And loneliness

Loneliness gives many people a negative and pessimistic feeling. Lonely people have no friends. They are used to being alone. They come and go alone with their own shapes and shadows. They are quiet and don’t like the life of having more people to join in the fun. For me, it becomes more and more natural. Most of the time, I am a listener. Words became luxury, silence became gold. I wanted to say something, but the words came to an abrupt end. I accepted others’ kind words with a smile, but they were still so silent, so quiet and so casual. When this kind of life has been for some time, I have quietly liked the lonely life. Without one’s company, life has another elegant demeanour. I choose to exist alone, not because of the misfortune of life, nor the complaint to the society, nor the dissatisfaction to the people around me, which changes with cognition, I think it is natural. One’s own life is not out of the normal life track because of less contact with the outside world. On the contrary, a solitude person’s understanding of life, society, work and other aspects will be deeper and deeper, and will not be confined to the surface of prosperity and bustle, the sublimation of thought is a valuable treasure. Perceive others, gain insight into the society, enjoy the scenery, no longer linger in forms, do not let kindness go cold, and do not let indifference possess. In a quiet environment, I can think quietly about the experience of a day, a week, a month and a year. Distinguish between right and wrong, how to prevent mistakes from happening, how to make things better, and how to grow in things. Thinking about all kinds of things, the more you benefit. Only with thinking can more regrets be avoided. In the past, things that were going to be done were often messed up because of impulsion and impatience; Because they are always indecisive, they lose precious opportunities; Because of the spattering of saliva, they often say too much gain and loss to people, because they hate each other. Being alone makes me think back. When I am alone, it often makes me have a kind of purity of soul, and my heart has no distracting thoughts, so that my body and mind can be completely released. Everything is quiet, everything is vast, everything is clean, painless, no pain, no worry, no gain or loss, no success or failure, this time makes people feel comfortable. Little by little thoughts brought me back to the past, and brought me to today. After that, they took me to an unknown piece of silk, piece by piece, and slowly woven into a outline, sparkling in my mind, then I was beaming with joy and suddenly enlightened. Then, I made a pot of green tea, poured a cup of it, and tasted it slowly. The taste was not astringent or bitter, floating from my mouth to the five Zang and Six Bend. The whole body and spirit were refreshed, lasting for a long time. When you taste tea by yourself, your taste is not only the taste of tea, but also the rare freedom. Leisure time is relaxing and pleasant. A cup of ordinary green tea can be your favorite. I don’t like the noise outside any more and prefer to stay at home quietly. Reading books has become my favorite thing. I regard books as my bosom friend, although she doesn’t understand the amorous feelings. Obsessed with her, she was deeply attracted by the exciting and flying words, the beautiful words, the gripping sentences, the magnificent, carefree, sad and euphemistic and touching chapters, all the ripples in my heart. Walking into her world, I found countless past lives of you, me, him, her and the unreachable afterlife. This wonderful world can only be experienced in it. In every day and night, in the bright sunshine, in the soft moonlight, I am accompanied by incense books and ink, green trees and flowers, small bridges and running water, vast sea and blue sky. I am the only one in the world, accompanied by loneliness, and lonely for friends

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