My gentle elder sister

Sister Shu was acquainted with me when I first entered the society. At that time, I admired her very much. It can be said that in my eyes, the perfect girl has all the advantages. She was smart and shrewd, capable and willing to do it. She was talented and loved her cousin for six years. One is in Hunan, and the other is in Jiangxi. The beautiful elder sister fell in love with the handsome younger brother at first sight, and he was enthusiastic, attentive and praised constantly. Sister Shu, who was just in her early twenties, resisted his passionate and lingering confession. Many admirers were rejected by her only because of her belonging and mistrusted him to make her promise. He waited for him year after year. After three years of college, he had a hard time looking forward to it, but he was busy looking for a job, and he waited for another two years. During this period, he also came to Liuyang to visit her. When he made an appointment to have dinner together, sister Shu naturally took me with him. During the dinner, they were not like lovers in love, but like old friends whom they hadn’t seen for many years. They were excited but polite to each other. Sister Shu, who was usually talkative, was stiff, but the man who called himself my brother-in-law, gushed endlessly, eloquent. I liked his conversation very much. I chatted with him vigorously. Sister Shu smiled beside me and became an audience. Because of something, I left after dinner. They walked around the street again and bought two porcelain dolls, one of which was a pair of kissing dolls, saying that they were sent to sister Shu, just like their love, sweet. One is that the Black Cat police chief sent me for free, saying that I am too simple, and sending a police chief to protect me. At that time, I was thinking, sister, What kind of ending will you have with him. Because I saw the big gap between them. I want to tell sister Shu in happiness that your sweetheart’s heart does not belong to you. Maybe in his heart, she was his sister, which was just so simple. But I was really afraid of breaking my sister’s almost perfect dream. After enduring it, I didn’t tell the truth, which always made me bitter. After that, sister Shu waited for another year accompanied by the kissing dolls. That year when I got married, it was a banquet held in the countryside. Sister Shu and some friends came specially to congratulate me. I couldn’t be separated and gave them to my sister. In a hurry, I went to my husband’s house with my husband’s wedding car. Who knows that it is such a separation. We haven’t heard from each other for 19 years, and we haven’t seen each other until now. I just heard that her cousin failed to him after all. However, due to the true love he once paid, he unexpectedly married Jiangxi. There will be no other news! For many times, I have called her in my dreams, recalling the old and new moments when we met. Many times, I picked up a pen and told the helplessness and lovesickness. It was written intermittently in the diary: because a friend of God reminded me of infinite missing and thousands of calls in my heart: where are you? Will I see you again in this life? My sister shu! Time is long, time is long. In the past twenty years, I silently read your name. I imagined to meet you again. I prayed for your happiness and safety! Every time the word “Jiangxi” comes into my eyes or ears, it will make me speechless and stay for a while. Because that’s the only clue I know about you. You are in Jiangxi. I will never forget to be with you. The suit you wore for the first time was cut and sewn by yourself, the first cooking was made under your guidance, and the first business was negotiated with you because I was pure, you and your boyfriend sent me a black cat police officer who gave me ceramics, saying that they wanted to protect me, because on my birthday, it was the first time that you picked up a glass and got drunk. I hurt my leg because of playing basketball. You seek medical advice and take good care of it because of you. I know what is strong, because of you, I know what is self-reliance, because of you, I know what is friendship when, I can see you again, my sister Shu. How are you living in a foreign land? When will we meet again, my sister Shu, you can hear my voice calling. I have been inquiring about sister Shu’s whereabouts among my friends. She finally received a call from her in lunar January this year. She told me that she married to Xiushui in Jiangxi province and now runs a small restaurant. The business is not bad either. She gave birth to a daughter, and her husband and ex-wife had a son, a family of four, which was harmonious. Although she didn’t give birth to her son, she had a good relationship with him. Her daughter was naughty and cute, beautiful and filial. I felt very relieved after hearing this. Thankfully, she not only got the news from sister Shu, but also knew that her life was happy. During the conversation, sister Shu kept giggling. I said why she liked to laugh. You didn’t seem to laugh much in the past. She said: I was actually a smiling person, but at that time I was not like a human being or a ghost because of the affair of the sword girl (her cousin). I said how are you now? She said: very good. You don’t know. My husband used to be a Prodigal. Since he met me, he has completely changed. Local people all say that my greatest merit is to make him a good man. Ha ha, ha ha, listening to sister Shu’s series of Ha ha, I know this woman I often miss is doing well now. Finally let go! Yes, sometimes people really take a step back. Not only do they reap a lot, but they can also benefit others and even the place! Even if you are just an ordinary person, as long as you live a full, steadfast and real life, although there are no flowers and applause, your life is equally wonderful. What you win is the respect and love of more people. How good! My concern for her for so many years finally got comfort. May you be happy, my sister Shu.

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