bing zhong yin

(1) the sick heart is not at leisure, lying alone in the water and clouds. Misty without Dream, read pro separated ye yan. Yu Yu, the moon in the cloud, lonely to sleep. The lonely bird is still cold when crying down. I think I am in good health, but I don’t know why? I had a stomachache after dinner yesterday, which was very serious. It was so painful that I couldn’t fall asleep all night long. Sometimes it was too hot to sweat, sometimes it was so cold that I wrapped the quilt and shivered. Finally, I got up quickly and went to baokaishan Road baiguan health center for treatment. I went there earlier. There were not many patients in the hospital, and I was not too busy. After a doctor’s examination, it was confirmed that it was gastropathy, and the simplest way was used to hang salt water. At present, the medical staff in the hospital have a good service attitude. I lie on the bed with quilts, just like I am sleepy in the inpatient ward, quietly receiving intravenous drip for up to three hours. During this period, two doctors came to inquire about the changes of their illness, and two nurses took care of them. This has to make me, a patient who occasionally went to the hospital, not moved! When I got home, I was lying in bed, looking up at the monotonous ceiling. There was no warmth in this cold single house. If you want to drink a cup of hot boiled water, you have to cook it yourself! It reminds me of my illness when I was young. When I was ill, I always felt my mother’s concern and care, even the father who had always been dignified would be considerate and kind. But now it is already passing by. How good it would be if I could go back to the past and act coquettish with my mother! Although there is a lover in my dream who cares for me, I can live apart from each other. Thinking, thinking, suddenly I feel so helpless and sad in my heart. Because of my uncomfortabl, I was lying in bed reading newspapers such as old news, archives and references. At this time, I felt lonely. It is really tiring to live alone! Although someone cares about me in a distant place, I still feel lonely and melancholy, especially as I am sick today. This feeling is more real. People are in a daze, their hearts are in a daze, and their thoughts are also in a dimly discernible state. Regardless of the countless flowers falling into tombs in his dream, I dreamt that Duke Zhou fell asleep in a daze. At four o’clock in the afternoon, when I woke up feeling better, I opened the music and listened to the lingering and euphemistic music of “Two Springs reflecting the Moon. I thought about life quietly in the sad music, and I realized that health is the most important thing! 24 hours later, today I am still ill, and my health has not improved much, but I never went to the hospital to hang salt water. Instead, I went downstairs to the Western pharmacy and bought a box of domineolin. After taking the pills, I still felt uncomfortable lying on the bed and felt the heat on my forehead. The hazy feeling was that everything in front of me became dim and desolate, and my mood was really terrible. A person was really bored, and he was thinking wildly in his heart. Suddenly he thought of a Bing’s “singing in illness”, so he wanted to transfer his mood and change his mood. So I turned on the computer, turned on the stereo, and listened to this Erhu Song. I closed my eyes and half leaned on the revolving chair, listening to the music fluttering in the room. The leisurely music melody started from desolation, desolation, low mood to gradually cheer up. It can be heard that it is a sick person, from low mood at the beginning to gradually strong strength. Gradually, my people calmed down in the music. It seemed that my heart was no longer empty and my mind was no longer in chaos. It is hard for I am to listen to this kind of song, and they don’t feel much. Maybe today, as a sick person, I have a deep understanding of this song. In this way, till midnight, the night like water outside the window had washed away the noise of the day and precipitated the peace in the north of the city. My body has improved through pharmacology, and my unstable heart is still wandering freely on the Internet, I dragged my tired body and waited for you to appear in front of the screen. I remember the sound of your greetings on the phone during the day and the fragrance of tranquility once made me intoxicated. At this moment, it seems that I have too many words to say to you, but I feel choked for a while. I rang the flying characters on the keyboard in the entanglement and confusion of my half-awake and half-dream, but I really couldn’t swing my hand, because I was sick! I lived a lonely life alone. I once thought it was a style and also a kind of enjoyment. Since I chose loneliness, I suffered the bitterness and sweetness brought by loneliness. However, during the three days of my illness, I suddenly found that no one could take care of me. It was even difficult to pour a cup of hot water, so I had to quench my thirst with milk, only at this time did I really feel sad. I always thought that I was very strong and could get used to living alone. In my daily work and life, I return my bright smile to everyone who cares about me or tries to care about me every day. I tell everyone with a smile that I live well, but I always hope someone can see the loneliness behind my smile. Loneliness is a kind of enjoyment as well as torture; In fact, loneliness is also quite pitiful. I am an old man who was drunk with wine and meals, and long live the emperor. He was in good health and seldom got sick once a year. This year was also the first time he got sick, but it seemed to come earlier. These days, my waist aches and backaches, stomach aches and bloating, head-heavy feet and weak body have turned into a patient lying in bed. After suffering for several days, I picked up the phone several times but didn’t know who would accompany me? Why can’t I find a rightful and justified person to take care of myself when I am sick? Is this my lonely life with taste and style? Friends and hourly workers said on the phone that they would come to accompany me and take care of me, but I refused! They have their own homes. I can’t give them any trouble, so I refused! I feel uncomfortable and lonely because of the pain of illness. Since leaving my family and marriage, I have been living alone. I think I should be a very strong man after so many years of hardship. But in this spring sleep, I didn’t realize it, and heard the lonely spring night of birds everywhere. In this sick day, I still felt lonely. Now I know myself and feel tired when facing loneliness. I want to choose a new life again (middle) people look for diseases before 40 years old, and people look for diseases after 40 years old. With the increase of age, the body begins to become fragile and declining. Once you get sick, it will take some time to restore your previous state. Having been ill for a month, I really knew what the disease was like a mountain, and the disease was like a silk. The meaning of this sentence. The disease came like a mountain, people ate grains, and the disease was very fast. This time, the illness came fiercely, which pulled me from a lively person to the verge of death overnight. In fact, I also know that during this period of time, I have been working hard, writing at night for a long time, staying on the screen for a long time, and I am not in a good mood and lack of sleep. When I feel healthy, I have gradually overdrawn my physical strength. I think the internal organs and blood vessels of human body are all related to each other. When a small discomfort occurs in one part of human body, the whole body’s ability to resist viruses and bacteria decreases, as time, environment and human beings become weaker and weaker, they will burst out until one day they can’t bear it, which finally makes me sick! In response to an old saying of our officials: freezing for three feet is not the cold of a day. And disease to such as spinning refers to once the body uncomfortable have Fault, need and needed nursed back to health will have a long time, need 1.1 point the virus from the body clear net, until recovery Health. In fact, the patient is very fragile. When he is ill, many people will hold the doctor as a life-saving straw and often ask anxiously: doctor, when will my illness be cured? How much do I need to spend to get better? I fully understand the patient’s mood, but it is a little naive. Treating the disease is a complicated process, and the old doctor who really knows the doctor can’t say big words and answer your question immediately, most of them comfort you euphemistically to make you rest assured. Many people like to find someone who can guarantee him to cure his illness. As a result, they are the most likely to be cheated. They spend more money on their feet. Now before I cure the disease, I like to check and compare my illness on the Internet, then find an old friend doctor with good medical treatment to check and write a prescription, and then go to the designated hospital of medical insurance to see a doctor. In this respect, I have a classic medical case. Once I got acute jaundice hepatitis, I first went to Shangyu People’s Hospital for examination. After being busy with doctors and machines, the doctor asked me to be hospitalized for treatment, I asked about the cost of more than 10,000 yuan. I immediately went to Dongguan hospital to find my old classmate, because he was the chief physician of surgery, and introduced me to Vice President Zhao, the chief physician of Internal Medicine. Dr. Zhao tested my blood and made a biological index test, then I prescribed a prescription. Two bottles of salt water were only 19 yuan, plus several small bottles of liver-protecting and nourishing medicine, and took care of me to hang salt water from Dr. Chen in jinyuwan nearby, it took more than 30 yuan to cure my problem. However, the biological index of a person who sent the test form to kangzhou on the same day and the same problem with me was half less than mine, but because he could be reimbursed at public expense, the result of hospitalization transferred his registered permanent residence to heaven. This event left me a deep impression. I am very grateful to Dr. Zhao of Dongguan hospital for his help! I also have a medical case. Many friends and acquaintances around me have suffered from gout. According to them, since getting gout, we should not only avoid eating, but also many vegetables, what is more serious is that one must give up drinking. In order to treat gout, it almost cost several thousand yuan, and most of the treatment time is relatively long. In fact, I also had a Gout. It was more than ten years ago. The gout attack was really painful. I even hung my feet in the air, feeling a little painful. Later, I went to Xiaoyue bone injury hospital for treatment. President Shen gave me a prescription and got a small box of Western medicine, which was cured immediately. It only cost 24 yuan. I did not spend a lot of money, nor did I avoid eating and drinking, nor did I relapse. I have never had gout for more than ten years. So many people told me about gout, which I felt incredible. I kept this prescription for several years, but finally lost it because of moving. What a pity! But President Shen is still here, you may as well have a try! Human body is made up of countless cells. It is recorded that the life cycle of human epidermal cells is 28 days from generation to death, while the cell cycle that maintains our human life is 2 or 4 years, however, it can only be divided 50 times at most. Under all normal circumstances, we can live to 120 years old for a long time, but there are not many people living to 120 years old in the world, the most realistic thing is to pay more attention to your health and protect your body from viruses. We often try our best to earn money when we are young, while we spend our lives when we are old. In fact, health is the most important thing for us, and it is also the most worthy of our cherishment. Diseases come on wings and depart on foot. In the days of sleepless and full of pains, I felt the fragility of life. In the years to come, I should breathe more fresh air and feel more warmth in the world, taste the nectar of life more, cherish your own life, cherish every day, and let life have no regrets! (Below) sometimes people are really strange. I have stomach trouble this week, and my body is very uncomfortable; So I am in a terrible mood! I don’t have a good mood when I feel sick and uncomfortable. What affects my whole body is anxiety, fidgety, depression, sadness and loneliness. -Today spirit better, go out to commodity inspection bureau service, see blue sky, clear sky, see the Earth, shanqingshuixiu. I felt that there were invisible things clamoring in my heart. After thinking it carefully, I found that it was a kind of mood, which reminded me of many, many …… recalling the past and the eventful years. I think of my childhood, and I also think of my childhood. Because my father devoted himself to the cause of national defense, I got along with my parents for a long time when I was young, and stayed away from family ties, far away from thousands of mountains and rivers. I used to have misfortune with myself. At that time, my mood was also sad, but when I cried, I cried, when I laughed, I learned to fly tenaciously in loneliness. But happiness and joy always accompany me, and that kind of mood is golden, which makes me grow up healthily in the beautiful hope. When I think of my youth, although I was poor in material and lack of food, I was in a blue mood at that time. I relaxed freely, jumped for joy and built my beautiful dreams one after another happily, looking forward to the happy moment. When I think of myself as an adult, sometimes my mood is as scarlet as fire because of successful career. Sometimes the mood is as pale as paper, because of frustration in love. Sometimes the mood was as dark as charcoal because I attended the funeral of relatives and friends. When I think of myself, at the critical moment of life turning point, I once lost my partner to help each other, suffered from emotional damage, and once my business failed and my family was covered by the walls, I lost my grandmother who had raised me for fourteen years and passed away. When I think of my painful moments, I will reorganize my broken mood and life once, only silently shouting in my heart: let all the misfortunes come! Let all misfortunes go! My life is the process of sailing to a place full of mystery, temptation and light of hope in my own boat of destiny, however, in this journey of life, the layers of ripples appearing again and again are my own feelings. There are many unsatisfactory things in my life, which directly affect my mood. But I can always find my different moods, master my changing moods, adjust my good moods in time and laugh at life. It is not easy to forget the honor, disgrace, sorrow and joy in front of you and give yourself a good mood, which is created by your personality, quality, moral character and talent for many years. I believe in taking a step back and making everything calm. I often sit quietly and reflect on myself, soaking my impetuous mind in the soft music atmosphere, letting the throbbing of the sounds of nature and the fetal sound of the earth lead me to the nature. In order to adjust my mood, I will come to school to meet my life coordinates and give myself a good mood. In my life, from the day I was born until my death went to the Yellow Spring, nothing in the world belonged to me. I didn’t bring anything from my mother’s birth, nor did I take anything to heaven. I only have my own mood, and I only hope to have a beautiful mood to accompany my whole life forever. Today, I have given myself a good mood after my illness, hoping that tomorrow I can have a colorful life in the journey of life. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Thanksgiving, alive

A person who is not a celebrity said: a person, don’t compete with anything. As long as you live healthily, you will be better than anything! Ha ha, yes, you should be grateful to yourself for living-living healthily and healthily. If you think like this, it seems that everything has become so simple and beautiful. You will no longer be annoyed by your gains and losses; You will no longer be annoyed by some trivial matters; You will no longer complain about the unfairness in reality, at least, you will still live healthily and healthily. When Dad is seriously ill, he always gets excited easily. He would shed tears because of a little harvest or touch; He would also laugh like a child. In his eyes, everything around him was so beautiful. He will watch every TV program he sees very attentively; He will eat every bite of food seriously; He will examine his children patiently and lovingly; he would always look around him with nostalgic eyes; He would hold his mother’s hand and closed his eyes heavily to welcome his daily dreams, there is purity which is rare among adults, no treacherous, no picky, no disputes, only when you lose it can you really know what you once owned is beautiful! I really want to freeze the time in this way, and live in the purity of my father’s eyes forever. In fact, the world is not so beautiful, isn’t it? He would rob my father who had nothing to do with the world, which made my heart feel so sad that I had no thoughts; He would urge my gentle and kind mother to grow old, which made me care about all the time. But what? Reality is always reality, and the only thing that can be changed is people’s thoughts. Therefore, learning to be grateful seems to be the best choice to free yourself. Then, be grateful and live by yourself. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

In the lights dim lonely

After dinner, I went for a walk with my master. The lights of Liuku flickered, which made this small town well connected with the modern city, and there was a kind of luxury and romance with bright lights everywhere, especially the flowing of the Nu River adds some unknown ambiguity and warmth to this small town. Many houses were constantly demolished, changing the decoration style, and soon they appeared with a new face. The lights in the distance flickered abnormally, and there were several dazzling characters, which were elegant and fashionable, as for the stupid questions I asked with no sense of direction at all, Sir always laughed at me happily. You see, that building is so tall, the light is particularly bright, and the name is also nice, is it the new house built? Pig, you are so stupid. Look, that building is just opposite your parents and their house, which was changed by a former hotel. It seems that you are totally unfamiliar with this beautiful small town, Liuku, the state capital. Yes. I have always been in the countryside. When I lived and studied in this town with my parents, many of my classmates came from the countryside. After work, there are only a few people working in the countryside. However, I finally went to the city once. Occasionally, some classmates invited me to dinner, and I didn’t know the direction. When I called to inform me, I always asked you to help me continue, then help me remember the location and tell me the direction. I laughed at myself, and the less sensitive one wouldn’t find some loneliness in what I said. There are quite a lot of distinctive lights in Liuku Town. Besides the brightly lit bridges and small bridges, there are also several dazzling golden characters in the Nujiang Grand Canyon. When it comes to night, these words flickered brightly and dimly, decorated the Biluo Snow Mountain and became the symbol of the Nu River Lisu Autonomous Prefecture. As soon as anyone stepped on the Nujiang River, they can be shocked and moved by these words introduced into the eyes. Whether you go out to study or go on a tour, you will know that you have arrived at Liuku safely as long as you see those words. Therefore, the warmth of home can fill your heart. Every time it gets dark, the new urban area is extremely beautiful. The dust in the daytime is completely covered by the beautiful lights, showing only the prosperity one after another, which makes people sigh with emotion, as if it is as luxurious as the city that never sleeps sung in the song. Tired of watching TV or playing with computer eyes, I would stand in front of the window, let my eyes drift to the twinkling words in the Nujiang Grand Canyon, and then slowly slide my eyes to the lights of the new city, these romantic and beautiful lights represent the changes of Liuku, a small town, and also bring shock to my heart again and again. I often feel such a beautiful place, no corner can accommodate my small figure, and no one knows the feeling of wandering like duckweed. I think, for any woman, home means harbor and dependence, and home is the place where your heart stays. Otherwise, no matter you are in a lonely village or a prosperous city, there is no warm feeling, only wandering and helpless and lonely. Maybe it is because of occupation or personality. The contact circle is very small and the time to communicate with others is not much. Every day is a very single 3.1-line life, the reason why the classroom office dormitory is called dormitory instead of home is that I am the only one in the dormitory most of the time, and only when the teacher comes to visit me during Zhou Wei or rest time, that place smells like home. And because I have been studying during holidays, I really spend very little time at home. Therefore, I hardly know anyone and have no condition to keep regular contact with the outside world, except my classmates and colleagues, occasionally a few netizens will not add a few new friends all year round. As the saying goes: it’s easy to walk with more friends. But for me, it is more difficult than climbing the sky. It was not exaggerated at all. If I traveled around the Liuku city of our state capital alone, even if there were a lot of people hanging out by Zhou Wei, it would be difficult for me to find some familiar faces. While when walking with him, there were people greeting him everywhere. He led the team a lot, so there were many players. Besides, he also taught sports for a long time, lead many students to participate in the competition, and naturally there are many acquaintances. In addition, I felt deeply that walking with my best classmate in high school was also very lively. She was a doctor and had many patients at ordinary times. In addition, she was very friendly, cheerful and easygoing, I also like to keep in touch with my classmates frequently. We went out for a cold drink. There were a lot of people who knew her and nodded to her everywhere. Looking at them, I think I am an orphan abandoned by this city. However, when the lights are dim, when encountering this kind of contrast between prosperity and coldness, I believe that no one can understand the loneliness hidden in my deep heart. Although my classmates treated me well, they rushed to pay the bill when they went out for a party, whether drinking tea or playing mahjong, whether I lost or won money, except that they were familiar with these procedures, it is more because they cherish and care for me. After all, they have lived in this town longer than me, and they can better understand some rules of the game in all the fireworks world, and sometimes I feel embarrassed and always feel that I owe them a favor. Even if I laugh at myself at any time, I still have to look at our once pure and beautiful friendship among classmates with a simple look, but sometimes I still feel that I can’t keep pace with the progress of this town. When the weather is warm, sitting in the teahouse beside the river, drinking tea, playing mahjong, or drinking a glass of red wine or cold drink, listening to the pleasant sound of the river, listening to the people around talking and laughing, looking at the flickering lights, everything brings an unreal warmth, which still makes me feel lonely. I will immerse myself in these laughter and laughter, but I can’t find the direction to go home, I even feel like sleepwalking. Life in the countryside has always been lonely, except for a few dog barks and scattered and not so bright lights, it is hard for you to see such bustle and noise. Therefore, at this time, I always smile and seldom talk, but my heart is still lonely and lonely, but no one knows it, no one understand. Therefore, I often say shamelessly that I understand the loneliness and loneliness that others cannot know, and I understand the pain and loneliness that some figures turn around after prosperity. Because, in the deep dim light, I have experienced the pain and loneliness that others cannot know. However, anyway, I am still a person who is not easy to be defeated by negative emotions. After all, I know very well that life has to continue. Suddenly looking back, the lights in the distance are still flashing,, I will never present what I hope. Since it is a thought that no one can understand, I don’t have to worry too much about it. I must adjust my bad mood at any time, I can’t let those bad emotions affect my life, so many times, some loneliness can only flash by, and I quickly return to normal in an instant, I don’t allow myself to sink myself into it like a certain stage in the past, making myself physically and mentally exhausted, and finally only hurting myself. Many things in the world exist dialectically. There are contradictions, pains, laughter and happiness. It is this cycle that promotes the continuous development of things. Heraclitus also believes that everything is flowing and everything is changing constantly. His famous saying is that people cannot step into the same river twice, because both this river and this person are different. This also warned us from another level that we should be the master of our mood. Even if we would encounter the loneliness and helplessness in the dim light at any time, we should not defeat ourselves. 2012.03.08 Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Actually, we’re close

Today is not half a month, but the moon hook through the thin cloud like cicada wings is so bright. Maybe it was the drizzle last night that cleaned the sky, and today’s wind wiped it gently. Today’s month is no longer so lonely, with stars around it. Mom, look, why are the stars and the moon so close. The familiar tone in childhood echoed in my ears. Putting Buddha was like a record stored for more than twenty years, which suddenly played back the memory of that year. With the bright moon, the child in front of me looked like a photo. I vaguely found the smiling face of that year. Well, in fact, they are always very close, just blocked by clouds and mist, and can’t be seen. The young mother gently bounced off the fallen leaves on her son’s head. Oh? He bit his fleshy finger in his mouth. Uncle, what do you think? Are they always very close? He asked about me around him. I don’t know this either. The sudden problem made me speechless. I haven’t heard such a lovely question for many years. He also wanted to seek more answers from others, but his mother grabbed him first and didn’t talk to strangers casually. He pouted and seemed not to understand the philosophy of this sentence. Why not talk to strangers? Too late to think, he was dragged and unwilling to leave. My kid looks so cute. I heard from them that I was the same in those years. And her mother’s vigilance is quite like my mother’s tone. Don’t talk to strangers casually. I didn’t know the meaning of my parents’ repeated exhortations at that time. I just kept hearing that the bad guys wanted to cheat the children to sell, and the Big Wolf also wanted to take away the children. I have heard too many stories that are both true and unreal, and I only have the eyes of fear, as if every bad guy would turn me away. Later, primary school teachers taught me to have the consciousness of preventing bad people, middle school teachers taught me to fight with bad people with wisdom and courage, and university teachers taught me to use legal weapons to safeguard my own interests, society has taught me not to trust anyone. They told me to guard against the bad guys carefully. I asked them who were the bad guys, but they prevaricated and just told them to protect themselves. They call this the way of life, the way to protect oneself, and the heart to prevent people. They have been playing the drama of human nature. Although, they read the lines of good nature at the beginning of life. Then, when I faced some smaller and more beautiful children experiencing the world. I was like an experienced old man who talked about the dangers of people. I remembered the brochure sent by the school when I just entered the university, which carefully warned us not to ask strangers to help carry luggage casually. Because there were criminals who used tricks of cheating. Therefore, I was tired and sweating, but rejected the enthusiasm of my senior. The next year, I went to welcome the new arrivals, and this scene continued. In fact, I think this is normal. If you have seen the tricks of swindlers and lies on the street, aren’t you alert to the kindness of strangers? Having heard the story of falling down and ruining people, do you dare to give your love so frankly? Having experienced the wonderful hands of thieves, can’t you guard against the people around you? After chewing carefully, this is really the reason. Since I watched the video of little Yueyue, I always like to think about it. I was worried that one day, I fell to the ground because of my weak body. Passers-by around me would bypass me, a waste in the way, let me lie on the ground and groan incapable, and let the car run over me. After that, everyone will criticize the numb Chinese people in words and writing on the Internet, and then sigh with the tone of a just bystander that today’s Chinese people have lost their conscience because of their moral corruption. They will be deeply impressed by all this, but they firmly believe that it has nothing to do with themselves. Even though they are educating their children, don’t look for trouble. I have always believed that this kind of bad luck would not happen to me. In fact, like me, many people believe that they will not encounter such a thing. I remembered a piece of news I had read that an old man fell down in the street, and the people who came and went were just on guard, but dared not come forward to help. Suddenly, the old man shouted, I fell down by myself, which has nothing to do with others. In an instant, passers-by felt relieved, abandoned the coat of onlookers, opened their hidden kindness and helped the old one after another. In a flash, I admired the wisdom of the old man. Later, I heard more wise things. The legislator revised the law with great insight. The legislation stipulates that anyone who extorts aid will be investigated for criminal responsibility. However, I have never heard that the law can solve moral problems once and for all. However, I would like to ask more, when the reporter wrote the manuscript, was there any embarrassment lamenting for morality in his heart? When the legislation was passed, did the voting hand tremble for the loss of trust? I feel a little strange. Do you really need to provide credit as a guarantee to help you raise your hand? Does the custom of helping others really need the majesty of the law to defend? In order to retain that kind heart, do we really need to be familiar with the tactics of war, use our mind to deal with things, and the heart of preventing people is better than that of preventing Sichuan? We really need to use the wisdom accumulated for five thousand years to fight with others. Do we really need the military strategy to protect this kind of kindness? They said the streets in the city were bustling and crowded. However, I think the bustling streets are not crowded at all. Because, we all keep a distance with people around us highly consciously. The distance in physical sense is very close, but the distance in spiritual sense is very far apart. We are not without conscience, we just lack a trust in the estrangement of our hearts. Some people always believe that everything is far away from themselves, and they can criticize others’ faults like bystanders. In fact, it is very close. Your casual words and deeds are a kind of promotion to it. Others always believe that they are too far away from themselves and there is no need to help them. In fact, we are very close. Since we all exist in society and in the same family, helping our relatives is helping ourselves. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Household

My wife and I have been married for six years. When I just got married, I lived a tight life and suffered a lot, which made people look down upon me. My wife and I made up our minds to change the status quo. We created wealth through hard work and wisdom, moved to our new house, added new furniture such as Simmons, combination sofa, combination cabinet, etc. Our wife also wore silk ribbon and gold, and had savings. Our life was growing higher and higher, many people cast envious eyes. Even those who disdained our poor before turned against the past and looked at us with new eyes. When I think of it, it is really a little poor and nobody asks about it. Rich in the mountains has the smell of distant relatives. One day in lunar October of last year, my nephew in my hometown celebrated his fifth birthday. I went for dinner and couldn’t stand the instigation. I played Mahjong. I lost in the day and wanted to pull my head at night. My wife beat the child severely at home, and took advantage of the moonlight to ride a bicycle for more than twenty miles, catching me on the mahjong table on the spot. Although I put down Mahjong, my wife still scolded me and scolded me endlessly. I was so embarrassed that my heart was annoyed, but I didn’t show it at that time. In less than a week, my niece in my hometown celebrated her tenth birthday, and I went to dinner again. I wiped two winds in anger, and it was already over 7 o’clock in the evening when I got home. My wife scolded me when she saw me go home. Didn’t you just lose 100 yuan? Wife is too much. I simply fought with my wife. My wife was depressed and said she would go out to work. I am so scared that my wife of three is still like a home after she leaves? The next day, I worked hard. My wife works in an individual plastic factory. I often helped her two years ago. I seldom help her recently, and I haven’t changed her even for lunch. I have helped for three days, and I feel tired every day. In fact, I was very tired to help her before. I remember one day, my wife and I washed lime, and the child was neglected, crying like a tearful person, rolling like a pickled melon. In one and a half days, my two hands were burnt to an eye, only 80 yuan. It is never easy for people like us to earn money. To be honest, this family is hard enough to be a wife. My wife has never been idle since she hit the house. She is always busy and doesn’t have much rest when she is in confinement. Let alone playing cards and saving private money, that is to say, the daily firewood, rice, oil and salt are carefully calculated. Why is my wife so frugal, not for this family?! My wife often thinks hard and compares the two days. I am the head of the family, why do you spend money arbitrarily. Assuming that my wife didn’t care about me, she was laid off. In order to survive, she bought a front room and was in debt. Let me gamble, what will happen? A small disturbance is quietly silent in this ordinary and diligent days. Every time I saw the hard money my wife took home and my surplus salary deposited in the bank, I felt unspeakable in my heart. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Happiness is a feeling

For a marriage, if two people live for a long time, love or not is no longer important. Because of family affection, each other’s concern will replace the original everything. Compared with pots and pans, love is a luxury after all! Although daily necessities are not really digging for love, love has to give up the leading role’s position relative to eating in clothes. Therefore, there is a certain gap between the reality of life and the initial wish. When the trifles of life and greater pressure make people physically and mentally exhausted, people will seek a way of decompression, and some people will shape another self from the virtual network with the help of the virtual network, although it has nothing to do with perfection, it is always ideal. Because of the virtual, the disguise of the past is no longer, and because of the distance, the heart is no longer fortified, the language is much warmer, and it is no longer the past gunpowder feeling that the heart is so close to the heart, as a result, men become fond of incense, and women are very considerate. It also creates a virtual identity, Lan Yan and confidante. The emergence of this group may bring temporary pleasure to people and relieve your temporary tension. It is like a harbor-type stop or a living service area on the highway, which can relieve your immediate needs, such as relieving the pressure of bladder, or buying something on the shelf, which is convenient and comfortable. However, you will continue your journey eventually. The gap between reality and virtual is, after all, an objective existence that cannot be exaggerated or narrowed. We should treat it correctly and do not indulge in virtual. Is it you who maximize the virtual Beauty and the trivial reality to compare a moth ending? Sometimes I am so skeptical! And maybe we should understand these so-called bosom friends in this way: your clappy horseshoe sound is a beautiful fault, you are not a return person but a passer-by! Life, sometimes should comply with the law of inertia. Just like one day, my friend explained my meditation like this: do not think too much about the muddled work. Isn’t this a scientific outlook on life? The future is unknown, and nobody’s road is paved. The brightness of the future and the twists and turns of the road often coexist. Life is confusing for everyone, big or small. For example, I often worry about the nutrition problems of my children, and I have positioned my children in a healthy position with low salt, low carbon and low sugar since childhood. Therefore, there are many taboos on food. But you can’t bear to see that they are hard to swallow the rich nutrition. There must be no happiness in it. I suddenly remembered the words of a doctor friend many years ago: smoking is harmful to health. Smoke, if you don’t smoke, you will only die healthily. That’s right. No one has seen monk Tang so far. Therefore, within the scope of health permission, I also eat some fried food of my own to find a feeling of happiness. Happiness is just a feeling. Not in your position and what you have, but in your perception of things, that is, your experience. Just like my daughter’s question to me: do you want to cry in a BMW or laugh on a bicycle? Can I laugh when I sit in a BMW car? No! There is no third possibility! Then I will ride a bike. This is a very big life proposition. Many people are talking about it, and few people really understand it. Just like me: although the vehicles I met were just four-wheel vehicles for me, I also had the impulse to be personally on the scene. After all, human beings are an animal, which is difficult to be promoted from the limits of instinct. I ‘ve seen it, and after that, I have nothing to do. I am still the same as always, following the track I have been following for many years. Just like in the afternoon of winter, I bought some daily things, stepped on the Sunshine of the west slope to go home, and watched my shadow changing with the light wave, no matter how beautiful or dressed, there was only a kind of light always accompanying from the inside out, walking on the street corner, I don’t miss others’ scenery, nor exaggerate my own amorous feelings. Seeing the happiness of others comes, it is not envy, but more gratitude: Did parents have such moments in those years, because of my own achievements at that time, I found a meaning and proof of living from gratitude. Happiness is actually a feeling! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

A gust of breeze, half a dream!

If there is never me in this world, then what regrets and sorrows do you have. Life is a stumbling twist, and death is a tranquil star. Return to dust, rain and dew. There is no longer me in this world, but I am everywhere. Quoted from Tian Wei’s “half mu of flower field” 1 some memories, some melodies, no need to deliberately, are remembered in this way. Life is neither the beginning of the first sight nor the beauty of the first sight. 2 those deep and shallow intersections are just imprints of years without interpretation. The sky is gradually dark. The wind blows, the rain slops, and it is wet. Like the water in March, one person waited quietly, waiting for a bright encounter. The past is verdant, the face like water years, picking up the dream left in my mind, let me miss you in a quiet dream, let me detour alone in the dream. Cut a period of shallow time and listen to the whispers in the dream. 3 Many memories are like scenes hidden in the Flower Shadow. The dark fragrance blows the sleeves, and the shadow is hard to stay. What happened once was deposited in the details of the plot. The wind blows, the fragrance is fragrant, it is memories, attachment, and the time of our youth. Through time and space, they made a deal with their own worries. They could never find the original cause and effect. 4 everyone is a passer-by on the road of life. They meet at different intersections, seek in strange scenery, and gather and leave in the swaying years. Waiting for a tranquil sea of hearts, watching the clouds lightly and circling the clouds, weaving a beautiful encounter, becoming a quiet melody, a pure and beautiful picture scroll, and a graceful seal of words. 5 The past is filled with dust and rusted in the low time. The joy and tears were blurred, I remembered it again and again, and I forgot it again and again. Some sadness and some joy have become the paintings which gradually fade in the dim smoke. There is no keynote, but the theme is shining brightly. 6 How many smiles remain in the sky that has not cleared up for a long time. Looking at the insipid expression of passion on the edge of silence, the plain appearance is like running water every minute with time, yesterday has unconsciously become a memory. A gust of breeze, half a dream. Wake up from a dream, tears dry. Maybe you can live like the breeze, don’t worry, don’t miss it, just pass Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Wordless tacit understanding

The sunshine after the snow shone on the white snow very hard, and the light is so dazzling. If you really look at it, the light hurt your eyes, as if you were burnt by the fire, and then you couldn’t help crying, that drop of clear tears doesn’t indicate how much grievance you have, but it is purely casual, casual, natural, muddy human nature, without any whitewash. At this time, I was sitting in front of my desk, bathing in the warm sunshine, with a warm touch in my heart. I walked for you and for myself for so long, met for so long, and knew each other for so long, most of the time when I see your busy figure, I don’t have the heart to disturb you. I just stay with you silently listening to your voice and feeling your joys and sorrows, such a day will also enrich me. I am not very busy in my daily work. Apart from doing my own job well, the rest of my spare time can let my thoughts pass through the world of mortals and stay by your side, I told my mind to you quietly. Although you couldn’t hear it, I knew you could feel my joys and sorrows, which was also a great comfort to me. In my character, I am always more than introverted, especially for you. Sometimes I am close at hand. I have a lot of words to talk to you, but when I see you are busy, I know that you must be for work, so I put down what I wanted to say and silently left it in my heart. After stir-fry, polishing and enduring, it was stored in my deep memory and blended in my tranquil years. After work, I like to sit indoors quietly, brew a cup of green tea, and then watch the tea slowly bloom in the cup. The stretching leaves slowly sink in the Cup, then gently fell on the bottom of the Cup, looking at the layers of overlapping, no hug, no squeeze, such tacit understanding, just like the distant me and you, never need too many words, there is a tacit understanding from the soul, it is this kind of tacit understanding that reminds us unconsciously, gently puts you in the bottom of our hearts, and softly says to you at a casual moment, I miss you, remember to take care of yourself, I have a lot of concerns and expectations because of you in my years, and more is the blessing from the bottom of my heart, living well and working happily, I hope your life will be more wonderful. I also hope that my years will be colorful because of you. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Haizi

Suddenly, I really want to miss Haizi. He is a poet, but I don’t want to regard him as a poet. He is just a weak and tough man in his heart. On a gloomy noon, the sky is a pale color. You can’t see the sun, you can feel the existence of sunshine, but you can’t feel the warmth. I walked along the noisy street, and there was a destination, a bookstore I liked, where there were many words that I had read and covered my heart. As soon as one foot stepped in, he felt kind. Follow the path between the bookshelves and walk slowly without a goal. A thick book with Hai Zi smiling with glasses on the side. Standing quietly in the book cluster, there is a kind of energy that will make people deeply trapped. I stretched out my hand and held it over. The cover is Haizi’s ink graffiti, a work composed of one or two strokes. People who can understand will see his wild and lonely heart. I suffered three times: wandering, love and survival. I have three kinds of happiness: poetry, throne and sun. The first page of the poetry collection. After reading these two sentences silently, I don’t look for the meaning of each word to him in my heart. I can feel his feelings of saying these two sentences in my heart. It belongs to the poet’s self and loneliness. People who understand will understand without thinking. Don’t know people, just have a normal heart. The first poem, Asian bronze. Haizi expressed his death straightly. He said, “You are the only place to bury people. Then, it becomes soft again. Birds love to suspect and fly, and seawater submerge everything. Your master is indeed grass, living on his tiny waist, holding the palm and secret of wild flowers. Don’t think about the meaning of each poem with literary emotion, just feel it with heart. Then, I saw Haizi’s pure heart. One of his favorite poems ever was wheat field. It is also because of this poem that this poet has existed in my heart since then. When I stand in front of you painfully, you can’t say I have nothing, you can’t say I have nothing. Read Haizi’s poems one by one. He felt himself in his heart, lonely and helpless. Maybe he was destined to kill himself. He once said that I fell in love with death. Maybe he doesn’t love death, but when he is desperate, he thinks death is home. He just wanted to find a home, live quietly, let himself go, let everything go. I beg to put it out, the light of pig iron, the light of lover and sunshine. I request rain. I beg to die at night. I beg you to meet the person who buried me in the morning. The Dust of Years is boundless. In autumn, I ask: Next rain, clean my bones. My eyes closed, and I asked: Rain, rain is the fault of life, rain is sorrow and joy. I suffered three times: wandering, love and survival. I have three kinds of happiness: poetry, throne and sun. Miss Haizi. Rest. Poppy remember Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

The smile of spring is flying in the sunshine

Spring snow finally stopped, and the sunshine spread warm. The wind gently nestled in the embrace of sunshine, letting the warm spring fly in the field. Snowflakes quietly hid their silvery figure in the dark corner, as if they were afraid of the comfort of sunshine. The grass showed a smiling face, and on the warm chest of the Earth, the Green became a fluffy green blanket. The warm breeze is flying in the sunshine with the smile of spring. The spring breeze finally blew the green mountains and rivers, and also shook the branches of the old trees. The bird is like a tireless singer, singing in the forest with its crisp and delicate singing voice. It stands proudly on the branch, as if spring is called by its singing. The stream began to play a sweet heart song, and all the way to the distance with laughter. Let My Heart fly in the sunshine with the smile of spring. The green grass on the bank of the stream looked at its back, shaking his head and sighing as if he was eager to wear it. The river showed a clear and beautiful face. On the clear river surface of the bright mirror, there are ripples of waves drawn by the spring breeze. It is like a smile of spring, blooming like a flower on the face of the river. The sunshine kissed the river, and the river was glittering with light, which became more and more glorious and shaking. The weeping willows on the bank, the long thorns are like the long hair of a young girl, and the reflection is in the river, which makes the heart of the river rippling and flushed. In the bright spring, the river Willow is green, which makes it more charming. It makes people think and admire. Spring is walking like a young girl. When the skirt was swept, the Green rose like water. It overflows the ditch and the ridge, spreading towards the distance. The sunshine flows gently on the tip of the spring grass, and the grass is jubilant and affectionate with the sunshine. The smile that provoked spring is flying in the sunshine and passing on people’s faces. Open the door of the House, invite the spring sunshine to come in, and drive away the cold winter with warmth. Let the smiles of spring fill the cabin and the corners of the mouth. Let the warm hands of the Sun blow away the depression in winter and clear away the dark clouds in my heart. Bathe in the sunshine calmly, enjoy the comfort of spring, and let the time slip away unconsciously. Open your heart, whisper with the spring breeze, let the spring smile, always pay attention to it. The sunshine danced lightly with the smile of spring, and spread thick green on the fields. Early-working farmers hang the smile of spring on their faces, while school students write the smile of spring in their compositions. Workshop workers leave the smile of spring in their busy work. I ‘d better let the smile of spring fly in the sunshine! Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…