And shake, Miss thousands of wan zhong

Today is the third day I arrived in Yunnan. To be precise, it should be already the early morning of the fourth day. It was totally beyond my expectation to cross three provinces and cities in a week, from Chongqing to Hubei and then to Yunnan. When the plane arrived at Kunming airport at 09:15 in the evening, I seemed to be still in my dream. Crossing Qian Shan, flying over thousands of waters, I knew from people’s voice that I had come from the familiar Yichang to the completely unfamiliar Kunming. Strange Streets, strange neon lights, strange accents, everything is strange, only the same advertisements on TV let me find a little familiar feeling. That only exists in TV, and real life is no longer the place I am familiar. A little panic, a kind of loneliness, especially in the dark night. When she left home, her daughter embraced the stairs and looked at me with reluctant eyes. Thinking of leaving her daughter alone, her heart was torn apart. Holding hands to see each other with tears, I was speechless and swallowed. I couldn’t bear to look at my daughter’s pitiful eyes. I couldn’t control myself anymore. Tears flowed with heartache. Even though he didn’t give up, he turned around cruelly. My daughter ran up the stairs and never came down. Go out, close the door, leave loneliness to my daughter, leave missing and heartache to myself. Far away from home, my daughter couldn’t help running out of the door and looking at me with a souvenir. I turned back step by step until my daughter’s figure disappeared at the corner of the street. It is more difficult to get together and leave. Just two days to leave my daughter, Mr. parting, the pain of parting, the tears of parting, pain and pain, tears dry and flow. I pretended to be strong, but I couldn’t help shedding lonely tears. Facing another mountain which was not familiar with my life, when everyone talked and laughed, I was alone. Facing the silent green mountains, the gurgling sound of the river seemed to laugh at me and chose such a piece of land. Is it right or wrong? Do you want to go or stay? I warned myself that I must be strong, hold back, walk alone, and face everything by myself. The previous dependence will be lost today. The sky was gradually covered by Twilight, and a round of curved clear glow hung on the horizon, shining coldly and lonely on the Lancang River. Half a moon, involving my missing for my daughter and husband. The car was still running on the road, and my thoughts had flew to my daughter and master. At this moment, I am missed them so much. It was so dark that I couldn’t see anything outside, but I was numb to face the distance, and let the car drive me away. My heart is still scared, and the fear of the future occupies my heart. My life is sparse, and loneliness even pursues me. The moment I put down my luggage, a burst of grievance flew into tears in my eyes. Is this the life I want to pursue? More think more sad. Wipe away tears and face with smile. Even if I am confused about the road ahead, I still have to try to clear away the clouds. The purpose of my coming is also to experience the folk custom characteristics of different places. Yunnan is a place with multi-ethnic characteristics. Any kind of experience is worthwhile, which is a rich experience in life. Whether it is laughter or tears, sweet or bitter, it is all the experience of walking.

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