A person’s instant noodles

I don’t know when I started, I gradually forgot myself, those worldly disputes, no longer care about gains and losses, no longer so passionate, no longer so sensational, so sentimental. Put yourself in a person’s world, eager for sunshine, but without sunshine, look forward slowly, don’t know what it is. Once, I tried so hard to learn a lot of things, and then let everyone see that I would not be worse than others. I had to try my best to learn something that children could do when they were young, leave everything behind. However, it won’t happen now. Slowly, it will be dull, hurt and grow up. Sometimes, when eating one’s meal, one will feel lonely and lonely as well. Looking through the canteen full of that person, he just didn’t meet the familiar one. Not now. I went back to enjoy my own meal alone, and then slowly thought about the next things, a bowl of soup and a box of rice, which sent me away. I don’t care about these anymore. I see more and see more, so I grow up. When I grow up, I can only run. I am afraid of falling down in the dark. I am losing while looking for it. What on earth is bravery? Hello tomorrow, those quiet music are the realm of watching mountains or mountains, water or water, indifferent attitude, height, world and everything like that seem to be very close, but there are so many things missing, I won’t run in the rain, stay in the rain, how can I get up if I fall down? Running with tears, the better you are, the more afraid you will get. Every day, there is something like an alarm reminding me. Every moment, when I stop doing nothing, that moment is the time when I am most afraid. So I kept learning, learning something messy. I wanted to go and do everything, but I couldn’t do anything and couldn’t do it well. I don’t know what I have done. Looking back, how sad and helpless it is. Looking at the silly hot air in instant noodles, I also saw my silly self. What can I do if I get used to this kind of life? I don’t know when it started to become so dull and sentimental. Habit is still a necessity. The world is very big. I am very small. I don’t care about these or everything here. At least I have it. I will study hard. Don’t want to eat anymore, go to sleep. Tired, lie down, everything is fine. In the early morning world, it is my first time to suffer from insomnia, and my first time to be so sensitive to sound, just like the sound of your uniform breath, that little change is just like the re-scale of time, the sound of electric current, the sound of the lamp was suddenly lit up, like desperately struggling and roaring, who was locked by the big lock who’s heart, my eyes looked at the world in a daze, curl up into the loneliness and loneliness under the thorn light, even if the whole world is sleeping, I wake up!

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