After rain

Friend, do you believe it? God will open a door for you while closing a window. People always lose a lot in their life, but they also have a lot at the same time. Having a lot is certainly exciting, but what about losing? Facing the fact of loss, how do you treat it? What kind of attitude should we take? There is a story that a person is sitting on the deck of a ship reading newspapers. Suddenly a gust of wind blew his newly-bought hat into the sea. He touched his head with his hand, looked at the falling hat, and continued to read the newspaper. Another person was confused: Sir, your hat was blown into the sea! I know, thank you! He continued to read newspapers. But the hat is worth dozens of dollars! Yes, I am considering how to save money and buy another one! The hat is lost, I feel very distressed, but can it come back? After saying that, the man continued to read the newspaper. Indeed, what has been lost has already been lost. Why bother to make a fuss or take it to heart? There is another story. Many years ago, there was a particularly effective spring water in a remote town in France. Miracles often appeared, which could cure all kinds of diseases. One day, a veteran with a crutch and one leg missing but well-dressed walked across the street of the town one by one. The Townsman beside him said with a sympathetic tone: poor guy, does he want to pray to God for another leg? When the veterans heard this, he turned around and said to them: I am not praying to God for a new leg. I know that my leg will never be available again, I just want to tell God that my life is still full of vitality without one leg. We often face the fact of losing in life. The idea of this soldier to step back after losing is worthy of borrowing and signing. Failure is the mother of success, and the price you get is loss. Hawking was physically disabled, but he studied the black hole with tenacious spirit and created the world-famous black hole theorem. Helen was disabled since she was a child, but she wrote impressive works with strong perseverance. Beethoven was deaf in both ears, but he finished the best music which swept the world with amazing ideas, which made people unforgettable. This is fate. Fate makes them lose the basic health that a normal person should have, but they don’t bow to fate, face the loss tenaciously and challenge themselves. Maybe they lost the care of their relatives, maybe they lost the right to see this beautiful world, maybe they lost the opportunity to listen to the voice of the world, but they got more, they got the chance to be admired by the world and learned how to face the loss. In real life, many people have the experience of losing some important or beloved things, such as accidentally losing the newly paid salary and stealing their favorite bicycle, lovers who had been with each other for several years left at a stroke, etc. These metropolises cast a shadow on our psychology, and sometimes even suffered from it. The reason is that we didn’t adjust our mentality to face the loss, didn’t admit the loss psychologically, just indulged in something that no longer existed, and didn’t expect to create something new. People often say when comforting people who throw things: the old will not go, the new will not come. The fact is exactly like this. Instead of regretting for the lost bicycle, it is better to consider how to buy a new one. Instead of saying goodbye to your lover, it is better to cheer up and start again, to win a new love. Don’t complain about the sudden storms in life, but take a step back. They just remind us to stabilize our ship in the voyage of life. The road of life is originally bumpy, with high and low. Even if there is no big wind and rain on the road, there will be a time when it rains and sunny. Everyone has lost, but their mentality is different. Some people always show people repeatedly how good and precious the things he lost are, while many others are different. For example, after losing their original jobs, they are not always sad, but actively looking for new jobs; They believe that losing does not mean failure, and they can regain it after losing. This is the mentality that winners should possess. Therefore, success lies in the farthest place of life, and your side is full of thorns of failure. The premise of success is to experience failure. Losing is not terrible. What is terrible is that there is no courage to face losing. How many people have never recovered for a little failure, which worries their relatives. The bravest man is not brave to face the powerful enemy, but to face himself. Although Li Bai was dismissed, there was still a powerful man who could break his eyebrows and turn his back, which made me not happy. It reached the state of raising my head to invite the bright moon and making the movie into three people. Although Qu Yuan was ambitious and couldn’t stretch out, he still had his own happiness in people’s livelihood. Yu Duhao’s spirit of cultivating himself as usual made his innocence straight to death. Therefore, the former Holy place had been spread for hundreds of generations. Tao Yuanming abandoned the officialdom and lived an idyllic life of opening up the wasteland in the south and returning to the garden. He felt happy to return to nature after staying in the cage for a long time. Why not do such a deal? Facing the loss, we should smile coldly. Smiling, we have a new choice. Yes, it is not easy to choose again, but it is impossible to go back to the past. Why bother yourself. People should know how to adjust their mood. They should not stick to depression. It doesn’t matter if they don’t find it. When walking on the way of searching, they will forget the pain. After losing, there is really no good choice. Then be a indifferent person, playing the melody of life, feeling the silence, playing softly, living bravely and accompanying poems and books, it’s good to appreciate the wonderful things of my children and grandchildren, isn’t it? Facing the lost, don’t be sad, and don’t be greedy for old love any more. Write down the prosperity of flowers and plants, the great shore of mountains and rivers, the lingering of water flow, and look far away to the horizon, the ethereal flow in the extreme is our inner detachment, and this kind of life is also very full. OK, goodbye, my past, tomorrow, the sun is still bright. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. 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Correct view of own

The story of a broken bucket is known by many people: it is said that a farmer has two buckets, and he carries two buckets to draw water by the river with a shoulder pole every day. There was only a crack in one of the two buckets, so every time I got home, the bucket would leak to half of the bucket, while the other bucket was always full. In this way, for two years, day after day, farmers could only take home a bucket and a half of water from the river every day. The intact bucket is very proud of its perfection, while the cracked bucket is naturally ashamed of its defects and inability to do the job. After two years of failure, one day by the river, the bucket with cracks finally plucked up the courage to open its mouth to the owner: I feel very ashamed, because there are cracks on my side and water leaks all the way, can only bear half a bucket of water home. The farmer replied: Have you noticed? The road edge on your side is full of flowers, while there are no flowers on the other side? I knew from the very beginning that you had leaks, so I scattered flower seeds on the road edge on your side. On our way home with water every day, you water them. For two years, I often pick flowers from the roadside to dress up my dining table. If it was not because of your so-called defects, how could I have beautiful flowers to dress up my home? What kind of enlightenment does the story of this broken bucket give us? Each of us is better than the bucket with cracks, and each of us has shortcomings and shortcomings in one way or another. If we have an inclusive heart, know how to discover each other’s strengths, and can foster strengths and avoid weaknesses, our life will certainly become more relaxed, happy and colorful. This involves a question of how to treat yourself correctly. To treat oneself correctly means to have an objective and comprehensive evaluation of oneself, which can not only see achievements and strengths, but also see shortcomings and deficiencies, so as to maintain a peaceful mind and a positive mental state. Philosophical principles also tell us that everything in the world has two sides, both its advantages and advantages, as well as its limitations and shortcomings. The long side can promote its continuous progress and development, while the short side will hinder its progress; Even the long side can’t develop without restraint. Otherwise, it will go to its opposite side and eventually evolve into the side that hinders the development of things. This is not only an objective existence, but also an irrefutable truth. Even human beings who can be called the spirit of all things can’t be excluded. The advantages of the strong include disadvantages, because they are strong, but they are too self-respecting and proud; The disadvantages of the weak contain advantages. Without fame, there will be no face and no burden, all possible means can be taken. However, the world is pursuing perfection and making up for deficiencies all the time, but there is never and never absolute perfect things in the world. It is also the spread and expansion of people’s desire to pursue perfection that arouses endless longing and yearning and promotes the continuous development and progress of things. Therefore, people who have advantages should not be proud and complacent, but should give full play to their advantages, avoid disadvantages and achieve themselves; People who have disadvantages should not be self-abased and self-abased, but should inspire their spirits, turn the bad into the good and create yourself; Don’t be afraid of your own shortcomings and mistakes, let alone regard your own limitations and shortcomings as shame. Maybe this is your own characteristics and strengths. Only by facing the limitations and deficiencies of oneself frankly and treating the shortcomings and deficiencies of oneself correctly can we truly understand how to foster advantages and avoid disadvantages and how to make continuous development and progress; moreover, in the process of perfecting moral character and cultivating personality, we should also pay attention to this point, and strive to be rational but not elastic, gentle but not indecisive, upright but able to understand others’ mistakes. Only in this way can we truly improve and enhance our image and taste. A person can’t see himself correctly, which equals to a fatal psychological disease for people. This kind of psychological disease is usually manifested as the following symptoms: overestimate your performance and strengths. Once people overestimate themselves, they tend to be blindly optimistic, thus putting themselves in an inappropriate position, thus losing others’ trust and support and finally being abandoned by others. If you estimate your ability too much, you will lack confidence, so that you can step forward and do nothing. As a result, you will stagnate on the way forward, become a burden to others, and finally be eliminated by The Times. Take the setbacks and mistakes in the progress too seriously. The result of enlarging the mistakes in this way is to make myself at a loss. I lack my own opinions and dare not take responsibility for everything, and finally lose the qualification to move forward. I can’t see my own shortcomings and deficiencies. People who can’t see their own shortcomings will avoid diseases and doctors. Even common shortcomings will turn into the biggest mistake in the end, which will eventually ruin their own future. I can’t treat my own syndrome correctly. Its main performance is that it not only overestimates its own achievements and strengths, but also fails to see its own shortcomings and deficiencies. It is arrogant and pretentious. When the study and work went well, I forgot that I was several kilos and several kilos. I regarded myself as a meritorious official. I dared to say anything and do anything, and nobody paid attention to it. However, if the position is promoted or the material benefits are not satisfied, there will be a serious psychological imbalance, which will not be satisfied with anything, and will not be satisfied with anything, complaining and complaining, finally, they lost their morale and went to degeneration. No matter which one of the above is, it should not be underestimated. Any one of them may ruin our life and notice whether we have similar symptoms all the time. We should find and correct them in time. To treat yourself correctly is simple to say and difficult to do. Once a person has some achievements, it is inevitable that he will raise his tail; And if he makes some mistakes, he will easily fall into the bitter sea of self-abasement. It is not easy to see yourself correctly, but it is not impossible. According to people’s practical experience, we can summarize the following points: to treat ourselves correctly, we must first find our own position. Some people will say that if you are a decent living person, don’t you even know what you are doing? Yes, of course, sensible people account for the majority, but stupid people are not uncommon, and there are also many people who pretend to be confused with understanding. Some people are complacent when they are successful and have some achievements, and their minds are easy to be confused. Can such people not make mistakes? We should correctly analyze our own advantages and disadvantages. We should estimate our achievements and strengths correctly. A person who can achieve something must have his own unique ability, but opportunities are also very important. Therefore, we must not simply emphasize our own subjective efforts and forget the conditions created for you by others and society. We should correctly estimate our own shortcomings and deficiencies. The existence and deficiency of a person or even mistakes are not terrible, but what is terrible is that they are completely unaware of it or turn a blind eye to it. Some people just don’t pay attention to these small problems and finally make a big mistake. Treat yourself correctly and accept an imperfect self. Everyone in life may do something wrong or say something wrong, including your classmates, your elders, and some great men. It is unrealistic to always want people to say that they are good, so that they can only get into the corner. You should know that extreme perfection will cause a strong sense of inferiority and always feel that you are inferior to others. Therefore, you should be more tolerant of yourself. You don’t have to be too careful in the trivial matters of life. You should accept an imperfect self. Here, we must correctly treat the issue of wealth and wealth. Confucius said that it is human nature to hope wealth and hate poverty. Wealth and dignitaries are what everyone wants, but if you get them in improper ways, you will not enjoy them well; everyone hates poverty and lowliness, but if we get rid of it by improper methods and ways, we will not get rid of it. At the same time, Confucius told me how to deal with the rich and the poor, saying that people without benevolence cannot stay in poverty long enough, nor can they stay in peace long enough, because without benevolence, they will not cause chaos or extravagance and extravagance. Only benevolent people know to be content with benevolence, and wise people will also do benevolence, because benevolence is useful to them. Confucius said that we should enjoy poverty and be rich and polite. Acting for the pursuit of interests will lead to more resentment. Treat yourself correctly and stick to your own path. People live with personality, you are you, don’t change yourself because of others’ words, you are not living for others. If you change it again and again, what about your original self? Are you still you? Maybe you are already another person, no longer your original own. Please remember, don’t care too much about others’ opinions. Sometimes, the more you care, the easier you will lose. Of course, this statement also has a one-sided point. It is inevitable that life will encounter others’ denial of oneself. At this time, it depends on whether you are wrong or right. If you are wrong, you should accept others’ statements. If you think you are right, then you will stick to it, but you must judge right and wrong. Always pay attention to your own weight. The so-called self-respect is nothing more than self-discipline and self-care. In other words, don’t spoil yourself. An upright person does not cherish his reputation. Only those despicable little people who lost their morality didn’t care about the spurn of the common people, and didn’t speak of shame or face. Treat yourself correctly and don’t limit your personality development. In life, when a person cares too much about others’ comments, he will restrain himself instead. Sometimes I may feel nervous, self-reproach or distressed for someone’s eyes or tone, and the result is that I am wrong again. Going on like this may limit the development of personality. How to get out of this misunderstanding? The correct attitude should be like this: everyone in life may do something wrong or say something wrong, including your classmates, your elders, and some great men. It is unrealistic to always want people to say that they are good, so that they can only get into the corner. There are many things and differences in life that are not suitable to be judged by right or wrong. They just reflect people’s own opinions. Everyone is qualified to express his own wishes. Therefore, we should change the rigid thinking mode of right or wrong, black or white. You can have a chat with your colleagues and bosom friends and ask them whether they are so concerned about your words and deeds and whether they will be impressed by your right and wrong every time? In this way, you will know clearly. Treat yourself correctly, but also treat the issue of rich and poor correctly. Hope wealth hates poverty, which is human nature. Wealth and dignitaries are what everyone wants, but if you get them in improper ways, you will not enjoy them well. Everyone hates poverty and lowliness, but if we get rid of it by improper methods and ways, we will not get rid of it. Confucius said: wealth and wealth are what people want, and they don’t get what they want, and they don’t get what they want; Poverty and lowliness are what people want, and they don’t get what they want and don’t go. At the same time, Confucius also told me how to deal with the rich and the poor, the noble and the low: those who are not benevolent can not make an appointment for a long time, and they can not enjoy their advantages. Benevolent Anren, knower Liren. It means that people without benevolence and virtue cannot stay in poverty long enough, nor can they stay in peace long enough, because without benevolence and virtue, they will not cause chaos or extravagance and extravagance. Only benevolent people know to be content with benevolence, and wise people will also do benevolence, because benevolence is useful to them. On this issue, we want to be rich and not dirty, poor and not cheap, and to be a decent person. When you look at yourself correctly, you should always pay attention to yourself. The so-called self-respect is nothing more than self-discipline and self-care, in other words, don’t spoil yourself. Common saying say, People have faces, trees and skins, and no upright person does not cherish his own fame. Only those despicable scumbags who lost their morality did not care about the spurn of the common people, and did not speak of shame and disregard their faces. Every person with justice, kindness and righteousness should treat himself correctly and regard self-love and self-respect as our virtues. In this way, one’s own taste will be continuously improved. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Time is like sea, friendship is like Song

I like the gentle spring breeze and the shade of green grass, as well as the warm sun and silent snow in winter; I prefer listening to the rain at midnight and composing the Heart song. I like to send timely care to my friends when we get together, and I don’t forget to send concerned greetings to my friends during the days of separation. I like the colorful flowers in my life, and also miss the songs and laughter on the Internet. Maybe it is sensitive, maybe it is thinking too much, which often gives birth to a lot of touching in my heart! It is not easy to have a friend who never gives thanks! Without the word “xie”, this friendship contains a strong family affection; Without the word “xie”, this friendship seems more simple and natural. When we lost many unnecessary polite words, what presented in front of each other was natural and pure friendship, without disguise or falsehood. What we had was only the close connection and communication of our hearts; Without saying thank words, it is not the indifference of the soul, but the transformation of expression and return into another form, which is to abandon empty promises, treasure the true friendship in the deep heart and internalize it into a kind of power, build a real friendship building! Life is but a dream, like a song. Thousands of worlds, the world of mortals rolling, the ups and downs year after year, a few smiles, a few sadness, with the flow of time River, many people and things are gone, but there is a kind of person who evolves with the passage of time. The relationship between me and you, such as the old wine fragrance, refreshing people’s heart and heart. My friendship with you is the most precious emotion in the world. This kind of friendship is the purest, noblest, simplest and most ordinary emotion, and it is also the most romantic, touching, solid and eternal emotion. No matter in life or on the Internet, everyone will have friends. If there is no friendship, there will be no pleasant peace in life, just like a pool of stagnant water; Friendship is everywhere, accompanying me around, stay around me and spend the whole life with me! There will always be unexpected events in the sky. I will never forget the day at the end of the Year. The sudden events and the news that came out of the blue made me suffocated, it was you who accompanied me through the most helpless and hopeless moment before the operation. Your meticulous care comforted my fragile heart, it was you who accompanied me through the tearful years hand in hand! It was you who wiped away tears for me countless times, which made me summon up the courage of life again and move on! During my stay in hospital, your company gave me the desire to be healthy. With your prayers and wishes and my strength, I finally got rid of the disease and walked out of the haze. Once again, I stood up healthily. Today, I finally came to you with a brand new look, still showing my elegant demeanour. This is the wish that you and I dared not expect! But now it is cashed as scheduled! When I saw you wrote a lot of prayers and wishes for me, and every time I read them, they would make my tears blurred! Especially seeing you go to Lantau Island in Hong Kong to pray for my Buddha, you are not afraid of the long journey, climb two hundred steps hard, and even forget the lunch. The hard work pays off, and you have finally fulfilled your wish, you put your hands together with no distracting thoughts. Close your eyes and face the Buddha statue, and pray to the Buddha devoutly under the rain all over the sky, hoping that I can overcome the difficulties as soon as possible. Your efforts are not in vain. Today I finally reappear with a brand new attitude, which is the greatest reward for you! When I learned about your action, my tears rustled down, moved by your sincerity and gratified by your honesty. At this time, I could not say more thanks, the excitement overwhelmed my thinking. I deeply know that you have brought me many things that cannot be expressed in words. I will pray for you silently every day in my future, blessing. Thank you again for your wonderful companionship all the way, for giving me guidance when I was confused; For giving me strength when I was fragile; For making my life more fulfilling and meaningful! I will cherish your affection in my heart, sprout and take root, accompany me to show green leaves, blossom flowers and bear sweet fruits, which is a wonderful day! Destined to meet, determined to know each other. In the vast sea of people, we can meet each other, get together, get to know each other, get to know each other, get to know each other and get close to each other. It is really fate. In the life journey of people coming and going, gathering and separating, it can be said to be a kind of luck to meet, get together and meet each other in different life tracks and in the heart of different experiences, fate is not always there, you and I should cherish this hard-won fate! It was a sleepless night again. You couldn’t help shivering even though the cold wave intruded into the lake of the heart. The twitching in a flash made your clearer silhouette lingering in your mind. However, at this time, are you standing in front of the window like me, feeling the brightness of stars with your heart, carrying the expectation of friendship on such a gloomy winter night, think of the most beautiful encounter we ever met? Outside the window, the dim street lamp was on lonely, and the faint yellow was like a lifetime ago. The drops of water on the glass window became clearer and clearer, but I couldn’t see my own image, bit by bit and bit by bit, reflecting all of you. Your smile and breath are so kind, so warm, but so far away! You are like mellow wine, strong and easy to get drunk; You are like the fragrance of flowers, fragrant and elegant; You are like the rain in autumn, delicate and full of poetry; You are like the plum in December, pure and proud. You are not painting, you are more beautiful than painting; You are not a song, you are more beautiful than a song; You should be a poem, with the elegance of poetry; You should be a dream, with the beauty of dream; you should be the meaningful prose, writing yesterday and looking forward to the future! The days with you are always sunny with bright flowers. In the years with you, the sky is no longer floating and the heart is no longer wet. When you are there, you will find that you have everything. I can lose a lot, but what I can’t lose is you. You and I are not a period of eternity. Maybe you are just a passer-by in my life, but because of this origin and fate, life becomes beautiful. What if there is no future? At least, what can’t be forgotten is that you accompanied me through the most difficult years of my life! The true friendship is not the rhetoric, but the slender hands of mine at the critical moment. Those who surround me all day long and make me happy are not necessarily my true friends. But you seem to be far away, but actually you are always watching me. When I am happy, don’t flatter me; When I need you, you do things for me silently, you will always be the person I cherish most! It is your kind and sincere behavior that makes me deeply appreciate you! Today is your birthday. In this cold winter of Mei Xue, all my thoughts are filled. In the days accompanied by you, I really want to sit by your side with snowflakes flying all over the sky, and put my soft steps, the beauty of Heaven, together with yesterday’s expectation and today’s blessing, move into your dream bit by bit, gently Call Your Name, hold high the wine filled with blessings, and wish you: Happy birthday! This morning, on this special day, the ice crystals on the window played a happy melody, and I must have a romantic seasonal feeling. In this winter, I can’t have a bright spring, but I can embroider the happiness in my heart into the most beautiful flower, hide my memory in the flower core, and give it to you as a birthday gift, put it beside your pillow, it will accompany you on a happy birthday, full of fragrance, pillow happiness, pillow sweet into your dream! When I lightly roll up the long and wide memory, I will understand everything about you, your career, your progress, and your difficulties and helplessness. Those are all your past events and the whole pursuit of your life. This is not a fairy tale. You are moving forward step by step. I believe that where you sow your hard work and sweat, you will surely blossom flowers without true or evil! I will wait for you as always in this cold and biting night and in that snowy morning. Looking at the deep and shallow feet in the snow, looking up at the passing wind and falling snow, I suddenly understood what a bosom friend was. At this time, I don’t want to say anything, only silently looking forward to the moment when the birthday bell rings, then you can receive the most sincere and distant blessing from my heart! Happy birthday to you! On your birthday, you and I make a wish together: May our friendship coexist with heaven and earth! May you forget all your unhappiness in the new year! Once again present a happy Brand New You Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Early winter nostalgia

Entering the early winter weather, the ruthless chill in the north gradually came with the wind! It was gloomy outside the window, and there was no vitality at all. Sitting in the office, I felt very depressed. Looking through some words in the newspaper, I still couldn’t hide my silent mood in this season! In life, everyone has his own happiness and unhappiness, but sometimes he neglects and sometimes he is hard to forget from his side! Time, fleeting time and life seem to be the memory in our life, going with the wind, coming with the cloud, sometimes clear, sometimes vague! People are such a monster. When we are clear, we can’t see clearly. When the object we pay attention to gradually becomes blurred from clear in the river of time, we suddenly find that, sometimes it has nothing to do with your eyesight! Walking into the early winter weather, the land in the North still continues the unwritten words in autumn, leaves, Northwest, flowing in time, leaves falling down in the wind, sometimes sinking, every now and then, it shows the despair of life at this moment! Seeing the wind blowing season, my mind is just like the falling leaves in this season, letting the northwest wind around. This is not a blind follower, but sometimes a helpless! I thought that sadness and depression were special memories of autumn. I didn’t expect that this memory was still there at the moment when the chill passed by my ears in this early winter weather! Sometimes, I really don’t want to pass this unpleasant mood to the words, but only the words can listen the most when I am silent, so, the chill of early winter wet the mood of fallen leaves while my loneliness wet the mood of words! The same weather, but I had a different mood. Seeing the leaves falling from the northwest layer by layer outside the window, I kept asking in my mind that I didn’t want to be disturbed by the situation in front of me, but who can control your mood? The weather in early winter is good and bad. The northwest wind is full of chill, just like the song in this winter, blowing to people’s ears. I am not a dancer,, I really want to twist my body and dance with the song of the wind in this winter, just like men and women on the dance floor forgetting all their worries under neon lights. At this moment, I really envy those fallen leaves in the sky, one by one, one pair, dancing in the wind, full of the decline and silence of this season at the end, fallen leaves, maybe I don’t know where I will be taken by the cleaner’s car, however, at the last moment of my life, I still thought that my body, which had been dyed green for a lifetime, was leaving to warm the warmth of Mother Earth. Wouldn’t this life make people respect me? The life of fallen leaves seems so vigorous in this early winter season. The greatness can be seen in the ordinary. The height of life is to do a good job in tens of millions of ordinary people, not only to ask for, but only to advance! The chill desert the hair of this season. Facing the season invaded by the cold wind, I never thought that the withered leaves, at the moment when we quietly walked towards the Earth, the kindly mother gave us a different warm mood in our life! Along the edge of the season, following the rhythm of the fallen leaves, my words never stop chasing the fallen leaves life. Although the fallen leaves life is short, but the green in spring, the green in summer and the calm in autumn all touch our hearts? When winter comes, it naturally reminds us of the past and life in winter! The most unforgettable thing is the winter in my eyes when I was young. Every winter comes, the family will surround the only stove in the house, reading books and chatting. Because of the large number of people, they take turns to warm the fire by the fire, the flame is not big, and that temperature will always meet our desire at that time! When talking about winter, when I was young, the words about winter gave me the deepest memory of my mothers who had been busy for a day. Every time night fell, my mother squatted on the stove at home, I lit the kerosene lamp and held the soles for us, sniffing at each sound, every sound, every time, I really understood the meaning of the line in my loving mother’s hand and the clothes on my son’s body in my young heart, especially for families with poor economic conditions, what we parents fear most is the coming of winter. Helpless parents will comfort and encourage us at this moment, be strong and endure it. Winter will pass and spring will come! I believe what my parents said, because there is no parent in the world to cheat their children. Now these have become a memory in my life, but when winter comes, I kept telling myself, thinking of what my parents told us: Winter is coming, and spring is not far away! Winter may be a long wait. However, as long as we give hope, we will surely find a joy of life in this season! It hasn’t snowed or frozen yet. However, when facing this powerful opponent, I am thinking that as long as we have hope, we can also spend the cold winter, the chill in the winter 2011.11.18 Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Natural cheap life

In the morning, a classmate called me and told me about her drunken experience yesterday. What a pity, you said. It was not easy for me to eat such delicious fish for the first time, and to drink such high-end wine for the first time. You should know that it was my favorite blue wine bottle, which was as blue as the sea, and there was also a burst of fragrance of music, of course, there was also a strong friendship among classmates. Unfortunately, I wasted all of them. I was deeply touched. After a few cups, I immediately broadcast them live. You can’t be cunning. You can spit wine on the tea cup or wipe your mouth with a napkin, and then spit it on the paper. They are all classmates who haven’t seen each other for a long time. They would rather hurt their bodies than their feelings. I just regretted that I couldn’t drink alcohol and wasted those good wines and dishes. I couldn’t sleep all night. I had a headache and was sober to death. I was still dizzy the next day. It seemed that I was really not the one who could enjoy this kind of blessing, even if there are good wines and dishes every day, I can’t get rid of them. It is better to drink some vegetable soup at a reasonable price. It seems that I am is born with a cheap life. The same feeling, it seems that we are not people who will enjoy happiness. We can only imagine those prosperous and bustling splendors, but cannot enjoy them. I really admire those who are good at drinking. It is really hard to imagine how painful people who do reception work every day. Others only know that they eat and drink well. Who knows that eating and drinking well requires not only wisdom, but also good health and good drinking capacity. Otherwise, people who don’t know how to eat and drink just suffer. Shengju, do you know? Fortunately, you didn’t go that day, or you would be the same. It must be live broadcast, because we will not refuse that classmate friendship. What impressed me most was a self-deprecating cold joke he told. He said that at first, his wife didn’t understand why he was drunk and dreamless every day, and sometimes he was at odds with him. Once he directly arranged some of his friends to take charge of getting his wife drunk, when he was drunk, he took her home, and when she came home, she was so drunk that she knew nothing about it. She was not sober the next day, just as he described that she was drunk like a dead pig. Later, she finally understood the taste of drunkenness, and then, no matter how drunk he was, she wouldn’t say a word, because she finally understood that sometimes, drunkenness was compelled. Even if you are more cunning than me, I will certainly not be better? You don’t know, I’m also most afraid of having dinner with my classmates. It’s not good not to drink or toast. If you don’t toast, male classmates dislike you for not being diligent, more diligent, my stomach is uncomfortable. And every time my classmates get together, there are many drunk people, so I remember to drink a lot of wine, knowing nothing about anything else, and having no impression. Can we go to a place far away from the wine in the future party, just to catch up with the old days and review the pure friendship of our classmates. I chatted with my classmates one by one, and finally understood the meaning that the leader needed to check in when he was informed of the meeting and eating, and finally understood the feeling of being born to be cheap. I didn’t quite understand the taste of drunkenness before, and I didn’t understand the reason why my husband drank well. It was not until I got drunk that I realized that some people were allergic to wine like me, and no matter how good the wine was, it was a waste; Some people were born with a little drinking capacity; Some people were forced to associate with wine; some people can only feel the beauty of living under the paralysis of alcohol; Some things can only be done well on the wine table. China has been the birthplace of wine culture since ancient times. The various emotions of Chinese people towards wine show different implications in different regions. Many people drink with the lofty sentiments and romance of literati, there is also the purity and reality of the earthly fireworks. People are in the wine, words are in the wine, wine is in the heart, and friendship is also in the wine. Therefore, chinese people continue to inherit and develop the wine culture, which makes it unique with Chinese characteristics. Most of the time, no matter men or women, they should have their own preferences, just like some people like gambling, some people like drinking, some people like smoking, some people like reading, and people are alive, there must be something to calm your mind. My husband is just an ordinary clerk. He doesn’t have so many social parties, but there are still a lot of troubles in his life, which makes him still need to paralyze himself with alcohol sometimes, in my memory, I can only see his long-lost smile when he drinks with his friends. At this time, he likes to recall the scenes when he was young, which makes me feel the beauty of those simple times in the past, nowadays, most people are disturbed by common things. Most of the time, they are not willing to look back on the past and even have no time to take care of the pure friendship among classmates. Therefore, under the urge of wine, many long-lost touches can come back to my heart and feel the beauty of life again. It’s just that I don’t like the smell of wine or the strong smell of smoke. Although I have experienced the taste of drunkenness, I really know that I am just like what my classmate said, it is born to be cheap. It is not a waste to eat delicious food alone. If it is accompanied by wine, it must be a waste. However, there are a lot of people who can’t help themselves in life. No matter what kind of life, it is good for them. Behind those vanity and prosperity, there are many things that I can’t understand, there are also many things that I can’t pursue. I ‘d better be content with the status quo. I just hope that many people can consider for the people around me personally. If you don’t want to do anything to others, you ‘d better accept your fate, what kind of life is in life, I was just a simple woman. 2012.04.17 Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Youth does not say defeat, saying defeat is not youth.

I can’t give up old wounds and new worries. I really dare not touch the embrace of life. Am I afraid of pain? Still don’t have the courage to face it? Maybe it was once so beautiful that I felt sad now. I always thought that I would be happy for a lifetime, but the reality was ruined so messy by me. I never thought that it would be my own ending if the disastrous defeat couldn’t end. Knowing that crying is the performance of the weak, but every time I still secretly shed tears. He kept saying that he would be a strong woman, but all kinds of measures in reality had compressed himself into the symbol and representative of a coward. Sometimes I feel so sad that I can’t imagine how to live in the future. I once said to a girl that friendship lasts forever, and in the end, it is inevitable to be strangers to each other; I once said to a boy that I will never leave and never leave, and in the end, I will inevitably part. The kind of pain that I once couldn’t come back, but now I still put the pain of the past as if I were hanged by myself, until my bones could no longer bear the pain, and my bloody body would die slowly. In fact, at our age, we know it is impossible, but we have to imagine forever. We can’t wait to end our promise until the end. Change a dream woven with beautiful lies with sincerity. Uncover the veil of the hypocritical world, which is cynical and vulgar. QQ space is a virtual world for me to escape from reality and the sustenance of my spirit. I like words, but I won’t polish them. I just write about my little feelings, because I believe the most beautiful words are the calls from my heart. There I will open my heart undisguisedly, write down all my grievances and discontent about the world, and pour out all my sorrows. Maybe it is because of the closed inner heart, strange personality, and hard to conflict with the reality that it depends on the network space so much. There are many people who care about me, love me, love me, create a happy paradise for me, and give me a little comfort in my broken experience. There is fantastic beauty, which is impossible in reality. A girl told me that you were using your miserable and bitter words to capture others’ sympathy and pity. At that time, I refuted her. If I didn’t understand me, don’t judge me casually. I am not a beggar. What I want is not sympathy and pity, but understanding and understanding. After speaking, tears of grievance fell quietly. However, when I wiped my tears with my skirt, I suddenly realized that I was wrong. It was me who fell into the endless abyss of pain and got into the mire, but I never thought about how to save myself. Instead, I was desperately waiting for help. Ignore others’ care, and pretend to be lofty and self-righteous. Really disgraceful. Looking for nothingness in reality will only make reality more empty. I betrayed the self that should belong to me, and my dream broke between my fingers. Happy strike, emotional shock, insanity, and fragmented dreams. Upset, confused, confused, retreat, failure. All end. Cynicism makes me play with fire * *. At the moment of burning eyebrows, I lost my heart and was unwilling to end like this, full of regret. Compared with the past glory, it will make me feel that it is more failed now, and it is a disastrous defeat. Only in this way can we lift our heads and fight against the unfairness of the world to ourselves with all kinds of rebellious behaviors. No one can hear my inner cry, but they can understand my arrogant and arrogant body language. The whole world wakes up, and I am drunk alone. Seclusion makes me an extremely abnormal demon in everyone’s eyes. It turns out that I am already so horrible. Wake up, it’s time to end. End those promises that can’t be given, those fantasies that shouldn’t have, those dirty and strange words, and those self-justified liberation. I know that I have missed too much. If I want to succeed again, unless a miracle will happen. However, if you don’t give yourself a chance to find miracles, how can you know that the lucky God will not care for yourself? No one knows what the result will be until the end. Don’t find reasons for success, don’t find excuses for failure. Xiongguan is full of truth like iron, but now it is starting from the beginning. Start from the new, start from the heart. Grandma Bing Xin once said: life is meaningless, but if we want to make meaningless life meaningful, we must work hard to live and define it. Yes, so does society. Society is unfair. If you want to find your personal fairness in an unfair world, fighting is the only way, or you will only have pain. Friends, please remember: youth does not say defeat, saying defeat is not youth. —- {Talking nonsense, kids talking big.} // If children. Like (prose editor: yuiran) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Can not say

Some sadness can be hidden behind the smile. Since many things have been unable to return to the sky, don’t leave a floating cloud in the sky. Some happiness can’t last long, it will end when it starts, but never say it. There is no result after a love affair, so you can stop touching the aftertaste of flowers. In the spring, many flowers will wither and wither, knowing clearly that it is an unbreakable knot, then learn to use a sharp scissors to break the branches of the flowers. Leave a green body and no longer feel lonely in the sunshine. Some failures can not be mentioned. After the metaphor of failure is ridiculed, since many achievements have been disagreed, don’t leave a sigh in regret. Some setbacks cannot be repeated, don’t mention the past, don’t say silence. It doesn’t matter if you lose money in a job. You can stop worrying about noble dignity. At the moment when many weather in summer will be washed by heavy rain, you clearly know that it is an unwise choice, then learn to use a balanced balance to weigh your conscience. The righteousness with integrity is no longer restrained in the fierce wind. Some wisdom can be hidden behind the bustling lamp. Since many opinions have been appreciated by no one, don’t leave a short sight in the dry well. Some truths cannot be recognized, it is an argument when it appears, but it can be said that it is different. If you struggle for a period of time, you will get results. You can stop arguing about fierce dark wounds. At the moment when many harvests in autumn will also have golden deposits, you clearly know that it is the lead of a gunpowder barrel, then learn to use the timing device to blow up the traditional Fort. Keep an immortal copper body in the air and no longer corrode. Some successes can not be mentioned, but those successes can be concealed in the drink of praise. Since a lot of efforts have been firmly grasped, don’t leave a little surprise in your eyes, and some achievements cannot be preserved for a long time, there will be troughs after the climax, so we can not say proud. After a long journey begins, there will be an end. You can no longer immerse yourself in the authority of experience. In the winter, many snowflakes will also have a boundless moment, knowing clearly that it is an unbreakable ice layer, then learn to use a wise vision to understand the glory of the past. Keep a sober mind and no longer become rigid in a sober mind. Some are sad, but hide the smile behind the pain. Since many results have been put in front of you, don’t leave a scar in your life. Some are sad and can’t be recalled, when you experience it, it will dissipate, not to mention happiness. There is no turning back after driving on a journey. You can stop looking back on the wonderful scenery. At the moment when many passers-by in your life also gather and disperse, you clearly know that it is a contradiction that cannot be resolved all the way, then learn to accept the kindness of Buddhism and fulfill the good roots of the world. Leave a quiet body in the bitter sea and no longer pour out. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Shallow happy

Each of us has the land to grow a good mood, depending on whether you work hard or not. Do you have enough flexibility to resist depression? Suddenly I found that life was so simple that I didn’t need to think over and over again to be complicated, and I didn’t need to worry about spring and autumn. It was really good that the sun rose every day and I could wake up quietly. In fact, we really need to think about it. There are so many warmth in life that we never cared about. No matter how weak the Moonlight is, it will be fine if it is on. The warmth makes people feel at ease. But we always ignore the details of life. Whether you are as busy and confused as me, often unable to find the direction of your heart and the exit of your dream, and always enveloped by a kind of unclear emotion. And whether you are struggling to make yourself happy, but you can’t escape from the inexplicable little sadness. Then, please let your heart stop, see the blue sky and white clouds passing by, feel the soft touch of the breeze passing by, and think about your own possession, then you will find a lot. There is an Indian proverb, don’t walk too fast, wait for the soul. In fact, the burden of the soul is that we always run desperately in reality, but accidentally lose our souls. People are so strange that they can’t see the wealth and warmth in front of them, but they are struggling to find the ridiculous self-righteous happiness, but they don’t know whether they blame the greed inside or the temptation outside. In fact, we are really happy. There are beautiful clothes to wear, delicious food to eat, sky to look up, sunshine to hug. You can read books and dream. There are good music to listen to and warm movies to move. There are beautiful scenery to travel, interesting and different people to meet, courage to support dreams, Hearts to meet each other, and unknown flowers to bloom quietly, if you don’t know, you will be strong in the distance. Friends and family members can care about it, blessings and care can be received, the friendly eyes of strangers, and the sincere smiling faces of acquaintances. How happy it is to have so many things that can touch the softness of your heart. With a happy mood, facing the first ray of morning light, I slowly walked into the time. Fresh and comfortable breath, fresh and tender green, soft breeze, Dew reflecting light. Open your arms and embrace the great and true gift of nature and life. The sunrise is so beautiful, the time is so long, it’s really good. Brisk pace, bright atmosphere. It’s really good to walk happily and strive for a new day. Reading, good. It is really good to have a shallow smile and a shallow happiness. Like (prose editor: Dielianhua) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Three dream

After the bell rang, the teacher sent out a foreign language test paper. There is a piece of foreign code in front of me. I don’t know what it means. I still don’t know what it means after reading it again. There is no question I can do. I was in a hurry, sweating, fear, and my heart beat faster. Then the bell rang suddenly, which woke me up. Touch the heart, still beating violently, touch the head, full of sweat. Another dream of foreign language examination. In 100, it seemed to be a sudden decision that the foreign language examination was included in the total score of the college entrance examination according to the total score of points. For our rural children, we have just known 26 letters and several foreign words with phonetic notation of Chinese characters. Although sometimes we can show off in front of parents with few literacy, we can face the college entrance examination, that is really a thousand miles away, the difference is too far. So many people chose to give up and allocated the time for learning a foreign language to other lessons, while I chose to face it and learned a foreign language blankly. I divided a piece of paper into small pieces of paper of 1cm * 2cm. I wrote Chinese characters on one side and foreign words on the other side, put them in my pocket, took them out when I was busy and recognized them. I saw Chinese characters thinking of foreign words, I think of Chinese characters when I see foreign language words. During class, I couldn’t understand it, but as long as the teacher wrote on the blackboard, I would copy what I wrote. I always think that I don’t know her in a foreign language. If I don’t take the initiative to know her, it will be completely finished. However, when the bell rang, I still knew nothing about the exam. Those students who gave up foreign language learning could do better than me sometimes. Foreign language test again and again, Pain overlaps pain and attacks me again and again, which leads to an inexplicable panic when I see the foreign language test paper. To no one’s expectation, God opened his eyes. In the college entrance examination in 83, I scored 49 points in foreign language, high score, absolutely high score. Two students around me who gave up foreign languages, one scored 7 points and the other 16 points. Thanks to the excellent performance of foreign language, I was lucky to be classmates with Bi Feiyu. However, after I entered Normal College, I found that many students in my class had scores in the foreign language college entrance examination at 80 or 90. Alas, if I have this score, I will go to Nantah at all. When I was a senior, a girl joked that if you were admitted to graduate school, I would marry you. I pooh, do you know? When I was a sophomore, I was desperate. I scored 58 points at a time and 62 points at a time before I got through the danger. Otherwise, I couldn’t finish my career. Taking the postgraduate entrance examination, the foreign language didn’t really kill me. But I wanted to try my luck again, and said bitterly, is it your participation. So I secretly mixed in the crowd and went to the foreign language tutorial class of the postgraduate entrance examination class, where I could understand, I couldn’t understand at all. Fortunately, the teacher only talked without asking, otherwise he dared to sit there and make up for the number. I ‘ve heard it twice, but I got nothing. Later, I had to learn by myself. Maybe you can’t learn well, maybe you can’t get home, maybe you don’t have the situation that forced people in the college entrance examination. When I took the postgraduate entrance examination, I only knew that the foreign language sent was not a test paper, but a book and a heavenly book. Although I tried my best, I finally got only 20 points in foreign language, and I was not qualified with graduate students. People who don’t work hard will definitely fail. People who work hard may not succeed. I am. Therefore, with fear, foreign language exams came to my dreams one after another. The relief after waking up made me look back at my high school and my university again and again with the sweat and tears of life. At the same time, the foreign language exam in my dream reminds me all the time that on the road of life, people who are faced with exams again and again have to overcome difficulties and fight hard. Those who do not work hard will definitely fail, life is like climbing, and sweetness is forging ahead (the second essay “looking for someone” has been published online) Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Empty swing

It has always been there, carrying wind, rain and sunshine. It has carried the sweet feelings of two people, and also carried the lonely silence of one person. I said, let’s go to Chaoyang Park tomorrow. You escaped from my eyes and hesitated to answer, OK. Then there is no word. I sneered in my heart, if you want to play games, then I will play with you. Not long ago, I read a sentence, don’t take ambiguity as emotion. At that time, I felt this sentence was a little special, but I thought it had nothing to do with me. It seems that God arranged me to see it. It uses this sentence to remind me of my future experience. For a long time, I think ambiguity is not serious about feelings. I am used to making everything clear. If both sides are interested, they will develop feelings slowly. If there is only wishful thinking, that won’t let the intentional side sink deeper and deeper, and finally hurt a kind and helpless heart. Maybe what I wanted was too pure to understand the hazy beauty. But this time, I delayed the time. I don’t know why. How could I hesitate to you. Is it afraid of hurting you, or is it my intention. I think if I continue to play dumb like this, I will be immoral. You always treat me like this. I don’t know how to face you naturally. Maybe I am too selfish to take the feeling in your heart into consideration. Your feeling of transcending friendship has not yet reached love. So when I broke it, you shrank back. The rest of me hid in the corner and laughed at my own affections. The sunshine was so strong that it relentlessly baked the tired heart in my body that I couldn’t figure it out. Walking on the grass in the park, listening to the tiny sound under my feet, I couldn’t see the man walking on my right, his footsteps, no dialogue, no eye contact from my corner of my eyes. I picked a dandelion which was still quite independent in the blazing sunshine and blew it lightly, watching the lonely seeds falling down in the air without wind. There is a flower drifting far away, and then I see you, a completely different you from the past. At this moment, I can’t tell which one is the real you. I am very afraid of embarrassment, even the hot air will condense. However, now I just want to be silent. I think you too. I have been enjoying the feeling of walking with you all the time, as if there is a wonderful soul connection. I remember you asked me not long ago whether I had a feeling. I said no, because I didn’t know how to answer at that time. But now I know, but you don’t ask. Now that feeling is gone, you don’t have to look for it, you can’t find it back. Yes, the relationship at the beginning really can’t stand such cooling and injury. Walking in a corner, I saw a small swing, which was waiting quietly under the sparse shade of trees, waiting for a support reflecting its value. It has always been there, carrying wind, rain and sunshine. It has carried the sweet feelings of two people, and also carried the lonely silence of one person. You said, let’s go and have a rest. I shook and sat on the swing, feeling the lonely silence of a person, although you were sitting beside me. The swing slowly swung around. It carried two people, but there was no sweet feeling. When we leave, it will still be there, waiting for and sending away the next stop. I think, in fact, it is the loneliest, but it is also happy, because it has been giving. Just like the relationship between two people, the one who takes the initiative to give is happy, the real happiness. But at this moment, neither I nor you are willing to take a step towards each other first. I am because of self-esteem. What are you? Walking to the station, I was speechless all the way. After getting on the bus, you didn’t look back on purpose, not giving up, but being afraid of seeing my affectionate eyes. Are you sure that is deep feeling? Maybe I can’t tell its depth. Therefore, your figure hasn’t disappeared yet. I have turned around and walked into the vast sea of people to look for me before I lost. This virtual so-called feeling made it die. poppy remember Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…