The choice of life

Recently, my heart is quite restless. I have a lot of time, but I am lazy in action, thinking a lot, but my heart is at a loss. Now my work is really relaxed and I have plenty of free time, which is what I pursued before, but now my heart is confused: am I going to live my life so ordinary? No, this is definitely not what I want. Everyone has ambitions. They have a lot but still want to have more… Yesterday, I chatted with a friend who said: you have a lot of time now, and you should find a way to study.. Yeah! I can’t live such a mediocre life any more. It’s time to find something to do… But what can I do? What do you want to do? Can study what? What do you want to study? I am confused and confused, but many things are doomed to need to find answers by myself. There are many ways ahead of me now, but I have made a choice. I don’t know whether I choose right or wrong, but everyone has his own lifestyle, they all have their own goals and choices, and the choices of life are just like sometimes we stand and wait for seats on the bus. Some people like to stick to one seat, etc, however, some people like to wait around in the car. Maybe the person who stared at one seat didn’t wait until the terminal station, maybe he waited until the next stop; While the person who walked around in the car, maybe this seat will be empty as soon as he leaves this seat, or he will meet the empty seat as soon as he walks to another seat; This is all possible, so no one can say whose choice is right or wrong, but now I can only go quietly along the road I choose and stick to it, no matter whether it can reach my destination or not, there is no need to regret as long as it chooses…. I believe that the world is fair. When you have something, you will certainly lose something. Maybe some mermaid and bear paw have both, but I am not, what I have experienced and paid is to get rid of poverty, live a more comfortable life and live the life I yearn for. I have no ambition to serve the people and the country, these are not realistic for me either. I don’t have such grand goals and abilities. I am just an ordinary person. There are not many more than me in the world, and many less than me, I just want to live a better life. Therefore, I have been striving for a better life and realizing the small ideal in my heart; Of course, I also learned knowledge to enrich my mind and soul, to make myself a profound person, I also want to leave my own mark in the world, but these are all based on the basis that I can live a comfortable life. Although my life is not comfortable now, I can also get a salary to support myself and have a lot of time for myself to control. Therefore, I am satisfied and should not be confused now, think about those unrealistic things, but contentment is not satisfaction, nor can it be content with the status quo or do nothing. It is people who need to pursue. What I pursue is to be happy, it is enough to live a full life in front of you every day, work hard and earnestly to do everything in front of you, and accomplish every goal you can.

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