Is a year back when

I. My daughter is still not spared by the fact that she has got parotitis. The Damned parotitis, seeing her coming back from class last night, I knew that the epidemic still came close to her! Before the winter vacation, there were two or three young children in the kindergarten who got this disease. I didn’t want my daughter to be in senior three, but she still didn’t fall behind. Years ago, my daughter said that many students in high school also got parotitis, then her deskmate, front and back tables, and then many classmates in her daughter’s class lasted for more than two months. From last night to today, my daughter’s right cheek to neck was obviously swollen. I was busy asking for sick leave for my daughter early in the morning. After all, it was a highly infectious disease. Even if I could bear it, it was not easy to infect others with the disease! Although her illness was not groundless, she still had to stay at home and raise it again. Although I was a little anxious, I still have three months to take the college entrance examination! This was really the emperor’s unhurried eunuch. My heart was very chaotic at that time. I bought the symptomatic medicine, but my daughter was not a delicate child, so she took the medicine calmly. I thought it was time to take the injection, but she said easily: why does it take a few days, there is no need to take medicine by yourself. What should I do? I just can’t go to school. Second, go back my younger brother went back this morning. I was also packing up some simple things. I also went back the day after tomorrow, a small town, a place I didn’t know whether I should like or hate. Occasionally, parents of young children called to ask about the school term. They were really tired of this business. They were too lazy to think about some details but had to think about them. The house was vacant for nearly two months, the messy house was in the corners of each room. When there was the smell of fireworks in the room, I became the owner of the house again. Then the figures gathered, and then I tried to concentrate on one place, in order to live, do things day after day that I can’t tolerate whether I like or dislike. Last night, the child talked about troubles when chatting with me online. In my opinion, the troubles of young people are so simple and simple, at least, children still have a lot of spare time and choices. If I don’t like the job in front of me, what can I do again? Seeing that my daughter’s college entrance examination was coming soon, I was not allowed to imagine something else boldly, to do the work in front of me steadfastly, and to operate carefully. In no one’s opinion, it was a business. Instead of worrying about their words, it was better to step forward. Most of the worries of middle-aged people were mixed with the trifles in too many days, which were no better than those of young people. Every time I thought of leaving again, my heart would feel melancholy. Since the year before last, this family has become a living place sometimes. It seems that going back and forth is my destined way of life. Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I have to think carefully to figure out where I am. Sometimes in the small town, sometimes in the home, I can’t tell what kind of taste is in my heart! I had been lying in bed for several nights before going to bed every night, and I said to myself in my heart: I will leave soon and come back again, just taking a nap in a hurry, and then, inexplicably lonely in my heart, when I read a book gradually, I couldn’t see the handwriting clearly before my eyes, and my brain couldn’t remember the plot, then I went to my dream to look for the flowers, the moon was bright, the breeze was cool, and the sun was beautiful. My heart was not quiet and I, I had to leave the day after tomorrow. The home of the three people was a little quiet. My daughter lay quietly, getting up and walking sometimes. The computer had been playing the TV series “cherry” of Zhao Benshan’s crew all morning. My husband liked it very much, but I didn’t feel it. After glancing at it for a few times, the story was very touching, and the plot seemed to be a little old-fashioned. I was not in the mood to comment more. I had always been in a mess of thoughts, about my daughter, my own, and the trivial matters of home and, in the restless taste, people are too lazy to do things. Watching his husband running to the kitchen, he looked up at the clock on the wall. It was already over 1 o’clock in the afternoon. It was not too early or too late to have a meal. I didn’t know whether it was lunch or dinner. Except for the sound of TV in the living room, there was no other voice any more, because no one’s heart was quiet when he was leaving. When she was young, her daughter was swollen with her cheek. She said in the bathroom: mom, all the dirty clothes have been found out. I washed them and disagreed. She still started to make the washing machine roar like a patient, I was worried that the child’s husband’s cellphone rang again and again, knowing that he told us to go out for dinner. He was just a simple contact with him because of his kindness and good wine and dishes, we have no money and no power. People remember that you should have the love of creation. But I really couldn’t enjoy the leisure and swaying cup in front of the wine table. If you want to leave, you don’t know where to go, which is the taste of my heart on the wine table. So when you listen to such a phone call, what you immediately think is, what reason should I use to prevaricate, so that others will believe, so as not to be disrespectful. Anyway, I am determined not to go. Four, floating clouds, when will it turn into drizzle, knock down the text, and then write it down in the town, under the condition of cold as ice under the lower legs, I am really lost the mood to write, I can’t help thinking of this time last year! In the early spring and winter of Heilongjiang, there is almost only little difference between cold and cold. To say, I feel it seems to be the same cold, especially indoors, when people’s bodies are cold. In the following days, I don’t know how noisy it will be! It is better to expect this kind of noise to be stronger emotionally. After all, this is the measure for me to make a living. The stronger I am, the weaker I am. I need to try my best to make it strong and weak. How long does it take for me not to write? How long will it take? I can’t predict when the floating clouds will turn into drizzle. Maybe only God knows Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. 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Only if the first sign

The heat of summer is mixed with the cold of winter inside. Use extreme contrast to show your inner abundance. Anyway, I also had a smooth life. I met you in a hurry. Familiar with side face. But I can’t remember the last time I saw it, the season and the smell in the air. I am miss you like this. I didn’t even feel it myself. There is no word between us. The consistent silence is opposite. There are flowers blooming in my heart. Beautiful and tranquil. Just happy. Just a silent smile. Do you know that I like you so much. Do you know that after so many years, I still admire and admire you. It was you who led me to another paradise. My sleeping consciousness was awakened one by one. The once naive wish gradually came back to Earth. Can you keep following behind you, just like before, don’t be too far away from me. Stay in my sight for a long time. Let me love you regardless of or even greedily. Even if this life will end after one second. Long time no see. My Love. In so many days after leaving you, I thought I had forgotten my dependence on you very well. Forget I am willful and silly child in your arms. But why? As long as I see you, I will think of the gloomy loss in my heart. Don’t want to leave you. Don’t leave you. Although I stay sober and do not insist on destiny, I really hope that God will allow me to be greedy once. I can rely on you at any time to save my loneliness and loneliness and my ignorance, save my innocence. Although there are few opportunities like this. Love the traces left by time in your heart. I smiled and said that you are getting old again. You said it was normal. There is a slight pain in my heart. Want to Cry. Every time I think of these changes, I will feel empty and unacceptable. How long did it take to count these tiny changes. Our universe is invincible good boss, can we not grow old. If you can accompany you, you will be lucky. My thoughts roll and I can’t stop. In fact, you are a key, aren’t you. Open all my hard closed memories. Your appearance is to remind me of what I did wrong and which step I took. So I want to return my freedom. A field misunderstanding. But it is treated wrongly as a very important thing. I thought it was my own advantage, but actually it was the fool of myself. Write some temporarily to record the general feeling. Every detail, when I recall it, becomes the reason for smiling. I don’t know what I think of you either. I don’t know. But you must be the medicine that can cure me no matter what happens. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…