was late in spring and pretended to be a garden tree as a flying flower. I envied Han Yu’s elegance. I could write poems against my bosom friends, drink in a big bowl and eat meat in a big mouthful. Walking on the road, pieces of snowflakes covered my head and instantly became snowmen. Although it was not as big as goose feather, it was only the size of chicken feather. It was just silvery white and felt a little bit like walking under the pear tree. It’s just that there is no spring, and I just feel that the wind is everywhere, which can take away all the heat of your body for a moment. At this time, I was thinking about the warm spring and blooming season, full of warmth, full of vitality, no bleak aftertaste, no shrinking branches, all of which were lush and luxuriant, looking at the green world looking at the silvery white world, I feel that every color has irreplaceable vitality. I was still afraid of winter, especially when I saw the poplar with bare leaves on the roadside, I suddenly felt pity. I clearly knew that it was just the reincarnation of life. There is thick snow everywhere, countless flowers are buried under the snow, and the season of chrysanthemum has passed. I don’t know if it can experience the cold winter. In previous years, I would move them upstairs early and leave them beautifully. But this year, I live in school and seldom go home. Even if I have time, I still want to spend it in school. I think there are all lovely children and humorous colleagues, and I don’t think there is too much living space. But I think, real life can experience any season, or the fall of life is not worth regret. Suddenly, as the spring breeze comes in the night, thousands of trees and pears bloom, and six petals of snowflakes Bloom extremely luxuriant. In any corner of the Earth, they can be rendered and arranged, even at the Riverside and small intersection, it was so thick and pure that I took a deep breath, which was full of quiet coolness without the common dust in the air. At this time, you will always be refreshed. It is a pity that there is no sparse plum blossom. Whether it is Rose or sallow, it is a kind of quietness and fullness in the snow field. I like the strength and thickness of life. The flying Spirit naturally has a graceful and graceful poetry, but those individuals who can carry happiness and vicissitudes can give people the passion and motivation to strive forward. The snow of meishun is a little white, but the snow is a little fragrant. I like a few red plum blossoms on the snow field, and I like to smell the faint fragrance of plum blossoms in the silvery world, that kind of life contrast has irreplaceable beauty and elegance. Although the trend of life tends to be comfortable and people’s aesthetics tends to be novel, the beauty and yearning deposited in the blood may never be eliminated and annihilated. Snow flutters, the dancing world is waking up, and the desire of soul is appealing. Those buried dust, those withered branches and leaves will become white and flawless in the world of snow, and become agile and light. Life is bred in the deepest place. On a certain spring day, countless lives will have infinite vitality and colorful colors. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Life is Toss

In the silent environment, people’s thinking tends to be pure, numb and sluggish, and the effect of inertia is so irresistible. When I realized this problem, I felt inexplicable sadness and rising fear in my heart. I never want to live such a muddled life. I am young and have capital. The sinking life is like death giving me a sense of oppression. I desperately want to be sober and sober again; I am eager for the young blood to boil; I am eager for the burning of passion in my heart; I am eager for competition and challenging life; I am eager for the perfect embodiment of value. I washed my confused face with cold water. What I saw was impatience and my own insignificance, and my own dispensable, as if I was a member of the non-existence, and I wanted to hold high and grow high, my voice is so weak. The thought of drifting along with the current and muddling along devours my sensitive and fragile thinking, and the instinctive resistance makes me fall into the abyss of pain. Every day I had to get detached with the help of a large amount of nicotine, and the temporary relief in the smoke even pushed me to the cliff when I was sober. Late at night. The whole world has fallen asleep for the time being. The redundant part of the world is thinking in the dark, groping to light a nicotine. The painful and active thinking is flashing in the fire. The poplar on the Gobi is in the dry desert, keeping the freshness and tenacity of life, he was moved to the swamp with only rotten roots. Wild beasts were majestic in the mountains and wild, and once they were put into cages, they would only degenerate helplessly. The environment creates human beings, and the environment also kills people. In an environment where people are not created, you will gradually get used to losing yourself and rotting or living in silence. Of course, you can transform the environment as much as possible, but the result is unknown, maybe better or worse. Fear, inexplicable fear. Being unaware of the crisis is fear, while being aware of the crisis will deepen fear. Surrounded by fear, it is like a copper wall and Iron Wall, which cannot be overstepped or broken through. With a cry of desperately, only the noise of shaking the eardrum from the bounce makes me more annoyed and more fearful, perhaps forgetting existence is the best relief. But I am not willing to do this …… I also want to try my best to beat my wings and make the long river of life more wonderful spray ~ ~ ~ Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Far wait-and-see

Years of vicissitudes. It has been four or five years since I bought a computer and learned to surf the Internet. Due to various reasons, I still belong to the primary stage when using computers. Over the years, I have learned to surf the Internet from scratch. Although many websites have been registered, there are still so many websites that can really surf the Internet frequently. Hunan Writers’ website is one of the websites that I pay most attention. My original intention of buying a computer was to pursue the dream I once had through the computer. I love pure literature, which has never changed. However, once a thinking mode is formed, it is difficult to change it temporarily. However, the environment in which I live is far from literature. I browsed some articles on the internet and found that many famous young writers in the Chinese literary world have attracted the attention of the literary world, and they are all in common, that is all the famous writers who were born in the second generation of literature or whose parents were famous in the literary world, or the families of cultural celebrities and literary masters who were born in several generations. Cultural celebrities and literary masters in Chinese history are either born in official families or famous families and scholars. Although in modern and contemporary literary circles, there are a few cultural celebrities and literary masters who are born in poor families or even illiterate families, there are special reasons. Most cultural celebrities and literary masters are born in rich families or official families, or literary families, or rich businessmen and Giants. I can’t help feeling ashamed. Now, it is the world of the strong. The so-called strong now refers to those successful figures with status, identity, position, prestige and wealth. It can be said that nowadays, the rich, celebrities, Masters, elites and stars have become the pronoun of the strong. Those successful figures or professional talents who have made achievements in learning and made certain achievements in society belong to the strong of the times. Those literary figures who have status, identity, influence, fame and economic strength in the literary world are strong. Those successful people who are famous on the internet and have money and become internet stars and rich people also belong to the strong. Hunan Writers’ website is a provincial official website led by the propaganda department of Hunan Provincial Party Committee of the Communist Party of China and hosted by Mao Zedong College of Literature of Hunan Writers Association. The management of Hunan Writers’ network are all influential writers in the literary world and successful figures with influence and achievements in literature. Most of the senior moderators of Hunan Writers’ website are writers or poets who have already succeeded in the literary world, and many of them are also local literary leaders. They either work in local literary journals, newspapers and magazines, engage in literary editing, or work in local Party and government organs, functional departments, cultural organizations, cultural institutions, cultural systems, literary and artistic units, engaged in cultural or literary leadership or management and other related work. They are not only local cultural celebrities and literary masters, but also influential cultural celebrities and literary masters in Hunan literary circles. However, I am the weak nobody who has nothing to do with culture and literature is not only on the edge, but also far away from the mainstream literary world, which is beyond reach. I can only stand far away and look up. I often publish some essays on the Internet, which are all from the true heart. Some people understand that they are kind-hearted and give encouragement and support, while others discriminate against each other with ulterior motives and sneer at each other. I knew it was cold and warm, and said nothing. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

In winter (chapter 4)

I dreamed of the earth wall of my hometown again last night. I basked in the sun on the earth wall. The low earth wall accumulates warm sunshine and resists the cold wind on one side. I am on the earth wall, listening to those old stories, those old people. A voice told me. I can’t see the people in the voice. I looked at the front of the earth wall, the skinny and curved path. The path carries the footsteps of my ancestors. When I came from the path, those footsteps had already disappeared at the end of the path. I want to look for it at the end. But I am still on the low soil wall. I want to escape from the voice that keeps talking. I have never seen those stories. The voice said, saying, it seemed a little angry. Why do you bury me with sound. I feel very tired and helpless. In fact, I just want one way. A road leading to the past, to the horizon or the corner of the Earth. Slowly, the sound went away and disappeared. I saw the sky wet the wheat seedlings in the field easily with a few words. The voice said so much to me, I thought I should be moved, but I didn’t. I said to the disappearing voice: Forgive me, I have no words. Miss a snow This is the biggest snow I have ever met in my life. When feathers all over the sky appeared on our way, I was shocked by the flying snow. Only the heavy snow we have seen in the film appeared in front of us. After a short pause, we jumped out of the car with cheers, growing countless happy wings like flying snowflakes. I am met snow in the place closest to the sun. A passing Tibetan gave us a warm smile. Seeing the rotating scripture holder in his hand in the floating snow, it was like an ancient Tibetan song. Looking at the gradually moving figure, I really want to make myself as pure as a Tibetan. I want to take away the whole snowflake and put it on my head of bed in spring. And I am just a passer-by of this snow. I seem to come here specially for receiving this snow. Cheers and laughter in the snow became the scenery along that road. All the turbulence, depression and happiness in my heart were taken away by the snow, leaving only quietness and lyric. Can not be adjacent to the snow, guarding the eternal flower. In the morning, the lonely figure I saw the woman playing the piano again, in the window opposite my balcony. The figure was lonely by the window, shaking gently with fingers. I couldn’t hear the piano. For a long time, I stood opposite, watching the woman playing the piano in the window. The figure is neither beautiful nor poetic. It seemed that I was caught by a kind of unspeakable loneliness and had the feeling of wanting to cry. Maybe the music played by women is not sad. How can such a figure play a sad song. I just feel the loneliness of my figure. Perhaps, I want a kind of loneliness to free myself. The figure had no idea that I was talking with her. Our distance was across the balcony, through the window and the air in the middle, and through a long sigh. I like this kind of conversation, which may be the beginning of my writing, if I write it. Try to keep silent, and let the words brew quietly in my heart. Standing on the balcony where the wind passes by, there is no music, only cold air and cold morning. Several sparrows were enjoying their food on the other side of the balcony. They could not see the woman playing the piano in the opposite window. It is also a kind of happiness to play and keep the days like this. I suddenly feel that this kind of day is really good. In fact, everyone’s life is full of the rhythm of poetry, and the romance of poetry is written. I felt that poetry came out of the window and drifted in the sky with the cold winter wind. At this time, the woman also left the piano she played and stood up to the balcony outside the house. The woman picked up the kettle and poured the flowers and plants on the balcony. The posture of watering is much more touching than when she plays the piano. In the afternoon, my mother and I really wanted to return the days to the past. I haven’t sat with my mother for a long time. Most of the time, when mother came, she always let TV accompany her, thinking that mother would not be lonely with TV. Sitting upstairs with my mother, my mother looked at me and said that my face was bloody and much more beautiful. I laughed at my mother that my daughter was all good. In fact, my mother is very beautiful now. According to my eldest uncle and mother, my young mother was the most beautiful woman in their radius. I don’t know how big the radius is, but I just think it must be very happy for my father to marry my mother. My mother’s home is a rich family in our hometown. There are lands and houses. My father’s home is far from here. My grandfather was born as a long-term worker and lived by renting land. The house was also rented. My mother’s ancestors left two big quadrangles for the younger generation. It is said that the biggest one was given to my grandfather’s brother. However, the younger generations failed to succeed and pulled the quadrangle courtyard apart. Some of the houses were replaced with silver and some with food. My mother’s courtyard was saved. The stage on the top of the entrance has already become a utility room. Every time I went back to the stage, I had to imagine the sound of gongs and drums going far away, but I had never walked in. I like listening to my mother talking about my father. About those days when my father suppressed bandits. In fact, my mother knows nothing more than me. The first letter my father wrote to my mother was one year after my father arrived in the Army. I asked my mother, why did my father write to you after more than a year? Didn’t my father want you? I was not afraid that my family would promise you to another family. My mother said that I knew the rules at that time, and I actually teased my mother. Ha ha, it turned out that my father was fond of playing when he was studying, and he was always absent from school. He went up the mountain to play cards with several young people in the same village while reading. No wonder I heard my uncle talking about my father’s sight when he was studying, and then I understood what this sight meant. After my father learned some culture in the Army, the first letter was written to my mother. The content in my father’s letter is very simple, of course there won’t be words like Miss. However, I can feel the happiness in my mother’s heart. My parents must match each other when they were young. My father is tall and handsome, while my mother is gentle. In my Big Uncle’s words, the woman who has the first appearance in the radius is still not beautiful. Mother’s beauty is simple, with the fragrance of rural soil. I spent an afternoon with my mother until five o’clock to cook. I can cook for my mother again, and I am happy with this happiness. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Happiness is happiness

I dare say that everyone wants to be happy. So people are looking for happiness, pursuing happiness and yearning for happiness, but I don’t know who is happy and who is not, but I know happiness is happiness. Because: as long as people meet the status quo, adjust their mentality and treat things with normal mentality. If you don’t feel too happy for gain or cry too much for loss, you will be full of good hope for life, and you will have infinite enthusiasm for life. You will live happily every day. This is happiness, this is happiness. If you are not happy, even if you have more money, live in a good house, eat delicious food and enjoy the comfort brought by materials, it is not happiness; if you are not happy, even if you have supreme power, everyone will surrender to you, but if you are not happy, you will not be happy. How can you say it is happiness? If you are happy, even if you are very poor and live an ordinary life, you still have a good vision for the future in your heart. You may encounter difficulties of one kind or another, but you will face them calmly, accept all the tests given by fate, so you love to laugh. Isn’t this happiness? Although you are a common people and your name will not be recorded in the annals of history, you live a carefree life and enjoy a free life. Isn’t it also happiness to enjoy this life? For example, we saw a sketch. As long as we can enjoy it, that moment is happiness; For example, no matter whether we eat meat or tofu, as long as we eat sweet, happy and happy, that is happiness; Even if it is a greeting or a wish from others, as long as it can make you feel comfortable, it is also happiness. The first Emperor of Qin destroyed the six countries and unified the world, which made China’s territory complete and established great achievements. Qin Shihuang held the power of life and death in his hand. He lived in the three palaces and six courtyards. His wife and concubines were in groups, enjoying the delicious time. But in order to get the immortal elixir, he racked his brains and tried his best to find everywhere. What he got was just disappointment again and again. For this reason, he lived a gloomy life every day. He was not happy and finally died with hatred. Can you say he is happy? The Little Match Girl in the fairy tale, though she couldn’t hold back the hunger and cold and died, at least there was still a smile in the corner of her mouth after her death because she had a lofty understanding of life, she had a good desire for life, otherwise she wouldn’t see roast goose or something before she died. The little girl passed away with full hope and came to heaven to reunite with her grandmother who loved her. Can you say she is unhappy? Take me for example: I was disabled because of illness when I was three years old, and I was paralyzed on the kang all the year round. I couldn’t take care of myself for more than 30 years. Until now, my mother and I have been living together with the help of meager subsistence allowances and kind-hearted people, and the difficulties can be imagined. Those who have seen me see me with smile instead of tears without complaint or resentment in my heart. I have accepted all the tests given by fate, so I am happy and happy. There is a story like this: people living on the sea want to live on the other side of the sea. It is said that happiness lies on the other side of the sea. Therefore, people worked hard day and night on logging and shipbuilding, after a lot of efforts to build the ship. People braved the risk that the boat was blown over by the sea wind, and finally came to the sea. However, people found that there was no happiness and life was not better than that of the sea. In fact, happiness is around us and in our hearts. The question is how do you understand happiness and what kind of definition do you give happiness? Whether the face is full of sorrow or the smile is like a flower, it is between the corners of the mouth. No matter whether the newspaper office adopts this manuscript or not, as long as I write happily and happily, it is my pleasure. I think happiness is happiness. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The weight of life

Pay attention to health and cherish life. Health is everything that determines happiness! How much money can’t buy health and life! To regular physical examination, do minor illness can not be ignored, ailment big raise, disease-free maintenance. Nothing in the world is more important than health, and nothing is more precious than continuing life! When I learned that my good sister had gynecological cancer and had reached the late stage, I was shocked. Maybe she was under too much pressure to do business outside of work? Maybe she is too busy and tired? How can a very healthy sister get cancer? Hearing the late stage of cancer, people are extremely scared, a fatal incurable disease! I went to the provincial hospital to visit my seriously ill sister in lunar January 16. This is my first time to Ha Medical University Tumor Hospital, had just entered the gate of the hospital, see come to the car, stream. The doorman just collects the money, and he has to pay three yuan for parking for one hour! You can’t find a parking space when you enter it. You can find a parking place after driving a long distance. When I walked into the hospital, my sister’s husband came to pick me up. He said, “it’s so far, you come to visit me again. It’s hard. She is on the ninth floor. She just finished the operation yesterday. I said: Hey, you are working harder. My sister suffered because there are too many people taking the elevator to wait. I said: let’s go up the stairs! There were a lot of people coming and going in the corridor. Some old people were on crutches, and some were helping each other. There will be patients standing against the windowsill or against the wall without beds hanging infusion bottles in the corridor on each floor. Family members, doctors and nurses came and went as if they were racing against time. Everyone’s face was serious and dignified. Cancer patients who are bald because of chemotherapy have dull expressions. This mixed atmosphere is depressing and suffocating. Climbing to the ninth floor, I was already out of breath. After a little pause, I came to my sister’s single room ward. I haven’t seen her for more than half a month. After the operation, she became much thinner. She was helplessly lying on the sickbed with pale face and weak breath. She was infused on the back of her two hands with several tubes inserted into her body. I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my heart. Tears swirled in my eyes. I couldn’t say anything with sobs. I tried my best to hold back the tears, after I avoided her eyes and helped her rub her arms and the back of my hand, I controlled my emotions again and again. I reluctantly said with a smile: it’s okay, remove all the lesions, you will be fine. When you are ready, you can stay at my house for a few days. I will cook food for you. She said feebly: Thank you for coming to visit me so far. When I am ready, I will definitely go to your shop for a few days and try your cooking skills. In order to let her have a good rest, I saw her briefly and stood up to say goodbye. When my sister turned around and came to the corridor, I finally burst into uncontrollable tears. I cried and walked down the stairs, I feel that my steps are so heavy and my heart is in severe pain. How could life be so disastrous? People are so helpless when facing the disease! Where can I beg God doctors to come and save those who are fighting against the disease? A strong career-oriented outgoing woman and a healthy body in her forties are not like a human being who is tortured by cancer. This kind of operation is undoubtedly a heavy blow to a late cancer woman! I felt that her body and soul seemed to be taken out, just like a lamb being slaughtered. Maybe the doctor’s efforts were in vain, maybe the money was wasted, but the hardship and fatigue of her family tried to reduce her pain and give her hope to survive, extend her life as much as possible, although her life has entered the countdown. When I came back from visiting my sisters, I was not in the mood to do things for several days. My depressed heart felt painful and I was unwilling to eat, as if it was myself who got sick. Dear friends: Living is happiness, and health is wealth! Life has no reincarnation, no repetition, and cannot retain. There are bound to be sorrows and misfortunes on the road of life. Let’s bless those who fight with death with our devotion and those who race with death, hoping that miracles can appear on them! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Tonight, I didn’t watch the fireworks

The night slowly pulled down the huge curtain, and the rising firecrackers made people panic. I couldn’t sit quietly in front of the computer to read novels, and my heart had already flew to my home. At the very least, it is a small nest without interference from the outside world. I can calm down on my novels and enjoy myself in my own world. After leaving the market, many shops have been closed. The cold wind makes people feel the cold of this lunar January 15 night. I put on the hat of down jacket and walked back with my computer bag. People came and went on the street. Colorful neon lights reflected each other and blurred the glory of the night. The street trees were covered with red lanterns. The red and blue plum trees at the cross of Xihua Gate reflected each other in the night, studded flash. A round moon, Yingying hung in the sky, a few sparse stars, lightly inlaid in the sky. In the distance, fireworks were blooming in the sky, shining down. On this beautiful night, I didn’t even want to see fireworks any more. I went to the new town square or the south gate to see those wonderful and colorful fireworks and the beauty that instantly bloomed. I went back home, back to my Dove’s nest. The noise and noise were separated outside. I turned on the computer and drank a bottle of beer by the way. The cold wine made my mind clear, there were still faint firecrackers outside. I closed my eyes. Once upon a time, how much I am liked watching fireworks? However, now my mood is so sad. People in the past, like this fireworks, shine beautiful in front of my eyes and suddenly disappear. There is only one life, which is as short as smoke and flowers, fast Mandrax. Every Lunar January 15, fireworks are set off in the Square and outside the city, because smoking is forbidden in the city, and there are especially many people going to see fireworks. I always love someone when I am free, walking and strolling, watching the scenery all the way, and looking at the brilliance all the way from a distance. Generally, I stand on the ground in the new town square, looking at the bright flowers rising all over the sky, blooming and blooming one by one, the dreamy feeling really makes people immersed and intoxicated,. The numerous and complicated pressures in reality were suddenly as light as clouds, and disappeared unconsciously. Sometimes, the Kongming Lamp flies up in the sky for no reason. The bright lamp is like a star. The higher it flies, the higher it is. At last, it is like those stars, hanging in the vast sky. The difference is that, this star is brighter than other stars. Perhaps, it will send some wishes and thoughts to the sky, some good things and wishes to the stars, and some hopes and blessings to the world, that must be the expectation and dream of some people. Because of dreams, our life is so colorful and magnificent. Because of dreams, our ordinary life begins to be full of hope. One Fifteen nights a year, a friend invited me to watch the fireworks. At that time, there were four or five fellows. This was the only time that I went out of the city to watch fireworks. When we were surrounded by gorgeous and prosperous scenery, I saw the happy smile on my friend’s face and suddenly passed away, not only fireworks, and his young life. If I knew, I would accompany him for a while. Although we are just friends, his rough life experience makes me deeply sympathize, his young life ended with betrayal and humiliation. In a twinkling of an eye, life and death are strangers. The Heaven must also be fireworks tonight. The beautiful flowers bloom and dazzle. Has the glorious moment ever reflected your smiling face? Life is like a dream. Your life, just like this fireworks, suddenly ends. You have no time to stop and think about something. In silence and silence, you have gone far away. Tonight, when I am facing the prosperity of this flourishing age, alone sad, lonely light clear shadow, quiet and lonely, a cup of light wine, but it is difficult to sad the past, I write down my thoughts with clumsy pen, my emotion, I am thinking, if you can treat the entanglement of life calmly like water, you can calmly face the betrayal of life, maybe, friends, things won’t be such a result. Your parents, white-haired, will face the pain of sending black-haired people one after another. Your children, they will be abandoned by their mother too early, now I have lost my father, what will happen in the future? Is it your fierce character that determines your fate? Or is the fate really unfair? Is the fate of a good person doomed to be like this? I learned to abandon and accept, because I found that life was so fragile and vulnerable. Abandon those things that don’t belong to us, such as money and fate, accept the reality, even the most cruel reality, face it calmly, and believe that after all there will be sunny days and happiness belonging to me. What else is sadder than losing a quiet heart? The night was so deep that I couldn’t sleep. The sound of fireworks had gradually stopped. The clock was ticking and knocking at my heart step by step. I thought about what the meaning of life was. The blooming fireworks told me that not only fireworks but also life fell down in a flash, but also beautiful things were always in a flash. Therefore, cherish what you have and all the happy times. When life is disillusioned like smoke and flowers, I will not be sad or sad. I don’t have to sing like Chuang Tzu, so that I can be quiet, close your eyes without regret. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. 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为了追求心中的梦

我的几篇文章,在几家网站发表后,有不同的反应。我本想及时回复,但是,我却想听听不同的心声。同样属于具有重要影响的网站,对于同样一篇文章,不但会有不同的反映,而且还会有巨大的差别。有的网站,管理员、编辑、版主喜爱,会推荐置顶,称为 编辑置顶 或者 版主推荐 ,或者评为 精品 ,或者评为 优秀 ,受到网站管理员、编辑、版主的推荐与好评。有的网站,可能没有回应。令我欣慰的是 我的几篇文章,在几家发表后,引起了编辑、版主的关注,各自发表不同的看法与意见。那样很好!令我非常感动。 中国的网站那么多,就网站的性质来说,包括官方性质的的网站与民间性质的网站。官方性质的网站又包括综合性新闻类网站、综合性文化类、综合性科普类网站、综合性社科类网站、综合性文学类网站、专业文学类网站、专业性军事类网站、专业性经济类网站、专业性商业类网站、专业性学术类网站、专业性教育类网站、专业性应用类网站等。民间性质的网站,大都是个人网站。就网站的影响和大小与知名度而言,包括具有全国性与全球性影响的的中央级(国家级)顶级著名的权威性大型网站(譬如说 新华网、人民网、央视网、中国广播网、光明网、中国青年网、中国教育网等)、具有地区性和全国性影响的省(自治区、直辖市、国家特别行政区)级著名的权威大型网站(譬如说 南方网、北方网、东方网、红网、东南网、凤凰网、北京作家网、湖南作家网、浙江作家网等等)、具有地区性影响的地市级网站(譬如说 湖南株洲网、广东深圳特区网、浙江绍兴网等等)与县市级网站(譬如说 湖南省湘潭市天下韶山网、湖南省湘潭市湘乡网、湖南省长沙市宁乡网等等)。每个人由于具体情况不同,有的人从事行政领导工作,有的人从事文艺工作,有的人从事教育工作,有的人从事新闻工作,有的人从事学术研究工作,有的人从事理论研究工作,有的人从事企业管理工作,有的人从事实际商贸工作 由于每个人的职业与工作环境不同,每个人生活的地域环境不同 有的人生活在大都市,有的人生活在小县城,有的人生活在中心城市,有的人生活在偏远乡村 有山区、有高原、有平原、有湖区、有海滨、有岛屿 但是,由于共同的爱好与兴趣,我们有缘在网络上相会,网络成为联想我们的纽带与桥梁。 中国的文学类网站很多。从性质上讲,包括官方文学网站与民间文学网站两大类。官方文学网站是中国文学网站的主流。中国的官方文学网站,从内容上讲包括综合性文学网站与专业性文学网站两大类。所谓综合文学网站,就是指那些涉及到文学的不同领域和不同内容。既包括文学创作,又包括文学批评、文学评论、文学研究等各个方面。那些专业性文学网站,往往侧重于文学的某一方面或者几个方面。譬如说:中国作家网、北京作家网、湖南作家网、人民文学网等都是综合性网站,中国散文网、中国诗歌网、中国杂文网、中国剧本网等都是属于专业性文学网站。就中国的文学网站的影响和国家主管、主管机构的行政级别而言,有中央级(国家级)文学网站、省市级文学网站、地市级文学网站、县市级文学网站等几种级别。就知名度而言,既有著名的文学网站,又有知名度不高的文学网站。就中国的文学网站的主管、主办机构、职能部门而言,包括党委宣传部门、国家文化行政部门、文艺机构、文艺团体、文学期刊杂志社、报刊杂志社、出版公司、大专院校、文化机构等等。另一类是属于民间性质的文学网站,往往由国有或者民营企业单位、民间团体、私人组织、个人主管、主办。在中国众多的文学网站种,能够在网络上相会,也是缘分。我们天各一方,生活于不同的地域环境,从事不同的职业,各自都有不同的生活经历与人生感悟,网络将我们联系在一起,文学将我们联系在一起。也许我们并不认识,并不了解和熟悉,但是,文学将我们相连。文学成为了我们共同的语言。我非常感谢那些关注我、支持我、鼓励我的友好人士 他们中,既有网站的管理员、编辑、版主,又有全国各地的热心读者。他们中,既有作家,又有业余作者,既有网络作家,又有网络写手,既有党政机关的官员、国家公务员,又有企业单位的管理员、职员,既有高级官员、高级知识分子、大学教授、研究员、专家、学者,又有基层干部、乡村教师,既有城市的职工、农民工,又有乡村的农民、农民作家、农民作者、农民网络作家、农民网络写手。在文坛上,在网络上,我们的身份都是作家或者作者、网络作家、网络写手,而忘记了本身的职业。 我经常想:每个人,都是为了追求一个人心中的梦。只是每一个的命运有各不相同 有的命运好,有的命运不好。每个人追求的梦想各不相同 有的人,理想崇高,抱负远大,心怀天下,有志于改变世界面貌,让全国人民与全世界人们都过上幸福与美好的生活。他们的梦想是成为伟大的思想家、政治家,领导人民过上幸福与美好的生活。他们的梦想就是成为标榜史册的历史伟人与时代巨人。有的人,志高远存,有志于成为了杰出的文化名人、文学名家、学问大家、专家、学者,成为推动社会进步与社会向前发展的指导者与创造者,成为时代英雄与精神富翁。而有的人,梦想是从事实际工作,成为实业家、企业家、实干家,以实业让更多的人过上富有的生活。他们都是一些有远大理想和抱负的人。他们都是属于精英。他们都是属于大人物和名人、名家、明星。其实,社会上,更多的,还是那些普普通通的实干家与实际工作者。一个人的梦想,有时候不但可以决定一个人一生的命运,而且有可能改变一个家庭、一个家族甚至很多人的命运。那些具有远大理想与志愿的有志者,小时候的梦想,不但能够改变一个人的命运,而且有可能改变千万人、亿万人的命运。有时候,为了心中的梦想,而追求和奋斗一生。譬如说,有的人的梦想是当思想家、革命家、政治家,从而一辈子投身于革命生涯。有的人的梦想是当文学家、艺术家,为了追求成功,一辈子默默坚持。有的人的梦想是成为富豪,可以为之奋斗一辈子。社会上,有的人,为了一个梦想,不断的寻找新的途径 寻早最易于成功的捷径。而有的人,为了一个梦,有可能就有了坚守于一辈子的追求。事实上,世界上,到达成功的彼岸,并没有真正的捷径可走。所谓成功的捷径,关键在于两个方面 一个敢于坚持的信念与勇气,不管遇到什么困难,都决不放弃;二个就是敢于钻研的精神,不管有困难,都要敢于去探索和研究,只要敢于进取,不管什么难题总会有解决的时候。事实上,那些科学家、理论家、发明家,为了发现一条科学原理,往往要经过成千上万次甚至几十万次、几百万次、及千万次的探索与研究以及各种各样的试验与实验。那些文学家、艺术家,之所以能够在文学、艺术上作出巨大贡献或者到达登峰造极的地步,除了他们那超人的天赋、智慧与过人的才华与渊博的学识修养外,其中一个很重要的原因,也是历经多年勤于坚持的结果。其实,那些干出了巨大成就的企业家、实业家、实干家同样是靠自己的聪明才智多年打拼的结果。 不管是专业性还是非专业的作家、网络作家、自由撰稿人、自由写手,不管是有有权的、地位高的、影响大的、名声响的,还是无职无权的的、默默无闻的,只要是爱好文学,从事文学创作,就是文学作家或者文学作者、网络作家、网络作者。有幸已经成为著名作家或者著名诗人、戏剧家、剧作家的,可以发挥名家的自身优势,大展宏图。社会上,名家具有令人意想不到的先天优势。著名作家与无名作家和业余作者是有着天渊之别的。一个作家,没有出名的时候,也许会无人理睬,地位卑微,有如草芥一样无关紧要,而一旦出名,成为了有影响的著名作家,就会出人头地,成为精英,受人尊敬。这也是众多的作家、作者有志于成名成家的原因所在。如果一个文学爱好者或者业余作者经过自己的努力在文学上成功了,成为了著名的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,步入文坛,跻身于著名作家或者文化名人、文学名家的行列,那么,地位、职务、名望、财富也就随之而来了。进步一步,进入文联、作家协会,担任专业作家,从事专职创作。同时,身兼文艺领导职务。并且有可能参政议政,当选为人大代表、政协委员等社会职务。退一步,可以进入文学期刊、报刊杂志社从事文学编辑工作,或者自己从事专业创作。一个作家,只要出了名,就会有用武之地。作家成名后,稿费为生是绰绰有余。同时,当一个作家还是无名作家或者业余作者的时候,可能会被爱情遗忘的角色 也许远离爱情,不知爱情为何物?而当一个作家一旦出名后,就会有天翻地覆的变化 不但会有美好的爱情降临,而且很有可能成为爱情的幸运之神。很多作家出名后,被成为了那些美女青睐的对象与追求的目标。当然,并不是每一个作家、诗人、戏剧家、剧作家有那么幸运,都能够具有重要影响的著名作家。事实上,能够有幸成为著名作家的都是属于杰出人物。当然,著名作家的成功,除了作家本身所具备的先天素质与自身优势外,一个更为重要的原因就是要有机遇。古今中外,有许许多多伟大的文学家、艺术家,都是出身于名门望族书香世家。事实上,中国文学史上的许多文学家,都是出身于名人之家。譬如说:苏轼是中国历史最为伟大的文学家之一,不但是中国历史上极富盛名的唐宋八大散文家之一,而且是在文学的多个领域都作出巨大贡献,既是杰出的散文家,又是杰出的诗人和词人。同时,还在书画很自然科学也做出了重大贡献,是杰出的书画家和自然科学家。而苏轼出身于名人之家。苏轼的父亲苏澈、弟弟苏洵都是著名文学家,都是唐宋八大家之一。更有民间流传的苏轼的妹妹苏小妹,才华还是在苏轼之上,只是由于时代的局限,没有发挥和利用。相传聪颖过人、才华盖世的苏小妹在新婚之夜,为了试探当时的著名文学家、才子秦少游的才气,苏小妹在晚上的洞房花烛夜,竟然将新郎官推出了新婚的卧室里,要考考新郎官的才华,才让新郎官进入洞房内。新郎官当时是著名的文学家、才子,面对新娘的霸道,只有忍让。作为著名文学家、大才子的苏小妹的哥哥、秦少游的舅子苏轼,看到小妹如此,也不被多说。苏小妹关了门,推开窗户,看到天空中一轮明月,照在窗前的池塘里,碧绿、平静,被随口吟道: 闭门推开窗前月, 作为才子的秦少游一时竟然没有对出来。不知不觉,已经夜深了,秦少游还没有对上。苏轼被向屋前的池塘里投去一颗小石子,只见小石子飘飞而过,碧水映月,景色宜人,秦少游灵机一动,被对出了下联: 透视冲开水底天。 苏小妹才让秦少游进入洞房。可见,苏轼家的家庭成员,都是很有才华的人。其实,就是现当代很多文学家、作家、诗人、理论家、学者,都是出身于名人之家。譬如说中国现当代杰出的文学理论家、文学研究专家、作家、学者钱钟书,被誉为中国的 文化昆仑 ,是中国学术界少有的大学者和著名作家。钱钟书就是出身于名门望族。钱钟书的父亲钱之博是中国近现代的国学大师。能够出身于名门望族、书香世家,当然都是命运。幸运者毕竟只是一部分,更多的人,并没有那么幸运。但是,总的来说,一个人出身于官员家庭、知识分子家庭、富有家庭,由于家庭优越、经济条件好,不但更加容易成为学有所成的专业人才,而且有更多的机会和条件去施展他们的聪明才智,从而更加容易实现他们的人生理想与追求目标。不管是作家也好,诗人也好,专家、学者也好,实业家、实干家、实际工作者也好,首先要有一个比较安定的生活环境与物质基础,才会有从事文艺创作与学术研究的客观条件。如果一个人生活有了保障,那么,就有了施展才干、发挥潜能的机会。从而,各尽所能,成为各自不同领域的杰出人物与作家、艺术家、专家、学者或者专门人才。而那些条件不好的人,也可以把握机遇,寻找与选择适合于自己成功的职业、专业以及外部环境。这对于那些正在文学的旅途上奋斗的作家、作者,可以把握机遇,走向成功,成为著名的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,也具有重要的指导性与启迪作用。至于说那些身处社会底层的小人物、文学爱好者、业余作者,现在成才的机会,对于每一个人都是公平的。只要有勇气、有毅力,就有成功的希望。 不管在任何时代,都是强者生存,弱者淘汰。那既是社会发展的必然规律,也是人类社会竞争的必然结果。历史创造英雄,时代造就名人。英雄是历史的沉积 或者位高权重,身居高位,担任高级领导职务,成为领袖人物,譬如说一代伟人毛泽东先生是伟大人民领袖,既是历史伟人,又是时代英雄,或者声名卓著,成为精神领袖。譬如说鲁迅既是中国 五四 新文化运动的先驱者,是伟大的文学家、思想家、革命家,又是时代英雄。或者影响的很大,但是,地位卑微,是普普通通的小人物,譬如说雷锋先生,是中国的英雄,雷锋先生就是小人物。或者默默无闻,不为人知。很多无名英雄,不为人知。而名人是属于时代的产物。每一个时代,都会名人。有的名人,永垂青史,有的名人,红极一时。当然,名人都是在不同领域有所突出贡献的杰出人物。名人总会有独特的过人之处。不管怎么说,成功者就是英雄。成名成家就是英雄。不管是什么出身,在文学上做出了贡献或者干出了成就,创作了有影响的作品,出人头地,成为了有影响、有名望的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,就是英雄。不管是从事纯文学创作还是通俗文学创作,不管是从事纸媒文学创作还是网络文学创作,只要有作品出版和发表,作品出版和发表后能够受到读者的欢迎,那么,就是好作品。有实力的、有潜力的作家,就是优秀的作家。有实力、有潜力、有那能力成为专业作家或者职业作家、职业写作者,当然最好,即使由于多方面的原因还不具备从事专业创作的条件,能够从事兼职创作或者业余创作,成为一个兼职作家或者业余作家,也是很好的。即使是从事专职或者兼职网络文学创作,也同样很好。其实,现在,从事职业化网络文学创作的机会越来越多。如果具有了一定的实力和能力,那么,就有成为专业网络作家或者职业网络作家、职业网络写手、自由撰稿人的机会与条件,从而从事职业化网络文学创作的可能。 当然,不管是从事专业文学创作还是兼职文学创作或者业余文学创作,还是从事专业性网络文学创作还是兼职或者业余网络文学创作,都是一步一步的走出来的。首先,是以创作为生 说到为生,不同的地位、身份、家庭环境、经济条件,有不同的生活标准 中国最富有的人与最贫困的人,是相距天壤之别的两个世界 现在,中国最有钱的人,都是以亿万作为财富的单位。中国有许许多多的亿万富豪。作家中同样有亿万富豪。亿万富豪,住豪华的高档别墅,坐在豪华的高档小轿车,享受高生活的物质水平。中国最贫困的人,至今住的是危房 破旧的土砖房子,家徒四壁,连基本的温饱问题都没有解决。最贫困的人,有几百元、几千元,就是非常富有了。当然,造成贫困的原因是多方面的。不过,在当今世界,越是强者,越是有钱人,越是受人尊重,越是弱者,越是贫穷,就越是被人歧视。虽然经常富人搞慈善,但是,只要是正常人,具有正常的头脑与生活能力,受人施舍毕竟是令人难堪的事情。自强自立、自食其力,依靠自己创造财富才是光荣的。作为一个作者或者网络写手,其实是大有作为的。如何能够以稿费为生?是文学作者或者网络写作者最为关注与思考的。当然,作为一个文学作者,不能仅仅局限于纸质媒体的或者网络媒体,为了生存与发展的需要,可以相互兼顾 那样,既可以拓展更加宽广的门路,为走向文学的成功奠定坚实的基础, 毕竟门路越宽,成功的机会就越多 同时,可以得到更多的稿费收入。 稿费收入是为生的经济来源。一个作者,可以分几步走 首先,是维持生计。不管是专业的文学作家、文学作者,还是兼职的或者业余的文学作家或者文学作者,生计、身存、生活是前提。生活条件好的,现在居住条件很好,住豪宅、坐豪车,手中有大困困的钞票。条件差的,居住条件一般,没有车子。条件最差的,处于贫困战线上挣扎。首先考虑稿费收入,解决最基本的生活保障,才有从事文学创作的条件于能力。否则,首先要为生活而奔波与忙碌。现在,机遇很多。这既为有志于成为职业性文学创作的人走上职业化作家之路提供成功的机遇,也为他们的成功提供了物质保障。现在,从事文学创作,不管是立志于纯文学创作还是通俗文学创作,都有很多机会可以提供选择 一是众多的出版公司需要有质量的作品。只有作品质量上过得拗,出版的机会很多。二是众多的文学期刊、报刊杂志,为作家、作者提供了发表作品的机会。三是众多的文学网站,尤其是众多的经济实力雄厚的商业性文学网站,为众多的网络作家、网络作者、网络写作者、自由撰稿人提供成功的机会。应当说,一个文学作者或者网络文学作者,只要敢于坚持,就有成功的希望与可能。一个有志于从事专业性文学创作的作家或者作者、写手,如果有了稿费作为生活保障,就有了真正从事专职创作的条件了。这样,就能够维持生计的前提下从事文学创作。其次,是拓展门路,坚持创作,增加稿费收入,让生活过得充实一点。一切都是在于实力。实力当然很重要。所谓实力,包括文学修养、才力、影响、声望以及社会关系等诸多因素。另外,就是作品的水准与质量问题。说到作品的水准与质量,见仁见智,因为出发点不同,认识的角度不同,看法就不会相同。一个作家、一个作者,待到真正发表了一定的作品,有了一定的影响以后,对于作品的水准与质量就会有所提高。总的来说,写作还是不要过于讲究速度。写作过快,是难以有佳作问世的。现在,有很多网络作家,写作速度很快 以日写上万字甚至几万字的高速写作,那当然很难有伟大作品诞生的。作为商业写作,固然要讲究写作速度,但是,更要讲究写作质量。不管有名还是无名,作品的水准与质量还是经过几经雕琢练就的。不但要力求多产,而且更加要力求高产。高产不仅仅在于数量上的字数,更加在于质量上的高度。一个作家,或者一个作者,只有力求出精品、出佳作,才会有出名与出人头地的机会。只有出名了,成为了著名的作家或者诗人、戏剧家、剧作家,或者成为著名的网络作家,著名网络写手,著名的自由作家,著名的自由撰稿人,才有可能过上富有的生活。有了实力,有了名气,就有了底气。当然,路还是一步一步的走出来的。 赞 (散文编辑:可儿) 换个方式与这个城市继续厮守 早晨六点多出门,晚上快八点回来,至始至终迎接自己的只有静默;自从上了大学,周末的… 【原创随笔】弦言岁语 入冬以来,天干物燥,雪花缥缈,整个大地苍凉而且虚空。无论你的心情是度日如年,还是… 永远的军旅梦 永远的军旅梦 (甘肃康乐县 马晓春) 回忆像流星,划过无痕迹,模糊的眼睛,轮廓渐渐… 春雨 我像大地万物一样喜欢春雨。 新年刚过,天空就下起了丝丝春雨。我特别喜欢这江南的春… 弹拨梦想的雪花(修改) 临近年关,落下了第一场雪。 我在清晨惊喜地阅读到一幅长卷,洁白的是雪,灰黄的是树… 真我 流行瞬变,而风格永驻。 在别人身上可以闪闪发光的东西,放在自己这里却未必可以。 在…

The only day to miss in the new year

The 2012 New Year passed like this. It was plain and plain. With the growth of age, my heart gradually couldn’t feel the atmosphere of the new year. The red lantern hanging downstairs is the only symbol of the new year. The Spring Festival Gala of CCTV must be watched every year, waiting for the appearance of Zhao Benshan under the foil of stars. This year, Uncle Benshan flashed for various reasons. I was not in the mood to watch the evening party, and I bought another plain one. On the first day of the new year, the crowd on the central street in previous years were as bustling as those on the market. Several old people along the street passed away one after another years ago, which made this central street, which was supposed to be lively and full of laughter, desolate. After a busy year, I just want to have a good sleep and go to relatives from the custom handed down by some generation. Day after day, relatives had gone, and holidays were almost gone. Relatives who haven’t walked around for almost a year always have to drink a few glasses of wine these days to renew their family ties. My friend also had a holiday, a pot of green tea, all over the world, endless friendship, endless truth. Walking in this indifferent and fraudulent world, everyone has two faces of hypocrisy and truth. Tear off the disguise in front of friends and easily tell the joys and sorrows of the year. The only unforgettable day is lunar January 15. Every year, I will go out for a day with my child. Every morning, I get up early and wait for the bus with my children. Every year, there are a lot of people going out on lunar January 15. Sometimes I can’t get into the bus after waiting for more than an hour, and I always go out with a relaxed mood, in the evening, I came home with exhaustion, and then told myself that I would never go out next year. Year after year, I just remembered this sentence when I came home. This year, I had a car but didn’t want to go out. I just wanted to sleep at home. I had discussed it with my child. I didn’t go out to play during the day and went to the square to watch fireworks at night. My niece Qing came to my house early in the morning, which aroused the child’s interest again. She didn’t want to see the child’s tears of Injustice. Let’s go! 20 kilometers from the countryside to the urban area, there are cultural performances in each village in the urban area, and the roads are closed. Under the advice of the children, we go around the outer ring to the park. The park in winter is especially desolate, with frozen artificial lakes, bare trees and withered lawns. Only a few green pine trees are dotted with a hint of green. It was really bold. Two fifteen-year-old girls passed by the frozen artificial lake. People passing by were scared to see it. Although the lake was sealed, the lake was frozen, if you step lightly with your feet, there will be splashing water. The two little girls returned to the land carelessly under the loud reprimand of the kind passers-. Two or three meters deep, one foot is empty, and there is no sense of safety. The bleak Park did not relieve the children’s interest at all, climbing bridges and rockery, leaving children with joyful photos in the scenery. Playing until noon, I was too lazy to go home to cook. I casually ate some food at the stall near the park and went home. Winter nights always come very early, and it is already dark at 5: 30. The fireworks were set off at 7: 30, and the children were no longer angry at 6 o’clock. After saying goodbye to the netizens in a hurry, they opened the way. The colorful lights hanging in the roadside factory area make children feel novel, and the sporadic fireworks in the distant village make children cry with amazement. My niece and my two girls drove quickly near the square in the laughter of the three children. The dense cars were parked on both sides of the road, and the pavement was also crowded with cars, so the cars couldn’t drive forward, the middle of the road ahead is also full of cars. I had to park my car on the pavement and walk to the square. Tonight is minus 13 degrees, which is the coldest day of this winter. The cold weather doesn’t stop people who like watching fireworks. The square is crowded with colorful lights hanging on trees, gorgeous colored lights bring a little warmth to the cold winter night. In the cheers of people, the beautiful fireworks lit up the sky of the square. The waterfall flew straight down, the blooming chrysanthemum, the bright smiling face and the unique fireworks reflected the lonely sky. People watching flowers use mobile phones, digital cameras and video cameras to record this beautiful moment. The beautiful fireworks opened in the air, burst in a flash, disappeared without a trace. There are also beautiful moments like fireworks in one’s life, but he doesn’t know when to bloom or how to grasp the glorious moments in his life. On the way back, the children were no longer excited when they came. The colorful lights and sporadic fireworks on the roadside could not arouse the children’s interest any more. Children are still immersed in the moment when fireworks bloom…… Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Three dream

After the bell rang, the teacher sent out a foreign language test paper. There is a piece of foreign code in front of me. I don’t know what it means. I still don’t know what it means after reading it again. There is no question I can do. I was in a hurry, sweating, fear, and my heart beat faster. Then the bell rang suddenly, which woke me up. Touch the heart, still beating violently, touch the head, full of sweat. Another dream of foreign language examination. In 100, it seemed to be a sudden decision that the foreign language examination was included in the total score of the college entrance examination according to the total score of points. For our rural children, we have just known 26 letters and several foreign words with phonetic notation of Chinese characters. Although sometimes we can show off in front of parents with few literacy, we can face the college entrance examination, that is really a thousand miles away, the difference is too far. So many people chose to give up and allocated the time for learning a foreign language to other lessons, while I chose to face it and learned a foreign language blankly. I divided a piece of paper into small pieces of paper of 1cm * 2cm. I wrote Chinese characters on one side and foreign words on the other side, put them in my pocket, took them out when I was busy and recognized them. I saw Chinese characters thinking of foreign words, I think of Chinese characters when I see foreign language words. During class, I couldn’t understand it, but as long as the teacher wrote on the blackboard, I would copy what I wrote. I always think that I don’t know her in a foreign language. If I don’t take the initiative to know her, it will be completely finished. However, when the bell rang, I still knew nothing about the exam. Those students who gave up foreign language learning could do better than me sometimes. Foreign language test again and again, Pain overlaps pain and attacks me again and again, which leads to an inexplicable panic when I see the foreign language test paper. To no one’s expectation, God opened his eyes. In the college entrance examination in 83, I scored 49 points in foreign language, high score, absolutely high score. Two students around me who gave up foreign languages, one scored 7 points and the other 16 points. Thanks to the excellent performance of foreign language, I was lucky to be classmates with Bi Feiyu. However, after I entered Normal College, I found that many students in my class had scores in the foreign language college entrance examination at 80 or 90. Alas, if I have this score, I will go to Nantah at all. When I was a senior, a girl joked that if you were admitted to graduate school, I would marry you. I pooh, do you know? When I was a sophomore, I was desperate. I scored 58 points at a time and 62 points at a time before I got through the danger. Otherwise, I couldn’t finish my career. Taking the postgraduate entrance examination, the foreign language didn’t really kill me. But I wanted to try my luck again, and said bitterly, is it your participation. So I secretly mixed in the crowd and went to the foreign language tutorial class of the postgraduate entrance examination class, where I could understand, I couldn’t understand at all. Fortunately, the teacher only talked without asking, otherwise he dared to sit there and make up for the number. I ‘ve heard it twice, but I got nothing. Later, I had to learn by myself. Maybe you can’t learn well, maybe you can’t get home, maybe you don’t have the situation that forced people in the college entrance examination. When I took the postgraduate entrance examination, I only knew that the foreign language sent was not a test paper, but a book and a heavenly book. Although I tried my best, I finally got only 20 points in foreign language, and I was not qualified with graduate students. People who don’t work hard will definitely fail. People who work hard may not succeed. I am. Therefore, with fear, foreign language exams came to my dreams one after another. The relief after waking up made me look back at my high school and my university again and again with the sweat and tears of life. At the same time, the foreign language exam in my dream reminds me all the time that on the road of life, people who are faced with exams again and again have to overcome difficulties and fight hard. Those who do not work hard will definitely fail, life is like climbing, and sweetness is forging ahead (the second essay “looking for someone” has been published online) Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…