Someone once said: I am your rice sand

I am neither don’t wake up nor Su Nianan. No one will be my rescue, nor anyone can be my fate. -Wedge I stood wandering on the road, the hot sunshine was barbecue on the ground, and there was light smoke on the asphalt road. I stood on it barefoot. Its temperature spread to my whole body rapidly. At that time, I remembered someone once said to me: I am your rice sand. It was a small man suitable for sadness. The weather was still a little cold, but sometimes there was hot wind blowing, which made my ears feel itchy. At that time, the electric fan was always spinning ceaselessly, which made my eyes ache. I always stand in the dark corner, watching those arrogant people propagandize their happiness loudly. I heard their laughing voices, trembling in the air. Those Voices hit my face constantly with the hot wind, which cooled half of my fantasy. I was just like don’t wake up. I hid in the corner and felt sorry for myself. It seemed that I had seen through everything in this world. I lived quietly and proudly. On that night, the only person who comforted me when I heard me crying said to me: I am your rice sand. At that time, the moon was very far and big. The sky was dark without stars, only a large piece of cool wind blew on my face, cool, cold, and then wet, falling on my lips, it flows into my mouth and is salty. In “hourglass”, mi Sha is a close friend of don’t wake up. As far as I am concerned, mi Sha is a tranquilizer when you don’t wake up and panic. They are all children teased by time. They depend on each other. I seem to see a tear in the black sky in the distance, there are several tiny white lights leaking out slowly from the inside. They spread rapidly, expanding from that cut to the whole sky. The whole world began to be bright and dazzling, which made me unable to open my eyes. This is obviously a strange world, which is so beautiful that it is thrilling and astonishing. I began to propagandize my happiness wildly, and I began to ignore the surprised eyes of people around me, constantly rendering all my roots that deserve my happiness. I was too naive or stupid at that time, and I was too stupid or too stupid at that time. I even stood in front of her with self-mockery, repeating his kindness to me loudly and constantly. At that time, I ignored her gradually cooling eyes. I attach great importance to repeating a dream. I always dream that I stand under a plane tree with a white scarf, and the leaves on the tree change from green to yellow. They kept swaying in the wind. They were shaking and falling, but they were caught by branches and could not dance in the wind. The wind hit it. The clashing sound lingered in my ears constantly, from light to heavy, from heavy to light. Constantly fade in and out. I sat on the bench under the tree, and the light gradually faded away gradually losing its original Halo. Suddenly all extinguished. I saw a vague figure in the distance by the moonlight. He came to me, but suddenly turned around and left. The heavy steps gradually disappeared. I always wake up in panic at midnight. There was only darkness around, and I was the only one who breathed heavily. I went out of bed and drank the hot water in the Cup, one Cup after another, until the water in the cup began to cool down. I began to wake up, then leaned against the head of the bed until I fell asleep. After all, I was wrong, but I still couldn’t defeat the fate. Dividing classes became my reason for complaining. I stood in the corridor on the second floor, looking at the crowd downstairs in twos and threes. I sighed and laughed at my sadness. God always pulls you to the edge of pain when you are in a happy mood. I have no courage to tell myself that distance is not a problem. My fear always fades in and out of my heart at some time. This is my greatest ability to moan and be sentimental. Strangeness is a word I dare not face in my life. He is my sensitive source. Even if not to reach. He is also like a brand engraved in the bottom of my heart, which can’t be forgotten. Please forgive me for having to give up. Because in this world, in others’ eyes, I am a monster, only suitable for a person to live humbly, only know how to cherish the ability of sadness. Then one day, when I really lost my happiness, others would start pointing at me and said with ridicule: look, isn’t she fond of loneliness or sadness? Now, this is the price of self-righteous. At that time, I became the representative of those who had nothing and the model of strangers. I still remember that cool night, those heavy words were vaguely engraved in my heart. I thought that when I was old, I would still sit in my own garden, A person indulges in these past events printed in my heart, and occasionally there will be wind blowing on my face, just like the night that gave me hope. Chu Ci said: the greatest pain in life is nothing more than the separation from the beloved, and the greatest joy in life is nothing more than having a new confidant. For me, this is indeed the greatest pain in life. If I hadn’t been so stubborn at the beginning, would our ending be different! If the time at that time was not like this, could we not do this! A man once said to me: I am your rice sand. There was a moment when I admitted that I smiled and my tears fell down! I would like to use this article to pay tribute to those beautiful memories and Rice sands that once no longer existed but are truly engraved in my mind!

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