The last time for you

Today’s mood is just like this gloomy weather, which makes me hate myself very much, so I don’t expect you to have a better view of me than myself. Turn on the computer, and there are some porn games waiting for me on every page. I really want to smash the computer. I click or not, they are all waiting there, whether to come or not! Quoting this, it really ruined all the good poems of Cangyang jiatuo. Well, now let me talk about something serious. Did you have a good day? Did you meet a beautiful woman? Did you find a pie from the sky? I said you wouldn’t get anything else from me except indifference. I practiced this last night. In fact, I think it probably doesn’t matter. That’s good. It doesn’t matter to each of us. Isn’t life much happier. Your brother was about to leave that day, but he even held you in KTV and cried. I was a little surprised at that time, but thinking about Gao Jin’s “My good brother” coming from his ear in such an atmosphere, it seemed that it was not easy for him to cry without holding you. Last night, I also listened to those sad songs, and then I was as disappointing as him. However, I was still very sober, because I knew that although I had thousands of words, when I met you, I became reluctant to say anything, so I could say nothing after I said that was none of your business. When you are thousands of miles away from me, I can still bully you willfully. When you are close to me, I can’t say many words. When you treat me with the attitude of thousands of miles away forever, I find that I also accept this change, because after too long time, everything seems too heavy. An Yiru said, if life is just like the first sight, do you think it is right? If time stays at that time when I first met you, will we be much better than the result now. It seems to be my fault. I tried so hard to understand you that I really understood you, but ruined all the original beauty. I don’t know whether what they told me is true or not, but I believe what I have experienced. Maybe I am too self-centered, and I am unwilling to give up my own principles. But if I went that way, would I not be the first person you knew? I like to be a little confused, but when facing you, I am willing to think things thoroughly. That’s because I think things thoroughly, which makes us gradually move away. What Cangyang jiatuo said is right, best not to meet! What’s the matter? The ending of the matter will not change. I am not a rational person, so I am more indecisive when making choices. But this time I have to be decisive. If you clearly know the ending and rush up regardless of everything, do you think this is stupid? When you were in that far place, would you be like me, and would you not expect that we would reach this point today? Just like Plato’s love, we used to have spirit, but now we even lose this only support. Is this another tragedy of life? I don’t think I am great, but I am not mean either. I know there are some things I can do and some things I can’t. Maybe I can never be the person you want me to be, and I will always be the person walking parallel with you! Sometimes I really hope that I can be as capricious as before, but I still forget it after thinking about it. I would rather never say something. When you are at the ends of the world, when you are in a bitter and cold place, my heart will follow you, when you are in a prosperous city, we will not have any connection. I want to tell you, you may have heard it long ago, or you may not want to listen to it, but now it doesn’t matter, isn’t it? My favorite sentence, I don’t know if you understand everything in the past, such as yesterday’s death. Love is too heavy. Fortunately, we have never said it! If we don’t have the opportunity to contact each other, then we will live a good life with each other. Wish you well!

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