I have been clamoring for these years

Walk in council tranquil night, winter cold and personally in front, walking slowly, along such campus, I always thought I growth of these years, original is always in with a group jiao jing, admit defeat uncompromising, wings, adhere to the original flying state. That year for less than five-year-old, broken mean that much Britain to school, thus began the until now of school career. Initially is wei an world, noisy wayward, always a group of people with, mountain landscape water growth, the outside world, full of surprises and curious, waiting for full-fledged, one day open wings, in the vast blue sky free. Primary school grade three, went to Shanghai, first stood Huangpu Bund looking East Pearl, first to foreigners of hairs have want to pumping hands to pull impulse, first know Shanghai street on both sides of the tree have a perennial deciduous habits ….. that year, world flashed me a tip of the iceberg, and I wake up in that summer, began to understand dream up, in the years since of Shanghai, after a lapse of years still in the dream clear, young and ignorant, I also had brilliant Fanfare in Shanghai streets run in the, the world was, given by significance, there are just a lot of candies and dolls, and I am just a child, growing up in a honey pot. Primary school grade four, first to Zhejiang, first because relatives cry tore heart crack lung, first saw life of die, first hold phone let mountains can all hear sad, first with mom and dad for that long time life ….. that year, world to plane perspective made me walk, I as if in the city, got back my heart first of that peace. I always can’t remember alcoholic father face, is should have how about; I forgot that group of friends, in abandoned warehouse stealing in the, full Avenue playing water games happy; I don’t know that always like flowers and grass, call me be careful of Grandpa was in not; I can’t remember that always smile to me, sell me panda ice cream aunt is not also so beautiful …. that year, the adult world, I hide in grown-up behind, enjoyed everyone to concern and love. For the first time, I told myself to be strong on the night of a typhoon. For the first time, I didn’t cry like a child when I fell down on a bicycle. That year of Zhejiang, significant mountain revealed to in my life heng zhi hit. Primary school grade five, I was sent to martial arts school, every day for a few hours of wushu class become suffering epitome of .. I remember coach perennial difficult Roshow face, I remember row word when eyes endure the tears, I will not forget that sand, I every day repeated boil dozen roll ….. that year, World show me suffering side, maybe is that year tears and sweats seeps through my stubborn, so stronger has always been running-out. That year, Jolin broke into life, until ten years later, still change not to drop like and obsession, that year, I watched as mother onset, thought that is end of the world, so his voice to cry to lose feeling, that year, in love with the least favorite Red ….. that year, Life of setbacks and tribulations follow, I heard momma and grandmother all night talking about the hardships of life, perhaps in that night, I learned sad learned silence learned to calm, learned sad also to overexert. Primary school grade six, last few one children’s day also graduated, also in this year, my composition took first of full marks. This year, I transferred to another school and came to a new place to start my junior high school life. That year summer always rain, I holding books sitting under the eaves and rain, I watching water droplets one one line up, I watched foggy shrouded in the distance of the mountain, I used to hearing mountains temple bells, I used to see days Bridge that round reddish sunset, however habits will eventually be subversion, that year, I luo huang and, I lost my sisters who accompanied me in the rain when I was sad, and those friends who loved me and loved me. That year, I had to put down what I had been used to since I was born. My grandparents, henceforth also difficult going together. First, it was a strange place, I no friends, no family, all also needs time to adapt, maybe that’s it cannot spend too much time, multi-to had to use a daze to pass, Is in that year, I understand the lonely know aloof understand the look up, then classroom window outdoor of gardenia in late summer blooming in. Slowly my life with them, so far are very nice to me of that group of friends, is real with I see life beautiful the juvenile, that he, the one, sense of the first love, now the boy, still are my heart care. I remember that I tore the book and tore it again and again. They gave me again and again, knowing that I smiled happily. I remember that it was very painful for me to hit people at that time, perhaps is I practiced Wu, always let people injured. Two days, encounter a hidden population as ban ming mei semi-sad girl, that was a year most elegant and exquisite life day, write poetry, painting collection deciduous, picking up stones photography, back word text, the only year, to-loving love to Acme. Because that year, meet them, also met them, day out of simple clear and clean. That old he is also like a child like us. I like that he indulges me in the only growth, which was also in that year, My text get the essence of the play, he said, I am a good eye girl, feels different. This is I heard the teacher to me best compliments, just after he, experience’t see pain, adult love than complex. Third, friendship becomes complex, I know they are to protect me deception, but hard to forgetting will forgive, is in that year and examination fight day, I suddenly want to escape this precipitate I memory but hurt me the most place, so, I want to get good grades, leave this full of sadness and unable to let me stay town, it took me three years to learn the dialect here, but it also took me three years to end my love and friendship. It was in this year that I became a stubborn and arrogant child who couldn’t listen to advice, listen to care, so heart is hard, the people around him regardless. High, finally came to the one, came to the key class. Division of Arts, I meaning non-anti-Gu chose science, in all thought I would choose Liberal Arts when below glasses, so I tie in the genius-level people in when a to only, in fact, I just like physics, Just like, desperate. I am a stupid kid, I spent almost all of double efforts in this science key class struggle, that year I learned forbear learning suffers more learned deeply indifference, time can change a person, you can not change a heart. Small four in that year extraordinarily frequent, it’s read his words, just feel at ease. In the summer when I was about to go to the black hell in my second year of senior high school, I felt the unprecedented suffocation in advance. Therefore, I told my father that I wanted to go out alone. So that year summer, I just a person came to Guangzhou, first a person sitting so long car that far to, side no one accompany. I remember car into Guangzhou, the sky began to rainy; I remember, I was there first week are at Typhoon and rain spent in; I remember, I first saw roots minister tree crotch, opened wide with big eyes; I remember, I here Street and again in lost, and stubborn not for help, A person desperately running …. that year, I put emotion erupted in that summer, and then calmly meet to my senior year, meet that test. I know, growth is coming, Not self-willed, so, I devoured their love, kept escape escape, then bland to accept, accept my fate. Three, in late summer early autumn in as scheduled and to, from the front floor building moved to the final that building building, three of the classroom not Xiangyang, could be seen rows of kind in senior three, it only belongs to the mast flower of graduation. In that year, I had an unexpected peace and quietness. I often slept in High books with my head resting on my head. I often did my homework quietly without any distractions. My only insistence was also my only resistance, I still took my book with me. Once I had time, it became my only friend. That year, mom and dad quarrel had a big argument, that year, I only with dog talk, that year, I often go home, that year, I wrote a lot of word now cant find it… is such a year, I did not struggle only bear, I move up as my final victory of chips, as long as can leave here, far away, To where are good. It was also that year that I was stubborn. 2010 of summer, I got college notice after, there is a unprecedented sense of weight, and occupying all of good but flee. I remember that I am applied for the remote Enshi behind my mother’s back, I am failed my mother’s wish to go far away in Wuhan. Up to now, I have never asked my mother if she is sad. I have always been cheering. I have never changed these years. I am cheering with myself, fate, mom and dad, friends and even everyone around me. Never lay down their principles and dignity, these years, always. Freshman, I walk full camphor tree of campus, began longingly of my high school my Tongcheng. No more would I be left first and cried, I never again with mother high horse, no more would I be text desperately the …. I get rid of the many habits, also try to forget a lot of people, but still stubborn, sometimes even deeper. In my sophomore year, I went to many places and always liked the excitement of walking on the road. I can’t stop, also don’t want to stop, so, life escape, a lifetime looking. I remember the wind of the endless plain in Jingzhou and the ancient city wall; I remember the dense mist and floating water vapor of Yichang Three Gorges Dam, and the temples and palaces of Wutai Mountain in Shanxi, and Dalai Bainqen long robe and prayer wheel ….. traveled many road, also because such travel, made many different identity different regions different positions even different country of many friends, this friendship, once met is a lifetime. I will still go, in many places. These years, I still used to do, my, still in World incompatible, still maintain their character. I still remember Annie said is that the world is my dream, but I still to have the most simple life and the most distant dream. jiao jing, is a person’s adhere. Some years, I in jiao jing, supercilious. I only wish once I hurt and hurt my people and things can be changed. Because these years, I always in jiao jing, could I have upset your also had more painful hundredfold for sad that. Today, I am still clamoring, still clamoring.

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