The Mark of accompanying me to escape

Wandering out of life and surrounded by music, you will still lose yourself in front of a lyric. When you are afraid of silence and loneliness like death, your ears are filled with notes, and the heart hidden under your skin can no longer feel uneasy and desperate. The feeling of waking up naturally is the most satisfying and helpless. How to spend the next second? Close your eyes but you can’t go into your sleep. Who do you want to stare at? Just lying and looking at the ceiling, the familiar or unheard songs on the radio kept playing, thinking of the same scene last night. Flow from the left eye through the bridge of nose into the right eye, and then wet the sheet together with the tears in the right eye. I couldn’t help sobbing, couldn’t tell what was going on, just listened to the melody in my ears and felt sad to death, thinking about how sensational and fragile I am was. I deleted all the phone messages, refreshed and refreshed, and spoke by myself as if I were crazy. (2) every monologue that time took me away came from some kind of mood for some people. Whether it is joy or loss, it is like water drops flowing into clothes unintentionally, which makes you cold to the bone at that moment and makes you more frustrated. Life is always like this, too many sudden, this second expectation may receive disappointment in the next second, of course, there are also many bright surprises. Time can forget the sunshine and rain and dew cast every day, and forget who is sad and warm, and no matter how easy I forget, I will not forget those names, touched or touched little by little. Unfortunately, time is too fast and there are too many lights and shadows. I even have to turn pale slowly. How do you remember? If one day I forget that you once existed in my life, please forgive my stupidity. I heard you say how important it is and how much I miss it. Why didn’t I feel it when I held hands? Why didn’t you feel it at the moment you were released? Everyone has his own dependence. I am not yours. How can I make you become my dependence?! (3) it turns out that the most horrible understanding is how decisive it is to believe it. You are not very busy, just don’t want to be idle, so be it. You have other companionship without me, I see. You said you would remember it, but unfortunately you forgot it accidentally. That’s it. I don’t forget much, nor am I reluctant to part with each other. What are those waiting for again and again?! What I laugh at is not others, but me like a fool. Original true. What gives up is not the past, but the lost-eyed self. Falling in love is not the character itself, but the role play. So, it turns out that it is just a silent monologue between myself and myself. With others nothing. (4) silent dialogue have you heard the sound of flowers blooming? Have you heard that the flowering period is coming? It is not my sunflower, but the pot I planted for you. I can hear its sound from the soil, its expectation as mine, and its comfort to me. Fall in love with summer, the Sun at that time, the blooming flowers at that time, the departing people at that time, and the crazy laughter after painful crying. I want to live so natural and unrestrained without worries. Every day of the year is my sad day. Thank you for not being last year. Thank you for regretting but not sad. Less and less words, more and more indifferent mood. I am afraid of growing up, which makes people grow up unconsciously like this. Do you hate the soil touched by your fingertips, the buds opened and buried again?! (V) draw the ground to prison I said: if it becomes an unimportant role in my heart, will you panic? Every kind of encounter and every kind of understanding has a place to keep in the end. I still think about the questions that shouldn’t be asked as I did many years ago, because the answers are very clear, or maybe the questions themselves have no solution. Those who have believed and no longer believe have existed firmly, so they are not qualified to wipe out any trace of its stay. If everything was as determined and determined as this one, I might not be so fragile. Thank you for not embarrassing me, thank you for letting me lose a bondage. Whoever said that everything would be fine, and he would walk out of the trough slowly, just like the rainy weather would always stop and the sun would always rise. I love you, my blank mind. Sorry I didn’t take you to escape with me. So, please remember to find me at some moment.

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