I took the train to Lhasa

Some people say that Tibet is the closest place to heaven and the closest place to soul. In addition to inexplicable excitement, I can walk this road alone before my 24th birthday, but it also shows infinite joy frequently. Yes, I have the time and courage to write down such a diary for my youth. I really have unspeakable gratitude! This time, he put down all the fame and wealth, raised his head and pulled out the soul buried by life for a long time. In an instant, the mountains and rivers could become so kind, bit by bit, and fell into dreams. I think this may be the spring snow in my life, simple and natural, poetic and soft. So-called thirty years old, si shi bu huo, this year a year of time, day day pursuit, 1.1 point of the struggle, in the final analysis, also just for this moment of swimming free! In the north, there are gray mountains and yellow water, which are vertical and horizontal shuttling roads. If we regard this road as a necklace, then the mountains and rivers here are pearls decorated in it, they couldn’t help falling into the bottom of their eyes and sinking into their memories. What they were looking for was finally the most shining gem decorated below, the Holy Land in Tibet. The blue sky, the White Cloud, the colorful Snow Mountain and the glance had already been intertwined with the soul; At that moment, they had been entangled in dreams for a long time. At this moment, thousands of rivers and mountains are just a smile lingering around the corner of my eyes; Thousands of mountains and rivers are just a little warmth left in my heart. I think, at this moment, how much tenderness can’t hide the deep yearning in my heart, and how much infatuation can’t match the pure expectation in front of me. At this moment, the vast sea of Wushan Mountain is difficult to be a scenery; At this moment, I want to stare at you and listen to your faint narration. Lying on the soft chair, with the melody of the train shaking slowly, take a book, read it carefully, hold a glass of water and taste it slowly. Along the way, life is always so beautiful, ordinary and quiet, comfortable, happy. On the way to travel, such unexpected luck always makes people hard to believe, as if all these were deliberately arranged by God. Occasionally, I raised my head and found that my friend on the opposite side was reading the same book in my hand. At this moment, I didn’t know what kind of mood I should have in my heart, but just looked at each other with a smile, the light hides all the joy. Turning around my head, it was already dusk, and my intention was strong. I quietly looked at the scenery outside which was quietly ignored. Those gentle and solemn light and shadow seemed to carry my deep thoughts, 1.1 point regression to this lonely sky in. At this moment, the road ahead is long, not for the sake of the emperor. The slight happiness will gradually drown the longing. Everything in the heavy twilight will turn into the boundless sky, and only this tranquility will flow quietly in the time, there is a smell of happiness in the air. A heart, somehow aroused by someone, is trapped in this soft whirlpool. At this moment, silence is in the melody of time, without sorrow or joy! Woke up again, the sun is 1.1 points from Horizon on the probe head, as if was cheeky, and like a very demure young lady, he just showed his extremely beautiful face slowly, and the gentle smile was in full bloom in an instant. The light was shining in a flash, which locked the admiring eyes of the world. Snow Mountain, outside is snow mountain! I was surprised to cheer. Although I didn’t welcome echo, I didn’t feel disappointed either. I found my gaffes in a flash and remembered the scenery of this moment in my heart. In front of us, there are endless hills in the distance, Silver Towers, pale yellow grass, red soil, pure white glaciers, and the bright sunshine and light fog, with a vision has mundane, shadowy, already void. I felt calm in the bright light and fog, and my eyes cultivated on the gentle hills and grasslands. Occasionally I saw several antelopes walking leisurely, and the graceful posture of green birds flashed before my eyes, then I watched all these carelessly melt into this vast barren ridge. This period of time seemed to be destined to fall into dreams. On the waggering train, time froze on the roadside. After crossing Tanggula and the song, at dusk, the train slowly headed for Lhasa, looking at the Lhasa River passing by outside the window from a distance, and seeing the lonely back of Lhasa city, my heart calmed down inexplicably, in such a place, I think if there is God’s will, it must be God’s will. There must be a reason for the soul to dream about. But at this moment, all these thoughts seem to be somewhat puzzling, and they have nothing to do with the magical Potala, it has nothing to do with the beautiful Gesanghua, even the blue sky and white clouds. What is stubborn and pure is just missing! Carrying bags and heavy luggage, the two-day and one-night train trip ended at the moment of stepping out of the platform. The night was already thick, and the moon was on the beginning. Looking back, he waved gently to the train and said goodbye to the deep yearning in his heart. At this moment, all my feelings are just to welcome all the things in front of me and another morning tomorrow. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Time is too wide, fingertips are too thin

Some of the past can only be understated after all. I won’t be sad, because I was once, so I won’t be sad. Those missed flowering periods can only produce beautiful flowers elsewhere. You are not suitable soil for each other, and even oxygen and environment cannot be supplied normally. How can you survive well. Then, don’t be silly, that is something similar to love. I always believe that there is a fate, about gain and loss. What belongs to you will still come back to you even if you turn a few turns. What doesn’t belong to you, no matter how much effort you spend, you won’t get it in the end. I always believe that some happiness will knock at the door automatically without waiting. I always believe that person will fall to his side with the most beautiful posture. I deeply believe in the coming of happiness and yours. I think my belief is devout enough, so I earnestly ask a person who can keep his promise and accompany him for life. If you were my legend, you would try your best to describe me in the most gorgeous language. If not, we can only pass by and become passers-by with a faint smile. Up to now, I still believe that a person who understands you and loves you will eventually come to you at the right time without being sad, sad or waiting, eliminate sadness and sadness for you. He will use all the power of his life to bring you happiness and happiness, and let you grow warm and sunny in the country he loves. Only in that castle can you be the real queen. You are the treasure, you are the most precious. Only in that city can we jump out of the moving waltz, and even the clean water is filled with the smell of happiness. You see, what a wonderful dream. Friends around me gradually began to settle down, and the number of good ones could not exceed the total number of fingers. In the end, the more friends, the better. The past of youth is sometimes like movies. The most glorious time is when we performed together. Now we are like actors who have passed the time and are gradually forgotten in the world, in the end, no one can remember who. But we still miss them. As for those who left, we can still learn about each other’s current situation in different ways, but now none of us asks who they are. I think this is a process. We haven’t settled down yet. We need too much time to find happiness and ideals. When we all achieve something, can we still be as close as before? I think there will always be a kind of expectation for the day when we meet. This kind of winter was originally the spread of a sad atmosphere, because there were too many things to do and I had no time to think about for winter, cold, forgetting or some small emotions. When you put on Peugeot’s work clothes every morning and high heels with small heels, you will naturally have more responsibilities and pressures on your body. It is also yourself at this time, it seems that I will wear more mature clothes than usual. We always worry about the growth of age, because we are panic about time. In this era, many people commented on the bad situation of the 80’s generation. In fact, we have to face much more pressure than the previous people. Houses, cars and tickets need all kinds of relationships so that you can go better and further. However, we won’t refute too much. Some things are not useful if you refute them. You have to prove your ability with practical actions. That is the best counterattack for those who despise you. Some people say more and do less, while some say less but do a lot. However, in today’s society, the first kind of people are more popular. But as time passes, the truth will still emerge. You think, when you hear the same good words every day, you will begin to doubt whether you can have such perfection. People always have flaws, so you will know who is true and who is false. Some people hide it for you just to please you. I won’t say too many good words, but I know how to be grateful. I hide many warm words in my heart and give them to you. So I live a good life and do what I should do. When you hear that more and more colleagues around you call you elder sister, you will feel that you have grown up and you also have responsibilities for them, because you are older than them, therefore, you will unconsciously pay attention to your words and deeds and become mature and steady. Although there are still some childish things left, those things are only realized in front of familiar people, only in front of them can you become indifferent. It suddenly occurred to me that when we just left school at the age of 18, we were curious about the future just like the little brothers and sisters who just came out now. But compared with them, we seemed to cherish the opportunity of working at that time, at least I am. As time goes by, it becomes calmer and more grateful. I have been grateful to my parents since I was a child. They gave me a good environment to grow up. They trusted me and spoiled me, although they were not as excellent as my sister and went to a prestigious school. We just feel dedicated to ourselves. Everyone has different abilities and talents. We don’t have to be honest and competitive for the ability we are born. Unconsciously, my mother was already over half a hundred years old. When my brother and I celebrated her 50th birthday, I saw the happiness in her eyes and her vicissitudes, I admire this woman who may be a little hesitant in other people’s eyes. She has been living a hard life since her father left. She has created a great image in our hearts with her ordinary life, so my brother and I were more sensible than ordinary people since we were young. At that time, we always felt that we were different from others, so we never mentioned those sad past, because we were afraid of strange eyes and sympathy, that kind of mood is very complex, you can’t cry, you can’t be fragile, you can only live strong and hard. Now I won’t feel sad any more. I always remember that great man, my father, and I always believe that he is still alive, his appearance and his words and deeds have always been vivid and vivid in my mind. I love him, and I don’t have enough time for my whole life, so I believe in the next life, because I have regrets in this life. When I was a child, I talked to him until I grew up, but I didn’t have a chance to realize it, that’s why I deeply believe in the next life. PS: This is from the words written in the early morning of yesterday. We had a phone call for about half an hour before, and we didn’t know what the point was. It seemed to be more of a habit. A good night, a kind of peace of mind, a good dream. However, later, I still couldn’t sleep, so I turned off the computer and turned it on again, so some messy words were typed out with slight heat and very continuous fingertip. My thoughts are messy. I always feel that time flies too fast, but we have more and more things to do without time. Look, look, December is coming again, and next year is just around the corner. At this time next year, what kind of mood do we have. And has such a person been found. The expectation is too sad, which is a kind of growth, isn’t it. It seems that this week has become a little fast, because I am too busy, and it has also become enriched. I am grateful for everything now, and I am grateful for your help, trust and every smile to me. I want to say that I am very satisfied, because of everything now, I will try my best to do everything that belongs to me. Maybe there will still be some mistakes, but please believe in my hard work. I think, in the end, I will live up to my expectations and be myself. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. 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Random thought: be a natural person

I haven’t mentioned the pen for a long time, I feel a lot strange. I suddenly want to write something tonight. Be a natural person and write poems and paintings without regrets! To be a true person, you don’t need to hide or feel wronged. It is a kind of smile to face different worlds. One day, a friend left a message to me: is it just a pleasure in pain to live well? After reading this message, I suddenly feel that what we have gone through is right and wrong. We have gone through the imprint of life, and we have also been happy. Maybe tears are still hanging on our cheeks, this is a smile, but it suddenly burst into a smile. Whether it is true or forced to laugh, maybe it is a pleasure in pain, but it is also a smile that may bloom from the bottom of my heart. Laughing is a kind of resistance to tears; Laughing is a kind of choice for life; Laughing is actually a kind of healthy escape. He replied immediately: in fact, this mainly depends on the mentality, and living happily is also a choice. It seems that you must be a sentimental person sometimes. Everyone has 24 hours every day to spend it well. Cherish the people and things around you, live happily, or enjoy yourself in pain. But isn’t it good to be happy? Right? O(_)O. In fact, happiness, anger, sorrow and joy show personal feelings. It is impossible to maintain the same happy attitude every time. Time, in the 24 hours day after day, will always create something you are unwilling to accept, destroying the calm mood to anger and sorrow! If you are angry, it is a trap to enter sorrow. If you laugh, it is the open mind of the world. It’s all right to choose, but what’s wrong is to be stubborn after choosing. When I was having a video with another friend, he said, “I am so white, is it pink? I haven’t used cosmetics to whitewash my face so far! I said, no, this is natural skin, white from God. At that time, he almost thought I was disgusted with the smearing. In fact, I don’t dislike it. As a girl, a woman is a person who likes herself. It should be human nature! Making up on suitable occasions is definitely an ornament and icing on the cake. I don’t deny that I will have a beauty treatment for some occasions. However, in ordinary days, I still like simplicity, crying, laughing and sometimes melancholy, I like to reflect sometimes, be angry sometimes, be sad sometimes, be so simple that I don’t sort out the color of the edges to present my mood and express my affection, the person who expresses my poetic and pictorial essence is not a kind of indulgence, but also needs rational traction. Don’t be like a bull, let yourself be the target of everyone’s headache. Why did the world need laws, why was the rule of law strict in Qin Dynasty, why were things changing in circulation for thousands of years, and the laws becoming more and more sound and meticulous, which were popularized to countries of all sizes to restrain citizens? Law represents reason, represents the will of the public, and at the same time, it also shows our own reason! Reason is not out of line with our original writing. Show yourself, in everything beside you. Great breeding and ordinary, true feelings show in details. We can’t choose the place where we are born and raised, but we can shape our true temperament. After a short life, we will feel that we are never wasted for a long time. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…