I am Cancer

Many people have told me that it is very unreliable to associate your life with the stars in the sky. However, I want to say, what is really reliable in this world? It is said in philosophy that everything in the world is connected and there is no absolute break. I believe in constellation, but I am not obsessed with it. At least, I can confirm that I am cancer. Cancer, a monster wrapped in a hard shell and waving a powerful prickly pliers, can only walk sideways, wandering in the chaotic arena. It is never afraid of difficulties and obstacles, never showing weakness, and always rebuking, earnest and persistent, even unrestrained and uninhibited. It is always a strong man in others’ eyes. It seems that all problems can be solved by itself, facing the outside world, there is absolutely no word “weakness”. No matter how difficult it is, it will always be supported. Never shout tired, never admit defeat. This is my character, especially in the face of ideals, I will always be firm and persistent, because this is my ideal, which has no value in your eyes, and that is still my ideal. I once read a saying that the strong can run forward with tears instead of tears. Tears, I can flow in my own world to my heart’s content, even if it flows a vast ocean, it is also my own business, but facing the outside world, no matter how painful it is, tears are unwelcome melodramatic liquid, not even a single drop. My friends often say to me that I should be a little bit weak in front of people, especially boys, so strong that others will find it difficult to approach me. Boys like the feeling that girls rely on. I have tried it foolishly, but when it came to the critical moment, it was still like a big woman. However, it seems that many people have adapted to my strong policy. Once weak, they are not used to it. However, I will always be me and will not change for anyone. Of course, I will improve for the deficiencies. Cancer, under the hard shell, the soft heart is hidden very secretly. For friends, especially lovers, it requires very little, as long as you can understand its heart. It is a pity that it is more difficult to meet someone who knows how to hide such a deep heart in this world than to win tens of millions of lottery. So I have been waiting. In Baby Anne’s prose, there is a saying that you don’t need to find love, but you have to wait. I like this sentence very much, and it is also very suitable for me. In the past, now, and in the future, I have always been me. I am a monster who Braves to death and doesn’t know how to cry in pain. Moreover, with the experience and continuous combat, now I am only in my corner, and I won’t have much tears. Sometimes, when I ran out of tears with pain, I would take it back as soon as possible, and then I immediately changed into a bright smile, although it was reluctant. In fact, sadness has Inertia. It is always sad, so it is difficult to be happy, because I have got used to sadness and even adapted to the dark atmosphere. Although I am eager for sunshine, but I have no courage to walk into the sunshine. Of course, happiness also has Inertia. Try to make ourselves happy and laugh happily, no matter whether there is any reason for us to be happy, then gradually, we will be really happy, and even, you will feel that one day there will be nothing missing instead of laughing happily. Therefore, I am always willing to be the latter. If sadness can make me realize my wish, then I will go to sadness. Unfortunately, it can’t. Then, why am I not happy? I am a happy cancer. Although I often feel inexplicable sad and sensitive to injuries, I have learned how to make myself happy. People should not always think about when we will be happy and how to make ourselves happy. I, who will always be me, will never give up for my ideal. Poppy remember

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