Collapse of core wall

The sky is so blue that I can’t bear to see more. The wind is so warm that I hesitate to move forward. It is not because I am less curious about spring, but because my heart is filled with haze. I am afraid that I will obliterate the color that I can be proud of in this spring. I had no choice but to look at this broken wall, which was my collapsed heart wall. For so many years, I have been telling myself that I have to bear all the helpless things and live a happy life. Maybe most of the time I am cheerful, but the I am deep inside is so depressed, sensitive and fragile. I am not the kind of person who can put my sadness in the sun to dry, and I am not willing to spread my depression to others. I believe I can digest all the unhappiness by myself. I have never believed that someone can give me a fulcrum to rely on. It seems that there has never been a person who can understand me in my world, so the expectation of those young years has disappeared until now. Many people told me that it was my wrong idea. I hope I am wrong, or I hope I am really wrong. I know that most of the time I worry too much in my heart, and that dark cloud is always in my heart. In a sunny day like this, I had expected to collect more warmth, but I couldn’t let go. Those bright beauty always exist, and I believe that one day I can also truly own it. I accidentally heard a very touching and beautiful sentence. If I miss it in this life, I will no longer be there in the afterlife. I asked myself in my heart, will there really be an afterlife? For the time being, there is an afterlife, if there is an afterlife, I am not willing to recall my life, right? We missed a lot of people in a casual moment, and the right and wrong have become the scenery behind. Therefore, in the afterlife, I would like to turn into a wisp of breeze. I don’t need to rely on or think. No Depression, no annoyance. Passing, just passing, how good it would be. The warm wind is always outside, but now I am not in the mood to feel it. Listen, my dog is yelling again. It is yelling loudly towards a group of chirping birds. Maybe the birds laughed at its lack of wings? For me, a person who likes quietness and staring at the sky alone, its name is not pleasant. However, the existence of its voice has become my habit. Just like I am willing to become a wind, no matter how it blows, it has become a habit. I don’t want to repair my collapsed heart wall. Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Perception Shaoshan

Under Mao, people of the motherland how happy, of the motherland Jiangshan how magnificent. However, how can we forget the sufferings of the past, how can we forget the thousands of rivers and mountains that Chairman Mao led us to cross …… in that dark old China, the sky was dark, and the ground was heavy, chinese people suffering from severe disasters, you shout again and again, fight again and again, but Ah, the road is long, the night is long, the night is sleepless in chixian day …… the darkness always has an end, and the Dawn is just ahead, in October, a cannon rang, bringing us Marxism-Leninism to Shaoshan, the hometown of the chairman, Standing in front of the bronze statue of the chairman, the opening monologue of a large-scale song and dance rang naturally in my ear. My thoughts unconsciously brought me back to such a pure age. Looking back on Chairman Mao, his old man, “fighting with Heaven” all his life “,” Fight with the ground “and” fight with people “, he had been digging mountains for the first half of his life. The boldness of” all imperialism and reactionaries are paper tigers “made many opponents scared. In the latter half of his life, he kept digging holes again and again. Among all the air defense facilities in large and medium-sized cities, one was not built by him. Those roads, bridges and water conservancy facilities were just completed by carrying the back. The spirit of fighting against Heaven and Earth is what people nowadays dare not even think about. Yes, the most precious thing for people is spirit. Without spirit, nothing can be achieved. This was exactly the greatness of his old man. He devoted his whole life to cultivating the spirit of a generation. At that time, everyone had faith and a spirit of striving forward, everyone believes that the communist society can finally be realized, and everyone is fascinated by and struggling for the Datong world of “every effort and distribution according to needs. Although the life at that time was not rich, people lived a full life. Because with spirit and admiration, people will become pure. Once a person is pure, his heart will be simple. Once his heart is simple, he will be easily satisfied and happy. After seeing the bronze elephant square in Shaoshan and the Huaming building next door, I felt that the bronze elephant Square was a little shabby and felt a little uneven at first, but it was nothing to think about it carefully, because it was just in line with the style of hardship and simplicity of the old, if it is too luxurious, the elderly will be unhappy instead. In fact, this is nothing, that is, Zen referred to by Buddhism. The magnificence of appearance does not represent the inner divinity. When you see the stalls beside others’ Memorial Hall, which are full of bronze statues of the chairman, everything is relieved. Because in people’s hearts, the chairman has been regarded as the God of peace, which can be proved from various facts or legends, such, for example, 28 painting students and 8341, for example, the bullet of several residences, for example, they have never been hurt in a lifetime of bullets. Therefore, people have reason to believe that as long as there is him, whatever, all the animals, ghosts and gods are close to the side; there is reason to believe that as long as he is there, it will ensure the safety of one party! The East is Red and the sun is rising. Today, after Mao Zedong experienced 90 years of wind and rain in the Communist Party of China, think about those who gave us the whole world, how awe-inspiring we are, perhaps it is this kind of awe that we have spared no efforts on the road of national rejuvenation. We have gone one after another, gone through fire and water, and passed on from generation to generation. Our only purpose is to make our ancient civilization with thousands of years of history, standing in the east of the world. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Give world a little love

Living in a world full of colors and temptations, in an era called Golden Age by people, we will often imagine that we have a beautiful and extraordinary life. However, at the same time of fantasy, we often ignore the most plain and simple things in life. Treat them as mediocrity, boredom and passing clouds in life. However, people do not know that these so-called mediocrity is the most lasting and eternal thing in our life and the carrier of truth, goodness and beauty.? Kindness is a kind of precious quality, a kind of lofty realm, the maturity of spirit and the fullness of soul. I remember one winter when the cold wind blew hard, I went out because of something. When the car arrived at the destination, people all got off the car, leaving only an old man with a crutch. At this time, the old man’s eyes met me. The old man said, “Comrade, can you help me out of the car? I was stunned and replied quickly: Yes, yes, no problem. I quickly helped the old man get off the bus. After getting off the bus, I worried that it was not convenient for the old man to go back by himself, so I took him home by taxi. When he arrived at his home, his relatives thanked me again and again. At this moment, the feeling of happiness overflows my whole body. I have always been proud of the high evaluation this old man and his whole family gave to me by raising my fingers.? In the vast world, it is human nature to love beauty, especially for young people. The pursuit of beauty can not only show inner beauty, but also show appearance beauty. But at any time, inner beauty is more important than appearance beauty. However, the concept of beauty must not be limited to inner beauty, but concrete actions should be taken when it should be expressed.? In life, we often encounter this kind of situation. Looking at the joys and sorrows in the world, we will quietly cry and pray for them silently in our hearts, which is a kind of kindness. However, not everything in the world is beautiful, and not everyone has a kind heart. A child fell into the water, and the anxious mother cried and asked the boatman for help. The boatman not only didn’t save people, but told the mother about money, giving money first and then saving people. At that critical moment of life, what he thought of was money, which was so chilling. He doesn’t know what conscience is, even the most basic emotion of human beings is not possessed. Some people are alive, but he has already died, which means this kind of person.? A peek figure on the wheelchair appeared on the gorgeous stage of a province’s Spring Festival Gala in a certain year. Her smile is so kind and natural, her eyes are still as bright as water, and she is the Flower Branch of Xiangtan tour guide. In a car accident during the trip, both the passenger and herself were seriously injured. Her injury was the most serious, but she shouted out without hesitation: save the passenger first, I don’t care. What an impressive word it is. Because the treatment was not timely, one of her legs could not be preserved. Looking at the remaining leg, she didn’t complain about the cruelty of reality, but thanked God for His mercy on her. From her eyes, we could not read her regret and regret at all. It is worthwhile to save the passenger’s life and lose one of her legs. Her youth is also shining with dazzling brilliance.? Truth, goodness and beauty are silent emotions rooted in the deep soul, reflecting one’s love for the world. Give the world more love, and our world will be real, good and beautiful.? What kind of value should the kindness brought by the training of youth be. Youth contains endless thoughts and treasures of beauty. When the wind blows and the water is cold, the solemn and stirring beauty of the heroic people will never return when they go away. The Life has never been dead since ancient times, and the heroic beauty of the heart of Dan shines on the history will be retained. The Long Wind will break through the waves, bing shu qian tou wan mu chun of philosophical aesthetics, Sunrise flaming red flowers, Spring River green as blue of natural beauty. The beauty of different styles makes you intoxicated and don’t know where to go.? It is the Angel of youth that opens up the gorgeous scenery in our hearts and lets us listen to the charming sounds of nature of youth. We stand on the summit of youth and beauty, and the world will be real, noisy and beautiful for us. In this respect, we should also learn from Socrates. Socrates is the first life philosopher in the history of Western philosophy. Goodness is the highest philosophical category of Socrates, and his whole philosophy is just the discussion of goodness from different angles and the pursuit of universality of goodness. Meanwhile, Socrates also regards kindness as the highest state of life. He said: kindness is the purpose of all our actions, and everything else is done for kindness, not for other purposes. That is to say, such as rationality, happiness, self-control and so on are all aimed at kindness. It is for good that we do other things, including pursuing happiness, rather than doing good for happiness. Socrates has many famous sayings about goodness, for example, virtue is knowledge, virtue is knowledge, ignorance is the source of sin; Only reason is the most valuable; Everyone has the sun, the main thing is how to make it shine; I walked around without doing anything else. I just asked you, regardless of age or young, not only to care about your body, but to protect your soul; no one is not good because he knows good, etc. Thus it can be seen that Socrates is the advocator and master of goodness. In Socrates’s view, to achieve goodness, To reach the highest level of life, the key lies in acquiring knowledge. On the one hand, people must be familiar with the profession they are engaged in in in daily life and understand the nature of things; Only when they understand the nature of things can they act according to the rules and be useful and successful, that do good. On the other hand, people must also fully understand goodness itself and what are virtues such as justice, piety and bravery. Only in this way can we purposefully learn from good and not accidentally fall into evil. That is to say, to be a virtuous person, one must understand all kinds of specific virtues. In this way, knowledge becomes a key to the road to perfection. Friends, let’s use our youth to embody the truth, goodness and beauty, praise the truth, goodness and beauty, and spread the truth, goodness and beauty! Let’s create more truth, goodness and beauty from the bottom of our hearts and be good at the beauty of the Earth for all mankind! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Written on the Flowery March

In that sunny afternoon, I went to the company through the side door of the dormitory building. There were several Manager dormitory buildings on both sides of the road, and many cars were parked downstairs. I suddenly raised my head and found the trace of birds. Looking carefully, several birds were flying around on the windowsill, as if looking for their own nests. This reminds me of swallows and the text about swallows I learned when I was young. But is this a swallow? No, no, it should be just an ordinary bird. Since it is an ordinary bird, it reminds me of Jay Chou’s sparrows with seven Li incense and a kind of pedantic bird that I saw on the lawn of the factory before. I also remembered those people who accompanied me for a walk in the park. I don’t know if everything is fine! Seeing this scene, I am sigh with emotion like this, is it spring? Spring is coming? I didn’t expect spring to come so soon. Later I recalled that if someone heard these words at that time, he would surely think that I am a madman. How could there exist such kind of people who could not distinguish between spring, summer, autumn and winter here. Isn’t spring coming long ago? For Shenzhen, summer is coming soon. But I suddenly felt that it was already spring! In this way, in the past two months, I have been living in winter and hibernating in my own world. Does this kind of meaning come into being without seeing flowers bloom? Didn’t you see the inverted green grass marks? Looking around, I really can’t see such scenery. No wonder I live in winter. Just such a small plot caused a big shock in my heart. The reason why it is said to be shock is that for such a long period of time, the inner heart is calm. What kind of calm is it? I can’t say it myself. In short, there is no intention to write or write articles, and no interest in doing things. Every time when a friend asks me, I always say that it is because I am too busy recently. In fact, most of the time, I am are staring at the Monitor in a daze, or chatting with some people who don’t contact much at ordinary times, killing time. In such a day, I am can do nothing, which is even worse than words. A friend said that I should go out for a walk to change my current lifestyle, saying that I have been soaked in this constant environment for too long, and it will become moldy and rotten sooner or later. In fact, I am used to staying late in the office these days. Every time I walk out of the office building, there are almost no people on the road. The night wind rolled up and put down the dust on the road without any hindrance, as if playing games with them. Entering this relatively open ground from a completely closed space, the whole person becomes fresh and sober. Maybe I should really listen to my friends’ opinions. When I come home from work, I also change my way to change my mood. But this idea just sprouted and was strangled in my mind. I asked myself, what can I change? In addition to taking a few more steps, there was no scenery to see and nothing could be changed, so he simply returned according to the original road. For the decadence of recent days, I am have reflected and seriously reflected. But also develop a habit of not knowing whether it is good or bad. In the dormitory alone, it was so quiet that I could hear my breath. I didn’t know whether it was good or bad. These days, before going to bed every night, I would lean against the head of the bed in a daze, feeling that I had thought a lot of things, but I didn’t know what I was thinking about, until the shoulder leaning against the head of the bed became sour, I turned off the light and lay down. My colleagues asked me whether I was afraid of living and whether I would be stuffy. I smiled casually and said, “it’s good to live alone. There’s nothing to be afraid. One night, I was so sleepy that I got a call from my father. It was already eleven o’clock. On the phone, I almost didn’t say anything, and kept responding. In fact, I was scolded miserably by my father, because of the exam and something, I couldn’t know. I haven’t been scolded for a long time. This feeling is actually quite good, at least let me know that my heart still hurts, my face still blushes, I still feel ashamed and sorry for my parents, they were worried and disappointed again. I didn’t know why my father was so angry that night, but I was sober, which I had never been sober these days. Sometimes, I really feel that I am a bastard, doing a lot of things is half-hearted, and I have never made up my mind to do one thing and do it well. My father knows my personality and temper very well. He knows what I am thinking and what I want to do with my expression and eyes. After being severely taught by my father, I felt a little sad in my heart, but I still fell asleep again. In fact, I just owe abuse. I am know that I have been living a life-threatening life these days, so do I. It has always been like this since I came from home to write this article after the Spring Festival. Don’t read books, don’t study, watch TV series one by one, watch it once and watch it for the second time. At work, I don’t do things for several days, staring blankly at the monitor, or talking nonsense with some people I know or don’t know on QQ, killing time, and then forcing myself to stay for half a day, or finish the work that I didn’t do a few days ago in one day. It’s tiring to do things like this, I am know it, and there is a tendency of self-abuse. It seems that only when you are tired can you feel that you are still alive. Besides, you don’t know what else you can do. Just like today, just like now, I knocked hard on the keyboard as if I was venting. The fingers of the left ring finger and the little finger were longer than those of the other eight fingers, the two fingers and arms were very sour when typing words so hard, but I thought this feeling was good. Every time on such a day, I especially want to find some blows and sins. In the past, every time when I was like this, I would call the misty rain and talk to her about the recent situation. Then she couldn’t help telling me, because I knew that she really wanted me to figure out some truth, but my brain can’t turn around. She always said that some things had to be figured out by herself, but I didn’t want to think deeply. I always thought that she could make it clear. She knew my personality, I forced myself to straighten out my thoughts. My boss was reluctant, but I knew that she did everything for my good. Some things had to be faced by herself and experienced to grow up, but I always chose to escape. Every time I talked to her, the whole person felt much more relaxed. This time I didn’t dare to call her, because I couldn’t disturb her, and I couldn’t always worry her and make her embarrassed. Now, she has been upgraded to be a mother, and so have I. That little life came to this world healthily. Although he hadn’t seen him yet, he had been looking forward to, praying and blessing. Is it because of the constant illness that this relationship becomes like this? In fact, I know it is not. Maybe it still has some influence. I am an impatient person, I always feel uncomfortable when I catch a cold, but I feel uncomfortable when I stand and sit. Why not update the novel? To be honest, I don’t want to touch it at all. Occasionally I mentioned a little mood, but soon I was swallowed up by another decadent mentality. The novel has been stopped at the scene when the hero was ready to recall the encounter between him and the heroine. In fact, how he met and what kind of scene were all in my mind. Even the way the heroine turned back and smiled was clearly engraved in my mind, but I just didn’t want to write it down with a pen. At this time, I would think of sister Chen Hui’s words, you are just making excuses for your laziness! Yes, I admit that I also want to live refreshed. I hate myself like this, but I can’t get out of this puzzle. When knocking these words, the sunshine outside was very warm, and I hadn’t seen the sun for a long time. I felt much better. During this period of time, I didn’t find anyone to complain or go out for fun, but I knew everything would be fine. I should have stepped out. It shouldn’t be like this, nor should it be like this. I want to eat well and take good care of myself. Who can you show your cowardice when you go out alone? I miss all my friends as well. Are you all well? Like (prose editor: prose online) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Future self, how are you [Qintai Literature and Art]]

The midnight had entered the last hour, and the street lamps outside the window reflected a cold shadow. In this windy and cold winter, I greeted myself after many years with warmth word by word. Time flies. I thought I had caught something, but when I recalled the journey I had traveled, I suddenly felt that everything was too hurried. For more than 20 years, I rode a horse and raised a whip, eager to grow up. Now I grow up and have my own thoughts, but I try my best to keep that innocence. Therefore, on this night, I thought about myself in the future and those visions that I had expectations but couldn’t realize now. Standing in the snow of the northern country, the cloak was covered with floc due to its long looking at Heilongjiang. It was already the twilight years, recalling the past years and sighing the ups and downs of life. The bitter weather in Harbin has passed over my face more than once. With two sleeves twitched, I left this hot land with blood and passion. In the raging crowd at the railway station, a ragged guitar Wanderer was using his vicissitudes of voice to protect the music dream trampled completely by reality. I once pursued it with moths and moths, finally, I was forced to make a living and gave up, just like the flowers that died on the green stripes. No one understands that craziness. I don’t know whether I sympathize with him or he gives me alms. Over the years, I have lived nothing like my real self. Silently, I walked towards the teenager, just saying: everything will be fine. Looking around the vast land that may not be able to return, I said goodbye with tears. This time, with the suffering body and the dusty soul, we have to practice the agreement with ourselves for half a century. Over the years, there have always been too many worries, difficult difficulties and dreams that have compromised with reality. However, some kind of original call in the heart not only has no erosion in the sharpening of time. In every midnight dream, I deeply Beat My Heart. How many times did the lights fail to fall asleep. I have waited for too long. Busy with money, I am really a person who does nothing. At this moment, in the bustling crowd of people, I felt the deep loneliness as a person, letting the noise of this world. Over the years, I have been misunderstanding the meaning of happiness, thinking that the wealth of family and the vanity enjoyed by individuals in countless flattery are all the contents of life. I thought that as long as I carried the sword of youth and the pure conscience, I could not betray my ideal soul. On the most lonely and tearful night, even if I was laughing at myself for being silly, still pull out the worldly spear, Sting yourself, remind yourself to march forward bravely until now. There is no substantial significance in his own actions, but only to show others: I am an important person. However, there are still many literati in China with low income and no sideline, but they still insist on writing. I can’t deny that I have always been ingratiating myself to be a good writer instead of arousing the most basic behavior consciousness for the society from the perspective of a writer. Wandering for too long, my heart should have been persistent. I felt the warmth of the words again when I wandered away because of the ink left by the dust. This time, the train went all the way south, carrying my thick thoughts back to the land where I was born and raised. I love this land, just as Ai Qing expressed. The best friend who was washed by the years and was clear-minded finally didn’t abandon the choice of that year in the resounding circle after circle of the annual rings. Drink more, in the quiet night with snow velvet flying, reflecting the silhouette of time, Use Yu Wen to go back and revisit those fragments cut by years. We walked over gently, leaned down and picked them up one by one, with a smile of Victory rising from the corners of our mouth. Having passed the young and frivolous age, let those people and things we met pass. They have accumulated into a part of our body and will be brought into the loess with them. Who doesn’t admire these beautiful things? However, I carried my luggage again and set foot on the desert. Facing the rising sun, this time, I am no longer a prodigal. The prodigal son is for people without spiritual sustenance. Pointing to the country, not just the classmates. Inspiring words, they are still thousands of people in the past. At the age of 40, I think I have found the meaning and value of life: to warm rivers and mountains with integrity and conscience. After leaving my hometown, I buried all my guilt under the peach tree, just waiting for the geometric flowers to bloom. The person who buried the flowers told his parents about his heart feeling many years ago. Forgive me for indulging my love and freedom in my life. Maybe one day, I will fall down on the way, then let the wind take me on a long journey. Many years ago, I was worried. This time, I will take the unaccomplished steps of the youth to measure the smiles of Tibet and pay tribute to the holy with piety. Highland barley wine, buttered tea, Hada and prayer wheel will no longer be verbal excitement. Kashgar lake is no longer an extravagant hope. It only allows me to quietly feel the touch of sunshine and the warm wind. What else roar is needed to convey that desire. There are still many uncertainties in the future. In the cold night, snowflakes have grown into pieces. For a moment, if you lost something in a trance. Tonight, looking at the distance with a cooling heart, I went to catch up with the invisible trace in the fog, just like waving clouds and neon, and casually left without entanglement. Who can see the appearance of time clearly? It is just that he sees himself clearly in time. Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

The weight of life

Pay attention to health and cherish life. Health is everything that determines happiness! How much money can’t buy health and life! To regular physical examination, do minor illness can not be ignored, ailment big raise, disease-free maintenance. Nothing in the world is more important than health, and nothing is more precious than continuing life! When I learned that my good sister had gynecological cancer and had reached the late stage, I was shocked. Maybe she was under too much pressure to do business outside of work? Maybe she is too busy and tired? How can a very healthy sister get cancer? Hearing the late stage of cancer, people are extremely scared, a fatal incurable disease! I went to the provincial hospital to visit my seriously ill sister in lunar January 16. This is my first time to Ha Medical University Tumor Hospital, had just entered the gate of the hospital, see come to the car, stream. The doorman just collects the money, and he has to pay three yuan for parking for one hour! You can’t find a parking space when you enter it. You can find a parking place after driving a long distance. When I walked into the hospital, my sister’s husband came to pick me up. He said, “it’s so far, you come to visit me again. It’s hard. She is on the ninth floor. She just finished the operation yesterday. I said: Hey, you are working harder. My sister suffered because there are too many people taking the elevator to wait. I said: let’s go up the stairs! There were a lot of people coming and going in the corridor. Some old people were on crutches, and some were helping each other. There will be patients standing against the windowsill or against the wall without beds hanging infusion bottles in the corridor on each floor. Family members, doctors and nurses came and went as if they were racing against time. Everyone’s face was serious and dignified. Cancer patients who are bald because of chemotherapy have dull expressions. This mixed atmosphere is depressing and suffocating. Climbing to the ninth floor, I was already out of breath. After a little pause, I came to my sister’s single room ward. I haven’t seen her for more than half a month. After the operation, she became much thinner. She was helplessly lying on the sickbed with pale face and weak breath. She was infused on the back of her two hands with several tubes inserted into her body. I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my heart. Tears swirled in my eyes. I couldn’t say anything with sobs. I tried my best to hold back the tears, after I avoided her eyes and helped her rub her arms and the back of my hand, I controlled my emotions again and again. I reluctantly said with a smile: it’s okay, remove all the lesions, you will be fine. When you are ready, you can stay at my house for a few days. I will cook food for you. She said feebly: Thank you for coming to visit me so far. When I am ready, I will definitely go to your shop for a few days and try your cooking skills. In order to let her have a good rest, I saw her briefly and stood up to say goodbye. When my sister turned around and came to the corridor, I finally burst into uncontrollable tears. I cried and walked down the stairs, I feel that my steps are so heavy and my heart is in severe pain. How could life be so disastrous? People are so helpless when facing the disease! Where can I beg God doctors to come and save those who are fighting against the disease? A strong career-oriented outgoing woman and a healthy body in her forties are not like a human being who is tortured by cancer. This kind of operation is undoubtedly a heavy blow to a late cancer woman! I felt that her body and soul seemed to be taken out, just like a lamb being slaughtered. Maybe the doctor’s efforts were in vain, maybe the money was wasted, but the hardship and fatigue of her family tried to reduce her pain and give her hope to survive, extend her life as much as possible, although her life has entered the countdown. When I came back from visiting my sisters, I was not in the mood to do things for several days. My depressed heart felt painful and I was unwilling to eat, as if it was myself who got sick. Dear friends: Living is happiness, and health is wealth! Life has no reincarnation, no repetition, and cannot retain. There are bound to be sorrows and misfortunes on the road of life. Let’s bless those who fight with death with our devotion and those who race with death, hoping that miracles can appear on them! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Autumn

Some stories kept in your heart can not be continued, or even if they are continued, they will be a endless bitter love poem. Beginning of Autumn, for the things that I saw in the last season that I couldn’t see, what I wanted and what I didn’t want, those people and things, let him go with the wind or fall into dreams, there will always be a place in the memory of stories that cannot be continued. When a person is quiet down, more people will sigh. I am glad that I have learned to look back. When falling down, if you keep climbing up and waiting for yourself, it will only be a more painful stumbling. It is better to think about the past and rectify the memory, which may reduce the burden on your body. Over the past month, I have met many old friends one after another. The old things have been brought up again, and the embarrassment of those years has gradually melted in a happy smile. I gradually understood a truth that friendship was just like the wine in the cellar. Although it was clear when it was just brewed, when it was aged, the fragrance and charm of the fine wine could be evaluated. When we get together, what people want more is to have a good mind, and what people want less is to have a good talk. Time has changed, people have not changed, old friends say a word to break the secret, you are still so bear-like! Looking back on the past days, there is always more sunshine, and all unhappiness and disharmony will slowly melt under the sunshine, when I doubted again that it was always unnecessary compared with the past and now, I thought this was the answer. A man always has a coward side. No matter how brave and strong the man looks, there will always be something that he can’t touch. This is the dead hole. I am a coward when facing the struggle and choice. So this is another reason for the above sentence. It is terrible. I am eager for a better life and beauty, but I don’t know what I want and what I am suitable for. Running with others always loses my direction. Even if there is a chance to seize what you want, you are still hesitant. I clearly remember that when I was in junior high school, someone said that I was too suspicious. Maybe this was the root of my cowardice and my death. When the seniors who had passed the year without confusion talked about The Green Years of their university, they always accompanied the vocabulary such as guitar, poetry and Sanskrit. I have to say that high technology makes the current campus much boring. The word “internet” replaces all the words mentioned above. Four years is like a thief fighting a protracted war, when you look back, you will suddenly find that your initial motivation has gone to nothing. I don’t believe in gods, let alone destiny. I am the loyal supporter of Chairman Mao, it’s fun to fight with heaven; It’s fun to fight with Earth; It’s fun to fight with people. A young man should be so generous. Indeed, now I am living in a morbid way. Looking back on the past is the antidote, and looking forward is also the antidote. Taking It sequentially can cure this illness. Autumn is coming, and summer days are also past. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Heart determine true and false

Mr. Lu Xun once said that when disillusionment comes, we don’t see the truth in the false, but see the false in the true. In real life, the truth and the false exist at the same time, such as real goods and fake products, truth and lies, real People and stone statues, flowers and plastic flowers.? Are all fakes bad? The play is fake, but there is truth. White lies are fake, but they can benefit the patients to recuperate. In the battle, the enemy was defeated. Some words are true, but it sounds fake. The world is very big, facing countless true and false, some helpless, some at a loss. Absolute truth does exist, but life can only get relative truth, maybe we can get the final truth, but we can never get absolute truth.? We often hear people around us say that this is true, that is true. I often hear people say that this is false, that is false. I think the truth and falsity here are only the truth and falsity of life. For the universe, there is only one state, and there is no truth or falsity. That is to say, there is no difference between true and false in the universe. Only for life can there be a difference between true and false, and it is necessary to discuss true and false. So, for life, what is true and what is false? I think it is true if the understanding of life is consistent with the absolute truth, and it is false if the understanding of life is inconsistent with the absolute truth.? People without pollution are very real. People who have been polluted but have been bleached are also very real. Childhood inexperienced, so really. When we were old, we had no strength to deal with the world, so we were very real. There is a kind of person who is fake because he sank with the society. In fact, sometimes, fake is also a means to protect oneself.? We can look at the current network. The meaning of net words, Xinhua Dictionary said, is a fishing and bird catching instrument made of rope and so on. He also said that things like the Internet, such as network pockets and wire mesh; Events like the Internet, such as recruiting talents; Organizations or systems like the Internet, such as communication networks and publicity networks. Thus it can be seen that the current information network is a virtual network woven by radio waves. It can be seen from this that what is commonly referred to as surfing the Internet at present is to use communication devices and devices with communication functions, such as computers, mobile phones and so on, to connect with the network organized by radio waves of terminal devices, it is like a motor vehicle driving on the traffic network woven by roads, heading for the designated platform. However, the traffic network is a visible and tangible entity. The information network is invisible and invisible. In the real society where people live, there are still fraud events, let alone in the virtual network world. There is a report that two online lovers meet each other in a small town. The woman is a young woman and the man is a 60-year-old old man. The young woman asked to buy expensive gold and silver jewelry before opening a house. This strange condition was obviously premeditated, but the old man was obsessed with sex and turned a blind eye to the clues of fraud. So he gave all he had and generously bought a pile of gold and silver accessories. Unexpectedly, after receiving the property, the lover and the young woman had already run away before opening the house and living in the store, and a poor old man even had no money to go home to buy train tickets. There are a lot of frauds on the internet. When chatting, the cheap expressions and the promise of love can be seen everywhere. What makes people sad is that many people, especially some muddled old people, are fascinated by lust and easily cheated. In fact, it was not difficult to identify the true and false of it. Just believe in one principle, that is, those who neglect promises are not trustworthy. No matter what the other party said, everything would be fine only if his promise was nonsense.? This requires a person to have a strong sense of discrimination. Discrimination comes from careful observation. No man dressed as a woman or an old man dressed as a man will be regarded as a woman by the audience, or a woman is a man. Because the physique, psychology, language and habits of the actor who plays Hua Dan are essentially male attributes, which are changed for a while and difficult for a long time.? That is to say, after a long time, the solid state will reappear; If you say more, you will lose something. Of course, people and things on the Internet tend to be virtual and invisible. It is more difficult to distinguish them than in real life, but it is not indistinguishable.? The so-called words are too much. Take blog as an example. He always posts and logs, and often writes comments and replies. This is the internet dialect. Although the Internet conversation is silent and can be distinguished, it has the imprint of male and female attributes. After careful scrutiny, it is not difficult to see that men and women are coming. Unless he does not leave any information and specializes in reposting, it will be more difficult. But it is not that there is no trace at all, because his behavior often has gender emotion, how much can he find out some clues from the tendency.? Besides gender, age is also the same. Parents and children, because of the differences of times and experiences, are often unable to talk about each other. This is the generation gap. Therefore, from the perspective of each person’s habit of posting and commenting, and from the perspective of discussing things, like wrinkles on the forehead, it is also an obvious actual age.? Although fake works are more terrible than real ones, as long as you study carefully and observe carefully, there is no false appearance that you can’t see through. Therefore, the Internet can’t scare people. As long as you have profound observation, it is just like in the classroom, in the Teahouse, in the bar, talking about things in the world, or in the cloud. This is the complex of Zhen Shiyin in Jia Yu village in A Dream of Red Mansions. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Look back annoying chatters

It was an accidental encounter, but I began to think about those years when I was young and frivolous, and those innocent days, those days that only the long white clouds carrying dreams gently rub over the head and flaunt, as well as those faint silent afternoon dusk. At those times, time always passed by quietly without leaving any trace. At those times, every second seemed to be fixed at that moment of laughter, every point stays in the concentration of leaning down. Looking at those old but still fresh photos, I laughed a bit, and the warmth had already filled the fleeting time of memory unconsciously. They are all a group of impulsive children. Once this kind of missing is aroused, it is hard to calm down without a glance. I didn’t know who proposed it first, but I insisted on it. Therefore, I finally had the mood of looking back at this moment. Morning, early eyes, felt some agitation and open music, start waiting for Sun 1.1 point way up to this feeling, strange, just is familiar and unfamiliar kind, like childhood that kind hope years feeling. The house was lively, with the light and shadow of the sun, as well as the laughing and playing among friends. It was like going to a feast, and everyone felt a little inexplicable excited. After packing up the house, watering the flowers and plants and getting ready, the inexplicable excitement in my heart became stronger and stronger, so I set off eagerly. After waiting for a long time, I finally waited for the two double-decker buses that I used to take in those years, and then squeezed up with great efforts. During this period, although I was ashamed of such uncivilized behavior, but at the thought of sitting in the seat that I used to sit in those years and enjoying the scenery quietly, all the guilt was left behind temporarily. It was a pity that they were a little late after all, because they didn’t want to be separated, so they had to sit in the second row together! Close my eyes and let the sunshine shake on my face without scruple, feeling the serenity of these light and shadow beating gently on my eyelids. In this beautiful melody, I suddenly fell into a dream. Stepping into the campus is still those familiar scenes. Although times have changed, it is only lucky that those scenes that stayed in memory did not change at all. Therefore, many uncertain melancholy was saved, the past vicissitudes were slightly removed, like a kind mother. She greeted my uneasy heart with that kind smile in the past. Memories come one after another, and the past is heavy, staying in the shuttle crowd, as if I am not me today, I am still the child of those years, or two years ago, I am busy here. Things are different from people, but in those years, who wrote down my appearance among the shuttling crowd? Today, can I remember those pedestrians who passed me? No matter walking through the crowded canteen, or through the solemn teaching building, whether standing in front of the solemn library, or lingering in the exquisite garden path, those passing years, it seems to be a piece of flower shadow cut by years, which flashes gently from front of my eyes by accident and falls into my gentle heart at this moment by accident. The ripples have not gone far. Suddenly, I found that I was standing here again, standing on this long and long tree-lined path. At this moment, I smiled, looking at the long road, I smiled. It must be that I had too few glance at my previous life. If not, why didn’t I meet a pedestrian who could pass me in this life? The French phoenix tree beside the road was still standing without saying a word, and the light yellow concealed all their panic. Yes, I came again, from your blue yellow to the sky full of fallen leaves, from the morning glow to the sky to the sunset, from the silent sunshine in the afternoon to the rainy poetry, do you still remember that wandering child? But do you still remember her eagerly looking eyes? A crush in those years has changed my smile till now. In such a pure dream, I just want to meet a man like clove, who has the elegance of ink painting and Danqing, have the same sorrow as me. I just want to have such a chance to pass by, just want to meet and pass by with a smile, that’s all! Memories become cocoons, and pieces of clouds are everywhere. Mo Xiaoxiao is rare to have an idiot, who has never been in the world. It was already early in the morning, but I couldn’t sleep. I stood up gently and wrote down these trivial bits and pieces. However, with mixed feelings, a lot of feelings passed away in a flash. There was no source, no place to return, and no place to find. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Who is drunk waiting for half curtain time

Night Fairy Tale 1.1 drops maintains sleeping people dream, star to implied eyes a touch once imagination, past time is blowing fly into life back. Therefore, you are at the top of this head, and he is eager there. In the end, the end of life needs time to draw a circle for people. People come to the world of mortals with desires. The wind tunnel in the secular world is very strong, and everyone trains the bones of survival in adversity. Birth means entanglement. The process of forging is the nirvana of blood. In the boundless years, no matter how intoxicating your sleepiness is, tears will wet the heart of the night as soon as you look out of your eyes. Once the new year passes, I always feel the burning feeling of time’s eyes falling on my body. Standing in front of the mirror, I want to spy out the silent carving of time on people’s faces. From birth to now, after decades of trials and hardships, who can know how much face his feelings have changed. The allegorical story of Time story will never look at the distant scene in Tao Yuanming’s fantasy. Whether dandelion is good at drifting is still chattering bitterly in some corner of the cold spring. Being on the dust, is the reason of things embedded in the pain of love a wild spike. Who is watching the frog marks stretching far away at the edge of the dream. I don’t know whether growth is doomed to hurt or whether the steps people take forward are originally stepping on the old pain to find new pain. The sunshine and stars of every day run over from people, what are taken away and what are left in people’s images. Is the theory of relativity going forward inversely proportional to the age of a person? He was born to pull the rope of time to ask for his life, swinging, and could not find the direction when he came. The reason why there are so many blessings in the world is not because of the suffering of life. Unable to keep the quicksand of the years, the little omissions are all devoted to people’s vacant pursuit. Survival and life are the necessity of life. During this period, sometimes choices are better than efforts. The direction of development is the imperial sword held in the heart. If you go wrong, time will never allow anyone to start from the beginning. The memory of yesterday will never go back to the past. Suffering and struggle are the truth of life. There is no candle willing to spontaneous combustion in the world, and the light is a kind of helpless swaying. The mantra of time and space is stuck on everything, which makes the snow in winter graceful dreams and the cold frost hurt the feelings of green leaves. When the wind blows in the season, the character of the plant restores the initial wish, and the dancing of the snowflake hurts who integrates. The cat step of time does not hurt people, and it has been testing people’s direction. Enduring temperament runs through the essence of life. Most of the time, once one learns to survive, living will become a fiction. Footsteps are always talking with shadows. People live in their own shadow, and all existence will be the path of return bravely. Birth covers death. No matter how long the distance from birth to death is, it is not human’s grasp. However, length never represents breadth. One day and one night, one little dream, one full life, drunk in the world, whether to continue after waking up. The dream of life has fed up the years. Is the love waiting for only the distant thoughts of the ends of the world. The end of the Earth and the end of the Earth achieve eternity in the concept of human beings, and it is just a breeze of experience in the imagination of time. The breath of spring makes wheat look very sweet, and the taste honed by the cold makes people feel a sigh of “The Book of Songs. The green field after the Spring Festival is pitiful and heroic. The wet air makes the trunk faint with the dark color of love. With the germination of seasons, the spirituality of words spreads to the poetry of wheat fields and the story of nursery rhymes jointing with plants in the distance. The pain of the past read the green thoughts of wheat seedlings here. In the center of the soul of time, the oars of life are drawn, and the spring light is infinite after shaking. The eyes are full of green and bright, and the other side of the years is full of red flowers and flowing water. The shadows in my dream are everywhere. I roll up the happiness of time and follow my future, walking all the way until the sea dries and rocks crumble. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…