Dreaming of Valentine’s Day

[1] when walking along the other shore of Dream to reality, when half of the curtain began to penetrate the spotted light, when I was still closing my eyes and hoping that the dream would continue for life. I know, I dreamed of you again, and I missed you again. Dream. I woke up at six o’clock in the morning. I know you have to get up at six o’clock every day, so your insomnia is over, so is my dream. I deeply believe that when a person suffers from insomnia, you will enter others’ dreams. I cherish every chance that you enter my dream, because I am not like the one around you who can meet you every vacation and squeeze bus with you, accept your holiday greetings and sweet words on every festival, stand on the platform every day you want to leave, hug and kiss you goodbye. These simple days with you, I didn’t fall in love with fantasy after I met you. I imagined what it would be like to meet you for the first time and what kind of prologue we would have, what kind of conversation will we have? However, these fantasies will never come true. I won’t say again. What will happen to us? I can only say, I and you, this will make it look simpler. I will let your wedding ceremony, which is enough to shock me temporarily, be staged in advance. I will review these pains in advance. My favorite you stand beside the beautiful bride. Unfortunately, the bride is not me. [2] I didn’t spend Valentine’s Day with anyone. I was not greedy. I was not sad at all on every Valentine’s Day in the past. However, on this Valentine’s Day, I touched my heart doubtfully and looked at my heart which was scarred. How could I feel such pain? I buried my face in the dark night and asked myself, what’s the pain? The person I love most used not to belong to me or anyone, but now he is another one of her. Please forgive my little jealousy, my love is jealous. My last. I once told myself that I couldn’t write these words to you any more. Every memory was a deep pain. Then, every time, I always told myself that this was the last time. [3] I don’t deny that I am a woman who is very artistic. I used to really blame myself for my loneliness and arrogance. I deeply doubt whether it is because of my lack of efforts, that makes me lose you forever. I breath to ask you for your final choice. I am really afraid that you will kindly send me the text message I edited for you. The last thing I wanted to see finally happened was that I gave myself a dead end. I don’t know how to reply to your text message. I can only say, wish you happiness, and I can only cover my sadness with the ending of Farewell. [4] my favorite you are finally really far away from my life. I picked up my mobile phone for countless times to find some unreasonable excuses and gave you information. I turned it over for six times before I remembered my unrequited feeling. Sometimes, I really want to make myself weak and tell you how reluctant I am to give up you. However, I, who was not stupid, could not say a word of love when facing you. [5] Dear, I wish you and your wife a happy Valentine’s Day. I love you.

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