Lonely Soul

In reality, like ordinary people, I went to work on time, making jokes, eating, drinking, pulling and sleeping. However, when there is no one or alone, my soul seems extremely active, I can think about things that others never think about, and think about things that others think are alarmist, because deep in my soul, there is always an impulse, that is, I like to record my feelings about life with words, too much attention to reality aroused my deep thinking and I couldn’t help telling stories to interpret my life. If you fall in love with literature, you will fall in love with loneliness; If you fall in love with literature, you will fall in love with loneliness. When I was wandering around the world in those years, I was more sober when I was confused. Now I am rushing back and falling in love with literature, and I am more confused when I am sober. The more sober people are, the more lonely and lonely they feel in today’s society. Those friends who entertained with me in those years went away because of my leaving; Those friends who talked with me in those years went away from me because of my depth, not that I left them, but that they had a distance with me. I often look at them with the eyes of observing life. Apart from feeling sad for them, I am inevitably afraid of the Society killing humanity so much. What disappoints me is that there are very few people around me who can have a fair dialogue with my soul; This does not mean that I am separated from the masses, or I look down upon them, but the social atmosphere is getting worse and worse, it makes most people have to adapt to it, so the elegance and edges of intellectuals are quietly worn out by the heavy pressure of life; In order to promote their professional titles, they do not hesitate to resort to deceit, ask others to be humble, bribe secretly and flatter their superiors, do something against your conscience. There is no difference between daily life in school and reality. All kinds of unhealthy tendencies are still prevailing in the society, and it is inevitable that someone will play tricks in front of leaders, attack others and raise himself. I paid close attention to all these calmly and looked at them with a calm mind. They were just for their own interests, but I didn’t understand them. They couldn’t harm others for themselves? I do some boring things every day. No one really does work. They are all for dealing with the superior examination. You coax me, I coax you, and see who coax who can sleep. Leaders who like to flatter themselves like them, and leaders who do practical things don’t like to brag because you don’t flatter him and feel bored with you! What social? Every day after work, I sit quietly in front of the screen, writing my feelings with words, and presenting my life with stories. I am lonely, because I have thoughts, I am lonely, because I want to write; I can’t write profound words in the lively life, let alone dig out inspiring articles. After writing these words, my lonely soul feels relieved, there is an impulse to sing a song, cheers! To have my own apartment for my lonely soul

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