2011, White season

On the Broken Bridge and the West Lake Bank, who is the cold moonlight on the river. Withered Lotus residual, Saibei days, equal shares to Jiangnan. In December, only a few fallen leaves shook the fleeting year carelessly, and the whole city fell into a barren land. 1.{There is no pity for the flowers falling by the Broken Bridge on the Yi Road. Why does the flower people go to the other side of the year after year} on that day, Juanzi suddenly sent a sentence on Q: YZ, I feel there is no passion in life. Dear, I wish I am a candle light. Although it can only shine slightly, it can guide the lost people and make the vulnerable people no longer confused. I want to comfort you, like a wise man, like an experienced old man, but I am a little girl just entering the society like you, and have the same melancholy as you. Dear, I want you to get out of your confusion and meet someone who knows you and can make good use of you, so as to give full play to your intelligence and wisdom. You are quick-witted and eloquent, and I will never be able to catch up with you. As you said, life is too short, how can we take every step in this short life, then when I recall it one day in the future, I will not regret for wasting my time, nor be ashamed for doing nothing? I have been thinking, thinking. I still remember the days when I sat at the same table in junior three. At that time, we looked at the stubborn weeds outside and sighed for a long time; We wrote letters in high school, and at that time I became a stamp collector, perhaps what is collected is not stamps, but a mood. Later, in the three years of university, we were all lonely and happy in our own world, and there were only two or three letters back and forth. It was such a faint friendship stretching till now, thick and pure. Since Li graduated from Shanghai, she seldom contacted her. Hearing that Juanzi said that she worked in a newly opened hospital in the county, she sincerely wished that she could find what she wanted, I know Li has been pursuing it. We are ordinary people who are not willing to live a mediocre life, so we leave the fleeting time behind us in the struggle and contradiction. Yulian has become a mother. I think she is the happiest among the four of us. Find a good person and get married. What a real word. People who wish happiness will continue to be happy, and those who haven’t found happiness will see happiness at the next stop. Mom said: life is made. Predecessors also said: The road is coming out step by step. But I am really scared. I am afraid that only myself standing alone in the wind and rain will still achieve nothing in the one-way street of my life after my years pass away. Sometimes I also said to myself, “Why do you think so much? Many friends around you are also like this, and they will not be so alarmist. Just walk slowly. Juanzi also said that she wanted to find a way to make money quickly. Dear, what else can we do except struggle? I remember that Yu Minhong once said in an entrepreneurship speech: who said that everyone is equal in the face of opportunities? New Oriental believes that the spiritual property of personal struggle and success will always be poor and rich. On the vast shore of life, you should proudly tell the world that you have pursued and struggled. You have never given up hope and never stopped fighting for a glorious life. And the world that has created everything will also answer you proudly and happily: as long as you struggle constantly, life will eventually be brilliant. This passage is given to you as well as yourself. Let’s encourage ourselves by this! There are always too many ups and downs on the road of life. Those helpless things will eventually become the past. Bury all the wounds in the fleeting time. Don’t look back! You must believe in yourself. As long as you find the right way, work hard and make progress, you can also find hope in despair. Ordinary life will eventually shine brightly. 2.{Relying on the threshold of winter, my thoughts are coming and going in the wind, and what is roaring is loneliness} if there is love in this world, why are there still breaking up? Love is not unreliable, but too precious. It is too difficult to start from day to day. Wang Guozhen once said that the road of life was rugged and bumpy. It was really not easy to maintain the initial romance. If love and friendship can only choose one of them, then I will choose friendship without hesitation. Love can withstand strong winds and waves, but can not hide the details of life; Although friendship is plain, it can withstand the wind and rain. The long stream of water is the love in real life. Only in the long life can you realize whether he or she is the one who will accompany you through the long life. But when you really realize it, when the test is over, the whole life is almost over, so love cannot be tested by marriage, because the cost is a lifetime, or half a lifetime. No matter love or friendship, as long as there is love in your heart, it will be beautiful. Like words, it is a gap in the soul. Many thoughts that cannot be confided to relatives and friends can be transformed into words. My words are for strangers and myself. I don’t like my relatives and friends to read my words. I am afraid that they will catch the footprints of my thoughts jumping in the space of words. I am afraid that they will understand the heart that is not known to him, after all, I need to have my own private space. I have always been an unfettered person, who is free to come and go and can afford it. Although sometimes I am infatuated and never forget it, I can do it without hesitation. It is still the same as when I was a child. I don’t like to compare with others. I just do myself simply and coldly. On that day, a friend who was engaged in editing asked me if I had the idea of doing freelance writing, and he also said that he doubted whether he would bring me into the book industry. I laughed and said, just follow the fate, don’t go wrong. In fact, I have always known myself a few kilos and a few taels. After all, Taoism is very shallow, expressing only the ego, just a world of ordinary children. He told me that he was going to publish a book about writing women, and the outline was also listed, but he still didn’t know where to start. I told him not to write deliberately, but to stand in the crowd and surpass the crowd. I recommended uncle Zhai’s blog to him, so that he could see Uncle Zhai’s drunken love Red Group. I dare not say it will be useful to him, but I am sure he will gain a lot after reading it. What comes to red sleeves is more to pass the time and cultivate your sentiment. Some of the essays that participated in the red sleeve Forum were not for entertainment, but just for a lively scene. They just wrote such an article, so they went to make up their numbers. I feel the most in beauty, because there is still a responsibility there, please forgive me, sometimes I am very serious. I am still persistent for you in the virtual world, which is to maintain a pure land in my heart and to open up another wasteland in my life. Spring goes to winter, waiting silently, even if you just come to see nothing. That’s all. {In fact, it is very implicit, in fact, it is very restrained, I don’t know how high it is, it is just stubborn.} Day and night turn prosperous and lonely game in this city I am you used to be too desolate and too long, what can I use to kill the boring time? The light starlight at night, I looked up and saw the beautiful moon. Has the Guanghan Palace ever changed? Those people and things in memory sink into the bottomless ocean in the heart, those ideals that once persisted silently and those beliefs that once remained unchanged, are they all right now? The wind in a cold night cannot open the door of my heart full of dust. You are the past that I cannot mention. The night alternates with the day. They have a tacit understanding. They exist and stay together in a special way. There is no loneliness, no boredom, and more importantly, there is no separation. How can I spend the idle time at night and day? It is also a pastime to watch movies and TV plays to kill time. Recently, I have been watching Qian Duoduo’s marriage notes. Maybe watching such TV series can make people feel beautiful and warm. Although she knew that she was not Qian Duoduo, she had a good job. Although she didn’t become a director and was fired by others, a thin camel was bigger than a horse, at least she also had Xu Fei who was both a junior and a superior, and once pursued her. Later I positioned myself as Yuanyuan. Although she was a little silly in the eyes of ordinary people, when she saw her abandoning her rural partner and coming to Beijing alone, she gradually began to learn and find a job, xu Fei was sitting alone on the road after she failed to submit her resume to sister Duoduo’s company. What she said instantly made me burst into tears: I just want to have a foothold in this city, just like sister Duoduo …… when I have money, I will send my parents to Beijing as well. It was a simple and simple idea, and I was deeply shocked by her at that moment. I think a person who is persistent in striving for his dream will always be beautiful. People and things of the company are rarely mentioned in words. The reason is very simple, you can guess. Recently, I can see sister Ma’s mood in the space at every day. Generally, there are only two words to get up. The weather was getting colder and colder, and suddenly I remembered the office workers who were crowded in the subway and bus. Suddenly I felt a little distressed about them, and I was most afraid of winter, although at this time I could only shrink in the small room without heating pitifully, but at least commute without go out. Sister Ma is a little fat. Doudou likes to call her aunt Doraemon, which is a lovely nickname. Women are beautiful because they are cute, not because they are beautiful. I think this sentence is very suitable for sister Ma. Sister Ma is a person who seems careless but is actually very careful, and she is also very good at speaking. I really admire her from the bottom of my heart. I know whether it is my colleague or my roommate, they all have places where I need to learn. Maybe I should really thank them. After all, in this strange city, the long season is accompanied by them. I hope we can all be well in the future world. In fact, it is very implicit and restrained. I am not clear about my height, but just stubborn. I have always been a child who is not good at expressing, and I like to explain all my moods with words. After all, life is too short to be brave, not too high! Whatever you want, but you really don’t want to go against yourself. Sometimes I wonder what will happen in the end, and I don’t know what I insist on. Yes, what will happen in the end? Is it lonely or happy life?

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