Essays

I haven’t written for a long time. With the pace of time, I lived alone in Guangzhou for two months. I went to work and got off work every day, with the same pace of life. I wanted to write, but I always didn’t know why. There were ripples in my heart tonight. After I came back from Lijiang, I didn’t have such a strong desire for traveling. Instead, I felt that a stable life was very rare. Once, I am was so eager to travel and even prepared to go to Lhasa all the time. Six years have passed. When there is time, there is no travel expense; When there is travel expense, there is no time; When there is time and travel expense, there is a desire for a companion. I have lived alone for a long time, but I am used to loneliness, loneliness and being alone. The more I do, the more I desire to be busy; But once it is too busy, I am extremely eager to be quiet. I haven’t been on Q for a long time, and occasionally logged in, and found that I was all Familiar Strangers; I searched the address book several times, just for a simple chat, but I didn’t know who to call. It was really hard to find a confidant in life. With the growth of age, childhood companions went their own ways, and it was hard to meet each other for several years. Even if they met, they didn’t know what to say, just exchanged greetings with each other. The best classmates in high school also gradually lost contact with each other with the long time and thousands of miles away. At the end of our school days, we met more and more people, but few friends who could really take photos with each other. While most of us lived in different regions and had no chance to meet each other since we were separated, although in this era of Internet explosion, we will still contact, but as time goes by, our contact becomes less and less. When we ask occasionally, the most topic is whether we get married or not. In recent days, I have talked with Princess about many topics, including life, career, love, family, travel and so on. I am very happy. I haven’t talked so much with others for a long time, and no one is willing to listen to my nagging. At the end of the conversation, Gege got angry. He said that he didn’t know me at all and seemed to think that I was cheating him, so he stopped talking to me from now on. In fact, in my lonely world, few people really know me, or even none. For life, maybe I am too idealistic. I always believe that many things can be changed through hard work, especially those framed. To my friends, I am definitely from Tancheng, but sometimes, my ability is really available. After all, today I am just an insignificant nobody. I took Sissy as my bosom friend and was willing to tell him all my thoughts, but he didn’t want to listen. It makes me understand that on the road of life, only myself can be forced; Besides, everything should not be too far-fetched, especially others’ thoughts. In each other’s busy life, friends will slowly settle down because of time and space, but each other’s care and blessing will always exist in the lost years. Even though we are not understood, in the dusty years, we once went through a happy youth time together.

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