Time is too wide, fingertips are too thin

Some of the past can only be understated after all. I won’t be sad, because I was once, so I won’t be sad. Those missed flowering periods can only produce beautiful flowers elsewhere. You are not suitable soil for each other, and even oxygen and environment cannot be supplied normally. How can you survive well. Then, don’t be silly, that is something similar to love. I always believe that there is a fate, about gain and loss. What belongs to you will still come back to you even if you turn a few turns. What doesn’t belong to you, no matter how much effort you spend, you won’t get it in the end. I always believe that some happiness will knock at the door automatically without waiting. I always believe that person will fall to his side with the most beautiful posture. I deeply believe in the coming of happiness and yours. I think my belief is devout enough, so I earnestly ask a person who can keep his promise and accompany him for life. If you were my legend, you would try your best to describe me in the most gorgeous language. If not, we can only pass by and become passers-by with a faint smile. Up to now, I still believe that a person who understands you and loves you will eventually come to you at the right time without being sad, sad or waiting, eliminate sadness and sadness for you. He will use all the power of his life to bring you happiness and happiness, and let you grow warm and sunny in the country he loves. Only in that castle can you be the real queen. You are the treasure, you are the most precious. Only in that city can we jump out of the moving waltz, and even the clean water is filled with the smell of happiness. You see, what a wonderful dream. Friends around me gradually began to settle down, and the number of good ones could not exceed the total number of fingers. In the end, the more friends, the better. The past of youth is sometimes like movies. The most glorious time is when we performed together. Now we are like actors who have passed the time and are gradually forgotten in the world, in the end, no one can remember who. But we still miss them. As for those who left, we can still learn about each other’s current situation in different ways, but now none of us asks who they are. I think this is a process. We haven’t settled down yet. We need too much time to find happiness and ideals. When we all achieve something, can we still be as close as before? I think there will always be a kind of expectation for the day when we meet. This kind of winter was originally the spread of a sad atmosphere, because there were too many things to do and I had no time to think about for winter, cold, forgetting or some small emotions. When you put on Peugeot’s work clothes every morning and high heels with small heels, you will naturally have more responsibilities and pressures on your body. It is also yourself at this time, it seems that I will wear more mature clothes than usual. We always worry about the growth of age, because we are panic about time. In this era, many people commented on the bad situation of the 80’s generation. In fact, we have to face much more pressure than the previous people. Houses, cars and tickets need all kinds of relationships so that you can go better and further. However, we won’t refute too much. Some things are not useful if you refute them. You have to prove your ability with practical actions. That is the best counterattack for those who despise you. Some people say more and do less, while some say less but do a lot. However, in today’s society, the first kind of people are more popular. But as time passes, the truth will still emerge. You think, when you hear the same good words every day, you will begin to doubt whether you can have such perfection. People always have flaws, so you will know who is true and who is false. Some people hide it for you just to please you. I won’t say too many good words, but I know how to be grateful. I hide many warm words in my heart and give them to you. So I live a good life and do what I should do. When you hear that more and more colleagues around you call you elder sister, you will feel that you have grown up and you also have responsibilities for them, because you are older than them, therefore, you will unconsciously pay attention to your words and deeds and become mature and steady. Although there are still some childish things left, those things are only realized in front of familiar people, only in front of them can you become indifferent. It suddenly occurred to me that when we just left school at the age of 18, we were curious about the future just like the little brothers and sisters who just came out now. But compared with them, we seemed to cherish the opportunity of working at that time, at least I am. As time goes by, it becomes calmer and more grateful. I have been grateful to my parents since I was a child. They gave me a good environment to grow up. They trusted me and spoiled me, although they were not as excellent as my sister and went to a prestigious school. We just feel dedicated to ourselves. Everyone has different abilities and talents. We don’t have to be honest and competitive for the ability we are born. Unconsciously, my mother was already over half a hundred years old. When my brother and I celebrated her 50th birthday, I saw the happiness in her eyes and her vicissitudes, I admire this woman who may be a little hesitant in other people’s eyes. She has been living a hard life since her father left. She has created a great image in our hearts with her ordinary life, so my brother and I were more sensible than ordinary people since we were young. At that time, we always felt that we were different from others, so we never mentioned those sad past, because we were afraid of strange eyes and sympathy, that kind of mood is very complex, you can’t cry, you can’t be fragile, you can only live strong and hard. Now I won’t feel sad any more. I always remember that great man, my father, and I always believe that he is still alive, his appearance and his words and deeds have always been vivid and vivid in my mind. I love him, and I don’t have enough time for my whole life, so I believe in the next life, because I have regrets in this life. When I was a child, I talked to him until I grew up, but I didn’t have a chance to realize it, that’s why I deeply believe in the next life. PS: This is from the words written in the early morning of yesterday. We had a phone call for about half an hour before, and we didn’t know what the point was. It seemed to be more of a habit. A good night, a kind of peace of mind, a good dream. However, later, I still couldn’t sleep, so I turned off the computer and turned it on again, so some messy words were typed out with slight heat and very continuous fingertip. My thoughts are messy. I always feel that time flies too fast, but we have more and more things to do without time. Look, look, December is coming again, and next year is just around the corner. At this time next year, what kind of mood do we have. And has such a person been found. The expectation is too sad, which is a kind of growth, isn’t it. It seems that this week has become a little fast, because I am too busy, and it has also become enriched. I am grateful for everything now, and I am grateful for your help, trust and every smile to me. I want to say that I am very satisfied, because of everything now, I will try my best to do everything that belongs to me. Maybe there will still be some mistakes, but please believe in my hard work. I think, in the end, I will live up to my expectations and be myself.

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