Night at seven

At 7 o’clock in the evening, throw away your job, put down the CCTV news and go out for a walk. Although there was no shadow of the sun in the sky, the western sky was still bright, scattering the rays of sunlight from the horizon, welcoming the return of Twilight. Going out of lunar January, the spring of the season also went for a while, but the temperature was still below minus 15 degrees at night. Put your hand in your pocket, take a big step and walk on the road. The broad road seemed rather empty. There was a car flying in the back. I knew it was the only private Benz in the small town, the owner of the hot pot restaurant; There was an Audi coming from a certain unit. The car arrived very strange, and there was no other one, so they walked towards each other. It seems that this era is indeed flashy. Several children ran to the front along the edge of the wall, followed by their parents. 3 a child in a crossing on cried game, a and ran and ran, which surprised her mothers quickly shouting: Not here running back and forth, car here risk! The neon lights in the auditorium are on, and the lanterns around the spotlights with street lamps are on. It is scheduled, regardless of whether it is dark or dawn. The advantage of automation lies here, not changing at any time due to people’s subjective wishes; Of course, it is very rigid, even on a bright day, it also turns on the light, it does not change due to time and circumstances, and consumes energy by itself. Beside the auditorium is the office building where I work. At the moment, no, there are not many lights in the party office. Now is not the past. Many staff will study or do some work preparation at night. Now people are busy, busy in restaurants or karaoke bars. Work? What if you do well! Turn the corner and walk another 200, then step on the South Ring Road on a gentle slope. In just a few minutes, the sky suddenly became dim. Although the rays of sunlight in the distance were still strong, the dazzling star in the West was much brighter than when I just went out to see. When I just went out, I was still thinking, what is the name of this star? Is it Mercury, Mars, or Venus? It looks like mercury. Oh, if only I could name the stars. Now the front and back of this star began to blink, and the Twilight was getting deeper and deeper, which obviously made the star feel proud of the world. Climbing up and walking far away, the sight was clear. The color of weak water and ice is coming, white and bright, making the trees along the river bank Black. There is a lamp flashing on the ice, sometimes clear, and then dim. It is the lamp on the road in the distance. Under the street lamp, a man and a woman came over. The man was answering the phone with a loud voice: Oh, are you here? Stay. OK, I’ll see it later. The woman followed behind without saying anything. There is no figure on the long road. The trees and grass in the distance of the river beach gradually became black, changing into bears, dogs and wolves one by one. They can’t hear the pheasant’s cry. Maybe they know that wild cats are waiting on the edge. Now the wild cats are infected, and there are flocks everywhere, and many of them are automatically distributed to the wilderness. I think, before long, several kinds of wild animals will be added. The rays of sunlight converge little by little in the distance, and the West day gives birth to light rose, which makes people marching towards it think of a lot. Such as going to the West, going to heaven and so on. Heaven is that kind of color, where is empty and quiet, warm and clean. People who walk there should be happy relief. Are there my relatives there? Where will they live happily and comfortably? Will they look at me? In the future, will they lead me along the road they have traveled like children? The street lamp was really lit up, and the night came instead of the Twilight, and finally the glow vanished on the horizon. The tall fur Willow on the roadside caught my eyes from afar, and my body was completely immersed in the night. I have to run a few steps. Start under this street lamp. The small house built by the scavengers on the roadside was silent, and a three-wheeled motorcycle pulling swill galloped away. When I walked there two days ago, I saw that a shed for raising pigs was set up on the beach. These things can’t be burnt out by wild fire, and spring breeze blows again. Even a military camp city can’t manage these things. It can be imagined how difficult it is to manage local cities. From another perspective, this is also something that needs. No one wants to raise such a randomly slaughtered object, it will disappear naturally. The most powerful thing in the world is not who cares who, but the demand relationship: survival needs, supply and demand relationship! I ran on the darker road blocked by trees on both sides, and soon my body became hot. This year has passed, but others are not long, the meat on my body feels a little redundant. Alas, in this year, there will be more if you don’t need anything, and it will not be timely to get what you need. Salary and welfare in recent years, no one came down just after listening to the sound of stairs. I just saw the document, and I don’t know when it will arrive. No matter whether the central government or the company sends files or gives you money, it doesn’t want to actively manage things, I’m afraid it’s also white. Fortunately, with the file, I finally saw hope. I ran a big turn until I went back to the intersection. About one kilometer, the sweat had rushed out from my neck. Look at the mobile phone. It takes 10 minutes. OK, let’s go. Running on the brightly lit streets is eye-catching. Forget it, it has already passed the time that makes people notice, and it is better to pass in a plain way, live in a plain way, and be more comfortable. One hour is too short. When I got back to the door of the House, a dazzling light came. I lowered my head to see the road ahead quickly. I remembered that when I went to middle school, I rode a bicycle home on the evening of a certain day, a certain month, a certain year. I didn’t know how to look underground on the road, but I couldn’t see the road clearly. I jumped off the car hurriedly and waited, waiting for it to drop a layer of dust on his body, his eyes were still Stabbed to see clearly. Later I realized that you must lower your head when meeting the light, and don’t expect how bright it can give you. Our own way still depends on our own eyes and judgment. The feeling of going upstairs is totally different from that of going downstairs. At this time, the sweat was fading away and my body was relaxed. Think about it, it’s hard to taste when you eat more and occupy more! 2012 nian 2 yue 19 ri Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Women, cheer for themselves

Hot summer cheers for the sunshine, galloping waves cheer for the sea, floating leaves cheer for maturity, and flying snow cheer for the past. Who does the confused beautiful woman sing? Then I tell you, please cheer for yourself! A beautiful woman is a scenery. Zhang Chao, a poet in the early Qing Dynasty, described a beautiful woman like this: the so-called beauty people take flowers as appearance, birds as sound, Moon as God, Willow as state, Jade as bone, ice and snow as skin, take Autumn Water as the pose and poetry as the heart. Although a beautiful woman cannot reach such an extreme, a beautiful woman is a colorful painting, a poem with rich connotations and a beautiful fairy tale. A beautiful woman is a flower that is not withered or withered. So please cheer for yourself. A beautiful woman needs love all her life. As long as a woman has love in her heart, she will have a home. Home is the jar for fermenting love, the pool for continuing love and the furnace for refining love. The persistent emotion in the heart of a beautiful woman will always be the fragrance of the trees and flowers! Beautiful woman, staring at the new moon and smiling, please cheer for yourself! Beautiful women have wisdom. Beautiful women know how to read and keep learning. While enjoying the fun of knowledge, women’s emotions are more delicate, their manners are more elegant and their temperament is deeper, so women have a wisdom derived from knowledge and cultivation. Although the charm of wisdom is not as tempting and enchanting as that of sex, it is deeper, more touching and longer lasting. Beautiful woman, do you know? Wisdom makes you more wonderful! Beautiful woman understand romantic. Women’s romance is like morning dew, fresh and refined. It is also like the blooming flower, which surprises people. Romance is based on endless surprises. Romance is a good medicine for exhaustion of soul and a feminine sentiment. Romance makes beautiful women look more dignified and lovely. Woman, you should know that you are an angel! Beautiful woman and confident. Women in modern society take the lead in their respective positions and occupy the autumn scenery. Successful career adds many bright colors to women. Confident Women are always optimistic and cheerful. Confident Women are calm and generous. There is a holy and noble charm in that bright smile, which makes men admire and awe at the same time. Confident Women are born for love and beautiful for love, but they will never sink and lose themselves for love. When the love is over, a beautiful and confident woman can bless her lover, bless the person who once gave her love with a smile, and then go to the man who really buried herself in his previous life with a smile! Remember, don’t miss him again! How many years have passed through the fingers, how many memories have been moistened in the drizzle, how many joys have been annihilated in the dust, how many beautiful women of the past have fallen in the autumn wind, only you can always be the most beautiful scenery, not withered or withered, never faded! Women, Please sing for yourself! Please cheer for yourself! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Open the happy window and let the sunshine in

Just now, I accidentally entered the friend space, and I saw a paragraph: we are all in this complicated society, and we are running for the job of supporting our families, we also need to wave between the pot, bowl, gourd plate and parent-teacher relationship. While enjoying success and happiness, we inevitably have to bear all kinds of tiredness and bitterness, blame and boredom, it is enough to make a good mood disappear from our hearts and disappear. In this way, it was because my friend introduced me to the website of prose online, where I felt the long-lost stirring and passion. Once upon a time, I always took the excuse of busy work and complicated housework, and finally I was in no mood to write and record all the things around me. No matter it was beautiful or ugly, all my moods slipped away from my hair unconsciously, only leaving the sadness and exhaustion that cannot be expressed. But there is a new mood and text update every moment, and every moment shows the love and hope for life. People there are positive, full and happy, is confidence. Yes, as my friend said, to keep that good mood, in this world that belongs to you and me, happiness has made you happy and infected everyone. What my friend said couldn’t help evoking more thoughts of me. When people reach middle age, their mentality tends to be more peaceful. Although the things that are not confused are still the same, it adds a sense of quietness after all. It is not as frivolous as it was when I was young. However, the love for words seems to fade gradually, and the behavior of words is only occasionally done. I once thought that sad spring hurts autumn, wind, flowers, snow and Moon, poems and lyrics, talking about the past and today and so on, have become the past, difficult to reappear, even if pondering, it often becomes a luxury, more, it is to be practical today and do the complicated things well at hand. At that time, a friend strongly recommended me to go to the “prose online” platform to see the beautiful scenery there, ensuring that I was overjoyed and benefited a lot. In doubt, I tried it, and happened to register several times, but all failed. In depression, there was no beginning or end. Today, one month ago, I did it unintentionally. Hey, it was easy to register successfully. I strolled among it happily. Fang Shi understood that what my friend said was not a false statement. I was completely captured and free, happy. I was also sobering at once. I was still fond of words originally, but I just didn’t introspect myself. Last night, she showed off this unique platform with beautiful scenery from an old friend for many years, and sent the website to her, which scared her curiosity and hurried to go in for reconnaissance, it’s very good to throw it over. Hey, why didn’t you say it earlier? Hey, I didn’t expect that this political work cadre who was busy all day and a bachelor with a scientific background was trained to be an organ. The enthusiasm for words in my impression had vanished, but it was so easy to be captured? Crazy fun, snickering. Two nights ago, when chatting with Chuanmei, I once again appreciated the beauty and power of words, her efforts to control words, her manner, I am even more impressed. People, have a heart of tolerance, treat others leniently, what a wonderful thing. How hearty and delightful it is to be able to tell the things that others can’t express, either vividly and fascinating, or repeatedly ups and downs, or humorous and profound! Some friends say that there are indeed too many moods in life that deserve us to devote ourselves to experience and remember. Just like parents, they always remember the good of their children and ignore the time when their children are ignorant or not devoted. They always remember the good mood of filial piety of their children and enjoy the happy time belonging to them. For home and lovers, only when we keep the beauty as we first saw each other, home will always be the place where we are anxious to go back after work; Family, this is the most important concern in our hearts forever. And I will finally remember the good of my friends. Only in this way can I have enough courage to let the sunshine in and sweep away the haze thousands of miles away. Yes, open the happy window and let the sunshine in. Another talented woman said, once she always thought that our age was no longer suitable for bookworms to talk about and record some moods except facing all kinds of troubles in reality, even I once thought it was a bit pedantic to write down those beautiful moments, so that I dared not to tell my feelings in my heart most of the time. However, the relaxing and sincere conversations among friends recently have made me believe that the sunshine can come in when the heart window is opened. The friendship between gentlemen as light as water does exist. Human nature is kind, and the beautiful feelings actually always exist in everyone’s heart. Recording that beauty and leaving that mood should also bring your heart alive and delay your aging. I am with friends, and even with my children. Remark very good! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

——杂谈《写给女儿的信》

我一直想写点东西给你留下,尽管现在你还不懂,但是会有一天,等你长大了知道爸爸写的意思了。 你的出现完全背离爸爸的意愿,原来爸爸始终没有想传种接代,为什么?因为爸爸怀疑自己有没有做父亲的能力?爸爸深知养育儿女的付出巨大,爸爸唯恐自己的儿女再遭受像你祖辈,父辈早年那样的卑贱生命,没有保障的生活之路。只有你妈妈在你爸爸面前常常描写有个孩子如何的快乐,做爸爸的如何有意思。当你妈妈在喜悦无比地说这些的时候,爸爸耳朵里好象一点也没有听见,脑子里有自己的世界-工作赚钱。 我不要小孩的意愿是非常坚决的,所以在你的前头你妈妈已经有两次怀孕,都被狠心的爸爸拒绝来到这个世界!要不你就是有哥哥或者姐姐的老三了。所以爸爸都四十多岁了才有你怎么个老头女儿啊。 女儿:你是2000年10月7日上午10点左右在泗门医院出生的。当爸爸从医院护士手上接过出生才几分钟的你,看你脸长得圆圆嫩嫩,眼睛不仅睁开而且还左右环顾了,体重,身高也正常,爸爸心里好不高兴!可几个小时后,有人发觉你的脚板有问题,往内翻的,而且用手扳也扳不过来。我的心一下凉了。回到家,在夜深人静之时,爸爸打开了电脑, 进入因特网。在宁波菜青虫的 及时雨 等网站上发布了女儿的脚疾情况,并征寻治疗信息。 才6个月大,女儿你到宁波儿童医院去做了脚矫形手术,由林医师主刀。爸爸没有看见你在手术台上可怕的场面,但是你在手术前空腹即饿上8个小时真是让人心疼!谢天谢地手术总算成功的,你现在的脚对今后的生活不会有大的问题。 你看啊女儿,你才出生,刚刚做人才6个月却要遭受无端的长时间的挨饿!要接受手术的痛苦!更何况,你出世在医院里就要花掉一笔不小的钱,加上你的手术费用才一年就要用去一两万块钱哪。老爸不心疼,但是要知道赚钱难。 你现在已经4岁了,俗语说三岁知八十,你现在的的个性会延续到将来,你现在聪明好动,就是有点像爸爸倔强,任性,自大。希望你以后要有修养,谦虚些,随和些,稳重些吧。就是有一点你很开心,很乐趣的,天天蹦蹦跳跳唱唱的这是爸爸从小所没有的。 爸爸象你那么大的时候,据说在社会主义大家庭,人民公社这个蜜缸里,天堂里,但是别说天天吃鱼肉,就连白米饭也难得吃上几碗,爸爸有幸还经历了一种叫花絮草的当饭吃呢。你可千万别理解为爸爸吃绿色食品啊。你没有看见过爷爷奶奶吧,他们可更糟了,像牛马样辛勤劳作一辈子,住的破房子雨天漏,冬天寒风四处钻;他们没有给爸爸留下一丁点财富,不知道他们都为国家贡献呢,为解放全世界人民而奋斗呢,还是为填饱自己的肚皮而终身汗血劳苦? 爸爸自小听说共产主义好,人人平等,按需分配。物质丰富。你的大伯,二伯,三伯都举过拳头发誓要为共产主义而奋斗终身的啊。可不知道为什么这个美丽动人的目标词语在各种媒体出现的频率愈来愈少啦啊。 爸爸的理解是这样的:(我并不怀疑这个目标,社会的美好。) 因为有人打着美丽旗号欺骗了民众。虽然中国远不是在共产主义,但是中国是社会主义社会,社会主义是共产主义的初级阶段,应该具备某些美好的或者向那美好的目标发展,前进。 你妈妈四年没有工作了,也算个失业工人,她没有一分钱的福利,全家,特别你看病也不少,没有一分钱的报销或医保。这样的社会福利是什么阶段的呢?由于你老爸特别的用心,超常的努力,几十年的磨练才自学了外语,也有运气在一家大公司得到了重用和发挥,所以我们家超前进入了小康。但是有很多很多的人民生活贫苦。拿你阿姨说,爸爸亲眼看到她平均每天13,4个小时辛勤干活,拿的报酬800元。一天她胆结石发作疼得站不起来,还是跟工厂主无关,她几乎瘫在了门口,还是爸爸叫了出租车把他送到医院的哪。 所以啊,社会的福利,国家的支持是有限的,至少目前如此。女儿,人生艰难,很不容易,需要凭你个人的刻苦努力和发奋图强才能生存,需要你特别的用心学习更多的知识,更多的手段来争取美好的生活。或许爸爸多虑了,太悲观了,等到你长大,中国已经现代化了,民主化了,福利化了。上帝保佑,阿门。 —————————————————- 我记忆中吃得最美味的两次。 一次是: 老家种棉花,夏秋时节生产队时常要去卖棉花。当年没有公路,运输基本上是水运。生产队有几条可以装几吨的木头船。收购棉花的地方在四公里以外的小镇,装棉花的木船靠摇着橹运去的走得慢,到了镇上卖棉花的地方又要排长队,所以中午是赶不回来的。木船由几个人前头拉牵绳,一个人摇撸,在这样卖棉花的船上,我高高地坐在很有弹性软飘飘的棉花包上,随着木船行进中的有节奏的摇晃我悠悠然地在小河上目视沿上不断后退的棉花田。 到了中午,用煤油炉自己在船上烧饭吃。我卖了半斤的小脂鱼,生产队的几个人合伙买条四五斤重的大脂鱼。我是来玩的,还是个大小孩呢,生产队的人看我买了小鱼,就说与他们一起吃吧,他们把我的小鱼倒进大鱼里一起水煮。然后,大家都吃了我买的几条小鱼,而我呢吃上了他们的大脂鱼。那脂鱼在老家最多吃了,但是一般在一两斤上下,这条鱼大,清煮吃油而不腻,鲜美.又在河面船上大家围着吃,感觉好极了! 另一次是: 我读书的学校有三公里路,那时候全是泥路,晴天走还没有问题,到了下雨天不想回家去吃中饭,有时候在我大哥的朋友老钱那里吃的。老钱是公社社办厂的领导,全厂几十个人吧,吃蒸饭的。有些菜放在大锅里与饭一起蒸了吃,列如猪大肠。那天我吃中饭,老钱向烧饭的老头(烧饭做菜就一个老头)要了猪大肠。我就在大锅旁边,看着老头从锅里捞出一截猪大肠,那香味直冲我的鼻子。蘸点酱油吃吃起来味道真好!与米饭一起蒸的特香,大锅蒸得透熟,那猪大肠套叠成一截,厚实。难忘的美味啊。 说到美味,想起老家早年的野食,很好吃的: 地耳,为石耳之属,是念珠藻科植物葛仙米的藻体。生于地面,状如木耳,春夏生雨中,雨后即采之,江南农村常作野菜炒食。我们主要与咸菜炒食。别具风味。我曾在泥筑海塘上一次拣回四五斤。 还有一次: 已经是深秋或者是初冬,我到朋友家串们出来,沿着小河边走回家。忽然见河水里有个影子移动了一下,引起我的注意。走近一看黑呼呼在水下,似乎象只乌龟?再一看,是只蟹吗!老家有两种蟹最大,常食的,也是最好吃的。一种是内河的叫河蟹,也叫湖蟹脚上长毛,另一种是在海里的,青蟹,我们叫它黄壳蟹,因为烧熟以后壳就黄了(略红)。老家背靠杭州湾,很久以前几乎每家以杭州湾的丰富海产为主要生活依托。到了上世纪七-八十年代,下海为业的很稀少了。我去串门的那朋友家邻居,住在小河边,我知道他们多年下海为业,估计,他们从海里抓来的青蟹到小河里清洗,不小心逃出来的。我见到那个水下黑影,认出是蟹以后心里一阵兴奋。赶忙以最快的速度伸手把它捞到岸上。这是只青蟹,由于在淡水河里过得时间长了已经变成黑(褐)色。本来这种蟹反映很灵敏,很凶。去抓它的时候我特小心,要不被它的螯钳住皮肉,痛死你。而我碰到的这只蟹,因为天气冷了它的活动能力也受到影响,最主要的原因这蟹到了快脱(蜕)壳的时间,所以我才能轻易把它弄到手,捞上来,平常在海里青蟹是极其难对付的家伙!到家一秤,一市斤重,哇噻!那么大野生青蟹很少见的呵。这蟹要脱壳之前,吃起来别说有多美味了。又肥又鲜的把我美的!尤其那大螯如陶瓷汤匙大,里面的肉特鲜美好吃。 草子头(叶) 草子,又名紫云英,也叫红花草,生命力很强。秋天的时候,勤劳的农民开始在田野播下饱满的草子种。此后,农人不再花工夫,也无需添肥,草子在默默地发芽生长了。到了来年秋天,面对寒风草子苗已透出片片水灵灵的绿色嫩叶。它傲视寒风笑迎冰霜,给冷清的严冬土地带来了无限生机;当冬天过去,田野还是死气和荒凉的时候,草子花早已如火如荼地蔓延盛开。绿油油的草子丛中,那细小的白色草子花,像一颗颗闪亮的星星,光耀着那乡村独有的美好风景。 老家有两种草子,种在稻谷田的草子叶小株细花红,种在我们棉花田的叶大株粗花白。老家便是后一种。每年清明前我们吃几会草子嫩绿的头部以叶子为主,就叫: 草子头 。吃了开胃,增加食欲,味道特殊,很不错的野味。 荠菜 又名野菜、护生草、菱角菜。十字花科,荠菜属,一、二年生植物。原为野生菜,近年已人工培育,成为栽培蔬菜。荠菜以嫩茎叶供食,味清香,鲜美。常将它作菜馅或作豆腐羹、炒肉丝、烧汤、也可晒成干,但味较差。长期食用荠菜有明目、清热、止血、利尿、治痢这功效。这东西老家年年见得多,早春总要吃几会,炒瘦猪肉,味道还可以。 茅草 茅草全国均有分布,耐干旱和瘠薄,根茎蔓延力强,不易铲除。茅草根茎黄白色,细长,甜而可食。茅草为多年生深根杂草,以根茎和种子繁殖,地下发芽,5~6月份抽穗开花,7~10月份结籽;多生长于路边、河岸,因其生活力强,难于根除。 我的童年和少年时期与茅草有着密切的联系,因为茅草在春天四五月抽穗期间,我们老家的孩子个个喜欢采茅草的穗苔吃。我们叫它 茅针 。茅草的类别也有几种,老家孩子喜欢去采穗苔的那种:叶短小稀疏长在河边。所以茅草的叶子见不到几根却遍地的茅草穗苔,密密麻麻如同插在地上的针,所以叫它茅针很形象的。茅针略带红色,嫩的刚发的好吃甜,老了干涩无味了。为去拔茅针孩子们少不了被大人们骂,一来耽搁家务,二来怕掉入河里不放心。但是在商品极度贫乏的时代,孩子们对可口的茅针诱惑谁也无法抵挡。 ———– 朋友啊,朋友! — 最老实,最厚道的阿林 我的老朋友阿林。读初中时,每天上学去,因为顺路我总要先到他家。还是我早起,到了他家,就要等一阵他才吃完早饭。 不紧不慢地和我一起到学校。阿林的学习成绩不是很突出,但也不那么差。与老师的关系比较好。是一个保守,温和,乐于帮助别人的农村学生。 阿林的祖父是个乡绅,据说他们家是严子陵的后代。在我知道的人中,远近几十公里只有阿林的祖父有两个合法妻子,是被人民政府承认的合法妻子。阿林的祖父大概做过旧乡长,但背地里与新四军三五支队的人好,所以解放后也没有因为做过国民党的乡长而受到严酷打击。但是在文化革命的大风浪中免不了常去陪批:他也被列为 牛鬼蛇神 和 四类 分子了! 阿林的父亲没有多少文化,是个地道农民。然而,阿林多少总还有点他祖父家庭背景引出反面的社会影响,或许这种影响。在阿林的心里是十分巨大的?比如升学,加入红卫兵,入共青团等。他的人生低调,性格内向。 我还在读初中时,暑假里已经参加了生产队的劳动了。阿林也同样。那是小孩的农活,比如管水牛。生产队的牛少,放牛的人多,许多孩子抢着要。一天,我去得迟了,阿林在天亮前已经将牛牵走,到海涂和海堤上放牛。我们生产队的孩子大王叫阿海,他常象个保镖一样保护我。这天,他知道那牛被阿林牵去了,他赶紧跑到阿林面前,强夺过牛绳,将牛送给我,叫我放。 阿林流着眼泪,争辩着想要回那牛。我虽然很想要放这牛:这活不是很吃力又能挣到工分么。但是,看着阿林的样子也不忍心,夺人之美啊。只是那雄赳赳,气昂昂的英雄阿海岂可就此罢休,定要我不让!后来,阿林见拗不过面前的大王阿海,只得伤心而去。 一年年过去,我和阿林并没有因为放牛的冲突而伤了和气,我们两人还是合得来的朋友。经常在一起下棋聊天。 我有什么事阿林总会尽心帮我。还没有读完初中,我就重病在身,一病好几年。在家呆着也没有多少人来看我。只有阿林经常到我家来。见我身体很虚弱,他将自己养的一只山羊送给我吃了。后来,我自学英语成功,第一次到学校去代课。阿林十分欣喜,是他陪我一起到学校的。 再后来,我到远一点的山区去代课。来去还是阿林挑着我的行李接送。(当时到车站有三-四公里路呢。)邻居碗对碗,亲戚篮对篮。这是人与人关系的哲理名言。可是这句名言在阿林身上似乎不适用:因为与阿林在几十年的交往中,他从来没有过要求回报。社会人情的常规总是:请人吃一顿好的,就要人为我办点什么事。送人以礼,企图回报。 后来几年,我在外贸上生意上做得红红火火,为公司创汇两三千万元人民币。为此,本人也有较好的收入。在做生意的时候,对老乡,老朋友们我的情感似乎搁在了一边。我只是象一部机器一样机械地运转。从家到公司,从公司到家里,电话,电脑,传真,上网,发伊妹儿;寄样品,接单,签合同,生产安排,设计包装,订船发货,跟踪产品,有时忙得连尿都憋起来…… 最后,才喜滋滋地从单位会计手里领到属于我的报酬,奖金。手里有点钱了,我终于又在想阿林了。想送他点什么,又不知道送什么。 进入两千零二年,我的生意清淡了。思想有时间了,情感似乎又回来了? 春节回老家。我当然应该先到本家。不料,阿林捷足先登把我一家拉去,备了十分丰盛的饭菜。有鳗鱼,甲鱼等。临走还硬塞上两百元给小孩的压岁钱。阿林一直在邮局做临时工,送信送报,代班等,人缘好,工作积极负责。工作二十几年如一日。他还种了几亩地。收入不是很高,但还稳定。现在阿林的儿子在读初中三年级了。我离家到公司去的时候,当年他还是个小顽童。 现在都成了好学上进的少年郎。星期天他来我家,一直回报无门的我终于也尽了点微薄之力:将他的英语发音作强力矫正。 阿林是我一生交往过的,遇到看到过的,认识的人当中最老实,最厚道,最本份的一个,也是对我最好的人!为什么他那么最理解和看得起我呢?是他佩服和欣赏我的人生经历和奋斗精神:我以亚残疾的身体,艰苦努力几十年,自学成功后在企业充分发挥了特长,成会了有用之才。对我而言,我非常感激阿林,感谢他几十年来给我各方面的支持和难得的实际帮助! ———– 《回老家看看》 杭州湾的海塘真的很美。那里。偶儿会有几个人,那是在滩涂搞养殖青蟹的,或者是准备出海的渔民.海风略显粗犷,但感觉却是寂静的,海天一色时又有些梦幻。被雨水洗得干净的土地和地上的野草,野花楚楚可怜的样子,颜色非常明晰。一个人走在海塘上有一种前生前世来过的感觉。又有一种温柔跃上心头。非常怀念我的家乡,怀念生我养我的地方。 长长地向前延伸的海塘有一种让人顿悟的感觉。因为几乎没有人烟,而天空空面北见海潮,转望南岸的田野那么的安逸美妙。 我很喜欢在那里独自行走,那是一个很让人喜欢的地方。离村庄也不是很远。站在海塘上遥望村庄,感觉也很好,觉得自己没有远离,与家有着联系。 在城市忙碌地生活,而站在海塘上只有潮声来慰藉心灵。没有人盯着我看,可以放松心情,任由海风的吹拂。高高的海塘与好梦一样美。站在高高的海塘我可以目空一切,进入完全自我的清净空寂世界。 仅二十公里之遥的家乡,我已经三年多没有去,成会我梦里游荡的地方。今日,2008年六月一日,上午,我身体还是很虚,夜里起来全身感到又涨又硬的,因此,我很犹豫是否可以出去。给周厂长打了电话,说我要去的意思,他欣然应允了。周厂长,我老家的好友。他用车接到了他家。他一家与工厂合而为一。到了他的办公室,站在窗口,抬头就望见了我的故居,和故居前那原本熟悉的田地。 与周厂长聊了一阵。已经是十一点。他亲自特意去市场买来了海鲜。一碗蒸的凤尾鱼,一碗煎的凤尾鱼,一碗蒸的梅鱼,一碗虾,一碗炒茄子,再加一大碗干菜汤。我已经很久不喝酒了,在他的邀请下,拿小碗倒上一点啤酒喝。两人说话投机,品味海鲜,着实让我兴奋起来。 在海边刚刚捞上来的鱼,味道就是与城镇市场的里不一样。自然的鲜美。我带了八岁的女儿一起去的。自己要回顾家乡,自然也有让女儿体会一下家乡风情的意思。女儿很少出门。 饭后,周厂长开车带我们去杭州湾海边。出发了,走的是村内主道,也就是兜一圈我老家熟悉的地方。不知怎么的,见人很少。感觉是房屋新了,高了,道路宽了。但是,庄稼长得没有生气。土壤结构的关系吧:这原本是杭州湾海潮冲击沉甸下来的,一是咸,二是缺矿物质。近几十年种植单一,滥用化肥。所以,土壤愈加退化。另一点,老家榨菜污染看来已经得到了有效控制。在原朗海四大队我看到了整洁的河道,河水清清。329国道复线,工业园,引水运河。对家乡来说这是宏大的事物,巨大的变化啊。 离海边大约有两公里地,又没有了平整的路。所以颠簸。终于到了海边,是小潮汛,所以,潮水离我们远远的,几乎看不见。带女儿下了海塘。在塘基下,翻开石头,不费什么大的劲捉到了一只无名小蟹。女儿煞是高兴。正当我们兴致勃勃玩得好,天下起了雨,我慌忙拉起女儿的手往海塘上爬,海塘内侧垒着大石保护海塘的。大的石头有几吨重呢,垒起一层很不规则,七高八低的。所以,踩着它们我们上下很小心,真吃力。 周厂长在车子里睡觉呢。钻进车子我们赶紧回了。路上女儿打起了瞌睡。而我一直在了望车外,想与我往日的记忆比较,周厂长一路说着,变了变了,与我们原来的不一样了。是的,原来的土地收拾的很整齐划一,因为是集体生产。分了土地单干了,田地现在有点乱,田地的周边荒芜的样子。我们的车一直沿着海塘,在塘面上开,见有一个广大的湖一样的水库出现在塘底下.听说,原先外资要搞游乐园,不成便在里面蓄了水。很清澈,泛着层层波浪。我很喜欢这样的广大的深水,我当时真想下去,在这样的好水里游一游,嬉一嬉。但是气温还还不到时候呢,端午节还没有过吧。 下午四点左右,我带着女儿顺利回家,哦,是周厂长送到家的。我与周厂长人缘不错,他能明白我喜欢什么,想要什么。这样的人在事业上会成功。因为很少有像他那样的知道了解我的。 赞 (散文编辑:可儿) 换个方式与这个城市继续厮守 早晨六点多出门,晚上快八点回来,至始至终迎接自己的只有静默;自从上了大学,周末的… 【原创随笔】弦言岁语 入冬以来,天干物燥,雪花缥缈,整个大地苍凉而且虚空。无论你的心情是度日如年,还是… 永远的军旅梦 永远的军旅梦 (甘肃康乐县 马晓春) 回忆像流星,划过无痕迹,模糊的眼睛,轮廓渐渐… 春雨 我像大地万物一样喜欢春雨。 新年刚过,天空就下起了丝丝春雨。我特别喜欢这江南的春… 弹拨梦想的雪花(修改) 临近年关,落下了第一场雪。 我在清晨惊喜地阅读到一幅长卷,洁白的是雪,灰黄的是树… 真我 流行瞬变,而风格永驻。 在别人身上可以闪闪发光的东西,放在自己这里却未必可以。 在…

The heart is sweet

Although Lantern Festival has passed for some time, children are still immersed in this happy atmosphere. You see, the children brought the tools and materials needed to make Yuanxiao. They rolled their sleeves one by one and joined the activity of making tangyuan excitedly. They first mixed the glutinous rice flour they brought with water and made the dough balls. Although their hands were covered with white powder, their faces were filled with happy smiles, because they experienced the process of making tangyuan by themselves. Pull a small piece of good powder and rub it in your hand to make a bowl-shaped stuffing with various flavors. Seeing that I could make a tangyuan, I was so excited that I wanted to shout. Even some children create various shapes by themselves, such as making dumplings, stars, squares and so on. Soon the table was filled with children’s masterpieces. At this time, the water in the induction cooker was also boiled, waiting to boil them to share the fruits of their labor. Tell the children that you can’t eat more of this glutinous rice flour, so that everyone can taste two first. Thinking that I could eat what I made immediately, I swallowed my saliva one by one, and the happiness was no less than that I got 100 points in the exam. The fragrance had spread to the whole classroom gradually, and the children began to share the fruits of their labor. The Tangyuan in the pot has been filled up for a long time. I said I haven’t tasted it yet? I saw a little boy holding the bowl in front of me. Teacher, taste it! Have you tasted it? Looking at the only two Tangyuan in his bowl, I asked. He lowered his head and kept silent. Looking at his appearance, I knew he must have never tasted it. Thank you, eat it! I want to eat those who scoop up a lot of people. I was moved by his sincere heart, and I would rather leave it to others to taste if I didn’t eat it myself, but I really couldn’t bear to eat the only two Tangyuan in his bowl, seeing that he had such a heart, I was both heartless and sweet, because I saw the sincerity of a child and the sincerity of his self-sacrifice, and I was proud of him. Turn to the door, see a girl’s bowl contained 5 PCs dumplings, I asked: you how so many dumplings AH, can give a me taste? She said: My mother hasn’t eaten the things I made by myself, and I will bring some for my mother to taste. I was moved by the filial piety of this girl, who could remember her mother at the happiest time. She pushed the bowl over, and I picked one into my mouth. Although it was not as good as the ready-made ones bought in the supermarket, the dumplings made by the children were tough to bite and sweet to see the smiling faces of the children. This time, the children of class two moved me even more. When asked whether they had tasted it, they told me that they also sent a copy to teacher Bao, saying that they promised to send one for her to taste. Children’s Hearts are pure. They understand gratitude and feel happy for them to have this sincere and simple heart. After that, I asked the children whether the tangyuan is delicious? A girl said: My mother often cooks food at home, but I always feel it is not delicious, and we feel it is delicious when we cook it by ourselves. A boy said: my parents at home are not allowed to do other things as long as I study. I am so happy to pack tangyuan and feel that what I cook is delicious. I know that tangyuan is not really so delicious, but it integrates the hard work of children, and children feel very happy, it is because of tasting the fruits of your labor with a happy mood that you certainly feel the taste is very beautiful. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Scattered people

The night gradually became dark, and the houses and trees in front of us were all faded into the black. The black and silent night always gives me a deep imagination, just like the quiet world can be imagined with eyes closed. I once stared at the trees outside the window blankly. With the change of seasons, the leaves changed from light green to dark green, from dark green to light yellow, from light yellow to light black. Now, leaves give up their attachment to trees, quietly turned into a ghost under the tree, and finally there was only the dead branches competing to insert directly into the sky, drawing a circle of annual rings in the sky. As time goes by, things are neither human nor human. This night, the dew of Winter Night rippled in my heart, just like pictures one after another Jumping Frames in my mind, disappearing past, bleak memories, write a pale comma for young youth. The time I used to read was totally different from now. I used to read for entering a higher school, but now I read for work with different purposes. Of course, the two periods of time are different. The past and the present are separated by thick glass. Looking back, you can still see some shadows, laughter and tears, but you can only see blurred if your eyes are sour and your mind is swollen, so that tears are in your eyes. In the past days, there were my close friends who accompanied me through many wonderful times and gave me many wonderful memories. Now, they have scattered all over the world, leaving me alone, it looks like a fallen migratory bird flying south. Time was too hurried. We all struggled in the palm of time, which was beyond recognition and flesh and blood. Recalling the past Road, the scenery I have seen, the tears flowing through, at this moment, under the gentle overlooking of the fluorescent lamp, I feel more and more that time is the greatest healer, it smoothed the pain like the wind, leaving a trace of memory. The memory proved that I am strong and had endured more than a dozen spring, summer, autumn and winter. Now I understand that my former friends will also be friends in the future. Even if they are scattered all over the world, I hope that one day we can get together and count the memories in the flowing light. If we are still scattered all over the world, I won’t feel heartbroken any more, because I understand that those people who appear and disappear in life, like friends scattered all over the world and parents who will eventually grow old, are angels who teach me love, teach me to grow up and cherish. People scattered all over the world will also have new friends and a new way to go. Time flies. The only thing that never changes is constant change. But some memories are worth remembering. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Life, who is the degree of concern

I opened the little book beside the pillow casually and brushed away the dust. I saw a clean and transparent face and read the peace of the world, which was both state and attitude. Some people say that words focus on life, and sometimes they are unwilling to live. She is a narrow world without disturbance or duel. Sometimes it looks like a childlike child, and sometimes it is careless, forgetting to read the most careful feelings. As if through the small pillow, a heart, three or three words, how many ingenious needles and lines, you know that every needle of the embroidery is painful for you, you know that the years are ruthless, it is how much fragrance and mellow you have survived. One day, when we run for life and are tortured by life, we cry and laugh. When we were sitting in the dormitory, infatuated with the screen, and suddenly saw the time in the lower right corner, you had to run to class, put down the plot, and then asked yourself bitterly that this was life, or torment. The choice we have to make. Sometimes, I tried my best to laugh, but I was still guessed by you. I escaped all the questioning and troubles. At that moment, I am laughed, at least someone understood. Whether you can’t dress up or you can dress up too well. You can’t know the most indignant thoughts at that moment. Maybe someone can understand it. What if you don’t like it? Sometimes, I miss my friend very much, and then casually dial that number. When a sudden call, he would be surprised, inexplicably speechless and incoherent. Are we really apart for too long? Haven’t you contacted me for a long time? Sometimes I have to think about life like this. When I hear the special happy look at the other end of the microphone, I am happy and helpless. Missing these, what life gives me is endless reverie, without end or starting point, like the sky suddenly seen, my raindrops are vague without any trace. It’s just the light wound that blows through the soul, and you can’t hide it. I don’t like to narrow my eyes and see the world with you. This is what I think. Whether it is simple or ordinary, you can’t understand. I am random life, not warm in winter, will make my heart colder; Spring is too soft to stand the torture in my heart; Summer is too fierce, like the hardship of being exposed to the Sun; Autumn is too thick, maybe it will be more suitable, at least the numerous fallen leaves will no longer compete with you for the poor sky. But when the sun goes far away, who can match it. My heart, where can I rely on! Sometimes, I don’t think much any more. Let it be like this. I am still me whether I have no purpose or no direction. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Are you okay there?

Are you okay there? Once that kind and kind face reflected in my mind again, how much I wanted to have it again! In those years, you brought a lot of helplessness, care and the inability to let us go, just like a city wall which had gone through the wind and rain collapsed in a crash! From then on, the old laughter and laughter disappeared in my mother’s life, and I had to be forced to grow up without any psychological preparation! You used to be as tall and straight as a mountain, tall and lofty, which made me look at it and dare not climb; You were as majestic as the sky, rough and far-reaching, which made me look up but pity and dare not roar; your love is like the surging Songjiang River, slender and flowing, which makes me dare not touch, your thick shoulder when I was a child carried my colorful dreams of all kinds, big and small; A careful reminder and encouragement made me imagine a colorful life. You seem like a big tree. Spring is leaning on your fantasy, summer is leaning on your luxuriant, autumn is leaning on your maturity, and winter is leaning on your meditation. Even if you are a master of painting, it is difficult to outline your firm backbone; Even if you are a literary master, it is difficult to describe your hardworking spirit; Even if you are a sea of rivers, it is also difficult to cover your love for children! From then on, I have lost the strong and strong you; I have never seen the bright eyes on the vicissitudes of life! Once upon a time, I don’t know what aging is, what parting is, and even don’t know there is a word called life and death separation in the world. Now it is Qingming festival again, I really miss you! The piles of yellow paper on the roadside turn gray, how can we see that old friends return? How can you hear thousands of words! It doesn’t make you feel the sweetness of life, but makes you grow old in such a hurry! Let me really feel the pain that my son wants to raise but he is not here! My heart can never be calm, how can I repay the heavy love you have given me in this life! If you can really have an afterlife, please be my father and give me enough time to repay my debt to you in this life …… turn countless thoughts into infinite blessings in my heart, I silently pray for you, and wish you all well there! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

I don’t want you to be alone

You said? I will still ask if I know you are not here. Maybe things don’t need to be like this, but because of my stubbornness, you have to choose to leave. Ten years, I forget how long I have been with you like this. I just think that when I just met you, you giggled and looked so pure and lovely that you were not confident in front of me at all. The fate setting like the deskmate always extends many stories, and the heroine in the movie always helps the naughty hero review his lessons silently. However, this kind of story didn’t happen to us. The reality is that my grades are many times better than yours. You are often a little self-abased girl. You will also study hard like all the students in school, but still unable to change the status quo, you will gossip with those girls and envy people like me who often get good grades without much effort. Reality is always like that, no one can escape. I want to help you. After all, you have been sitting next to me for three years. However, maybe you are really not suitable for learning such boring things. Every time you help you with exercises, you always force yourself to listen carefully, but finally you are confused and know nothing about it. I don’t care about such embarrassment either, but you often feel guilty, so you always find various excuses to escape from my tutoring, and you are willing to rank at the end of the grade. I am not such a passionate young man. Since you don’t like me, I will not help you coach me knowingly. I think this will be better, although sometimes I often feel that I have the responsibility to make your grades better. Your only talent lies in your learning of language, so every time you take a foreign language class, you are most concentrated. And this course is also the only course you are willing to ask me for advice. In the six years of middle school, you have been sitting on my right seat for three years, and you have been sitting behind me for three years. Those inspirational students who only learned to take exams in those years certainly didn’t think about what kind of love story would happen between us like in TV plays, because at that time they might not have time to watch TV plays. Of course, such a love story did happen. The girl easily fell in love with the boy, although she didn’t dare to express herself formally. I am not such a stupid dull boy with acne on his face like wood. I think a girl like you is nice, so I am very happy. However, the love stories in those years were not as vigorous as those at present. Many things like roses and chocolate kissing and hugging could only exist in the big screen of the cinema in the form of images. What we can do is just taking a walk together occasionally or leaving delicious and interesting things to each other. However, such naive behavior is sometimes very beautiful when I think of it. Sometimes the things mentioned in the book are fake. Our love relationship is neither discovered by teachers nor affected by this. I was still admitted to the school that I want to go to, and of course, you have to go to the vocational school that has no test score limit. I am not that kind of boring boy who is too infatuated to be conscious, so I won’t say anything to go to a school with you. I am crazy to think that love can surpass time and space. As long as each other has each other in their hearts, everything will be OK. Facts have proved that my idea is right. We have always been very good. In college, you finally listened to my persuasion and chose the English major that went against the wishes of your parents as an accountant. It was very cold, but you liked it very much, you can finally give full play to your field of expertise. You have matured a lot and learned a lot in college. You started to study hard and even missed our date time. You also began to grow long hair, and other boys began to like you. Of course, you were as sincere to me as you were in middle school. You rejected all pursuers, just like I rejected those boring girls. The arrangement of fate is that your efforts have gained the opportunity to study abroad, and I will continue to stay at home to study as a graduate student. For the first time, you were a little shaky and unwilling to go so far. You said you didn’t have the confidence to treat me like this in a foreign country. Yes, I haven’t seen each other for three years, and I have no confidence to say what will happen in the future. But such an opportunity is so important to you. I don’t think I should keep you selfishly. Therefore, your crying and fighting have no effect in front of me. For the first time, I am determined to send you out of the country as I want to abandon you. In the waiting hall, the hot kiss that you ignored the eyes of my family and passers-by around my neck made me feel suffocated. However, a girl like you, I didn’t know how deep your affection was until today. My stubbornness only stayed in the scene of sending you away. I decided to take you back in the 33rd second after leaving you. Because I really don’t want to let you alone, alone in the crowd. Therefore, I am willing to be an infatuated fool this time, willing to give up my studies and set up a Chinese-style stall opposite your school. I think only in this way can I look at you more and have confidence in each other like you. You said? I will still ask if I know you haven’t finished class. 2012.02.0208:00 Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Old House

According to Grandpa, the old house is a pawnshop set by Grandpa zu. Grandpa’s grandfather was still a big family. When Grandpa’s father was infected with drugs, he almost exhausted his family property. After grandpa grew up, Grandpa’s mother used her own private money, I bought this old house for Grandpa zu. Nowadays, the old house has already been eroded by wind and rain, showing signs of collapse. However, the old house shows the life track of a mistress in his whole life. A mistress is a gentle, handsome and soft woman, but the years relentlessly engraved on her face inappropriate hills and valleys, let the life of a mistress be tortuous and circuitous like these hills and ravines. At the age of eighteen, my second son met my second son by chance. My second son was married, but his former second son would not give birth. In that age when there were three unfilial persons and no one was older, the second master was really distressed. Knowing a mistress seemed to catch a life-saving straw. Before long, the mistress married to the second son’s house as the second son, living in the old house with the former mistress. More importantly, the mistress soon became pregnant and was more loved by the second son. However, in the cruel multicultural family, women always kill each other and are the victims of men’s despotism. Because the former mistress was jealous of her mistress, she always pointed at her mistress in the posture of big room. In order to save herself and her children, the mistress blew the wind on her head. The second master was furious and forced his former mistress to eat matchmaker. (The main components of the dark part of the matchhead are potassium subchlorate, manganese dioxide and SB sulfide.) The former mistress was finally poisoned to death, so there were only the second son’s mistress and future children in the whole old house. The old house was actually three tile houses and one gatehouse, which was also the gate. Later, the mistress made the kitchen. The mistress should be unlucky. Soon after the former mistress died, the second son was arrested as a young man and would never return. Later, someone told his mistress that he had seen the second master on the battlefield, and others said that the second master fled to Taiwan together with the Kuomintang. Some even said that after the second master was arrested, he missed his mother and son at home, he was shot to death in an escape. The mistress doesn’t believe anyone’s words. The mistress has been waiting with hope all the time. Waiting for a moment is the whole life. Soon after my second master was arrested, my mistress gave birth to my only son-my uncle and Uncle. Later, I spent the day sewing clothes with others until my uncle became an adult. The heart is full of flesh. After the former mistress was forced to death by the second master, the mistress suffered for a long time. She had no intention of having such a result, but it still happened. Therefore, every time the mistress’s death day or the Spring Festival, she always prepared generous sacrifices, the ranking of the former mistress and the devout prayer and burning paper in the graveyard may be one of the reasons why the mistress did not leave the old house in her whole life. She wanted to wait for the former mistress so as not to make her a lonely soul. After the Second Master was arrested, her mistress never gave up hope. Some kind-hearted people saw her orphan and widow very pitifully. She refused to make matchmaking for her one by one, even though my life is extremely hard, I have never changed my determination to wait. If the second master has spirit underground, I think he will be moved. No matter the cold winter, the hot summer, the lonely night or the noisy world of mortals, there is always a warm smile on the mistress’s face. It seems that everything is beautiful in the eyes of a mistress. Her mistress was also a very interesting person. She planted all kinds of trees and flowers in the courtyard of the old house. Every time I go to my mistress’s home, there is always a kind of warmth and fragrance. Now, the mistress and uncle had already driven to the west, while the old house still stood in the wind. Every time I went back to my hometown, I would water the flowers and trees left by my mistress. They were still green and fragrant, but there was no smile from my mistress any more. Sometimes, I asked myself puzzled: What is the old house waiting? What are those flowers and trees waiting? Are you moved by the waiting of your mistress? Is it preparing a story waiting for thousands of years again? 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