Notes of summer work (1

Who made the heart-inch grass, at a three Chunhui. Forget that put up the strain in a white stained layers of silver; Not forget that day and night waiting for infection deep folds; Not forget that Mimi of sentence and care; forget that feared delay return thick injury worry; Forget West under the setting sun elongated father figure; Not forget that cold wind blown Mother of Tears; My hero faces, footprint floating horizon, I thought I have grown up,-in parents’ eyes, forever but is merely a child. And fathers, and human nature also, although sometimes insignificant filled with growth of bitterness, can be excited mood like bottomless pit, once fall, unable to extricate themselves. So, summer, I decided to work. Early twenties, full of sap, arrogant, all day with home recharge live, very funny, very helpless, contradiction impact thoughts of miscellaneous. This world of cattle many, too bad we all not, more mundane men set up social skeleton, but cast others peak fortress, hit missed heart possession unwilling. We thirst for independence, eager to be attention, desire wide sea diving, Sky. But, campus strong walls like a shielding, hard to find both worlds balance, academic career are sleepwalking, don’t know next stop would be in the will unfold the soul-stirring, or ordinary. Throbbing, belongs to millions of ordinary people, looking for, only as out life in Ring of overdraft. Summer vacation, student most long free years. As a child, it is game of heaven, there lived carefree, with laughter, has with ERA nothing relationship. Older it was curled up of bullring, despite years of passion burning, can only look over it, and injury fireworks easy cold, responsibility, expose the Tau Kok. And now, it is split overspread a loss, forgotten naive children selfless drunk passion, remove the People’s Education Press heavy parcel. If adult ceremony for myself, too superficial, I decided to find the so-called value and meaning. Like survival rules, now sweat than after tears to more really, I run deals, so all marched to the temporary workforce. Don’t like a series scenario, to because it just assumption. Excellent military strategist he need a military map, but it is not just a military map, like heart on hope, sometimes need to with both hands to kind sowing. Like something, I will ways to get it, like like a person, will make her understand. Since to jump off young yoke, I choose eager, choose a person’s journey, not don’t want to be help and companionship, just think it’s only grow. I to walk alone in job centres, job fair, decision’s get so-called work experience and social this big vat, although iceberg, but this is my purpose. Ideal company, this loneliness actually also not alone. A independent young man look like? Is this what I think most, I with home said school organize internships, tube and board, summer not go home. This white lie indeed touch hearts edge ball, sometimes guilty of this, but afterwards always find many reasons unconditional forgive myself, in fact I Chinese most Youth Growth views have great views, when this happens in my body, I England out do and many similar things. As an adult, to understand your responsibilities, and not all talk. Although we’re not be social captive, but competence, I still don’t want life such as stagnant water General of quiet. To home aging parents, for that restless youth of heat, for that young and frivolous a persistent, a belief, a desire, I’m not ready, but mind into the footprint of bright. So, I took a young domineering, fearless of wild, open the summer of earning a living for himself tour. Summer job chronicle of (ii) looking for huge school like war after and breeds, lifted up his eyes and visual, coming and going of footprint and few. Roommates all went home to enjoy warm, stroll in sun baking under campus Avenue, I not a student, but like a lost of people in the bitter looking for, nobody cared, no one pay attention to, the taste of loneliness as if is such. However, heavy shoulder will only increase walked and sonorous, through of the dead of the floor, across dark trail, my footprint buried in the hot wind, History of hissing in. I went through school bulletin board residues information,-each phone call past are euphemism declined, good easy to contact on several tutor are to charge high fees, watched his only 200 dollars, I smile not language. I from Heart exclusion that sell their strength to gain his living practices, otherwise how good about ten years of hard, I still think so, this trouble and so Vanity was soon skinny reality-click crushing, time of day, doomed no fruit. Go back to a person of the dormitory, I don’t complain of his situation and produce it, I believe, as long as hope also not dashed have achieve possible. Everyone expects it like water falls boat low, as long as touch survival test, what Impossible Will possible. Early in the morning, I decided to go outside to see if you can to capture what information, in addition to restaurants and in the ktv waiter, only those handyman industry, in short, inseparable from two words Services. Were negated by sunlight bleaching the yellow recruitment Enlightenment deception are somewhat sympathetic, but that bright serving ads so high-sounding standing there lied to my this people look for it young, on some people hateful, not hiring the also stood why! I kicked it kick fly, then hurried disappear, like a uprooted, curled up at the bottom of society, no light. Finally, or a nose of gray back to the dormitory, dark yellow light in my tired body, until woke up the next morning, I found that your sleeping position should be so ugly. Sometimes just think, insomnia treatments, fatigue is not also can count a? I’m not not look there formal small companies and factories, but most of the results are no summer job, plus unlucky year, economic crisis of bleak as if has not dispersed, whole China, I believe is not as much as before with other people’s money to pastime idler. Work experience I no, degree I not graduating, lack day, lack location, lack and, as his fly, drag not of a grain of rice weight, only know incitement fragile wings for no reason fly. Results is or no results, I went to my room and open computer, immersed in stop flashing QQ hearty in. A net friend offered me help, in playground part-time waiter, treatment a month yi qian, tube and board, work Average time 5 hours outfit, the now of self is best! In two days, they really to hungry. Social or benevolent, after all, no me completely stifle, in give me cradle, also provide the space to grow-watching you scratch yourself don’t scratch of live that hidden straw. When elite education became today’s mass education, no reason, no judge history of right and wrong, sometimes, only try to do, is the most sensible living way. I went to an amusement park field trips, find the personnel department of Zhang manager, I said he was just a poor young man, need a job to support myself. He kindly first Chinese college students full batch a meal, then encouraged me to is sufficient to work than those inconsistent in fact of college students strong, heart like a spilled bottle Gomi, complex. I Vivian of in comparison of the front this wear of a nose with eyes of boutique men, signed up after on a hastily left. When I went back to the dormitory, I was thinking about manager Zhang’s words. The attitude of disdaining college students made me feel sick. Although the fact was true, at least I was on campus now, this and not pointing nose scold oneself. Somehow work are covered, I nor his words have been to heart, after all, this is not their current focus. I packed my own dress, hope tomorrow can have a good start, although just a life of work, but also have to hard to treat. Night, still past quiet, none but the Lonely Soul in the dark for a long time can not bear to sleep… Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Wonder

On the second day after the end of the college entrance examination every year, the summer vacation of senior three teachers actually begins, and the school officially has a holiday for more than one month until the beginning of July. Except for raising flags on Monday morning and holding meetings occasionally, I mostly stayed at home. The changeable climate during that time often made me restless. I could not be quiet as a virgin, nor could I move like a rabbit. I shrank at home to kill time. The British called it kill time, and they didn’t want to do anything. Normally speaking, summer vacation should be a good time for teachers to relax physically and mentally and take charge of further study, but it is a purgatory for senior three teachers. After the release of the score line on December 20, I always saw those hard-working but famous pairs of eyes with tears shining in front of me, and my heart was as heavy as falling weight. In the study, I always felt that there was some inexplicable shaking when I held my breath and thought quietly, as if the thrilling play in 2008 had inertia on me, including when the next room was sliding the door, the shaking caused by a little heavier, I am very sensitive to whether it is an earthquake again. I also watched the flood of big rivers on TV, and the thunder and lightning began to sound out of the window taking advantage of the bustle. When the rainstorm was like a flood, it reminded me of the natural disaster that made innocent lives suffer. Especially when I thought that I was going to retire, that piece made me start and grow up in this place. Thanks to the hot land of this place leaving me, it made me sad. All these made me trapped internally and externally, and I was in a hurry. The nerve channels that made the words unimpeded were blocked, so I got lost, and I didn’t know where to find the spiritual conversion point, to dispel my difficulties? I still remember that a lively and lovely swallow flew in the sky of making friends on Netease, but soon it disappeared behind the white clouds, I never saw the light and flexible wings and the small tail like swinging scissors any more. Several years have passed, things are different from people. When I was about to erase that faint memory, I was familiar with Yan’s return. I finally found a colorful one in a field that was being reclaimed, the unspeakable Swallow’s Nest: The Moon House. Coming here is like strolling in the palace of art, so I always come here to step on it in my spare time to fill my eyes and ears. Influenced by the Moon House, I also began to work in my almost barren land and built my own Moonlight House, Being alone in it is an attempt to escape from the noisy and impetuous world where material desires are flying. The first thing that jumped into my field of vision was the two events of 2008, just like two mature silkworm chrysalis, who climbed first and broke out of the cocoon. In that year, the Red Cliff, a Hollywood-like Masterpiece by director John Woo, was grandly launched. When it came to the stage, it turned over the big world movie city located in the center of the city, I dare say that it is not the well-known historical story that makes people excited, but the several movie stars and those carefully shot ancient war scenes that almost amazed people can make the audience come in an endless stream. I couldn’t help myself anymore. I wanted to share the regret with Zhang Fengyi that the iron was not sold, and I also wanted to share the feather scarf with Jin Chengwu. I wanted to share the joy of the strong ashes in the conversation and laughter, I also want to sing with Tony Leung, Zhou Yu’s majestic singing of the long river, and of course I also want to see the beautiful image of Lin Zhiling’s little Qiao. But my daughter said: Dad, there are too many modern languages, and you certainly don’t like them. Then, a bantering language on Phoenix TV made me speechless: Zhou Yu: (to Zhuge Liang) why do you always hold a fan in your hand in winter? Zhuge Liang: because it can help me think. Just like when I was going to look at the wife introduced by others, someone said that woman was vulgar, so I was discouraged; Just like when I was going to have a rich meal, someone said that when I saw several flies buzzing on the dishes, I began to lose my appetite. So I wanted everyone to wake up alone, and never went to support Wu Yusen and the stars. Too many dramas such as “Red Cliff” made the common people of Limin stay away from history. Taking history as a mirror, we can know that xingti has become a weak call from distant mountains. I think Wei Zheng in Tang Dynasty must have taken calcium tablets with high purity in Zhenguan period, which became the pride and temperament of literati. He used the carrier of ancient Chinese literati to express their spirits, the four treasures of the study room, with a sharp word, li Shimin, who was satisfied, was also deeply moved by the writing of “remonstration of Taizong’s Ten Thoughts”; However, at the beginning of the current market economy, there were many fake and shoddy products, but I took many calcium tablets with low content, on the one hand, I let the spirit of overcast and downcast in the room; On the other hand, I became popular in the market with the promise of hesitancy. I kept my mind safe, but I had no time to comment for those blockbusters. I grew up not Qijia governing a life ambition, a lifetime unlearned, non-Hobby, non-specialty. When TIME has sent me to the setting sun of life and I am bored, luckily there is a moonlight House, which enables me to live in peace and enjoy myself. With the spiritual cabin, where can I settle down and spend the rest of my life? I remembered the Funan river full of poetry, where there were footprints and immortal poems left by Li Bai and Du Fu. Chengdu, the Southwest metropolis, has changed so much that it is dazzling and dazzling. High-rise buildings were lined up one by one, pulled up one by one from the flat ground, one by one, and had reached the third ring road. The West Sichuan Bazi, which was immersed in the honest folk customs and rich products, was taken into his arms. Liu Xuande, the great uncle of the Han Dynasty, and the generals of Sichuan were once prominent here. With the dance of Mr. Zhuge’s goose feather fan, he wrote down a brilliant stroke on this land. The thick history, the cultural deposits overflowing with poetic charm, the strong contrast of the times and the harmonious urban movement make this city have incomparable charm. Du Fu, the poet, once left a poem with sorrowful mood in Huanhua River in Chengdu, which made the descendants full of praise and has been winding up till now. Not only did the thatched cottage sing songs broken by the autumn wind, but also called thousands of Guangsha rooms for the poor people in the world; there is also a big mood drop when Jinjiang Spring comes to heaven and earth, but the vibration amplitude of spending close to high buildings hurts the customer’s heart is so large. The brushwork of the two poems of the poet talked about the housing problem. It seems that Chinese people are very concerned about having a comfortable nest. Over the past few years, we have been flying up like rockets, and the more and more amazing housing prices have made the wage earners flinch, making us feel that we have become aliens, and there should be no place for us to live on the Earth. When I thought of my retirement salary which was only enough to keep warm every month, I could only buy a house of 1/5 square meters, the sense of lack of money came into being. I was in pain. When I was in a mess, I remembered that the best place was The Moonlight House built by myself. Maybe I would be free there. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Love prose online, love this pure Day

In the afternoon, the warm wind blew my hair gently through the window. Make a cup of hot coffee, turn it on, surf the Internet, and linger on prose online again. Oh, it’s really cozy. Nowadays, who asks which is my favorite literature website? I think I will answer him (her) without hesitation. Prose online is my favorite. Inexplicably, I just like her! I have always heard that it doesn’t need a reason to love someone. So, today I want to tell anyone in my life that I love prose online and don’t need a reason. I like it when I like it, and I love it when I fall in love. That morning, when I opened the online homepage of prose for the first time, I saw many literary friends who were familiar with the red sleeve website gathered here, which really made me feel warm. My eyes were drawn by the layout on the homepage. Gently click on the recommended poems, wow! I am deeply intoxicated in this pure sky! The excellent lyric, narrative, writing people, writing things, inspirational and philosophical articles here make me overwhelmed and fondle admiringly. That is really better than reading for ten years after listening to your words. I remember that day I lingered on prose online for a long time. Hehe, I was like a hungry man throwing on bread at that time. Finally, I was reluctant to leave because my friend asked me out. On New Year’s Day this year, I registered as a member in prose online and signed an appointment with the website soon. From then on, I danced on this stage …… because of the attraction of words and characters, the resonance of thoughts and thoughts, the intersection of soul and soul, in this way, slowly and slowly, I approached him (her), and he (she) also approached me. In excellent articles, in pertinent comments and messages of true love and love, I felt the charm of words and the temperature of friendship again and again. In the online space of prose, I really feel what is talking and laughing with scholars, and there is no white ding when communicating with each other. Here, I have a new life orientation and a higher and further literary ideal and goal. I like to sleep here with scholarly fragrance and sing with poems. With the help and encouragement of the editors and teachers of prose online, I stayed here and continued to sow, cultivate and harvest …… hard work pays off. Finally, five days ago, I also joined the ranks of excellent authors. When I saw my name appear in the excellent author column on the homepage that night, wow! The happiness and excitement in my heart are really speechless. In the world, what else can be happier than doing what you like to do? What could be happier than finding the value of your life? From now on, I am willing, I am really willing to chant here with my purest heart voice, and write the scenery and feeling of life journey here with my pen full of true feelings. I really want to use the words of true feelings to create nuofang Yazhou of literature, and invite all friends who like literature to swim and sing together in prose online …… although I only have two and a half months to come to prose online, however, I have built the home of my heart here. I love this pure sky deeply! Here, I have gained a lot of precious things that can’t be bought with money, such as knowledge, happiness, true feelings …… oh, Xu I am a sentimental woman, pick a wisp of cold smoke on the wave and sing in the daytime; Xu I am a silly woman, holding a roll of yellow poetry books and weaving words in the night. Xu me, only staring at the fallen flowers of the butterfly shadow; Xu me, only smiling at the spring flowers and winter snow. Xu I followed the footprints of words all the way here, holding the hands of friendship and true feelings, and walked all the way with smiles. Friends of literature, I really want to sing together with you on the heroes and the twists and turns of green plum wine. I would like to turn the encouragement of editors and teachers here into the motivation of my writing, remember to give sincerely, cherish every beautiful encounter, cherish every precious emotion, and let the footsteps of knowing each other Walk in the rain, let the flowers of true feelings fly in the wind …… the journey of life, The Wind Rises, the clouds surge, the dust fragrance, the flowers bloom, the birds and flowers smell, the birds sing and dance, and you are around me, which is the warmest touch in my heart. All those who pursue dreams on the road of literature, welcome to prose online! Let’s weave a dream and share a day together! The bright spring has come, listen-Cuckoo begins to sing again …… dear friends, look! The spring of our literature is coming! Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Voice tears

Who is calling me gently in my ear/The Voice is floating in my heart/that is the result I ‘ve been longing for/last night/his voice is in my heart/lifting ripples microwave/layers of microwave/there thousands of words to tell me/To tell me. Wonderful, beautiful and sad music can always intoxicate many people, making people immerse themselves in the artistic conception of lyrics. The beautiful melody touches my emotions, at this time, I couldn’t help thinking and listening to this song “Tears in My Heart” tonight. Tears flowed silently from my cheeks to my heart, cold and cold. Tears can’t recover the painful tears of the past! Long Hate hero lonely wine fill the cup, long piano lying on the face, the fairy tale was lost in the March spring wind. Maybe there was no place for me to stay and rest. I had to go back to that empty home. When I entered the house, all the bitterness came to my heart, and I couldn’t help crying and drinking with tears streaming down my face. Standing by the window, bathing in the gentle moonlight, looking at the bright night of the Third Ring bridge of Cao E river in the distance, the past rushed into my heart, and all the grudge, love and hate were vivid in my mind, as clear as yesterday, the past is hard to recall, but the chaotic thoughts do not know where to go. The wind outside the window blew on my face with a hint of coolness. An unspeakable sadness rose slowly in my heart. Seeing the vast sea of life, this hatred was endless, it adds infinite melancholy to my heart. Holding a handful of moonlight like water, let Miss melt into the moonlight, let endless thoughts float, float to the distance. Looking up from a distance, the shadow of the tree was shaking gently. The window in the tall building showed colorful lights, dotted with the Night. The wind was blowing gently, and how could the night wind blow away my tears. The so-called toughness is pretended to be seen by others. I can’t let my family and friends around me feel sorry for me. Tomorrow I will still laugh at everyone, but who knows what I have endured in my heart? Ask the heaven, the heaven is speechless, ask the Earth, the Earth is speechless, my heart is tearing the cry of exhaustion, like the Azalea crying blood. I shed a few tears quietly on my cheek/Why can’t I hold back the sadness/that’s you are going to go/no longer snuggle up with me day and night/hate can’t be enough in my heart/tightly lock this person/once fascinated me/the one in my heart who once made me intoxicated and unforgettable/. Three years ago, I got to know you lonely and helpless. A warm love knocked on the long-closed heart, and a song that met you was my fate that brought you closer to me, encounters and encounters made me fall into the vortex of love. In The Sky of fate, the information you and I miss is flying. I refused the temptation of the world of mortals again and again, and fell in love with one of your emotions. A lonely heart enjoyed your love and moistened by rain and dew, which melted into the lingering of your love. The two lovers are most afraid of Parting. Who doesn’t want to stay with the one they love? No one can predict the ending after parting, and the pain of being tortured by lovesickness after leaving is really heartbreaking! The two have gone through a period of beautiful life, and now they feel sad and sentimental about life alone! I was immersed in the memory of yesterday. The past infatuation and dreams had lost their passion. My heart was like dust and the dust settled down. Only two tears were engraved in my heart, deep and deep. Looking back at the moment, I saw a trace of my tears, which was just like the trace of time flowing. I always think that heartbreak is invisible, but I don’t know that tears are just a tangible expression of heartbreak. I feel lost inexplicably, and the years fade away, leaving only a touch of tears. I don’t know what I am expecting, let alone who I am waiting endlessly? The way to forget someone, is it true that only when you fall in love with another person can you forget it? It is easy to love someone, but it is so difficult to forget someone. One minute will replace the whole life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

The time that cannot be placed

Frozen Music, frozen words, frozen heart resonance. It seems that it is always too easy to get used to one thing, so as a result, it often falls into the dilemma of being forced to quit the habit. Someone told me that it was no big deal to smile. In fact, I am like to laugh. I really laugh when I laugh, but I just like sad words. My sadness comes from words, the unknown space. People often ask me: why is sadness flooded in your words? I always answer as always: Wen does not hurt people. Paper wounding does not hurt? The answer is getting less and less confident. I am used to recording some seemingly gorgeous paragraphs in the fleeting years with words, running in the stiff pen, and fixing those years and fragments between the lines. Colored Glaze is fragile and colorful clouds are easy to disperse. The more beautiful it is easy to lose, the more fascinating it is. A beautiful yearning can only be yearned for. It never belongs to me. Listening quietly to the light melody flowing under the moonlight, every note of Palace, Shang, Jiao, Zheng and Yu is engraved with the track of time. The time engraved on the notes is still silent. It was late at night again. It seemed that I had been used to writing down a paragraph of text in the middle of the night to tell a kind of mood. I didn’t need any flowery words, but only deep or shallow words. But I don’t know if I will have readers Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The last time for you

Today’s mood is just like this gloomy weather, which makes me hate myself very much, so I don’t expect you to have a better view of me than myself. Turn on the computer, and there are some porn games waiting for me on every page. I really want to smash the computer. I click or not, they are all waiting there, whether to come or not! Quoting this, it really ruined all the good poems of Cangyang jiatuo. Well, now let me talk about something serious. Did you have a good day? Did you meet a beautiful woman? Did you find a pie from the sky? I said you wouldn’t get anything else from me except indifference. I practiced this last night. In fact, I think it probably doesn’t matter. That’s good. It doesn’t matter to each of us. Isn’t life much happier. Your brother was about to leave that day, but he even held you in KTV and cried. I was a little surprised at that time, but thinking about Gao Jin’s “My good brother” coming from his ear in such an atmosphere, it seemed that it was not easy for him to cry without holding you. Last night, I also listened to those sad songs, and then I was as disappointing as him. However, I was still very sober, because I knew that although I had thousands of words, when I met you, I became reluctant to say anything, so I could say nothing after I said that was none of your business. When you are thousands of miles away from me, I can still bully you willfully. When you are close to me, I can’t say many words. When you treat me with the attitude of thousands of miles away forever, I find that I also accept this change, because after too long time, everything seems too heavy. An Yiru said, if life is just like the first sight, do you think it is right? If time stays at that time when I first met you, will we be much better than the result now. It seems to be my fault. I tried so hard to understand you that I really understood you, but ruined all the original beauty. I don’t know whether what they told me is true or not, but I believe what I have experienced. Maybe I am too self-centered, and I am unwilling to give up my own principles. But if I went that way, would I not be the first person you knew? I like to be a little confused, but when facing you, I am willing to think things thoroughly. That’s because I think things thoroughly, which makes us gradually move away. What Cangyang jiatuo said is right, best not to meet! What’s the matter? The ending of the matter will not change. I am not a rational person, so I am more indecisive when making choices. But this time I have to be decisive. If you clearly know the ending and rush up regardless of everything, do you think this is stupid? When you were in that far place, would you be like me, and would you not expect that we would reach this point today? Just like Plato’s love, we used to have spirit, but now we even lose this only support. Is this another tragedy of life? I don’t think I am great, but I am not mean either. I know there are some things I can do and some things I can’t. Maybe I can never be the person you want me to be, and I will always be the person walking parallel with you! Sometimes I really hope that I can be as capricious as before, but I still forget it after thinking about it. I would rather never say something. When you are at the ends of the world, when you are in a bitter and cold place, my heart will follow you, when you are in a prosperous city, we will not have any connection. I want to tell you, you may have heard it long ago, or you may not want to listen to it, but now it doesn’t matter, isn’t it? My favorite sentence, I don’t know if you understand everything in the past, such as yesterday’s death. Love is too heavy. Fortunately, we have never said it! If we don’t have the opportunity to contact each other, then we will live a good life with each other. Wish you well! Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Wintersweet flower open

Yesterday evening, I was so idle that I lingered unconsciously to the Lake Yuxiu. I was only going to find a quiet place in the rockery and dead water, but I was never attracted by a faint scent. Incense, this kind of incense is hard to describe, but it also surprised me. The winter solstice has passed, how can there be flowers, even no less than the flowers in spring. After thinking about it, I found that there were several shrubs with yellow leaves, but the branches were covered with flowers. Some are open, some are still in bud because of shyness. What’s this? I can’t help but asked. Wintersweet, an old woman under the tree replied, “it’s so fragrant. How many wintersweet flowers there are at home for a burst of fragrance will make the home warm and warm. When she said this, she still kept picking flowers and hiding them carefully, not afraid of disturbing the tree’s anger at all. Wintersweet flowers. Wintersweet, I am I know, I can’t help thinking of Baidu Encyclopedia’s explanation for her. It is said that when wintersweet blossoms bloom, all leaves will fall off. Although there were still several leaves on these trees, a layer of yellow leaves on the ground clearly told me that they had reached the end of the year. Life must be accompanied by death, gain must be accompanied by loss. I can’t figure out whether it is life or death, gain or loss. Out of love, I had already reached out a hand and wanted to fold it as my own. It was not to say that it showed my dignity, but to regard it as arty. But I thought of such a thing again, and couldn’t help taking back my hand in the air. Because I loved wintersweet, her posture, her fragrance and her conduct, I once had such a plant last year. Despite all kinds of care and attention, he finally died. This did not make me fear a little more. Maybe this was exactly where she was noble. Wintersweet blossoms bloom again. Compared with the basin of cactus on my bed, the more I love wintersweet, the more it is cold-resistant. Maybe the cactus is born with strong vitality, while wintersweet holds up flowers and lives with delicate life in the cold wind. We are used to curling up in winter, but these little flowers have to rush out of the bondage and stand upright stubbornly. He is also a gentleman who can’t *, can’t bend, can’t move, and can see through life. I admit that I can’t do what she did, but I will learn and feel. The momentary gains and losses are inevitable. Do these wintersweet remind hope? I have been decadent for a semester, but I still pretend to be uncomfortable. Maybe I should do something more. This flower is just right to wash my heart. When I went back to the dormitory, I went downstairs and found several wintersweet trees in the flower beds on both sides. Wintersweet flowers also bloom. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

A you zi si xiang

Tree Crow, Bridges people, West Road thin horse. Sunset, heartbroken people in the horizon. The language of Ma Zhiyuan’s Song Xiaoling of Yuan Dynasty is very concise. There are only 28 words in five poems, and only a few strokes draw a picture of wandering thoughts with sorrow overflowing, show the wandering Wanderer’s yearning for hometown incisively and vividly. It writes the autumn light and autumn color word by word, and it also writes the human feelings, dyeing the thoughts with autumn, and reflecting the autumn with thoughts. It tightly buckles the words of thinking, and expresses the loneliness of the fallen people in the end of the world implicitly and sincerely, depression and unfettered heartbreak. I sat alone in front of the window and read this song “The sky is clear and the sand is autumn” in this more quiet autumn night, immersed in the deep poetic and pictorial feeling. However, the melodious and touching song “homesickness” written by Schumann, the serene melody like sobbing and complaint, and the stirring and stirring music which was deeply, dignified and strong, so worried, trembling and burning in my heart for a long time. I stood alone in the deep desert of a foreign country, looking at the boundless hometown in the misty and rainy south of the Yangtze River. The sky and the thick soil gave me not only a kind of kindness, there is also a kind of yearning that is hard to give up. My hometown is beyond thousands of mountains and rivers. The Sky is vast and distant. The Sunshine quietly shines on mountains, trees and rivers. A kind of profound loneliness and loneliness tightly held my heart. Living in a foreign land and living in a city under the strange sky, looking at the faces of different skin colors, I deeply miss the hometown and relatives that gave birth to me and raised me. Walking out of the plain land of the land of fish and rice, I staggered and set foot on the desert hinterland of other places, destined to be lonely and wandering in my life journey. The distance between thousands of mountains and rivers can make people walk for several years or a lifetime. As long as there is a road under my feet, I will go on forever. Although I lost my family affection and love for a while, I will not lose the beautiful scenery in my heart. Life is alive with wind and rain. Life is wandering, scenery is walking, but vicissitudes and experiences are harvested. A wandering person always has a thorough understanding. He is in a dream in a foreign land, looking for his own home, containing a sincerity to life, persistence and pursuit to life. The Wandering Journey of people far away from their homeland, the lights of exotic cities reflected my lonely feelings, and what I was facing when I was wandering away from home was that I had no relatives, no help, no language, the most exciting thing is that someone in the crowd can suddenly hear local accent on the street. I know that when a person comes to a strange country, his home is no longer a berth but a post station in his heart. I poured the hope of life and the pursuit of life into the wandering journey. I am a foreign guest alone in a foreign land, and I miss each other on festivals. Every late night, the bright moonlight shines on the head of the bed, I will lean against the night and look up at the sky, telling the homesickness of the travellers. I miss the blue waves and the morning mist lingering in my hometown, I miss the Dragon Mountain with numerous trees and plants in my hometown, the long corridor of Cao E river with deep winding paths and secluded flowers and beautiful trees, and the colorful pedestrian street of my hometown, everything in my hometown is printed in my heart. Homesickness is a kind of emotion deeply rooted in blood, which I cannot forget. Homesickness is a sad song, echoing in my heart forever Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Birthday talk

On the way to work, I heard others say that today is lunar November 11, a special day that I have forgotten belongs to me-birthday. It is because I am used to doing anything is the reason of solar calendar. So slowly in my heart, I only remember the solar calendar December 26, the great birthday that I am proud of, hehe! This day was the birthday of the great man Mao Zedong. I often joked about hao yofol gas, my birthday 1.3 billion human write, and I I really enough happiness. The time of life in ignorance has been wasted more than half of the time. Looking back on the ups and downs I have gone through, my heart is filled with feelings that cannot be expressed. I remembered that when my mother was alive, she often said that she had asked someone to calculate my fate, and the fortune teller said that my fate was the best. In fact, on the contrary, my fate has gone through ups and downs. Taking stock of my past life; The most unfortunate thing; In December of 1995, the old man had a car accident in Mingquan, Henan. When I came to the scene of the car accident with the car owner, I saw the completely deformed front of the car, the fluke in my heart disappeared, and I burst into tears. In the hospital, we hugged and cried when we saw our husband who had escaped from death. My husband had been lying in bed for more than four months because of the fracture in this car accident, when her daughter just went to preschool. In the next few years, my husband had four major surgeries successively. The calamitous husband is 1.8 meters tall. The scar on his body is connected and exceeds his height. He has experienced the pain that others can’t imagine in his life. The most painful thing; My husband’s pain is physically and physically, while my mental and soul bear the shadow and pain that I can’t get rid of, and I live a fearful life every day, the pain in my heart tortures my fragile will all the time. The saddest thing; In 1998, my husband was fractured again and couldn’t walk. I remember that once my fifth grade daughter and I got the No. 1 disease because of eating unsanitary food, commonly known as {cholera}, no one told me that I was worried about infecting others. In the hospital, my daughter and I were lying on a sickbed with water hanging, watching the relatives around others caring and caring, while I was still worried that my son who was just over two years old was left unattended at home, there is also a husband who cares about lying in bed. No one can understand the sadness in my heart at that moment, and tears came out without competition. The most helpless thing; My husband has been doing white cement business all the time. After he can’t move, it’s natural that I should take it. Because big cars were not allowed to enter in the city during the day, they had to wait until the traffic police got off work. It was at night when they returned home after unloading more than 30 tons of goods on the bus, I felt warm and happy in my heart when I dragged my tired body back home and looked at my husband whose face was full of worries and love. The most helpless thing; When suffering comes, I can’t do anything but change, and only accept unconditionally. The warmest thing; When I was the most difficult, helpless, sad and desperate, it was he who helped my relatives and friends silently that gave me strength and confidence, let me know what is a friend, what is the true adversity and true feelings. The happiest thing; Now my husband has a healthy body, my daughter also has a job, and my son also goes to high school. I have a happy home from my heart. The most admirable words; Mo Bosang said, life cannot be as good as you imagined, but it will not be as bad as you imagined. I think the fragility and toughness of people are beyond my imagination, sometimes, I may have tears streaming down my face in a fragile sentence. Sometimes, I also find that I have walked a long way with my teeth clenched. Maybe God gave me a special gift, maybe I was an angel in my previous life, maybe it was a long distance brought by this unusual birthday, or maybe it was a secret arrangement, ji ren tian xiang, encountered trouble always head off in peace. Thanks to God’s love, thanks to my parents for giving me life, thanks to disasters for letting me bear, thanks to difficulties for making me strong, thanks to pain for letting me cherish, grateful life makes me understand facing, grateful family affection makes me understand warmth, grateful possession makes me understand happiness. On my birthday, I sincerely wish the people I love and those who love me health, happiness and peace; Wish all my friends happiness and well-being; Wish you today and today every year. I wish you a healthy body, happy and happy every day, and always have a sunny mood! Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Cyber love light

In winter, the bride who was waiting for marriage was ashamed to show her face. The rainy weather made my waist feel painful and my hands and feet cold. If you think something in your heart, you don’t have the mind to do things, and your physical discomfort covers all your inspirations, and you have no elegance at all. These days, I went to bed early, listened to music, and fell asleep leisurely. A netizen’s shadow would appear in my mind. It was the first time that I had such experience since surfing the Internet. I don’t know when to surf the Internet? I am used to becoming a invisible family, so I am not so busy at work, but I still stay in the Internet and do what I want to do. Maybe it is already an old net worm unconsciously, such as the scenery in autumn, which naturally becomes deep. I, who don’t have many friends in my life, is also reflected in the Internet. I seldom chat with netizens, give up a few greetings at most, and seldom have in-depth ideological exchanges. When you are free, you like to visit the space and look at blog posts. You need to know more carefully and deeply than talk directly. Sometimes I always think that people around me who can meet each day may not know more than those who never meet each other, but they often know more about friends in your space. When people around me see my appearance, what netizens know is your thoughts and soul. I walked into his soul, which also touched my own soul. The Internet time is not too long or too short for 4 years. I started to surf the Internet. I was curious about the magic of the Internet. It seems that everything is right in front of you. I hang QQ every day, except for work, I have nothing to chat. No matter the black and white ones, the tall and short ones, all the men and women were added in, making a joke. When encountering uncivilized people, it is impossible to prevent them from being harassed by sending a pornographic picture. Sometimes, it is embarrassing to meet my customers or friends. When I met such a rascal, I once said in an atmosphere that only boring people go to the boring website to talk about boring days. This is a bit one-sided, but it is really too unfair to meet such people, wasting time and polluting the cleanliness of the network. This is my first experience of surfing the Internet. After this naive stage, I will choose to add friends based on my feelings. The ones I should pull and the ones I should stay are gradually hidden in the Internet Sea. After surfing the Internet for so many years, there are still many friends on QQ, and few can make friends. When he met him, those who had the same heart didn’t say much. They only stayed in the position of good impression and admiration in the deep heart, and didn’t expect anything? I can’t help running into his space. I like the music in his space, and my heart always hurts. I always respect his blog posts. Looking at his photos, I am even more admiring. His temperament and depth are not what his age should have. I always have the illusion that he is older than me, and I always think so. Recently, his shadow always disturbed my mind, and his elegance. I was attracted by his artistic accomplishment deep in his heart and his unyielding simplicity and kindness. Did I fall in love online? I have only heard about online love, but I have never experienced it. Because it is too unreal to see or touch. Although it really exists, it is finally illusory. For me, greeting in the virtual world is OK, chatting is OK, and it is a little difficult to fall in love. Maybe I have loved and hated in reality, and I have overdrawn my true love. I can see through the love and hate between men and women, but the slight heat is less, but the impulse of everything. When everyone was young and ignorant, the emotion was 100% pure. Once you are mature and have emotional experience, you will have a sense of awe for your feelings and dare not to invest easily. So-called fearless, really is one thing. However, if you think about feelings, who can grasp them with reason? Love is a kind of feeling and emotional reaction. Love, can’t help myself. If you don’t love it, you can’t force yourself. Even though I have loved and hurt, I still cannot love rationally. There is a kind of appreciation that you can only wait and see from a distance. You don’t have to get it, but it is also a real love and love. If you like a person on the Internet, you ‘d better secretly fall in love with him. Although this is disrespect and escape from your heart, you can’t help yourself living. After all, there are still a lot of morality restricting the freedom of human nature, it is hard for people to live. I am not sure how much life and weight such feelings have? If a relationship knows that it cannot last, then don’t say that word. Because I know that feelings that cannot be implemented into reality are fragile. I don’t talk about the love of life and death on the Internet, which is too naive, but I am really moved by myself. If your relationship is blank for several years, you may not feel uncomfortable. But I’m really emotional again. I know it’s hard to be careful, so I respect my feelings, because you are the kind of man I like. But I will respect you, not disturb you, nor tell you. The hidden shadow in my heart is like you. 2009.12.12 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…