Discussion on civilization

When I rode out in the morning and passed the zebra crossing, I saw many vehicles, so I stopped to wait for the vehicles to pass. The first few cars ran by, and the last one was a bus. From far to near, when approaching to the front, what surprised me was that the bus stopped unexpectedly. The driver saw that I didn’t move, and waved his hand to signal me to go. At this time, I was the only one on both sides of the zebra crossing to pass. The thing that cars make pedestrians makes me feel very pleased. It makes me feel the progress of urban civilization, and the construction of civilized cities does not stop at the propaganda of slogans, they did it practically. I am a person who likes to zoom in small. I think if every car owner is like that bus driver, the congestion in the city will be reduced a lot, which will not cause so many car accident tragedies. With the improvement of science and technology level, people’s material living standard has been greatly improved, but people’s ideological and moral civilization can’t keep up with the pace. Many ugly dark sides appeared in the society. In order to satisfy the material desire, some people took risks by hook or by crook for interests. Individualism and selfishness prevailed, and some spitting phenomena occurred frequently. Therefore, the construction of spiritual civilization has become crucial, and the construction of a harmonious society has been put on an important agenda. I always hear people say that it is uncivilized, uncivilized and uncivilized. So, what on earth is civilization? In the Chinese dictionary, civilization is interpreted as: civilization is the sum of wealth created by human beings, especially spiritual wealth, such as literature, art, education, science, etc, it also refers to the state that the society develops to a higher stage. It can be seen that the civilization mentioned by people is inclined to spiritual civilization, and it is also a social state. In public places, sitting on buses, seeing the old, the weak, the sick and the disabled, giving up their seats, this is civilization. Respect the Labor achievements of cleaning workers, do not throw rubbish everywhere, and do not spit everywhere, which is also the manifestation of civilization. Civilization is closely related to life. You are a civilized person if you obey laws and regulations and obey the rules of public morality. Public civilization is the embodiment of social consciousness, which is based on individual civilization. Only individual civilization can the whole society be civilized. Mr. Lu Xun said: If China wants to survive and fight for the world, the first thing is to establish people, and then to do everything. To establish a person is to improve people’s thoughts and civilization, starting from the side and starting from oneself. China has a civilization history of more than 5000 years and has been called the state of etiquette since ancient times. Gentle and frugal is the principle that Confucianism advocates to treat others and the core content of Chinese traditional virtues. We, who have received civilized etiquette education since childhood, should be more strict with ourselves and shoulder the responsibility of carrying forward the traditional Chinese culture and civilization. The Civilization of the city does not lie in how magnificent the construction of the city is, how wide the roads are, and how high the buildings are. The most important thing is to look at the environment of this city, people’s cultivation and quality, and people’s tolerance and care. Blue sky, white clouds, green mountains and rivers are not polluted. People are friendly and mutual aid, polite and modest, and respect each other. Residents living in this city will surely feel very happy. This is the city civilization. Civilization is not far away from us. It concerns every one of us. Start from me, start from the side, be kind to others, lead by example, strictly demand yourself, and contribute a little power to the construction of urban civilization. At this time, I remembered a lyric: if everyone can give a piece of love, the world will become a beautiful world. Then, if you turn love into civilization, the world will also become beautiful. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Lost

Today, the weather is not bad, but it is noon, there is a little wind, the sun is hanging in the far Sky, and there will still be slight warmth when it shines on people. In the afternoon, my sister called but didn’t receive something. She said hello on QQ, saying that her grandmother had passed away and she couldn’t respond to it. She felt more strange that my sister was far away from the ends of the world, why was the news so well-informed? I was wondering if it was a rumor. It seemed that my sister heard my sarcasm and confirmed again that yes, Grandma really passed away. I still couldn’t believe it. How could such a sturdy old lady say she would leave just after her 89th birthday two days ago? I chatted with my sister, feeling a little stuffy and uncomfortable. I haven’t seen the old lady for nearly a year. It turned out that on festivals, I would buy some snacks that the old lady could eat to see her. The old lady’s face was quite good, with white and red, it was just because of the stroke seven years ago that my body was half-dead, and someone needed to be around in 24 hours. So in recent years, my father, uncle and aunt took turns to watch around my grandmother, mainly my father and uncle, aunts supplemented. Over the past few years, the old lady has not become thin due to illness. On the contrary, she is much fatter than before due to the careful care of her children, so that when it is convenient, two people are needed to help her, put away bedpan. The old lady finished the convenience, but the person who served him was sweating all over. Every day, the old lady’s meal is changed in different ways, or the Old Lady will lose her temper. In father’s words, the old lady likes popular things, such as dumplings, braised pork, etc., which she will never get tired. The appetite is good, digestion is good, and how do you think it is also a longevity appearance, how is it possible that just after the birthday, it will disappear if you say no? To be honest, I didn’t have much affection for my grandma since I was young, and sometimes I felt bored with seeing each other. When I got married, my grandma, uncle and aunts didn’t show anything, on the contrary, the fourth grandma and several uncles came, and the relationship was indifferent. Even so, in my heart, she is my father’s mother. I hope she will live a long and healthy life, not for other reasons, but only for her being my father’s mother. I knew in my heart that grandma and aunts didn’t like me, and in my heart, I didn’t like them very much, because from them, I couldn’t feel the existence of a little kinship. The love and warmth emitted from their hearts, to be honest, in my opinion, there are not as many neighbors and passers-by. In their eyes, I only see disgust. Grandma is very eccentric and never knows why. My father is the eldest son and grandson. My grandma likes my father very much, but she doesn’t like my father very much. It’s strange, right. I hate my father, I hate Wu and Wu, and I also like my mother very much. After that, I don’t like our siblings any more. I really don’t understand. What kind of disgust or hatred should I have in my heart to treat my grandson and nephew like that? In the heavy snow days, although someone saw the little person who fell down in the snow in the warm house, no one came out to stretch out his hand to hold him. If he was a neighbor or a passerby, he wouldn’t be like this. In this way, the little man was just standing in the threshold with his hands in the snow outside the door, crying and shouting. I didn’t know how long it took until my mother came back from the outside, when I picked up the little person, this pair of small hands turned red with cold. From my mother’s description, when I think of this kind of picture, I will feel stuffy pain in my heart. What kind of disgust and hate is it, so indifferent? In the continuation of indifference, this picture will always be played back in my mind many years later. Therefore, I have been looking forward to growing up quickly and leaving this cold atmosphere far away. It is best not to see them again. Could it be because of this that I was sent to my grandma? My mom said I was very lovely since I was a child. My grandparents liked me very much and took me as a treasure. It was because of my grandparents that I felt warm. At that time, in my heart, grandma and aunt were just a distant name, so far away that I could deceive myself and others. Grandma and Grandpa were my parents, and Grandma’s family was my home, even my real parents seem to be far away from me. When I was going to school, I had to go back to my parents, but everything there made me feel so strange and scared. Seeing grandma and aunts, they walked away like mice seeing cats. I just think that grandma and aunt are not as kind as those on the street. Therefore, try to avoid meeting each other and get bored with meeting each other. Until they got married and became a family, they were also sensible. Although they didn’t want to meet them, they still smiled politely and called each other politely, only etiquette. Later, my grandma got older and my father got older. At that time, I also had my own children. From the aspect of raising my children, I realized that it was not easy for my parents, I realized how much my parents paid to raise a child, and I understood more or less that Grandma didn’t like father in her heart. After all, she raised him and helped him get married, she is also our grandmother. Although there is no emotion, there is only responsibility and obligation left. My grandmother is old, and my father goes to serve her. Although she still had no feelings, she would also support her father to be filial in front of grandma’s bed, and also try to put down the resentment in her heart to see grandma, although not many times: every time she bought some snacks that she liked, sitting in front of her bed, chatting for a while. I think I can see grandma with a plain heart. I always thought that the days would be so plain, year after year. But 2017 was an eventful autumn. At first, when the Spring Festival was approaching, I was out of trouble. My grandma couldn’t go to visit her on her birthday, and I didn’t visit her as usual during the Spring Festival. After lunar January, I was almost healthy, but I couldn’t adjust my mind, so she didn’t go to see her. Later, her mother-in-law was seriously ill in hospital. She was busy getting up early every day to cook nutrition porridge for her mother-in-law, showing filial piety and fulfilling her obligations. After that, her mother-in-law died. From my heart, I have more affection for my mother-in-law without any blood relationship than my grandmother. In the past two decades, I have regarded my mother-in-law as a relative, and we will care about each other. The death of my mother-in-law made me sad and have a good life. Moreover, I couldn’t go to relatives during the period of hot filial piety, so I didn’t go to see my grandmother. I had thought that I would visit her after the hot filial piety, but the news of grandma’s death came. Although I was not very sad, I still felt a little uncomfortable in my heart. Maybe it’s because of blood, I think. Although Grandma didn’t like me and I didn’t like her, her death would still make me sad. How can people be tough? In the end, isn’t it the same destination? Such as Grandma. Last night, I had a messy dream all night: I dreamed that my mother-in-law was pushing a car similar to a sickbed, smiling brightly. I also dreamed that Wei was beside me, and there were my father and mother. When I woke up, I felt very strange, how can people on the eight sides get together in dreams? In reality, my mother-in-law and Grandma didn’t know each other, but grandma was one year older than her mother-in-law, so it was just a little fate. It was not until the afternoon that I received the news from my sister that I recalled my dream, but it turned out that dream was not a dream. Although Grandma doesn’t like me, I still wish her a good journey. If she doesn’t like me, I will never see her again in the next life. In this life, Grandma is still my grandmother, rest in peace! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Meet troubles

Spring is very familiar to me, and the memory of spring in my life is also rich and colorful. Sometimes it is like my floral shirt, floating in the warm wind. Some are my favorite bowknot shaking on the braid. Spring is kind to many people. They sow diligently and revel in the spring flowers. The white of apricot, the pink of peach and the white of pear. This undoubtedly changed the dark new clothes for spring. Yes, Chun is like my lover, whose tenderness is engraved into my bone; Chun is like a public lover, who is affectionate and universal. I left a lot of love to the world. I loved him so much. His smile melted the cold spring. No one blamed him and no one missed him. Now, I am suddenly worried about which silly man will learn his watch and regard himself as a woman’s season. Maybe it’s one-sided, but I just want to say that, so I am self-righteous. What about blaming others. Everyone in my life has a deep fate with me. No matter what he brings me, although many of them are passers-by in a hurry, I have no choice but who sent you here, I couldn’t help giving love to me for love. That was the seed I planted in spring. After the season, I still left. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Distance

Two years ago, when someone left me, he said to me with anxiety: Don’t impose your will on others too strongly in the future. Otherwise, you will eventually hurt yourself. Because, no one will really understand your original intention of doing this. At that time, those who hadn’t experienced many worldly affairs I am frivolous: I thought that in this world, most people would know me, tolerate me and forgive me like her. Therefore, I didn’t approve of her worries at that time. Now it seems that I am still wrong. Finally, I realized that in that year, that month, that day, that moment, the sadness flowing in her eyes at the moment she turned around. After years, a person came over day by day in pretending numbness. It is not a long journey, sometimes I suddenly feel that the extension is very long and very long. I suddenly feel that I have been away for a long time. I thought that my heart had died in the depth of a certain corner of time. I thought that I would go on in the silence of forgetting like this until the world of a person is old. Now it seems that I still see myself too much. When the Sky in April turned into a gourd of deep blue lake water, how I wish a drop of tears could turn into tears in my heart, dropping on the eyebrows of the past, unlocking my dusty heart knot and stopping my heart. On the day when the North wild goose flew south, after I beat my unbearable heart back to my original shape, I chose to be a wolf roaring in the wilderness. The vast wild land licks the wound; Under the Cold Moon, raise your head and howl. No longer expect any warmth belonging to me, no longer linger on any beautiful scenery. However, some things are still stubborn but not the arrangement of nature. Like fate, there are some things that cannot be escaped or caught. Accustomed to indifference and hardness, it still cannot eradicate the fragility and sensitivity in the bottom of my heart. Inadvertently, the past will suddenly fly around the eyebrows, thinking of some people, some things, some feelings, and always fall into the confusion and sadness that cannot be pulled out. Then, it will be depressed, decadent and degenerate. On the surface, it seems that life is boiling with blood every day. In fact, it is often in a kind of confusion and struggle that cannot be awakened. Most of the time, I can’t figure out which on Earth I am! In recent days, I have buried all my thoughts into my work. Although many states are muddled, I still urge myself to be more busy and more busy every day. Perhaps, only in this way can we experience a moment of peace and tranquility. However, after all, people are social people. Each of our living conditions will directly or indirectly affect others. Seeing that the work of the two new colleagues I worked with didn’t improve a lot, I got angry and criticized them from time to time. I thought it was a matter of course. In the end, I found that I thought it was too selfish and overbearing. They flattered me to call me teacher. In fact, I was always scared. Because, I was really worried that my junior teacher could not be a senior student, and I failed to live up to the name of this noble teacher. So, extremes meet. Sometimes I would impose my will on them. I began to pick their faults. I began to put pressure on them, and I began to force them to run out cruelly. I think this is responsible for them. However, I still ignored their feelings. After all, they just walked out of school, a little timid and confused. Perhaps, they have worked hard, and what qualifications do I have to put pressure on them? The most hateful thing is that yesterday I actually taught them how to plan their daily work. Everyone has their own different lifestyles and working styles. What qualifications do I have to point out? When I went home at night, I suddenly remembered the scene that they worked silently after being criticized in the afternoon when I was half drunk and half awake, and I felt very uncomfortable. I always feel that what I said during the day is heavier. In addition, I felt inexplicable headache and could not fall asleep after half a night. I regretted that I didn’t know how serious it was during the day. Finally, they entered the dream in a daze, only to find that they hated me so much that they ignored me. The dream is so, I still don’t know what the reality is! Those who know me call me worry; Those who don’t know me call me what to ask? Life is originally a lonely walk between heaven and earth. If you learn and know how cold and warm you are, you may be tired of your heart and walk to the farther distance freely. Since we are often unable to perceive what others think, why should we stubbornly and arbitrarily impose some of our will on others? In this world, people often need to accept despair in the farthest beauty, and then pursue hope in the deepest despair. That’s it. None of us can reverse it. Many mistakes cannot be turned back once they happen. I think what I need to confess is not only yesterday. They are not the only people I have mentioned. Whether it is hateful or hateful, no matter what kind of person I am in their hearts, these are not important. What’s important is that I hope all the people who have passed by me can see the beauty they love as they wish. As for myself, I won’t expect anyone who hates me to forgive me and understand me. Born as a wild goose flying alone, you should accept the unbearable weight without hesitation. I hope that after today, I will not be anyone’s teacher any more. Let’s be colleagues and like-minded friends. Once someone asked me, if life really had reincarnation, why would I be willing to reincarnated? At that time, I replied that I was willing to be a white bird with a wisp of warmth in the world and fly in Tagore’s poems, but there was no need to leave the trace of wings in the sky. Think about it today, let’s make a stone from a distant mountain. Mountains, warm without tell, just cold meditation, hope ba qian li from clouds and months. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Spring snow

I got up early in the morning and saw a layer of snow falling on the top of the opposite cottage. I hurried to tell my daughter to get up and see the spring snow. My daughter was dubious and said whether I was asleep or not. I was speechless. However, when she witnessed the snow scene outside the window with her own eyes, she said to herself, “wind and rain send spring back, and snow comes to spring, which makes me amazed. I was suddenly enlightened when I was a little depressed. Yes, the footsteps of spring are walking towards us slowly. Han Yu, a poet of Tang Dynasty, once wrote in spring snow that there was no fragrance in the new year, and he was surprised to see grass buds in early February. However, Snow White thought it was late in spring, so she wore a garden tree to make flying flowers. The first sentence is about the new year without blooming fragrant flowers, which makes people looking forward to the spring scenery in the long cold winter extremely anxious. Every word reveals this eagerness. In the second sentence, I was surprised to see the grass bud at the beginning of February, saying that there was no flower in February, but from the side, feelings were not pure sigh and regret. Surprise words are the most interesting. It does not seem to indicate that the poet was surprised and disappointed at seeing the grass bud just in February, but was surprised at seeing the bud of spring finally in anxious expectation. The inner feeling is: Although spring comes late, it is coming after all. I was surprised to write out the mood when I saw the grass buds, which was extremely vivid. The words of surprise show the feeling of novelty, surprise and joy after getting rid of the cold winter; The first words show the feelings of regret, regret and dissatisfaction when spring comes late and flowers bloom too late. However, this kind of slight emotion is very implicit behind the poem. The two sentences seem to have snow but no flowers, but the actual feeling is: people can still wait for the late spring, I saw the figure of spring from the grass buds in February, but the snow couldn’t wait any more. Unexpectedly, I raised up one after another, wearing trees and flying flowers, and decorated myself with a spring color. The real future of spring certainly makes people feel a little regretful, but does the spring snow wearing trees and flying flowers still give people the breath of spring! The poet is not sad or regretful about the flying flowers in spring snow, but delighted. A poet looking forward to spring, if there is no spring in nature, he can turn into a spring. Chewing the taste of spring snow carefully, I couldn’t help sighing that the poet’s state was extraordinary. Before the spring scenery in nature came, the beauty of spring had come into the poet’s eyes. However, although the rainy solar term has passed for several days this year, the weather in the North is still cold and chilly in spring. The Flying snow falling with the wind makes me feel the long winter, the mood is also inexplicably melancholy with the change of weather. Where is spring? The wind and rain sent the spring back, the snow came and the spring came. The poem my daughter sang casually made me feel ashamed. My child could still feel the breath of spring getting closer and closer, but I was still silent in the cold winter. I remember that I once read the story of half a cup of water in a magazine. When optimistic people saw it, they would say that there was still half a cup of water. Pessimistic people would say that there was only half a cup of water, am I the pessimistic person? Different Dreams will bring different endings to life. Only by establishing a correct outlook on life and always full of confident and optimistic spirit, the road of life will be more and more stable; Only by taking the suffering and painful past as life experience and wealth, our life will be more wonderful. It’s not too late for me to understand. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Wheat war

In March of Yangchun, Willows spit Green, everywhere is full of vitality. The wheat seedlings in the wheat field are turning green, which makes people relaxed and happy. In Jiang Kui’s Yangzhou slowness, there are ten miles of spring breeze, and all the shepherd’s purse wheat is green, which is exactly the portrayal of this time. It seems that if the wind and rain go smoothly this year, it will be another bumper year. Before arriving at the scene, I saw colorful flags waving on both sides of the road. The balloons, Rainbow doors and decorative columns were very spectacular, and the drums and drums of drum teams and military bands were also heard around my ears. After getting off the bus, led by Miss Yingbin, walking on the red carpet, I felt a little flattered. When I arrived at the designated position, looking at the huge podium, I couldn’t help saying to myself: it’s really magnificent. Later, I found that the ground under my feet seemed uneven. Some people say that we are wheat fields under our feet. Looking down, it is true that the wheat seedlings that have not been eradicated are still there. Looking around, it looks like about 50 to 60 mu. Looking at the wheat seedlings that just turned green in this way, they were mercilessly rooted out because of the celebration ceremony, which made me feel uncomfortable. But I know that the wheat will be harvested in more than two months. According to well-informed people nearby, today there are four places in the county holding foundation laying ceremonies. Of course, they are all held in the newly eradicated wheat fields …… at this moment, I couldn’t help thinking of a widely forwarded microblog I saw on the internet yesterday: the microblog said that Premier Wen had just finished his in-depth farmland investigation in Henan, on the 20th, the green wheat field in Jingzhuang village, Cai du town, Shangcai County was leveled by bulldoers. The villagers of this village confirmed to the reporter that the wheat field had been shoveled 50 to 60 mu, and most farmers did not sign the agreement and did not get compensation. On the 22nd, the staff of the propaganda department of Shangcai County confirmed to the reporter of Weibo CCTV that a large number of wheat fields in Shangcai County had been shoveled recently, which was caused by the rush to start construction of investment and construction Middle School, but the investment approval process had not, at present, the county government has begun to investigate. Alas, Premier Wen’s words of emphasizing the importance of agricultural production during the inspection of wheat fields in Henan had not dispersed, and some local officials here were eager to start land acquisition and development. To be honest, I am not against development and construction, nor land acquisition through legal procedures. But is it really necessary to eradicate wheat seedlings in such a hurry? Is time really so urgent? For another example, is the foundation stone laying ceremony really necessary? Wouldn’t construction be started without the foundation stone laying ceremony project? Is the construction of the project started immediately after the foundation laying ceremony? Facing the questions one by one, looking at the leaders on the rostrum and the guests under the rostrum as if nothing had happened, I had no answer. I remember that in Chen Shou’s “records of the Three Kingdoms”, Pei Songzhi’s note quoted “biography of Cao Man”, saying: he often went out of the Army and went through the wheat, so that the soldiers would not lose wheat, and the criminals would die. All the Knights got off the horse and held on to the wheat, so the Taizu Ma Teng entered the wheat, and the main book discussed the crime; The main book did not add the punishment to the meaning of Spring and Autumn period. Taizu said: how can you be handsome if you make the law and commit it yourself? However, if you are a military commander alone, you cannot commit suicide. Please punish yourself. Cut the hair to land because of the aid sword. Really, I feel very distressed about this wheat seedling at present. After all, I came from the countryside and had some feelings for wheat. At this moment, it seemed that a boundless wave of wheat appeared in front of me. In a flash, it gradually vanished. Perhaps, in the view of local officials, in the near future, modern factories and enterprises with tens of millions of output value will rise one by one in this wheat field. However, it is much more cost-effective than planting wheat. Maybe I am a little short-sighted, and I still stay in the era of small-scale peasant economy and fall behind. If so? According to Banyuetan bimonthly 2011 nian di 3 Journal paper: as of 2010 nian end, cultivated land total less than 1.826 billion acres, close to 1.8 billion acres of the red lines. Arable land per capita 0.1 hectares, less than the world average of 1/2, developed countries 1/4, only American of 1/6, Argentina of 1/9, canada 1/14. The available land resources in our country are not abundant. However, on one hand, it is extremely scarce, while on the other hand, it is extravagance and waste. Are we really able to bear all these things such as the main road, the wide square, the luxury office building and the idle industrial park? Is it really necessary for development? Some people say that if you have money, you can buy food. The key is that you may not be able to buy food if you have money. This is not alarmist talk. It seems that only people who have really experienced famine can tell what the significance wheat has to people. In the evening, I browsed on the Internet, and a piece of news came into my eyes: “The wheat fields in Dahe village of Zhengzhou are cut down without license in Oriental International City”. …… The damaged wheat seedlings have more than 200 mu, and the wheat should be harvested in more than two months. What a pity! Several villagers in Dahe village said that it really made people speechless. Is this the developer’s fault? Isn’t wheat seedlings so expensive? Is the emotion of farmers not worthy of respect? Fortunately, the last paragraph of the news was comforting: the reporter learned that on March 26th, the General Office of the provincial government sent an urgent notice to all provincial municipal governments and relevant departments of the provincial government to inform the requirements, from now until the wheat harvest, no place, any unit or any person shall damage the wheat field for any reason. I hope that the notice of the provincial government is not a mere scrap of paper. At the same time, I also hope that there will be more Wheat watchers around us to watch the farmland on which we depend. —– I can’t stop talking, the other side can reach! 2012.3.29 night Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

To future

Life is a complex balance. When encountering problems, in order to keep balance, we constantly change weights. It’s good to do more and more mistakes, do less and make less mistakes. What I have experienced is exactly the beauty of memory. When you can sit, never stand; When you can lie, never sit; When you can not eat, never eat. Parallel to the world, plain face to the sky. Simple, happiness. Looking for noise in tranquility. Apart from the world, everything is at ease with the fate among gods and ghosts. Be self-willed and free to enter the world. Everything is destined, and everything goes with it. In life, it is not difficult to choose life or death. The difficulty lies in that there are too many free choices between life and death. I love life, not only living. Proud of life, face up to life, do not force things that do not belong to oneself. Even if life forces me to lie on the ground, I will not fall down, because that is also wealth, everything is wealth. Sometimes death is not just a manifestation of despair. Maybe he is just tired and needs a long rest. After a long wait, start a new journey again. This journey may be more beautiful, but it may also be more tortuous. But worth expectations. The ending of a tragedy does not necessarily mean the end. Maybe that is the prelude of another comedy. The place where the eyes can see is called eyesight; The place where the eyes can’t see is called eyesight. Eyes can only show the sight, but eyes can see the future. Seeing at home is always home, and going out to see the world. The reason why a great man is great is that when he is in adversity with others, others lose confidence, but he is determined to achieve his goal. There is no desperate situation in the world, only people who are desperate. There is only a small difference between people, but a small difference finally forms a big difference in life. Behind every endeavor, there must be double rewards. The establishment of great achievements in life is not known, but can be done. Any restriction starts from one’s own heart. People who sow with tears will certainly reap with smiles. Desire to enhance enthusiasm, perseverance to smooth the mountains. A person who can see things from others’ ideas and understand others’ spiritual activities never has to worry about his own future. If the greeting is just a greeting, what’s the difference with the monkey’s call? In fact, the correct greetings must clearly show your concern for him in a short sentence. A few more minutes of preparation last night, a few less hours of trouble today. You must use your brain to control yourself and treat others with your heart. The perfection of personality is the foundation, and the establishment of wealth is the end. The most pitiful thing about human nature is that we always dream of a wonderful rose garden on the horizon, instead of appreciating the roses that are open in our window today. The fastest and most practical way to conquer fear and build self-confidence is to do what you are afraid of until you gain successful experience. Only when everything returns to zero and comes again can we have the chance to win again. Let’s change our worries in advance into thoughts and plans in advance! No matter how long the road is, you can finish it step by step. No matter how short the road is, you can’t reach it without walking your feet. Doing things right is more important than doing things right. Any qualitative change of performance comes from the accumulation of quantitative change. Every thought is a prayer. If one thing becomes a way of life, it will become a part of life and you cannot give up. Changing others is better than changing yourself. If you do this, you will always be active. The Prophet is the wise, the latter is the industry, and the ordinary unknowingly. For ordinary people, it is not troublesome to think about everything. But when encountering problems, it is better to learn from wise people, Saints and others. To make things change, you must first change yourself; To make things better, you must first make yourself better. Never measure the height of the mountain-unless you have reached the peak, then you will know how low the mountain is. Struggle, seek, discover, without giving in. Also remember, don’t think too complicated about everything. Great truth is often very simple. No matter what you do, you must strive to be first-class and always be ahead of others. Believe that as long as human beings can dream, it will be realized in the end. If you want to feel existence, you need to strengthen your sensibility to your existence. Great people look great just because we are kneeling. Deep in human heart, there are many sleeping powers; Awakening these powers that people have never dreamed of and skillfully applying them can completely change their lives. The easiest thing to do in the world is often the hardest thing to do. Not all wounds need to be removed. The more the wounds of emotion are removed, the bigger the expansion will be. It is better to leave them to the years and let them heal slowly. Every one of us should be responsible for our future. Otherwise, it was just like the skin exposed to the sun. We didn’t realize anything at that time, and then we would feel painful and itchy, which made us pay a heavy price. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Happy new year recalling hardship [Folk Art]]

Is a year happy spring festival is coming, Street hurriedly buy New Year, Day multi-like day. Heart view years ago shopping landscape, pick a day, and then casually walked into any a large supermarket, see damn sure is a sea of people and clotted streets. Deep in the crowd, the shopping cart that everyone pushes is filled with all kinds of alcoholic beverages and food. Days of solid or not, through when this year section Chinese shopping consumption result the situation at a glance. Money multi-of people, New Year preparation was a great variety, but large foot, each buy a jins eight Jin of Cinch; Less money of people, preparing new year is wobbly, wine meat Ah although can want, but everything can only be tight homely buy more, non-homely high-end goods buy less or simply don’t buy, Gu the first of the seat, cannot manage fifteen of the table, heart is total for that bi shang bu zu bi xia you yu adage to masturbate. After all, Chinese Spring Festival, traditional sense of interest, still eating, makes you for mixed life busy wronged years and years of stomach, in year lunar January in that brief fifteen days received Master lianxiangxiyu-like adequate food large reward. Speaking of years section of eat vulgar, naturally spoke years section of all kinds of seed-extraordinary consumption. New Year period, three-parent six Qi, friends together, after the meal, side melon seeds side rambling shen chui luankan, at this time of melon seeds, is kindred spirits promote exchanges to strengthen feeling of fusion agent, is cross-purposes the half sentence also more between staring at each when best time kill machine. According to reliable historical data, Chinese melon seeds for thousands of years, year Changsha Mawangdui unearthed that fat lady stomach found a few grains not digestion of watermelon seeds should be excellent evidence one. As a result, melon seeds technology first-rate to call person never is logical of. That each full of melon seeds, by frying the patience stir-frying processing after, immediately becomes taste melon seeds people nibbling in mouth delicious aftertaste infinite supremacy delicious. Some small like cracking sunflower seeds, front teeth can nibbling out a small triangular gap. One of my primary school students and sister-in-law are known as melon seeds speed than rats hundreds of times faster savory, they front teeth median long-term melon seeds, true have a triangle gap. By this, in China such a has thousands melon seeds civilization country, to find out a group of a hour nibbling off two three kilograms melon seeds of geek to not Arabian nights. -Then again, delicious cherry tree to plant, melon seeds too: melon seeds easy to, kind of melon seeds is not easy. Now, although people’s living conditions are good, on the market a variety frying melon seeds category also more and more rich,-for Origin farm of I, never think it, whether sunflower seeds, watermelon seed or what melon seeds, everything is a drop of sweat slip-grain. This complex for years has been around me, especially every time I see someone bow concentrate on melon seeds, heart can’t help bears back with mom and dad together kind sunflower, watermelon of hardships. I grew up in an age when, planting sunflower of technology already in Xinjiang popularity, plus sunflower salinity and drought easy to caste, planting and harvesting, relative beginning in Xinjiang promotion of watermelon to easier. I remember that since 1985, the parents who took the lead in contracting saline-alkali beach in the regiment began to sow and cultivate their hopes every year in the 100 mu land they contracted: wheat, rice, oil sunflower, melon, soybeans and other types of crops are parents grow objects. 1988 nian, I because college left home, its two decades after they will remain in a foreign land, hard to real contact fathers hard business the life of military reclamation and farming, as a result, on before having participated in farm work, memory is especially profound. 1987 nian, parents through adventures, salt marshes on planting rice washing alkali success, when two more than yuan of income, let them front two years money down the drain loss inputs into thorough large profits. Next, because watermelon yield and price are much higher than rice, they chose for two consecutive years planting watermelon. Watermelon, because punch and eats at the seeds inside Renhe with seed quantity multi-and named. Watermelon were round,-shaped with watermelon, smooth skin, light green, with dark green striped, rang color white or yellowish, is sweet. Melon Seed subject black center for white, full particles, S 1980s late, because of high economic benefit, seed and popular consumer favorite, soon in northern Xinjiang regional spread and widely grown. As usual, is still high school I, every holiday, natural is along with parents and sisters join Labor: Spring thinning, weeding; Summer, sometimes carrying every time-five kilograms potion watering can to watermelon spraying pesticide, sometimes carrying a shovel piece to piece by piece Watermelon watering; Autumn, watermelon mature after harvest is very tiring. Such as watermelon vine most dry brown withered after, be charge a watermelon. Received watermelon, first of all to watermelon from vine pull on down, one by one tease piles. In order to facilitate mining seed, every ten m tease a heap. Watermelon sizes, small less than half kilograms, large can achieve six or seven kilograms, such stamps for every gua dui on throw up special effort, too far afraid of the melon broke lost melon seeds, so, each pick a have taken the trouble to put melon to heap up. This running around, one day down, legs can tired trembling. -Most tired is behind acquisition of seed-process. Before the melon machine came out, we should dig a big hole around each melon pile, then lay a thick waterproof plastic cloth, and pour one or two barrels of clean water to clean melon seeds into it according to the size of the hole. Next, is to manual plate next to pit edge set, devote a arm large of people responsible for operation for plate loading, plate with the melon one by one crushed crushed, crushed of melon directly fell into paved waterproof plastic cloth giant crater. And then, another person keep flying under the press one by one feed melon, others sit around the pit edge, have responsible for melon seeds one by one from crushed flesh picked, responsible for big iron strainer back and forth washing melon seeds, have responsible for picking up to traits of big iron strainer to wicker basket fishing melon seeds, and responsible for drain and after seeds baskets into twenty-five kilograms a bag plastic bags filled with fastened real, waiting for small four wheel coming again loading shipped to company of sunning ground. Xinjiang has always been early wear cotton-padded jacket afternoon wear yarn said. Received watermelon, general has reached jiu yue bottom and october of late autumn. Every morning, even called Beyond Jiangnan of Yili, temperature sometimes only two or three degrees. Then, whether zhai gua delivery melon, or wash melon seed fishing seeds, everyone’s hand shake red with cold numb, but cold again also have to stick, because everyone understand, hold on for three to five days can achieve close watermelon final victory. So by pure artificial received watermelon live, I stayed at home parents siblings, family six or seven ren qi battle, real thing to dry for two years. Of course, because cultivate economic value high watermelon, parents of the bag year suggested themselves, that makes them never for several children outside finish school during No silver flower and sent sorrow. Two years later, watermelon machine advent and popularity, eliminating for artificial pressure melon and pull melon seeds of bitter cold, but still inevitably a handbag with a bucket of watermelon, feet do not pull keep up with hanging watermelon machine sudden chug ran forward the small four-wheel, trying desperately to high machine mouth fill inverted watermelon disheveled appearance when and hardships, parents for children have left home nursing, study of school, married married, year in and year out replant just put their own a small administration human, usually hire short-emergency of crops. Because black seeds play rich in protein, fat, VITAMINS B and D and other nutrients, S 1980s began planting since, has been more and more appreciated and. Today, affected by the market, production and sell, and is no longer in those days plagued many farmers planting confidence stumbling block, in this case, not only watermelon planting technology rapidly maturing, processing industry more on this basis reached a moment of prosperity, various packaging various flavors of seeding-watermelon seeds appear in various supermarket, more and more people as daily consumption of a delicious zero non-staple food. Delicious melon seeds, in highlighting their nutritional and delicious at the same time, also show a country towards peace and interest wang shi beautiful posture. After all, no people in a country deeply involved in wars and hunger can enjoy such leisure and leisure sitting in front of their own small tea table while eating melon seeds while watching TV happily. Only in Taiping-fed people, can carefree enjoy zero non-staple food bring happiness and peaceful. However, people often is hardship but die in piece. Today, people who have been used to living a warm life under the sunshine of peace are eating the wonderful melon seeds fried by merchants with relish, I do not know how many people can appreciate them behind the concealed agricultural hardships and great? How many people can see long peace after inevitable hidden those belonging to evil The War poverty and hunger and other multiple threats? Like (Prose edit: prose online) spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Long time, thin clothes

The winter in the South is low, wet and cold, and there is no bright color in the last two days. I always think that winter is the warmest season. Because of the cold, it is warm and slightly warm will be infinitely enlarged. That kind of warmth slowly penetrates into the bottom of my heart, lingering closely. Therefore, the warmth of winter always occupies a permanent position in memory, never forgotten, although perhaps never remembered. I haven’t written some words quietly for a long time. Those moods, no matter they are empty or busy, are quietly dormant. There is no clamor but silence. It is quiet as if the world has forgotten them. In fact, they are lurking and swimming all the time. Because it is too deep, the deepest things will always be ignored, forgotten and abandoned. Such as mood, emotion, nostalgia and memory. If there is an afterlife, I always want to be a tree. The most silent gesture can resist all and tolerate all. Until now, I have realized that maybe it is because such a quiet posture is suitable for living and missing. The posture of a tree is buried and flying in the world, without longing, without moving, without noise or cold. But deliberately ignored that loneliness. Like every living life. After all, I went for a walk and fell into the afterlife. Along the way, maybe we are more or less relying on memory life. Those memories are in various forms, stored in the heart or annihilated in the bottom of the heart. The past, the present, the abandoned, the Unforgotten, the sinking and the unremembered are all left after all. Leaving this attitude is the most unacceptable appearance for I am, no matter it is indifferent or resolute. They are the most silent and wanton treacherous betrayal. The same is true for youth, life and life. Maybe there will always be a period of time when we are inferior to life. Expressionless, calm and indifferent. There is really no sadness, no unhappiness, no sadness in my heart. Because these emotions are redundant and luxurious. It doesn’t mean that nothing is empty, but nothing is really quiet. Like a flower, without sunlight, it lives quietly at the corner of the city. Occasionally, I imagine my posture of blooming freely, but I am not willing to stretch my antenna to live in the attitude of imagination. Everyone has his own experience. The word “empathy” should not exist in the world, because everyone has his own life, which may be similar or passed together. But never have the same experience, how can you feel the same. When people are alive, they will have their own difficulties and Hearts hidden. However, they are sticking to and enduring them. Please remember to smile at the end of each period of time, because many years later, you will see that smile when you look back, and you may have forgotten the hardship of that period of time. This is the deception of time to us, and we should be willing to treasure this kind of deception. Every period of time will turn into a pulse of palm prints, as long as you live seriously. Those young days always shine strange and familiar light. Those crazies who thought they were desperate actually had their own retreat path in the end, which was still young. So do everything when you are young, no matter how much a waste of emotion or time others think. And at that time, we always enjoyed ourselves or thought we were fearless. But now that I am no longer young, I begin to become timid and think about it. Maybe we are just children spoiled by time. We act wildly and resolutely in our young days. After that period of time, I would never dare again, because my spoiled children knew more deeply that the passing of that period of time was only limited to being young. This may be a sense endowed by the old. Standing on the high branch, the cold wind blew across the cheek, causing cold pain. Although looking from afar, I dare not look down. I am not afraid of the height above the ground, but there are fallen leaves, withered yellow and declining, and unattainable sadness. The sadness that looked down from the height was infinitely enchanted, full of the surrounding air, shallow and slow flow but deeply touched. Then only when you stand there so quietly can you give up all the noise. Sometimes noise equals sadness. I always expect everything I imagine too much. In things, things, people, missing, attachment and warmth. Whether you are struggling for fierce pursuit or calm desire. More or less, I always look forward to it and then wait. Lin Xi has a lyric: If you can forget your desire, the years will be long and your clothes will be thin. Every time I hear this lyric, my heart will become soft, and then I will start to feel warm in a shallow way, telling myself that although I go forward, everything will be fine. This is life. What you live is not unhappy. You are the only one who hasn’t noticed it. If you can forget your desire, the years will be long and your clothes will be thin. Long time, thin clothes. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Want to say a thousand words, but no words

Desire and thousands of words, but no words, want to cry with sorrow, but silently, the eyes that look at each other are flashing empty. In the cold winter, the mood that should have been hibernating was dripping with exhaustion and decline. Looking back on the way of coming, it was drenched, coming and going, mixed with happiness and sorrow, and finally it was the frost that could not shake. A glittering liquid slips down the cheek, gently wipes away, moist, cooler than your body temperature. Inside, there is a kind of unrestrained blood flowing, which is the foundation of freedom. In the soul, there is a persistent feeling growing. Her name is tenderness. When I first met each other, I felt like a lifetime. The dust fell down gently, and the clean feelings were like the floating clouds in the sky. Meeting you is my lifelong attachment, and I can never find my way back. The smoke and rain are quiet, and in the waves of the lake, the brilliance of colored glaze is reflected, shining and never leaving. Going south left my eternal concern and engraved my lifelong attachment without regrets. Go north, remember your unregretful love, and carve the true annual rings of your life. Deep-rooted tenderness, swaying for N years, suddenly wake up, not dream, heart is still there, but you are there, I am here, not sad or happy. Far away, a beautiful love story is interpreted in the distant gaze, which is by no means a windy and snowy night. In the lonely time, the empty soul opened its wings and wanted to fly and be free. I didn’t know whether it was depraved or not, and the empty heart fell straightly. Under the implicit appearance, there is a flamboyant individual hiding. He is expanding and wants to get rid of it. It is always impossible to coordinate between persistence and betrayal, but the distance is so close …… gently and quietly, it is not that there is no romance and future any more, but that there is no incomparable contribution any more. Understand that what we stick to is not that love, but that we stick to our own contribution. All the coming and going are not love, but can not stand the hurt. There is no emotion from Lun to illusion any more. Every encounter in the decline is the wind, flowers, snow and moon. The lofty and stubborn woman began to feel humble and insignificant. Facing those sincerity that she never wanted to win with sincerity, she was speechless. There is a person who says that every time is true, but in fact it is not. There is only one time in life that is true. In a man’s heart, there is always only one, and the only one is his favorite treasure. He may experience several emotional twists and turns, he may never be with her, he may never talk to her, even that woman didn’t know that she would always keep a certain position in his heart. But because he is a man, she is the dream in his heart, the fantasy of romance and love, so he always has only one favorite, which can’t be replaced by others. I really finally realized that I was also lucky that I was always kept in that person’s heart and never left …… was his only thing. Close the window gently, put the dream on the wind chimes in front of the window, and let butterfly fly outside the window. Looking at the blue sky through the glass, the white clouds, listening to the birds singing softly, listening to the cicadas crying sadly. No everlasting, no everlasting, no sea, no stone, no oath of love. Be fresh, indifferent, free and easy, and happy. Face right and wrong, face lovey-dovey, face enenyuanyuan, face life and death, have been silent, also silent. Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…