What should I do with the born lonely life?

Today, I accidentally saw a post about lonely life on the Internet, which suddenly resonated with me. Unconsciously, I was already an older man nearly 30 years old, it can almost be classified into the one who can’t marry a wife, but he is still looking for no direction. I experienced some emotional things in the first half of this year. Although it was over, I still haven’t recovered. I am a person who doesn’t believe in fortune-telling, but I still have to forget it, even if you give yourself some psychological hints. The fortune teller asked me for my eight characters, and asked me to throw three things like bronze coins six times. Then I looked at my palm, and the first sentence I said was that you were a lonely man, every time a friend is either tongue or empty, there is no plum blossom in the hit. After hearing what the master said, recalling the emotional events of these years seems to be like this. Every time when love comes, there will always be problems of one kind or another, then I would give up in the girl’s entanglement and sadness. In fact, there are not many older boys like me, and I am not that bad, but I always can’t solve the emotional problems. There is a boy around me who is very different from me. He has a special skill in coaxing girls. There are always many beautiful girls around me. Of course, he is much more handsome than me, but I really feel that he is not good at all except being handsome. Hey, when I encounter emotional problems, I will lower my IQ, which is almost zero, and it is at the mercy of others. What a trick, romance, all the tricks like playing hard to get and so on can’t be used, but even some sweet words feel that the vocabulary is limited, so I watched the girl run away after I was anxious. I am still very devoted to the girl I like. It is no problem whether it is love or spending money for others, but I always feel weak. I can’t tell what is bad on Earth. Anyway, it is uncomfortable, now I really hate why I didn’t have many objects in school at that time. I haven’t learned it well and I haven’t gained any experience of love. Now I am sad once, one of them ran away and thought that he would come back. There is a colleague who is two years younger than me in the unit who has been a girlfriend for five years. If there is no money, my girlfriend will get pocket money. What kind of clothes, razor and shoes are all given by my girlfriend, good, just like a person, so enviable, Why can’t I do it. Thinking about it carefully, I still lack the ability to fall in love in reality, and I always feel uncomfortable about those girls that make me excited. Even those girls that are interesting to me have been settled all of a sudden have not been maintained for too long, now I am kneeling down and begging others to love me, even if I don’t like it, I will have a look at me more. If I can master the soul-drawing technique and the technique of playing hard to get and then add the language art, I may be able to make a woman, both beautiful women and money women are attached to me. They want to be windy and rainy. But what I want is that reality is reality. When I am bored, I always scold the God why it is so unfair. Do you really give me a lonely life?

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