The softest part of the heart

Time went by day and night, and the crowd was bustling and noisy. In this way, a heart ran in a hurry following the years. A group of flying birds circling in the Sky led their sight to the nothingness of distant places. When did I am stand here? Like a statue with big eyes open all the time, living in an empty way, I can’t remember how I came here, and even don’t know where I will go. Living in a state of paralysis, the empty cries came from the dry bottom of my heart, like a dying fish longing for the source of clear living water, eager for the sincere and strong emotion like a rainstorm, inject the cracked heart bed to enrich the whole heart. I hope that I can awaken the inherent power of myself, love others, love myself, love the vast universe life without being captured by life, and do not fear the attrition of time. I heard the opening of a music festival on the train: I met you in the softest place of the heart, and my heart suddenly shocked, the softest place? Maybe I also wanted to use this word to describe the place where love and soul lived, and tried to explore the true self sitting silently on the train, passing through the scenery outside the car window, most of them were unknown mountains, mountains, rivers and waters. They could not see any scenery and could not remember it in their hearts, just like clouds floating across the sky, dissipating at any time. In this way, passing through one scene after another, and the beat of the train. I didn’t pay attention to seeing the sunset, and the last red light made the hillside more silent, and the road was more vague. Time goes slowly and slowly, and nothing can be remembered here. No matter the tracing of the past or the sunset in front of us, there is probably only one lonely lamp on the road in memory, faint yellow and yellow made a halo in the river in front of the house. There was a nameless sentimental feeling in my heart, lonely, sinking into my own world. Lifting up a calm and peaceful feeling, the gauze lingered in my heart and fluttered around, with the whisper of my soul, lingering softly in the bottom of my heart. It leads the intoxicated people in the soft and soft place in the bottom of their hearts, dizzy and dizzy, the souls in the heavy years are floating there, full of the impulse to go blind dates with the vast universe, the whole heart was filled; How wonderful it was, everything was left behind, the whole person was light, maybe flying, fly a little more, the train always left from the departure station, and parting is probably the most touching thing. When leaving home, my mother thought it would be one year later to see me again, so she insisted on taking me to the intersection of the bus. I have never walked with her for many years on the road from small to large. It was a common thing for me to leave home. For her, eating and wearing warm clothes and three hectares of land were all part of life. She was not good at expressing feelings to her children, and she had never asked to send me before. At first, she walked in front of me happily with my bag. She met an acquaintance and said with a smile: send my daughter out! I said hello. Seeing that the road was almost to the end, she suddenly failed to restrain herself, crying like a child in front of her daughter who was about to leave. I suddenly didn’t know how to comfort her. I sobbed and couldn’t open my mouth. I wanted to hug her body, but she didn’t turn her head and covered her eyes with the back of her hand. She turned around and walked back, crying. She didn’t want me to watch her cry, and she couldn’t comfort me even if she caught up with her. I could only see her back moving away while walking with her arms lifted to wipe her face. The wheat fields on both sides of the road were shining green in the winter sunrise, and the small village on the other side of the wheat field was quiet and serene, A corner was covered by a large bare branch. I really wanted to call her, but I couldn’t open my mouth at all. The love gushing out from the bottom of my heart filled my chest in a flash, surging all over my body, almost melting the whole person; no matter what kind of grievance you have suffered in the past, no matter how you choose between good and evil gains and losses, at this moment, you will be burned into embers; This is the kindest and most selfless love in the world, this life, just teach us to burn just for this beautiful and passionate emotion. Don’t teach me to keep chasing. The carriage is Still Noisy. This may be the place where we can experience the appearance of all living creatures most: the kind woman gently patted the baby who was crying with the man next to her, and the girl alone meditated by the window with a thick book in hand. The old uncle piled up his luggage and sat on the aisle and snored heavily, vulgar middle-aged men still swallowed clouds and mist when the train finally arrived, everyone hurried to the exit and returned to the big world. What would meet them, a neat and warm home? A busy job? A short meeting? All the hearts were immediately filled with trivial matters, and they had no choice but to spare a moment before they had time to gasp and rumble. My boyfriend has been waiting for me at the exit. After receiving me, he grabbed my hand and said that he suddenly felt a little touched and delighted when he saw me walk out of the exit. And I almost cried when I saw him standing there giggling at me in the crowded railway station square: there was someone waiting for me, no matter how far or how long I walked, his arms are still warm; And I will come back, and my heart is toward this. His touching and delight are the same experience to me, because he has the most important thing in life and an indispensable part of life. No matter how sad the wandering once was, it may finally reach the unexpected destination. Bathed in the bright sunshine of autumn, withered leaves fell on the mire in the bottom of my heart, brewing a small yellow flower. Plant your lover in the softest and deepest place in your heart. Then one night, I woke up from my dream, turned over to my lover’s soft face, told him the dream just now softly, and finally fell asleep in his quiet arms. The flowers in my heart are bright and open, yellow and shining, the softest place in people’s heart may be like a shining sand beach, picking up lonely loneliness or warm touch here, all clean pure. There is the most precious treasure of life, a unique treasure owned by everyone. When you feel tired, hard, hard, painful, and you still have the treasure waiting for you forever, look for it and it will not let you empty.

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