What you understand may not understand you or what you understand may not understand you

When people who know you and people who know you may not only send their hearts carefully in front of them, is this a persistent work? If I had to say firmly the other day: Yes. Now, when I see my mood touched by some imprints from time to time, when I don’t pay attention to it and see that the former I am is more serious than some words, I still want to get rid of this invisible pressure, I still want to say that I am no longer the one I used to be. Don’t look at me again, OK? I used to have so many words that I was eager to say. I am used to wait for some time so eagerly, and I used to keep in mind for some words, I know I spent so much enthusiasm for this. When I saw that my eyes were no longer so tender, and when I touched the hardness of my heart was no longer as gentle as before, I had to lower my once proud youth and just wanted to walk silently. A few days ago, I saw a video on the Internet showing how a 23-year-old young man who once belonged to the category of gangsters went on a normal way to read “Di Zi Gui” under the guidance of his mother, not to mention how the man confided his experience with a snot and a tear, but only to say one of them. He said: What is life? Life is that people will walk out of a different world when they lower their heads yes, if you say that your fate is in the hands of others, then you can only say that you are sad. Our own destiny we have taught us this since we were young, but sometimes we are still used to reading ourselves in others’ words or seeing our own value in others’ actions, I still want to find a reliable support point for my dream instead of floating freely and being alone. When I really understood the situation I was facing under the drive of an emotion, I still chose to walk with my head down. I know that when waiting for a change of heart injury, when the infatuation is shattered bit by bit, the feeling of loss, despair and desire can not only make myself more cowardly. Why not go your own way instead of being depressed! I once wrote “many words, love is gone”. This was originally the name of a book, and I bought it online because I liked it. As for whether it is really as I thought, I just want to say that I didn’t read what I wanted to read. Is my request too high? I don’t think so. Just as you like to get along with someone who seems to like, you will touch the spirit of TA one day, when you read that the truth of TA is not what you imagined, what will you choose? Cherish or give up. After reading that book, I still put it in my favorite book, because there are my enthusiasm and hope, how can I be willing to give up! Now is there really a lot of words? Is it true that flowers bloom without saying anything now? When my favorite songs in the blog were singing one by one, I saw how my sadness gathered in my heart bit by bit. Is this what I want to find? Slowly, when Chen Yixun sang “Long time no see” in his low and lyrical voice, my heart was enduring and crevice. But I still heard it over and over again, because I knew that facing was a kind of courage. I just wanted to see whether those emotions that I ignored had been pacified and whether they were still entangled. Waiting is also a way of chasing. Chasing is a verb, and the speed of chasing can never keep up with the scale of changes. While waiting is an experience of mood. There is no contradiction between waiting and chasing. Two ways, two moods. This is a message from a friend who has never met me just because he has read some of my words. I said that although we have taken different paths, we will share each other’s excellence to win-win results. This friend said: We have taken the same path, it’s just that I met different people on the road and saw different scenery, which is true. Only by walking and picking up the treasure can I walk more firmly in the days when love has not ended, this is what I hope to stick.

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