Cyber love light

In winter, the bride who was waiting for marriage was ashamed to show her face. The rainy weather made my waist feel painful and my hands and feet cold. If you think something in your heart, you don’t have the mind to do things, and your physical discomfort covers all your inspirations, and you have no elegance at all. These days, I went to bed early, listened to music, and fell asleep leisurely. A netizen’s shadow would appear in my mind. It was the first time that I had such experience since surfing the Internet. I don’t know when to surf the Internet? I am used to becoming a invisible family, so I am not so busy at work, but I still stay in the Internet and do what I want to do. Maybe it is already an old net worm unconsciously, such as the scenery in autumn, which naturally becomes deep. I, who don’t have many friends in my life, is also reflected in the Internet. I seldom chat with netizens, give up a few greetings at most, and seldom have in-depth ideological exchanges. When you are free, you like to visit the space and look at blog posts. You need to know more carefully and deeply than talk directly. Sometimes I always think that people around me who can meet each day may not know more than those who never meet each other, but they often know more about friends in your space. When people around me see my appearance, what netizens know is your thoughts and soul. I walked into his soul, which also touched my own soul. The Internet time is not too long or too short for 4 years. I started to surf the Internet. I was curious about the magic of the Internet. It seems that everything is right in front of you. I hang QQ every day, except for work, I have nothing to chat. No matter the black and white ones, the tall and short ones, all the men and women were added in, making a joke. When encountering uncivilized people, it is impossible to prevent them from being harassed by sending a pornographic picture. Sometimes, it is embarrassing to meet my customers or friends. When I met such a rascal, I once said in an atmosphere that only boring people go to the boring website to talk about boring days. This is a bit one-sided, but it is really too unfair to meet such people, wasting time and polluting the cleanliness of the network. This is my first experience of surfing the Internet. After this naive stage, I will choose to add friends based on my feelings. The ones I should pull and the ones I should stay are gradually hidden in the Internet Sea. After surfing the Internet for so many years, there are still many friends on QQ, and few can make friends. When he met him, those who had the same heart didn’t say much. They only stayed in the position of good impression and admiration in the deep heart, and didn’t expect anything? I can’t help running into his space. I like the music in his space, and my heart always hurts. I always respect his blog posts. Looking at his photos, I am even more admiring. His temperament and depth are not what his age should have. I always have the illusion that he is older than me, and I always think so. Recently, his shadow always disturbed my mind, and his elegance. I was attracted by his artistic accomplishment deep in his heart and his unyielding simplicity and kindness. Did I fall in love online? I have only heard about online love, but I have never experienced it. Because it is too unreal to see or touch. Although it really exists, it is finally illusory. For me, greeting in the virtual world is OK, chatting is OK, and it is a little difficult to fall in love. Maybe I have loved and hated in reality, and I have overdrawn my true love. I can see through the love and hate between men and women, but the slight heat is less, but the impulse of everything. When everyone was young and ignorant, the emotion was 100% pure. Once you are mature and have emotional experience, you will have a sense of awe for your feelings and dare not to invest easily. So-called fearless, really is one thing. However, if you think about feelings, who can grasp them with reason? Love is a kind of feeling and emotional reaction. Love, can’t help myself. If you don’t love it, you can’t force yourself. Even though I have loved and hurt, I still cannot love rationally. There is a kind of appreciation that you can only wait and see from a distance. You don’t have to get it, but it is also a real love and love. If you like a person on the Internet, you ‘d better secretly fall in love with him. Although this is disrespect and escape from your heart, you can’t help yourself living. After all, there are still a lot of morality restricting the freedom of human nature, it is hard for people to live. I am not sure how much life and weight such feelings have? If a relationship knows that it cannot last, then don’t say that word. Because I know that feelings that cannot be implemented into reality are fragile. I don’t talk about the love of life and death on the Internet, which is too naive, but I am really moved by myself. If your relationship is blank for several years, you may not feel uncomfortable. But I’m really emotional again. I know it’s hard to be careful, so I respect my feelings, because you are the kind of man I like. But I will respect you, not disturb you, nor tell you. The hidden shadow in my heart is like you. 2009.12.12

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