Household day

I have not worked for some years. When I was young, my dream was to become a professional woman, to clean herself up every morning, to wear business clothes, to walk on the road brightly dressed, and to welcome the gaze around, start a busy day. However, things went contrary to my wishes. When I just started to work, the unit and the dormitory were in the same courtyard. It can be imagined that although the short distance was less than the running on the road, it was also less than the display of the skirt fluttering in hot weather, the long hair blown away when the autumn wind rises is flying in the wind like a trench coat. Suddenly I became a family. Because the unit was close to home, the responsibility of children and housework naturally fell on me. Fortunately, my husband was not at home for a long time, so I hired a nanny, days are extended and enlarged day by day in the process of pulling children. Finally, I can calm down and experience the fun of work, but I was brought to the edge of a city in the south by my husband, with brand-new visual impact and brand-new concept model, let it be an extravagant hope to find an ideal job. Due to the lack of sense of competition and the inertia of retreating from difficulties, staying at home becomes the best choice. Finally, I can sleep in the state of waking up naturally without hearing the chicken dancing, which makes my mood expand rapidly and sprout. Life continued in the complicated and trivial housework. In order not to be supercilious, spurned and forgotten by the rapidly changing era, the most beautiful dream of childhood was woven: hold a favorite book in a tidy home, or lie down or lean against or move a chair against the sun on the balcony to enrich your increasingly poor spiritual food in the sunny winter. Sometimes the mood at home is very gray. Hu Sihai will think about it, and he will look at somewhere in a daze. He often comes back in a wandering way, only to find that he is still in the same place and never leaves. When the family came back, the dust in the heart had blown to the corner of the wall, and the vigorous mood had never changed because of the messy thoughts. I just occasionally think of the value of my life, and I will be in a trance for a moment. One day, I took a walk with a friend who had a job that I admired. When talking about her work, she said that I really didn’t know what it meant to live so busy. Her complaint made me realize suddenly: We were all on the same value. What she complained was that she was too busy and lost herself for work, while what I complained was that she was too idle, what is lost is the value of public identity. Maybe we should adjust our mentality and greet the fate arrangement with a relaxed attitude in the days when we can’t control our destiny. At the friend dinner of the National Day party not long ago, there were two seemingly unfamiliar and familiar faces. Finally, friends of friends broke the deadlock: We saw you six years ago, and you were still the same as before! In addition to the word “thank you”, I want to thank you for these days at home, which have made me rearranged my own value. Maybe the ordinary days didn’t allow me to live a dirty life, maybe I got used to a kind of elegance in my heart. If there were only two choices in the world, I would rather grow old gracefully than live carelessly!

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