When those memories are no longer the beauty of the past, when your sadness is no longer sad

I turned my back to the light, and there was endless black ahead. One step carefully, I fell into it. The gray memory lingering in my heart like a dream demon was suddenly trapped by chains and could not struggle at all. Just like the fish in the water left the water, struggling bit by bit and despair bit by bit. Finally, it gradually died after the hope was shattered. Chapter 2 I always want to go to Jiangnan, the dream that is as warm as Yan Yan. Jiangnan, Jiangnan. Is it a place I can never reach. The distance is too far, so I can only hide it in my heart. From ancient times till now, Jiangnan has been the paradise for many literati. It is quiet, pure and realistic. Now, I say to myself. Try to be a warm woman, and get closer to the south of the Yangtze River. Chapter 3 by chance, I had a lifetime relationship with words. Every time I write an article, I always struggle in my heart. Writing covers a wide range, from the content of Friendship, Love, kinship and philosophy to the themes of novels, proses, poems, classical Chinese, essays and essays. It was only because I had so many memories and plots in my mind that I became more mature and had seen through a lot too early. May every word and sentence permeate into my heart. When you are frustrated, I can only comfort your scarred heart with pale and feeble words to make it filled. No matter when, I will write firmly. Until the end of the day when I was gone. Chapter 4 I haven’t contacted my former classmates for a long time, and even my best friend has lost contact. It’s not that I haven’t tried to find a way to contact them, but that the reality is not as you thought. The Promise I promised before has become so humble now. Who would choose to believe foolishly. Nowadays, there are not many friends in life, and most of them are friends who exchange their writing experience online. In recent days, I accidentally lost a girl who once said that we should be good friends forever. When love collided with friendship, she chose love. But I stood there, waiting for the friendship which was purer than snow. chapter5 later, it was me now. Although I am not mature yet, my writing style still needs to be honed. But I always keep a pure heart, hoping to write my own words quietly in the world. I know there is a heart called perseverance. Gradually I realized that I could still live well if I walked against the light. Only when you work hard can you get results. If you don’t work hard, you can only be the one who looks on. Watching others blossom and bear fruit, I can only watch with a little unwilling, envious or sentimental. Listen to the sound of flowers and enjoy the singing of birds. Taste a cup of tea, go on a long journey, watch a snow scene, sing a song to tell your sadness. I found that beauty is everywhere. Maybe it is right behind or in front of us. chapter6 I am the children in the city who came out of the mountain, transformed to the present with their own efforts. There are four people in the family, the economy is not rich, and my sister is not sensible. I am the only eldest daughter in the family who could help. Long ago, I had learned how to cook and cook: how to make snacks and mend clothes: how to speak in front of adults, how to communicate with parents: how to care about parents. And all of these are the results of my four-year study. Recalling those years, I accidentally pricked my finger because I could not sew clothes: I often cooked the dishes hard to swallow because I could not put seasoning: I often felt that I was right, don’t look at the problem from the perspective of parents: family conflicts are increasing rapidly. Later, I experienced a lot of unsatisfactory things, shed a lot of tears, and figured out a lot of reasons. I suddenly grew up at that moment. The transformation of growth is a beautiful pain. Please face it with a smile and live your life peacefully. Chapter 7 I don’t want to stay in the past too long, it is so sad. I miss those things and things or people, which probably disappear with the dust and the wind. Now only in the world of words can I be free from the uncomfortable bondage. Please forget the sadness of the past, the unhappiness of the present, please smile, and look forward to the future life. When my sadness is no longer sad, when my happiness is no longer happy, my heart feels sufficient and relaxed. The sky is gray and the birds are sad. Please format the sad past and be a truly happy you! And live with confidence. I know, these are very difficult. But if we have faith, we still have hope. Chapter 8 whenever I encounter disappointments in my study, I always like to talk to myself alone. Nowadays, I seldom communicate with others at school. But it doesn’t mean I am silent in class. I am the bravest girl in class. I am not afraid of wrong answers. I am afraid that if my brain can’t think, will I become stupid? The results of each exam are always unsatisfactory. I have thought many methods, reflected many times, and made many goals and learning plans. But these are useless. Do you know that in your eyes, my achievement is what you envy, but do you know that everyone has different views on things. You know, people have a desire. Only for learning, I am never be satisfied. Chapter 9 in your opinion, what kind of person I am? I thought a lot, but these were denied by myself. I’m not you, because those closely involved cannot see clearly, outsider. Most of the time, I don’t know what I want to do, even I don’t know what I want to think, so I can only follow my subconscious mind in a daze. My faith mastered the subconsciousness, so I did these things. Whether it is right or wrong, in short, I have already done it. However, there is no horizontal ditch between these. If you want to scold me, please think about my strengths. If you want to praise me, please think about my shortcomings. I don’t want to be a perfect person, but I have been working hard. I remember never giving up the four words, which will be deeply branded in my heart. It will not be a false word, it will accompany me through every journey. Chapter 10 My favorite is summer. It is so long and sad. It was summer that made me meet words and you. So meeting is the most beautiful result. Since I became attached to words, now I have understood that I will not be alone any more because of words and people who love me. I am not only for you, but also for the firm belief in my heart. Therefore, please treat the unhappiness in life peacefully. If it is difficult to do it, please smile at it. Please think about those things that you want to do that have not yet been completed. That is a firm pillar. We all have time to pursue it when we are young.

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