No one belongs to anyone

Li Jun’s name was completely deleted from his mobile phone, and it was impossible to have any connection. Li Jun went to another world. From attending the funeral early in the morning yesterday until now, I was always depressed. I met Li Jun on the wine table. One day about 6 years ago, several wine experts including me got together for dinner. When a master meets a master, it is conceivable that the scene will be lively. It is really vigorous and passionate, pushing a cup to change a cup, and removing the wine from drinking and chatting to fighting, when drinking happily, someone said that he had a very good friend Li, who not only could drink but also had a cool personality. Everyone unanimously proposed to invite Li. When I entered the door and appeared, I was born with a strong figure, a square face and a loud voice. I was born with a pair of drinking materials! The arrival of Li Jun pushed the atmosphere on the wine table to a climax. What wine meets one’s friends? A thousand glasses of less wine is the essence of food. The more you drink, the younger you are. What kind of feeling is deep? People are heroes. Wine is courage, everyone, one by one, one by one, one by one, one by one, one by one, Li’s drinking capacity is huge. At the end of drinking, we basically don’t know cucumbers. Some people dance and sing loudly, there were even some live broadcasts. Only Li Jun was sober. This time, we were told to see Li Jun’s drinking capacity. Later, Li Jun became a friend of all of us and often talked and drank together. When we praised Li Jun for his good drinking capacity, Li Jun said, now it is not as good as before. After all, people in their 40 s, plus hepatitis C, can’t resist drinking too much. When they were young, they drank too much and often drank, once he drank 18 bottles of Yellow Crane Tower alone from noon to night. We spoke out our tongue and advised him to drink less. Three months ago, Li Jun lost a lot of weight, and the liver area became painful. He came to the hospital for examination: primary liver cancer. Li went to Tongji, Wuhan on the same day, and said, “I won’t drink any more after being cured. I know that Li can’t go back to medical work …… it took only ten minutes to attend Li’s funeral yesterday, apart from Li Jun’s daughter, I can’t see how sad Li Jun’s colleagues, classmates and friends are, let alone who cried loudly. What puzzled me most was that Li Jun’s young and beautiful wife didn’t come for funeral, after Inquiry, I learned that there was a custom in Xiaogan that a woman who planned to remarry could not be buried for her husband. Otherwise, she would be husband in the future and her future life would not be smooth. I saw Li Jun’s body lying in the ice coffin without words, and I felt sad. This is also the so-called couple!? The memorial meeting ended at 9 o’clock. It was cold and everyone was in a hurry to leave. However, there were still several hours before the meal time. A friend went to the famous KTV teahouse. After sitting, they played cards, li Jun doesn’t exist any more, either chatting or singing. I sat on the high stool and looked around. I had an illusion that what kind of festive party I was attending. I didn’t know how Li Jun would feel when seeing this scene. I suddenly felt sad, I don’t think I will hold any memorial service after I die, and I will go on the road alone quietly. When people die, the sad thing is that they are connected with you by flesh and blood, or love you people who need you to rely on you. In addition, no one in this world is anyone, just like a song I once heard: whose tears are still flying, wet the rose, wrong and right, right and wrong, watering the sad beauty, gathering and separating stage, playing the end. Who are you in the hesitation of happiness? When you shed the tears of happiness, you will think of who, who makes you sad, who comforts you, through the cycle of time, who is with you, who are you in the end……

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