I don’t know

It is not the first time for me to wear the headset and enjoy it alone. Maybe I am used to it. I like disguise, an introverted me, a narrow heart. I hate to contact with others, to talk with others, to let strangers walk into my dreams. In this way, I enjoy the sadness that belongs to me alone. I am really not happy, I pretend, but it is so fake, I am lonely, who can understand! No, I don’t need it. I am used to being alone for a long time. I am afraid that someone will break into my life and I am afraid of being hurt. So …… I am afraid that I am cowardly. This is me. I am not confident. In fact, it should be said that I feel inferior. I want to do it but I can’t do it. I love it but I dare not. I regret it, but it doesn’t help. I hate it. Why should I hate it? I am such a contradictory person. I can’t be ruthless, it can’t be softened. I want to give up but I’m not willing to pursue it. I’m afraid, I’m so scared. I enjoyed my loneliness alone, licked alone at night, curled up in the corner, and this was me. My soul has gone with the wind and can’t go back to the past. Let me forget it until I forget myself. Maybe the more painful it is, the more proof it has existed. Then let me be a coward and heartless person. In this way, it may be much better. I don’t want to sleep on a dark night, and I don’t want to leave. Ask, is it worth it? Let go, girl, you are just a passer-by.

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