Puberty met menopause

It is a little cold in winter mornings in northern China. We two shrank our necks and went to take the bus talking and laughing. The bus stop is 500 away from the unit. After getting off the bus, my daughter said, “Mom, do you have to walk so far every day after getting off the bus? How cold! At this moment, I realized that my daughter was my mother’s sweet little cotton-padded jacket, and my heart was very warm. An old colleague came to me. I haven’t seen my daughter and me for a long time and exchanged warm greetings. Maybe my daughter didn’t say hello because she didn’t know her. I felt unhappy, but I didn’t tell my daughter in time that she did something wrong. After arriving at the office, my daughter did simple work for me sensibly. I temporarily forgot the unhappiness just now. After a while, my daughter said she was thirsty and wanted to drink water. I asked her to brush the Cup. My daughter played a trick and said she didn’t want to go, which made her feel tired. In an instant, my mood was very low. I picked up the cup, stood up and went to brush it. And I told my daughter that she would find a way, don’t tell me, if she couldn’t, she would be thirsty. My daughter realized the seriousness of the problem and followed me out of the door. I was already very angry. I said, “get out of here, and also added,” Don’t make me uncomfortable in front of my eyes. My daughter returned knowingly, I dare not continue to follow me. I brushed the Cup and came back. My daughter turned to other colleagues’ desk with the materials that helped me do things. She didn’t dare to look at me. I asked her to put down the materials and told her to wear clothes to go home. I also said that I would not bring her to work in the future. My daughter was very wronged and shed tears. Chang Zhonghua, a colleague, hurried to dissuade him from saying, how could you let such a young child go home alone. My colleague dressed and prepared to take her downstairs to fetch the newspaper. I didn’t agree. Instead, I became more angry. I took the child to the office room, closed the door and pushed her to the bed. And pinched her nose hard. At that moment, I really wanted to beat her. I didn’t know why my anger was so strong. In fact, since I was a child, I pushed my daughter once just because she couldn’t tie her shoelace. At that time, the deep reason was that I just got angry with my child’s father. I think the ferocious appearance must have frightened the child. I have always known that I am not a good mother. My hysteria came up again, and I kept shouting: Recently, I saw you bring you to the company like a person. If so, I don’t want to come to my company again. And he told the story of Chen Zhima’s rotten millet, and taught her frankly. Buying food and clothes for her were all in vain. My daughter behind the cold wall must be helpless at that time. She kept crying, but didn’t dare to make too much noise. I didn’t know what her young heart was thinking about? I think at the moment I closed the door in the office, I closed a heart door like mine. I wanted to go in and see her, but I couldn’t let my face go. I held a pile of books and entered the inner room. I saw my daughter’s mood calmed down slightly. I threw the book in front of the child with a furious expression on my face. I told her that she could only stay inside, don’t want to get out. The child was always scared, but nodded timidly without making any noise. After a while, colleagues Wei Nan and Wei Wei came. Zhonghua said, “I am angry, and let them go into the inner room to see the child. The two blamed Zhonghua, and Zhonghua said, at that time I said the child’s words were too heavy, and she was frightened. At this time, I remembered that Zhonghua just graduated and was not married. He was also a child. I felt a little guilty in my heart, but I said nothing. Weiwei and Zhonghua analyzed that I am had already been updated, and they talked about their mother’s treatment of them during menopause. They were confused again. After all, I was less than 40 years old, they think the menopause came earlier. Wei Nan is the same age as me, and the child and daughter are the same size. They criticized me, saying that I was too strict with children. I said grumpily, that’s how my mother taught me. When I lost my temper, actually I didn’t want anything, and I couldn’t control myself at all. Some words directly came out, just like when my mother said about me, I was the little girl in front of me. Different from my mother, I said that my daughter’s frequency was higher than that of my mother, and her tone was heavier. Everyone was speechless. Sister Lu came and took over the job from me. Seeing my face was wrong, she didn’t ask anything more. During this period of time, my colleague went into the inner room several times and asked her daughter to come out. She didn’t dare to come out and stayed honestly all the time. Outside, everyone is not joking as usual. After a while, Wei Nan found that there was a hat in Juhuasuan on Taobao, which was very suitable for children. Let me see, I said, broken heart, don’t buy for her, tone is very tough. I browsed it and really liked it, so I called my daughter out. My daughter rushed out happily as if she had got an amnesty. Her eyes were red and swollen, and her eyes were also full of tears. She kept sniffing her nose. She stuck on me, and constantly put her head on my head, my shoulder, rubbing on me. I remembered that when I was a child, a young calf was born in my family, every time I feed it milk, it looks like this. My daughter’s terrified eyes made me feel that she was more like a deer seeking comfort. A colleague asked her whether she was afraid of her father or mother. Her daughter said she was afraid of her father and no one dared to provoke her. Zhonghua said she finally understood why her daughter was so sensitive and her self-esteem was so strong. Today, I bought a total of 3 sets of hats and 3 sets of sweater and trousers for her and her daughter’s cousins and cousins. As the Spring Festival was approaching, we began to prepare to go home to visit the gifts of our relatives. These gifts were chosen by my daughter from color to style. She was very thoughtful and always pleased me. Sister Lu was going to boil water. Her daughter rushed over and said, “she will go, and she also said that she could have a long memory this time. She took the initiative to go downstairs to help everyone pick up the Express. Everyone teased her, “you spoiled your mother, why don’t you argue with her? My daughter said, “think about it in perspective. If your daughter quarreled with you when you were talking about children, would you be very sad. Besides, everyone said that my mother spoiled me. My daughter was very calm when she said these words, as if she had accepted what she had just said. When my daughter could speak like this, I began to blame myself. I know that I did a very bad job today. First of all, I am very uncultivated and angry in front of my colleagues. I still don’t give you face. In addition, if someone came to handle affairs or the leader assigned tasks at that time, they would easily collide with each other. This negative emotion is very likely to make me fall into a situation beyond redemption. Luckily, I remembered the words my father often said to me later that I needed to adjust my mood quickly, otherwise one thing would be unhappy, which might lead to a series of things happening. Thank God, there was no big trouble. When getting off work, my daughter accompanied aunt Weiwei to the life service company to help everyone bring back some things and do things for everyone. She felt very happy and proactive. When she was off duty, her daughter took the initiative to see her aunt in the office. In the elevator, she could greet my colleague actively and say goodbye enthusiastically. She is an outgoing and generous girl, and her colleagues all praise her for being sensible. She is very useful. Someone asked her, “Will you come tomorrow?” she leaned against my arms with a smile and said in a very sweet voice, “Can you come again tomorrow? All the people in the elevator laughed, and I was finally infected. I finally smiled knowingly for a day. On the way home, I told my daughter one thing, which was lingering in my heart all the time. Once I went to a friend’s house, and his child was already a college student. On the day we went there, the child was also at home during the holiday. The door of the kid’s room had nothing to do with it. We also went with the kid’s uncle and aunt. When everyone greeted the kid warmly, the kid was reading a book. Maybe the plots in the book are so attractive that children forget the outside world. Everyone kept greeting the child. The child didn’t even raise his head, let alone stood up. I didn’t look at anyone from beginning to end. It was a very beautiful girl. Since then, I didn’t think she was beautiful at all. I told my daughter that it touched me a lot. I don’t know how the child’s uncle feels. I thought of my daughter at that time. If one day she went to college, became a big child, stood up as tall as an adult, and didn’t even understand the basic etiquette, I don’t even understand the least respect for people. How to establish a foothold in the society in the future? What’s the point if I don’t go to college like this. First of all, people should learn to respect others and greet others warmly when meeting. My daughter said that she could understand that her mother was good for her, and she would take the initiative to greet others in the future. She must do what adults asked to do immediately. If she didn’t do it, mom said she should do the same. I don’t know if my daughter thinks so in her heart. But I am still very happy that my daughter can say so. In the evening, my daughter came to my room voluntarily. Holding a book in hand, he told me that mom should be polite and say hello initiatively. Look at the people in this article, although their grades are not very good, because of these details, they have more opportunities to realize their dreams than others. My daughter told her story seriously and shared her feelings with me. It seems that my daughter has really grown up today. I told my daughter that my mother’s attitude was wrong, and the words were really heavy. But this does not mean that she did the right thing. She must remember what happened today. Compared with my daughter’s growth, what needs to grow more is myself. First of all, I should learn to manage my emotions. If it wasn’t because my daughter didn’t greet my colleagues and I had bad emotions, I wouldn’t be so angry today. Because brushing the Cup is just the fuse. The deeper reason is still on me. Secondly, we should learn to communicate in a timely manner. If I told my daughter at that time that I should greet my mother’s colleagues in a timely manner, but I didn’t say hello just now, my mother was very ashamed and felt very uncomfortable, it also affects her image in other people’s hearts. Maybe she can also listen to it. She should be able to handle the next thing well. Besides, being too selfish, the first thing that comes to mind is your own face. She always asks for return when doing things, otherwise she will not mention the money she has paid for raising and educating her, which is irrelevant to today, and she should not feel sad. Mother’s love for her daughter should surpass her love. In short, I think there are still some problems. If you can do something, you will turn to yourself. Wei Nan is right. You are a mother. You should do all the things you said. What children do not do well is what children should work hard. Thank you, my daughter, for letting us grow together! When adolescence meets menopause, as long as we work together, we believe that all problems will be solved easily. Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Equinox Flower

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Mountains easystay

Preface: recently, netizens have been asking me where I am? I said hiding in the remote mountains. They either don’t believe it or are confused. In my spare time today, I will write this article to let everyone know about my life in the mountains. Preface: In last August, Shaanxi Qinglan Expressway project has been completed. I began to transfer to the construction site of Sichuan Bada Railway in September. I walked into Sichuan with two long scooters pulling equipment. I experienced some accidents on the way, but finally I successfully arrived at the construction site in Pingchang county, Sichuan province, and started my life in the mountains. Main body the long car went smoothly along the highway. I woke up from the sleep of the co-pilot seat. The road into the river was in front of me. As expected, there were many mountains all the way. The car didn’t go through tunnels, it is crossing the viaducts between the two mountains. The Sunrise wakes up from the haze of the dark night and lights up our way forward through the morning fog. Dozens of meters below the left side are the roofs of families, while on the right side are the mountains which are surprised to meet each other. The cars are walking in the clouds at the foot of the mountain. When I was young, I always yearned for Shushan when I played the legend of the Swordsman. I thought it was a fantastic place, and maybe there was a seclusion of the Swordsman. For example, after the 30th of this year, although the reality was smooth and sharp, knowing that Shushan had been occupied by Buddhism for a long time, he still didn’t give up that romantic emotion, and Shushi was also the hometown of Li Bai and Su Shi. This mountain and this water can produce such ancient literati, I am afraid that it is also the place of Zhong Lingyu. And Sichuan is now also a famous beauty producing area nationwide. Based on this point, I was also full of excitement and longing for entering Sichuan and woke up from my sleep. This time I slept in the trunk of the last eight wheels, because it was difficult to enter the construction site at night, I just slept in the trunk for a whole night. I hadn’t slept in the open air for a long time. Seeing the stars all over the sky at night reminded me of the flat top of my home in summer. I was awakened by a call in the morning, and I didn’t know if the mountain people were looking for his lost sheep. Standing up and looking around, the morning fog covered the green mountain forest, but as the sun gradually rose, they also ran up along the hillside like frightened sheep. There was a curved river at the foot of the mountain far away. The river was green and quiet, and there were even boats with double paddles sailing in the river. It made me suddenly see the river in my hometown, which was so green and poetic. Maybe this is the landscape of Sichuan, which did not disappoint me. In fact, our construction site is still in a place called Yuanbao village in Jianshan Township. To Jianshan township, there was a narrow revolving cement road, less than six meters, and there was no shoulder on both sides, so two big cars could not meet each other. After we arrived, we helped them to cover some sections of the road, so we were quite careful when they met. We missed the gap between wearing a few centimeters, and the road to the village was also the same, what’s more, it was only four meters. When the two cars met each other, they were very careful, but the big cars were not allowed to pass. So we had to widen and level one of their old roads. However, there are often trucks that send materials slide down the road, asking us to rescue them. Jianshan Township is a small town built on the top of the mountain, with only a narrow cement street less than long. There are several grocery stores on both sides, a telecom business department, a health center and a barber shop. There is a middle school at the other end of the street. There is a Y-shaped fork at the gate of the middle school. The place is relatively large, so every time people from the second, fifth and eighth mountains come to the fair, they exchange some surplus agricultural and sideline products at home, most of which are vegetables, chickens and ducks, therefore, there are also some stalls selling some cheap small items at the fair. This was the busiest time in Jianshan Township, and the shops on both sides were really busy for a while. However, if there were no market days, the streets would naturally be deserted. A guest with a foreign accent could be recognized by them at a glance. It is half an hour’s drive from Pingchang county to Jianshan village, while it is half an hour’s drive from Jianshan village to Yuanbao village. This is not to say that the journey is almost the same, but half of the road to Yuanbao village is rugged dirt road, the road is built along the ridge, and the car is relaxing on it, just like walking on the mountain top. The Provincial Road to Dazhou is several hundred meters below one side, and we can see the vehicles below are really like beetles. The following white strip is the Ba River that I saw early in the morning, bending along the mountain. The opposite side is also a high mountain. In the morning, there is always white mist tied to the neck of the mountain like a hada, which makes the scenery of the mountain like a fairy cloud. Yuanbao village is a small village in the mountain, and the mountain people are scattered in the forest everywhere. Open a few mu of rice fields in places with water in the mountains, and plant corn in places without water. This is their food ration for a year, and generally there is nothing extra to sell. Every family planted some vegetables along every available edge ridge to provide meals. Although the village is called Yuanbao, it is a barren village. Except for a few mountain people who have two-story flat-top houses, many people still have houses built in loess, and the earth walls have cracked over the years, the young men and women among the villagers naturally went out to work, unwilling to turn back. While at home, there are some old people and women who live a poor and natural life with sunrise and sunset. Of course, it can’t be said that they have no desire at all. The flexible ones can also plant some herbs and raise some fish and ducks. However, due to the inconvenient transportation in the mountains, the limited space and the small scale, they are all small. The family basically raised a local dog, a few chickens, and a few pigs with sweet potatoes. In December, every family killed the fat pigs, in this way, there is no shortage of meat to eat from Spring Festival to Lantern Festival, and some people even eat it for several months. We are going to build a tunnel of nearly 4 kilometers Here. The exit of the tunnel is still in the valley. There is only a narrow and slippery dirt road below, but it is difficult for our construction team to open the road to Fengshan. Several excavators and forklifts were all on the same line, and a smooth passageway was built and paved with cement after the year. In this way, we drove our troops to the Valley, built rows of movable plank houses, and we also had accommodation. It is inconvenient to use water in the mountain. Every family of the mountain people draws thin water pipes from the spring in the mountain to use water in their water tanks. We have no choice but to borrow a water pipe from the mountain people, so send someone up the mountain to connect the water pipe every day. We couldn’t eat the little bit of vegetables, rice, meat and mountain people. So every few days, we drove out to the county to buy some. At first, we worked with a mountain people for several months before we started the fire, we are tired of eating vegetarian food every day, only complaining that monks are not so bitter. Now my own fire is much better. There is meat in the meal, and everyone eats oily, which attracts several dogs and cats nearby to pick up bones and steal meat every day. The project before this year was still normal. Every day, the mountain was blown up and the road was opened, and the Earth was dug to repair the slope, just like every construction site. Sometimes when it rains, they all gather in the room to play cards and gamble. I never gamble, drinking and composing poems alone in the room. During this period, I wrote a lot of poems, all of which were written by watching the scenes in the mountain, it is also the year that I have done the most in recent years. The scenery in the mountain is fresh and natural. I remember that after the Qingming rain, a colleague and I walked along the mountain road together. Through the bamboo forest full of bamboo shoots, walking on the slippery stone steps, looking for beautiful scenery, there may be a few white pear flowers on the roadside, or a golden rape field, we just took a few photos with our mobile phones. My colleague knew several kinds of edible vegetable strings, so he picked them in his mouth and chewed them. I looked around curiously, and saw a strange inscription also stepped forward and touched, and deliberately did not follow the main road, or slipped down along the hillside until the edge of the green tile house; Or walked along the edge of the pond, disturb frog tadpoles. It also surprised some curious ducks and dogs. Then I turned around a house and saw several peach trees, but the peach blossom blossomed a little earlier than the pear flower, which withered and sprinkled in the muddy water, making people feel helpless. In the middle of the year, with the collapse of Liu Zhijun in Beijing, the railway construction sites across the country suddenly changed. Later, Hangzhou-Wenzhou high-speed railway had another accident, which made the situation worse. The country began to reorganize the national railway projects, all the railway projects were affected by this. They were short of money and stopped production one after another. We were also dragged down. Life was no longer easy. We stopped production in May for one month and resumed work in June. We couldn’t do it until September, the construction site was completely shut down in October, so I returned to my hometown in Jiangxi. I lived a pleasant life at home for twenty days, enjoying the happiness of family. Before long, the old man who stayed at the construction site and looked at the equipment didn’t know why he wanted to go home. Maybe he thought that only I could endure this kind of loneliness, and the leader took me back to the construction site to guard the equipment on the construction site until the Spring Festival. So I went back to the mountain and lived a life of seclusion alone. This time when I went to the remote mountains, there were no colleagues living together. I lived alone in a room of the mixing station, getting up and sleeping late every day, watching those silent equipments. There is a computer accompanying me. But there is no internet in the residence, so we can only play some stand-alone games. At first, I also wrote a novel with tens of thousands of words, and soon I felt lack of inspiration in the muddle, but I didn’t write it. Laziness and perseverance may also be the reason why I can’t be a master all the time. Sometimes I also write some small poems, but they are not good because of the limitation of rhyme. There is also a TV, but I don’t like watching it. I only watch the news every morning and evening, and there is nothing to pay attention to except the news. I watched “The wind of martial arts” every Saturday, but it seemed that Wang Hongxiang didn’t fight this year, and Yi Long lost again in New Zealand, which made people lose their spirits. Now the window is facing the mountain. Although it is winter, the mountain here is still green. Pine trees and bamboo forests are lush and luxuriant. If it weren’t for the low temperature of the sun, it is no different from the mountain forest in summer. It is not easy to see the sun in the sky of Sichuan. Most of the days are either haze or rainy, which makes people depressed. A gust of cold wind blew by, and several trees on the high slope also shed countless fallen leaves. The dead leaves were dancing in the wind, and the branches also sighed unwillingly, which made people feel bleak. There was no figure in the mixing station during the day and night, and most of them were quiet, only the wind lifted the ceiling, and the rain rang the sound of iron sheet. At this time, most of me was just watching TV or novels on the bed. It is rare to have a good sunny day, so I took out the moldy bedding of the cat to bask, and heated a bucket of water quickly, Take a bath directly in the sun, because of mastering a skill, I won’t catch a cold even when I am naked in the cold wind. After taking a bath and making a cup of hot soy milk, my body soon becomes warm. Then change all the clothes that haven’t been changed for a long time, wash them clean, and dry them when there is still sunshine, but the mountain is short, and it usually needs to be dried for several days before they are completely dried, in this way, it will be another cycle when the sun comes out next time. The days in the mountains are lonely, and I have been keeping this loneliness all the time. Sometimes I think that this may be the life I am longing for, and I don’t need too much external interference or worldly disputes, if I could really live like an immortal in the valley without desire or desire, then this kind of time would be quite good for me. It’s just that the body is ordinary, and there is still a wife and son at home. I can’t live this kind of life for a long time. Years later, if there is no improvement in the construction site, I think I should change something, or still go back to Shanghai to be my draftsman, not for other reasons, just for money. The affectionate priest worked in Pingchang, Sichuan on December 10th, 2011 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. 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See streamer gone

The old year is over, and the New Year is coming. The time was narrow and the finger seam was wide. It was the end of the world that the Mayans predicted in the legend in 2012. I am a person without faith. If you don’t believe in the Lord, Shakyamuni, Allah, and even more, you will surely realize it. I only believe that every living life I see really exists, including myself. That is to say, I don’t believe that life has reincarnation, and I don’t believe that life has past life and afterlife. People die like lights off. There is only one life belonging to us, so I value and cherish life. Time is limited. Pursuing the sincerity and truth of life and seeking the truth, goodness and beauty in life are more important than anything in my opinion. The problem of death often comes to mind, not because of the saying of the end of the world. But the fleeting time, which makes us grow old and die slowly. After a bag of cigarettes, I have been in this world for nearly 49 years, belonging to a person who has been half a hundred years. It has been half a hundred years. When I was a child, I read the article describing the age of an old man like this, imagining his aging, imagining his faltering steps with gray temples, thinking that I was far away from him, who knows I became him quickly! Finally, I can look back on most of my life. When I look back on those past events, I will not regret for wasting my time, nor be ashamed for doing nothing, not to mention the sad feelings of young people who are not working hard. At this time, the heart is sour, the tears are salty, the courage is bitter, but the brain is blank. Ideal is full. Reality is very skinny. Gradually understand that many things are not transferred by human will. Before, I met an expert who told me that my previous life was a Wandering Dancer, a woman who was unmarried for life, A deaf-mute woman who could only express her feelings with body language was infatuated with and followed by many men. After hearing this, I was very surprised and speechless for a long time. Firstly, I don’t believe in the theory of reincarnation. Secondly, I don’t believe that I lived so free and easy in my last life. I often laugh and say that in my last life, I must have been a person who had done many evils, suffered all kinds of evils and suffered all the time. I came to pay off my debts in this life. When I grow old, compared with when I was young, the most important thing is that my view of things has changed. The heart is transparent and the eyes are clear. We know that the changes of things are regular, and at the same time, we know more about the impermanent life. I don’t care much about everything that keeps pace with the times in today’s society. I like a slightly closed life, which can avoid accepting those concepts, opinions and viewpoints that appear in secular ways. The abundance of materials and the development of science and technology cannot make me feel the true texture of life. Only the abundance of the spiritual world can make me feel at ease and satisfied, but I can’t find anything that can make my spirit more abundant, that is to say, my life has no goal and lacks direction, I don’t know what I really want. It seems that I haven’t found it for most of my life. I often worry about it and see the emptiness and lack in my heart. I like the slow pace of life, the natural friendship and the everlasting love. The relationship between people should be mutual penetration, mutual learning, mutual improvement and mutual encouragement. Love is true. My beloved Love should be like a gurgling flowing stream, which is endless and nourishes our life all my life. The overwhelming love, volcanic eruption and turbulent love came too fast and faded too fast, which was not the way I liked or used. Fortunately, I have this stream in this life. Every time in the dead of night, I can hear the spring in my heart flowing happily and tinkling. At this moment, I really sigh the beauty of life. I am not a thoughtful person, but I am born to pay attention to the details of life. I believe everything but doubt everything. I often do something against my heart, so I always feel wronged. In fact, no one forced me to do this. Through my own observation of myself, I think I like and get used to being alone, and the real life makes me feel powerless. If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a Wandering Dancer, a deaf-mute woman who can only express her feelings with body language…… Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Happy thought.

When you met me, you knew that actually I was not a person who occupied sadness. I love to laugh, and it makes me more silly than anyone else. Look, this is me, the original me. A heartless smile never mind any image, innocence and no annoyance. But later, there was a little accident. He accidentally pushed himself into the abyss of sadness and felt sorry for himself. Those happiness ran counter to me. I just hid in a dark corner and cried, looking at all the happiness that had nothing to do with me. Only say to yourself, hurt yourself, pain yourself forget. Words are less, others don’t know, I can bear it silently, and I can cry in the way of laughing… In that journey, silence, silence. I can’t find myself. When taking photos, I always freeze my smile. What I want to remember is the happiness of my whole life, not the melancholy face. Therefore, when others looked at my photos, they all said that I had a happy life, but when they looked at the mood I wrote down, they said that I am a sad child. I was a contradiction from beginning to end. Others could not understand my happiness and sorrow, even myself. How ridiculous it is. I used to say that I should look for a sea, throw all my troubles into the sea, and make myself happy. Now it is my fifth intimate contact with Hai. The sea breeze messed up the hair tip, and the sea patted my feet, telling me the story of the sea over and over again. The sea is silent, but the communication of soul can be felt. It teaches me to be strong. That night when I was drunk at the seaside, my uncle talked a lot to me, but I couldn’t remember clearly. I just vaguely remembered that. He said: silly child, we can’t compare with Hai, how can a person’s heart be as broad as the sea? Everything will pass. I know that everything will pass. I know that I won’t live in unhappiness all my life. I know, there are still people who care about me. I know that people who don’t love themselves will not love them either. I know… I know all. There are so many people who care about themselves, can’t they warm their little heart? In fact, it’s just stupid. How can there be so many obstacles? In the end, the only thing I can’t pass is myself. It was myself who trapped myself in sorrow and couldn’t walk out. Pushkin said: If life deceived you, don’t be sad, don’t be impatient, and calm down in gloomy days. Believe it, happy days will come… In my world, life didn’t deceive me. It was me who cheated myself and swore to be happy, but I didn’t do it without any intention. But now I quit, quit depression, and believe that happy days will come. I miss my happiness. I want to be myself. I am happy, always happy… Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Success or failure in concept

I have been reading the essay of concept written by Zhang Shoufu, a part-time professor of Shandong University and the director of Shandong provincial government office in Shanghai recently, and I have a deep feeling. Through decades of observation and thinking, Zhang Shoufu found that concept is the most fundamental factor determining a person’s fate. What kind of concept you have, you will have what kind of way out. The so-called concept of success and failure. Once the concept goes wrong, no matter how knowledgeable, capable or virtuous you are, it will lose its meaning. Before changing the world, you need to change yourself. Change begins with decision, and decision before action. It is concept, not environment that determines your fate. During the World War II, General Patton of the United States once said: if a person has no concept of transcending the environment, he will never do anything big. Whether a person succeeds or not, the key lies in what kind of concept he uses as guidance. The difference between people is firstly the difference in concept. For different things, different concepts will lead to different ways of behavior. One thousand people will have one thousand fates. Some people are rich, while others can only count rice into the pot. Some people live a very full and happy life, while some people do nothing. Many people will have such doubts. Why is the fate of the same person so different? The result of thinking is that some people attribute the quality of fate to family background, while some people think that their own objective conditions determine fate. In fact, concept is the most fundamental factor determining a person’s fate. What kind of concept you have, you will have what kind of way out. The so-called concept of success and failure. Indeed, a concept is like a dynamo, and a concept is like a beacon. For example, if Yu Gong doesn’t move mountains, the moving Road is wider, and he doesn’t forget to eat water. He reads thousands of books, walks thousands of miles, talks with thousands of people, goes to thousands of websites, fish carefully in three days, and shares the net happily in two, there will be no way out if there are too many people walking, but there is no way out but an innovative way. One step aside, the sea is wide and the sky is wide, and different ways are also similar to each other, less to eat with peers, less to associate with people in, it is better to rely on others, open the door and think about it, and do what you can. These concepts are particularly innovative and have a significant impact on enlightening people’s hearts. We often say that a single thought is different and a thousand miles are lost, which means that small differences in concept will bring great influence to practical work. We have been taught that we can’t do this or that since we were young. As time passes, we have formed a fixed concept, which is the common sense that people often say. Don’t do tricks, fertilizer and water do not flow to other fields, etc. However, these so-called common principles often become stumbling blocks that hinder people from changing their fates. Let’s take the common sense that you don’t need to work hard. Maybe you can avoid making a fool of yourself and being laughed at without making an axe in front of the class, but you also lose the opportunity to express yourself and improve yourself at the same time. The concept of being a person before doing things. When the concept changes, people will change, and the fortune, chance and even the whole fate of the whole life will change accordingly. Therefore, if you want to change your fate, you have to change your concept first. But the change of concept cannot be done arbitrarily. We should pay attention to methods and ideas. Ideas on, way out; Ideas wrong, streams wind. Ideas determine the way out, common sense is definitely not the truth, attitude determines the height, personal connections determine the concept, and ideas generate methods. The method is to stick to the scientific thinking methodology, change the angle of everything, and reverse the thinking of everything. Maybe in this way, the essence and original appearance of things will be seen more clearly and accurately, so as to grasp things correctly, and then produce correct ideas and behaviors. To choose a correct concept, we must have the method of changing the angle of everything. A tray with several kinds of things on it, standing in the distance, can get different conclusions from different angles, which shows the importance of changing angles. Having mastered the thinking method of changing the angle of everything, reverse thinking and spiral thinking mode, you will have the tools to correctly understand things. Ideas need to be constantly updated. Concept is not eternal. Advanced Concept and correct concept are not eternal either. It keeps pace with the times with the changes of objective things. If a person’s concept only stays on books and languages, then his language and consciousness must lag behind reality or objective things. The renewal of concept needs to challenge outdated language and concept, which is not completed at one time and needs people to have advanced concept frequently. In short, everything has ideas, but people may not realize it. For example, the understanding of life is the outlook on life, the understanding of value judgment is values, the understanding of bitterness and happiness is bitter optimism, the understanding of happiness is the view of happiness, the understanding of money, the different understandings of the right to name are the view of money and fame, and the understanding of love is the view of love. The concept of success and failure. No matter what kind of career you are doing, if you want to succeed, you must first have a correct concept. Ideas determine fate and success or failure. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Washed sun in spring rain

Camus said, in the deep winter, I finally found that there was an invincible summer in my heart. Under the Flower City, in the spring rain, I finally saw a warm sun in the sky. Inscription in the morning, the light sunshine is flowing, the feeling of warmth and fragrance are full. Walking on the way to the library, the breeze is blowing lightly, the feeling of quietness and the fleeting time is clever. In the spring of another year after separation, under the hazy sky, I sat by the window. I heard that it was snowing in the capital. I really wanted to go back to see it, just like I really wanted to go back to the past. I was drunk in the colorful world, those sad memories in my heart dissolved like snow. After spring rains one after another, the sun finally came. Looking at the light permeating through the gap, my heart was soft, and I looked at the yellow leaves fluttering in the wind, spinning, turning leisurely to the ground, stepping on the thick fallen leaves, dyed slightly distressed, raised his head and saw the mixed yellow leaves on the tree. Yellow would eventually leave, because Green is the spring of hope, looking at the cyan sky, my eyes were slightly sour. At the spring equinox, what I thought of was Autumn. Maybe it was the autumn when I read a leaf falling. In the autumn of my hometown, every day seemed to be falling leaves, but it was dry and without moisture, stepping on it is a rustling crack sound, which makes people feel thrilling beauty. You shouldn’t think about the warmth that you can’t touch, and you shouldn’t think about the sad memories. Let the time slowly dry the memory, gradually withdraw from the stage of memory, and look at the Shaoguang base, the splendid story of time in the mountains and rivers. Guangzhou is full of gorgeous flowers and warm sunshine, which are just in line with the warm spring. The Sea in the distance is also sparkling and surging, I was also like the sunny day after a heavy rain, which was the sun washed in the spring rain. Sitting by the window, basking in the midday sunshine, I wiped the sad clouds in happiness, the singles were circulating, and the sun washed in the spring rain, I like such a clear and light time, extremely greedy waste, blooming, extravagant. Li Yu said that leisure is a state. How long do we have to practice his meticulous life before we can reach a breeze? In fact, I am very envious, even a little jealous, but I just don’t want to say it. Now I find that after leaving, I will really understand how to cherish. What I can’t go back is always the past, and what I can’t get is always missing. At that time, I was young and thin in spring, and I was always eager to wander in the South to see the moist and gentle. But now I am a young guest from other places, but I am deeply concerned about the north of my hometown and the magnificent and heroic country. Last year, it was too late to say goodbye to the late autumn of my hometown. It was too late to say a smile with the snowflakes in early winter. This year, it was too late to say hello to the late spring of the North Country. Take care of it. Maybe, it was also too late to say hello to the gradually hot summer. Bathing in the sun washed in the spring rain, missing, also with ambiguous warmth, refreshing, warm stomach, memory, also with tender tenderness, refreshing, sweet to the lungs, so, every breath is a new fragrance. In this way, I was thinking about everything, thinking about whether the Lotus which was in bud that day would bloom one by one in the afternoon. In this way, I was thinking about nothing, thinking about the beauty of those exquisite porcelain later, whether it will be taken away one by one. Thinking wildly and thinking wildly, thinking wildly, no matter whether the sky is sunny or not, and whether there are flowers sleeping in the wind today, no matter whether the life tomorrow is busy or not, I am temporarily idle and warm in my dream when listening to songs. Camus said, in the deep winter, I finally found that there was an invincible summer in my heart. It turns out that cold is another kind of hot. Under the Flower City, in the spring rain, I finally saw a warm sun in the sky. It turns out that damp is another kind of warmth. Writing here, the singing is rippling. Love is locked in autumn after the summer is over. I feel better after the winter. In the sky after the rain, rainbows appear, showing a blue sky, I was on a sunny day after a heavy rain, which was the postscript of the sun washed in the spring rain: when the sky was blue, I was waiting for the misty rain. When it was misty and rainy, I was waiting for the Sun. This is the title written on blank paper and documents several days ago, the sun washed in spring rain, because those days are always rainy. Good afternoon. Xiaoxiang ripples at noon on March 18th, 2012, the sun is shining Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The similarities between collecting antiques and making friends

When you see an antique, its appearance is very beautiful, with dragons and phoenixes on it. Although the price is numerous, it is placed in a bright counter, so you should be careful and careful. It is likely to be fake, may worthless. An antique with no pattern on it. It is a little ugly with gray head and dirty face. The asking price is pitifully low. It is thrown in a dark corner, but you have to look carefully, it is very likely to be a real antique, and it is valuable. The reasons are all the same. If you are a person, how can you get along with others? My colleague has a son who is handsome. He is a high-end suit every day with a briefcase in one hand and a mobile phone in the other. People who know him all know that he is an ignorant cheater, cheating on eating and drinking. For people who don’t know him, at first glance, he looks like a professor, an official, a boss and an elite. Several little girls who were not deeply involved in the world competed to marry him. It was said that one even ran away from home for him. At that time, when I just came to work in the company, my colleague knew that I am a civil servant who was admitted by his strength, so he wanted to ask me to give his son a substitute exam and get an adult education diploma. My colleague said: My son didn’t finish his primary school. In today’s society, it’s hard to find a job without a diploma. Seeing that he is too young to do anything everyday, he wants him to get a college diploma, it is better to find something to do in the future. Because of my colleagues’ dignity, I agreed. The experience of collecting antiques trained my eyesight. It was my first time to see him. His appearance could fool those girls who were not experienced in the world, but he could not fool me, from the light eyes hidden behind his golden glasses, I saw his inner emptiness and desolation. I can’t see how gorgeous its appearance is when I buy antiques. I can’t listen to others. Where did I dig my antiques? How old it is and how valuable it is, these things are unreliable. To make friends, you can’t look at the appearance of your friends, let alone listen to their words. These things are also unreliable. We can only see the essence through phenomena. Only then can you know whether you buy real antiques or fake antiques, and whether your friends are real gentlemen or hypocrites. When you find a real antique among thousands of antiques, although its surface is not smooth and a little tricky, although it is incomplete and somewhat damaged, I cherish it very much, reluctant to lose it, because it is genuine antique, a poor again of genuine antique in my heart also is worth 100,000 perfect fake antiques. When you find a true friend in the vast sea of people, although this friend is a little arrogant and has some shortcomings. And I treasure, because it is real friend, a poor again true friend in my heart also is worth 100,000 perfect fake friends. No matter how bad the real antique was, it also experienced the baptism of time and the wind and rain of history. It came across time and space, carrying the heavy past, giving people deep thought and enlightenment. No matter how bad a true friend is, it can also connect with you in the wind and rain of life, walking with you together, making people no longer feel the loneliness and helplessness of life journey. I never want fake antiques and never make fake friends. There are too many similarities between collecting antiques and making friends. The only difference is that real antiques are treasured in my cabinet, and real friends are treasured in my heart. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Paranoia

I don’t understand your uncontrollable tears. You don’t understand the desolation and desolation of my heart. Even though I began to miss you from the second you left. I won’t let myself cry. I need to pretend to be relaxed to cover those thoughts that are about to come like tsunami. Even if every minute and every second is suffering, I will not let anyone see my sadness. Awake and restraint. It’s an adventure. I don’t have the energy to continue entanglement. I’m not brave. I am hard to face. So choose escape from. I also know that once I get into the crowd, my sense of loneliness will be magnified instantly. You cannot redeem yourself. Only endless sinking. In fact, I really want to know. In fact, I am really scared. Will you hold my hand tightly when I am lonely. Tell me, you are by my side. You care about me. No matter what shortcomings I have, how many are inferior to others. When I fall into the whirlpool of the crowd, you will know the fear and lack of support in my heart. If everything will be as you said. If so. I can also deliver it to myself. I know I need it too much. I really need someone who holds me in my palm. I need someone to comfort my loneliness. Come and give me warmth. I start praying now. I wanna. If I finally can’t get it. [Your dear paranoid] every song you are listening to now. I used to have you to echo me. Talking about each other’s addiction. Miss not having. But it needs a heart to pull. Until no way out. No relationship. No way. Anyway, everything is the same, there is no way out. Dear, don’t worry about it. I have been unable to save myself. No significance. Don’t tell me it’s meaningless. I know the meaning better than anyone else. But sometimes I pay attention to meaning, and sometimes I emphasize the nothingness in my heart. When you turn around and leave, when you casually stop, when you abandon the past, I will definitely stay where I am. Pick up all the broken endings. Each exhale. Used to count scars. You said please be kind to yourself. Dear child, why are you so naive. If I love myself, then it is you who are hurt at this moment. Because my heart is too biased towards you, it hurts me. Therefore, when I can’t sleep at night, I need some begging music. Hurt yourself thoroughly. Everything will pass. Everyone knows and believes. But I know what happened. You don’t have to tell anyone sadness. No one can absolutely understand. The desire to tell is too strong, and it often cannot get a good listening. Let everything decay. My bravery is the flower of despair. Sometimes I can’t control myself. I am don’t need to respond to such things. No matter how cruel you are, I am still waiting gently. Time will tell you that mild face is compliance. It is just in vain to rush to end. I accept the results that belong to me quietly. There is no struggle or begging any more. Who pays sincerely is humble enough. The heart has fallen into the dust, so there is no need to trample to seek pleasure. It will be over soon. Soon I will start to indulge in memory alone. Don’t disturb anyone, expect the comfort that you think you will have. What I thought, they all have no ability to become reality. Is it the trap that I fell into my dream too deep, or is the reality originally a lie woven by countless people. We should not be self-righteous., my dear paranoia. May you have a fresh life. You Dear paranoia. If you own the world, you must lose you. After all, it cannot be compatible. Why do you hold yourself so tightly. Can I really warm myself. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Thank you for every encounter in your life

Every day, we are experiencing, and every day, we are forgetting. With the guidance of beauty and goodness, the nourishment of friendship, the casting of morality, the enlightenment of wisdom and the lingering encounter, it is a wonderful and unforgettable experience. Inscription in the long river of human life, there are countless people, opponents and Bole; Friends and strangers passing. Every day we are experiencing and forgetting. I am grateful to all the people I met in my life! Because of you, I wrote a beautiful movement of my life. Every encounter along the way is a beautiful scenery in my life. Those joys and sorrows, happiness and sad fragments are all worth recalling in my life. The days have gone a long way. Those young days seem to have been isolated from themselves for many years. Recalling that when I was young, I had a childlike innocence, looking forward to all the beautiful beginnings, holding the belief that I was born with talent, I struggled and struggled all the way, finally, we can support ourselves with our own hands and find a home for ourselves. I finally got away from the homeland where I was born and raised, and started my monotonous and simple life journey. All the way through the storm, till now, it has been twenty years, and everything is suddenly like a dream. Time accumulates into experience of more than 40 years. Time passes by in the cycle of four seasons and disappears in the transition of day and night. When I was deeply involved in the world, my youth was no longer there. Thanks to you who are against me and let life give me the opportunity to hone my mind; It is in life that I have you, it gives me the desire to continuously improve myself. I am also grateful to you who are friends with me and let life give me so many happy memories. Every time I recall the days together, the happy torrent flows all over my body. Every bit of my life is worth thinking, thinking and recalling. Thank you for meeting me in my life. I think the road of my life is not so smooth. I have had pain, depression, sadness and gratitude. Fortunately, I met my bole at different stages along the way. I know very clearly that if I hadn’t met them in my life, my original qualification would only be to work hard and carry forward the spirit of the old scalpers, and no one would give me a platform to show myself, then now I must be in another state, or even another kind of life. Along the way, it was with these guidance and guidance from bole that I learned a lot about life, about worldly wisdom, and about how to deal with the relationship between superiors and subordinates, make yourself integrated into the whole management team as a huge whole! Choose good people to hand in, choose good books to read, then listen to the words, choose good deeds to follow, this is the basic principle of life. I have experienced deeply for many years, and I have also gone through my own life path like this. In my life, I met countless people, but few of them could be called close friends. Perhaps because I have looked at too many worldly wisdom coldly, I don’t talk about friendship between men and women easily, nor do I throw away my true feelings easily. Because a true friend is the perception of two hearts and the collision of two hearts. Even away from the ends of the Earth, as close. Like wine, the longer the day is, the more mellow it is; Like the fragrance of flowers, it is elegant but fragrant. In the days when we have close friends, the sun is always bright and the sky is bright; Just like having all the beauty, we can lose a lot, only we can’t lose our close friends in life, maybe they (they) it can’t be eternal in life, but because of the extinction of the origin, it makes life more vivid. Cherishing the life years we have gone through together will become the eternal memory in life. The strangers in my life are not the old lovers who have been strangers, nor the familiar faces passing by, but the strangers who have helped me, I even had no time to say thanks to them, because they had gone far away from me. At some frustrated moment, there may have been strangers listening quietly to the words that come to the deep heart and have nowhere to say, or at some time of choice, because strangers say a word, but we have changed ourselves. Aren’t these people worth remembering? Apart from the cold world, occasionally go to cherish, miss those who once helped me, go back to the warmth that once gave me, and talk about poetry friends with me, and the person who left me suddenly, the moment of my clear heart, added endless melancholy! Life is a wonderful and unforgettable experience with the guidance of beauty and goodness, the nourishment of love, the casting of morality, the enlightenment of wisdom and the lingering encounter. I am grateful to those who have helped me in my life. I am grateful to every encounter in my life. Every year, Spring goes to winter, summer goes to autumn. You will write into every chapter of my life! Thank you for every encounter in your life, which was written in Shen Shi in July 15 of Xinmao Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…