Lonely dance is another Valentine’s Day

If I miss you most in a year, I will leave it today as scheduled, 2. 14. Western traditional Valentine’s Day. The meaningless amorous feelings were not washed away by the wind and rain of bachelors, but the deep-buried hatred had vanished in the current. Another Valentine’s Day, but it was destined not to be my waiting any more. No matter how you care for the flower stamens falling to the ground, you can’t change the fate of suffering without happiness. Maybe only at the moment when she disappears Can she understand what is the injured nerve and the biting pain. I was still lying in bed in the morning, so I received a message from my friend. Happy Valentine’s Day!, in fact, I couldn’t be happy, so I threw off my mobile phone lazily. I am afraid of going to the streets, and I am afraid of going to the streets alone. The unscrupulous performance of those innocent lovers in front of me is undoubtedly a blatant harm to myself, which will remind me of myself, when I think of those stories that were engraved on my heart, how to celebrate Valentine’s Day, I can only laugh it over. Downstairs is a flower shop. The landlady decorated the shop with colorful flowers as soon as she opened the door. She was waiting for those charming little men, delicate roses and Pure lilies. My fault was that I didn’t send a bunch of flowers to your downstairs in my hand at that time. I felt painful when looking at these delicate flower buds. The weather in early spring and February showed a little chill, but it couldn’t stop the enthusiasm of couples. However, the wife of shop-owner sneered casually, which was enough to explain everything. You can’t blame the scenery you missed for walking too fast, leaving nothing you want. We can only blame ourselves for being dull, so that some people can take advantage of it. The little ant nest destroyed our long bank of love for thousands of miles. So today, I can only live at home like self-comfort and enjoy the embarrassment of myself. The memory scattered all over the floor can not be restored to the happy territory of the past. The warm sun radiates out of the window, and no one can be found to be your ambiguity. It was too late, but I couldn’t wait. The wounds that couldn’t be covered by the fragrance of roses were staged calmly in the fearless shouts outside. Withered promises blooming flowers are like a kind of irony, which shattered this night that does not belong to me. I lay on the balcony and looked at the city which seemed not to be at night. Maybe it was only tonight that I realized that I had been living stubbornly and fighting with myself. If you believe in yourself, you can forget you. I think I have been living a low self-esteem. I can’t think about the next stop in my life. Because of your existence, I can’t see the scenery of tomorrow. It is also because of your existence that I force myself to live alone. Sometimes if you walk too fast, you will miss a lot of scenery. Therefore, I decided to stay where I was and never move forward. If I could hold it tightly at the beginning, would it be the same ending. I collapsed on the sofa alone, full of fantasy and desire in my mind. I have thought about escaping, whether I miss you or not. It is hard to go to the beach because of the water waves patting the bank. It is imprisoned in the water drops of missing and drifting with the waves. I thought I could get happiness if I pursued happiness boldly. However, my bravery didn’t change back to your care in the end. The romance in Valentine’s Day in the past was nothing but a farce that happened again and again. I tried my best to break through the estrangement between us, in return, you turned around without attachment. Now Valentine’s Day is coming as scheduled. Looking at the streets and lanes you have walked through, what reason do I have to remember all this and make myself feel better? Valentine’s Day Lovers Knot, the rotten flowers are eaten up by the airflow, and the joy is extremely sad. Time gathers time, and the premature annual rings are swallowed by the reality, which is too late. Who said that a person’s life is also good and unrestrained. I believe wrongly. My breath is far away from the Peace of your life. The stubborn memory of personality can only hide you in my memory, but I am depressed but Zhang Huang doesn’t bother you any more. I wonder if you are still conveying the unique ambiguity with those angelic eyes, and whether you will still convey the unique consideration with your warm body, but that person is no longer me. The unsatisfactory accommodation was doomed to fall apart on the night of Valentine’s Day, but before I could change, I was stumbled by the surging lonely tide quietly. I lit a cigarette gently and kept swallowing clouds and mist. Until Mars burned to my fingertips, I found that I thought a person would be so devoted. Many things were always like this. I didn’t regret until I missed it, only after losing can I understand to retain. Thinking replicates the memory of yesterday through time and space, and the body recycles in reality and suffers from the vicissitudes of soul. There is no difference between right and wrong in the world of love, only suitable or not. When the ends of the world are poor, there is only endless lovesickness. I think what I can do is just like this, thinking about you quietly. When I opened the curtain, the moon was thin and the sky seemed to be bright soon. It was another Valentine’s Day and another sleepless night.

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