In the candlelight father

When I came to the world, I always thought that my father and mother who brought me here would accompany me through my whole life. However, the reality was not like this. My father was surprised, before I got used to the life train, I got off the train alone. —— Free Flying Flowers message father when I threw all my sorrow and helplessness onto the paper, when I eagerly placed all my dreams and hopes on the words, I found that, compared with the miserable life, those venting seems so pale and weak, and the happiness buried in the book will never make up for the shortcomings of life. I stretched out my hands and tried my best to catch happiness, but I couldn’t catch it at all. With tears streaming down my face, I had to wait quietly, waiting for my father. You looked at me quietly in the candlelight, and the smile was still so warm; father, you once said that if you die, we can’t give up. You said that if you fall down, we must be strong. Looking at your strong smile, I told myself to work hard. However, when one day death really approached me, I still couldn’t believe the cruel reality. Facing your gradually cold body, I suddenly found myself so weak, because in the long life, you are the pillar of your family, and the world without you will collapse. Tell me, what should I do in the face of disaster? Facing the huge pressure, I can’t cry or stop, let alone give up. I must continue your path with strong heart and unyielding perseverance. I thought that only through the growth of suffering can we reap the fruits of happiness, and only through hard efforts can we get rewards can we appreciate the beauty of life. However, I didn’t know that I was wrong until I watched you gradually leave me and when the ruthless reality woke up my brain, not all lives will have good results, and not all efforts will be rewarded. Therefore, we must strive to seek life in the vicissitudes of life, and let sufferings and beauty grow old. Only in this way can life be gorgeous. I once said that even if the Sky collapsed, I would bow my back and try my best to find a living space for myself. However, I didn’t know that I was wrong again until I was helpless and weak to face death farewell, and when I cried and questioned Cang Tianshi. It is not wrong to bear suffering. The important thing is to slowly melt tears into smiles. In the face of suffering, I should not only be strong, but also have no choice but to accept everything. When the years turn into rivers and the vicissitudes grow old, I will treasure every bit of the past in my memory, thinking of those miserable years, I will let tears flow; I will bury the trace of regret in my heart seriously. I know I can’t be weak any more. I want to make my mother live a carefree life. Therefore, I can only laugh and cry and change tenaciously……

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