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The old year is over, and the New Year is coming. The time was narrow and the finger seam was wide. It was the end of the world that the Mayans predicted in the legend in 2012. I am a person without faith. If you don’t believe in the Lord, Shakyamuni, Allah, and even more, you will surely realize it. I only believe that every living life I see really exists, including myself. That is to say, I don’t believe that life has reincarnation, and I don’t believe that life has past life and afterlife. People die like lights off. There is only one life belonging to us, so I value and cherish life. Time is limited. Pursuing the sincerity and truth of life and seeking the truth, goodness and beauty in life are more important than anything in my opinion. The problem of death often comes to mind, not because of the saying of the end of the world. But the fleeting time, which makes us grow old and die slowly. After a bag of cigarettes, I have been in this world for nearly 49 years, belonging to a person who has been half a hundred years. It has been half a hundred years. When I was a child, I read the article describing the age of an old man like this, imagining his aging, imagining his faltering steps with gray temples, thinking that I was far away from him, who knows I became him quickly! Finally, I can look back on most of my life. When I look back on those past events, I will not regret for wasting my time, nor be ashamed for doing nothing, not to mention the sad feelings of young people who are not working hard. At this time, the heart is sour, the tears are salty, the courage is bitter, but the brain is blank. Ideal is full. Reality is very skinny. Gradually understand that many things are not transferred by human will. Before, I met an expert who told me that my previous life was a Wandering Dancer, a woman who was unmarried for life, A deaf-mute woman who could only express her feelings with body language was infatuated with and followed by many men. After hearing this, I was very surprised and speechless for a long time. Firstly, I don’t believe in the theory of reincarnation. Secondly, I don’t believe that I lived so free and easy in my last life. I often laugh and say that in my last life, I must have been a person who had done many evils, suffered all kinds of evils and suffered all the time. I came to pay off my debts in this life. When I grow old, compared with when I was young, the most important thing is that my view of things has changed. The heart is transparent and the eyes are clear. We know that the changes of things are regular, and at the same time, we know more about the impermanent life. I don’t care much about everything that keeps pace with the times in today’s society. I like a slightly closed life, which can avoid accepting those concepts, opinions and viewpoints that appear in secular ways. The abundance of materials and the development of science and technology cannot make me feel the true texture of life. Only the abundance of the spiritual world can make me feel at ease and satisfied, but I can’t find anything that can make my spirit more abundant, that is to say, my life has no goal and lacks direction, I don’t know what I really want. It seems that I haven’t found it for most of my life. I often worry about it and see the emptiness and lack in my heart. I like the slow pace of life, the natural friendship and the everlasting love. The relationship between people should be mutual penetration, mutual learning, mutual improvement and mutual encouragement. Love is true. My beloved Love should be like a gurgling flowing stream, which is endless and nourishes our life all my life. The overwhelming love, volcanic eruption and turbulent love came too fast and faded too fast, which was not the way I liked or used. Fortunately, I have this stream in this life. Every time in the dead of night, I can hear the spring in my heart flowing happily and tinkling. At this moment, I really sigh the beauty of life. I am not a thoughtful person, but I am born to pay attention to the details of life. I believe everything but doubt everything. I often do something against my heart, so I always feel wronged. In fact, no one forced me to do this. Through my own observation of myself, I think I like and get used to being alone, and the real life makes me feel powerless. If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a Wandering Dancer, a deaf-mute woman who can only express her feelings with body language……

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