Sunset; Is it really beautiful?

I had planned to go to Tibet this year and work hard for another two years at the end of my life, but I didn’t know that I drank too much wine when I went to relatives in the Spring Festival. After returning home, my chest pain made my bile vomit. I didn’t care at first, but thought I drank too much. After that, under the insistence of his children, he went to Changde First People’s Hospital for nuclear magnetic resonance examination, which turned out to be gallstones and common bile duct stones. The situation was not optimistic, that is, lying in the hospital on the tenth day of the Spring Festival. A few nights before the operation preparation, after the meal, I was bored wandering in the flowery county Street. For decades, Peach City is not what it used to be. I tried my best to look back on the place where I am now in the boring process. In the past, it used to be; Birds and flowers, small bridges and flowing water, and the sky and white clouds fly and the birds dance, the pastoral landscape of the farmhouse at sunrise and returning at night. At night, frogs were clamoring, Fireflies were flying up and down in the rice fields, and beautiful candles were drawn. The fresh air made people drunk. Mu now the county has expanded four or five times, and many generations or even dozens of generations of farmers have become city dwellers overnight in their sleep. The unlimited expansion of the city makes the vast land of the countryside narrow. The hundred-year history of the city Kingdom has vanished and fallen into the cities with vast walls and buildings, and most of the rural people have integrated into the city life. In front of a shop next to a neon light. The competition in the market made the business of many shopping malls and shops depressed. The prosperous shops were covered with exaggerated calls from the merchants and the trembling eyes. I really want to attract passers-by outside and change the money in your bag into his pocket like a trick. The cunning of merchants and the economic trap of the market all make people cold. In the dark depth of avoiding streets and alleys, you are followed by mysterious eyes like double sparkling fire, which makes you feel trembling. The prosperity of the whole county makes you feel no peace and tranquility, just like walking in the Hunter’s trap, which will make you in danger at any time. I lamented that illness was at the end of my life and would end up with being deprived of the right to work. My heart was filled with silent silence. What setting sun is infinitely good, fart! That was just a nonsense of self-comfort. The sun setting on earth was the omen of entering the grave. At this time, I really want to invite some friends to get together to vent my sad sigh. Recalling the past, the eventful years were thick, just as the schoolmates were young and flourishing; The friend of Yuan water hitting waves had stepped into the end of life. A few months ago, a friend who was smaller than me in the unit took his life because of cancer. The dead are like this; But I can imagine how short and fragile life is, and most of the remaining living people have moved out with their children. Looking at the people around you, life is short and death is eternal, which makes people sad. When I woke up and turned around, I felt a faint pain at the knife edge and knew that I had had an operation. I lay on the sickbed and my body could not rotate at all. My mouth was so dry that my tongue coating and lips were tearing like pain. My wife carefully lit the water stream with cotton fiber to wet my lips, so she lay down for three days before she could slightly pour tea. At this time, I felt uncomfortable as if my lumbar spine was broken, but I had to lie down all day long. I deeply realized that the greatest happiness in life is that I am healthy and not sick. In the following days, I received infusion every day, and stared at the drops on the hook on the bed, dropping bit by bit like a second hand moving down. Then, my eyesight entered into the situation of waking up and not dreaming, and I suffered the pain of discomfort on each body in morbid days when I hit the bed in the hazy. Every day, more than ten bottles of intravenous drip were put on my hands to replace the needle infusion. I looked at the two swollen and blue back of my hands, wondering; does so much liquid enter my blood vessel? I really don’t believe that my body can contain so much water? But after all, my illness got better day by day. I could get out of bed slowly and eat a little. I began to pay attention to the people and things around me. The patients I was admitted to hospital had recovered from hospital one after another. Before leaving, everyone said friendly concerns to each other. Goodbye! It shows a few attachment, just like old friends many years ago. Those who didn’t leave the hospital and stayed in a ward were even more enthusiastic to help and take care of each other. I helped to call the doctor, help to pour a cup of water, and take something, which virtually made me feel strange; under the circumstance that there is no conflict of interest, people are always kind. A good friend of a company for many years will always be at a crossfire in order to compete for a quota index of promotion and salary increase. Some people say that there are no permanent friends, only permanent interests. I don’t think it’s right. Only when there is no selfish desire can we become good friends. Just like those patients in the ward, the purpose of coming here is only to seek health, and will not be jealous of anyone who has ease of illness, or so-and-so’s illness recovered quickly. What’s more, the angel-like nurse lady, whose face was always full of warm smiles like sunshine, pushed the medical four-wheel trolley flexibly in her hands, and walked through each ward enthusiastically to tie needles for the patients. All of these young girls are slim-looking, smiling like flowers. They give you needles and infusions skillfully. Occasionally, they make you frown slightly, so they smile apologetically, which makes you feel uneasy, I feel it’s good to be young, but I always have metabolism when I spend a lot of time. My patient who separated the bed did liver cirrhosis resection. He was carried into the ward from the operating table that day, and his face was bloodless as a dead person. He didn’t wake up from coma until the afternoon of the next day. At this time, I was basically able to take actions, but I lay down with pain every day, and I would lose sleep after sleeping more in the daytime and at night. I saw this man’s wife caring him carefully all night, and often wet his dry lips with cotton fiber. He scrubbed his body carefully from top to bottom every day and took off his socks to wipe his feet. Her behavior moved me. I appreciate this kind of good wife and mother with little children’s feelings. It is really a blessing in life to marry such a little woman. I’m afraid there are not many such true couples now, and my wife can’t do this. Some people say that young couples always come together, and the world attaches importance to the late love. What is night love? The journey of life can only be seen in life and death. Who can take this seriously for men and women now? How much is true love worth? Only money is real. Not? The most realistic combination of many middle-aged and elderly couples is to see how much money you have in a month. If you don’t enter the door, you must buy her a good life insurance first. The harsh conditions are daunting. Once you are seriously ill, will she accompany you and take good care of you? It’s good not to take away your belongings. Not long ago, the 50-year-old boss of the gravel yard near my home married a wife with her grandson of seven or eight years old. The woman was greedy for the money of a man and even hired and killed her parents and grandchildren, Such a social phenomenon has become commonplace. Some people say that raising cows is better than selling milk temporarily, so the business of young ladies is always booming. I stared at drops of liquid flowing into my body in the hospital bed, thinking like running horses in my mind. If the flow of people in and out of a big hospital is as busy as a big shopping mall every day, even the corridors and corridors are filled with temporary hospital beds, and most of them are serious illnesses caused by operations on the stomach and intestines. I sigh with emotion that the improvement of living standard nowadays, most people can drink and eat constantly at the table everyday, but the improvement of life has spoiled their bodies a lot of problems. Thanks to the development and progress of medicine, it is common to use knife to remove dirt on human body. Our elder generation lived a hard life and seldom had a meal of meat. The most serious symptom of them at that time was tuberculosis or something. It was not easy to be cured. Once I heard that I had an operation, I felt it was horrible to enter the Palace of hell. These knife-moving diseases would die with the medical level of that era. Now even the incurable disease regarded as cancer can be cured. One of my female patients in the ward was discharged from hospital after chemotherapy and resection, but only those who had money could get a diagnosis. The invasion of these diseases, I think, has a great relationship with the current natural environment and the living materials. Pesticides and fertilizers are indispensable to crops. There are also merchants who earn dirty money, such as gutter oil, dead pork and fake and shoddy goods, which fill the market after being whitewashed with additives. Modern science is used on the evil road, which is also impossible to prevent. 315 anti-counterfeiting is more and more fake. The original ecology is polluted by industrial waste liquid, and the loss of water and soil aggravates the flood of natural disasters. Freezing, rain, snow, drought and flood all bring troubles to the common people in life, travel and so on. Endless development of tourist areas, bringing in patches of ecological pure land, bringing in crowds of people, throwing down layers of car exhaust and all kinds of household garbage, disturbing a group of birds and animals to migrate and disappear, but his mouth shouted to protect rare birds and animals. How to protect them without living environment? The world is so fucking crazy that it has turned over the ground for three feet, and its head is full of melon seeds, only for a word of money. Shout confidently; Making money is the absolute principle! I saw in the media that there are still five-hundred-year-old farms abroad. Can it be done in China? Farmers can’t implement the land law which remains unchanged for five or ten years. It is the development needs of the times to ask for your land and demolish your house. You object? Just treat you as a nail house, can you resist the forced demolition of modern mechanization? The mantis arm car is looking for destruction! There was also a house decorated, which cost hundreds of thousands or millions of fucking money, and bought a bunch of decorative equipment with toxic gas, which was equivalent to spending money on suicide. Fortunately, I was discharged from hospital with my recovery. Before leaving, I had another warm farewell to my patients. The request to leave addresses for each other will visit each other in the future. The scene is really touching. After returning home, the first thing I need to do is to write down the feelings of hospitalization for more than ten days, at the same time, those who lost their jobs in Tibet felt a bit lonely, as if they had a feeling that life had come to an end. But there is also a kind of relief that I have never seen before in my heart. It seems that I look down on the utility of life, and the future is no longer important to me. I feel that high salary is better than high life, and high life is better than happiness, only hope to be healthy in the future, and live comfortably and happily is the greatest blessing in life. A gust of wind blows all the time without a trace. What’s the use of fame and wealth? Everything is empty when one dies. Maybe it is self-comfort!

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