Under the Moonlight, miss you quietly

散文Lighting a cigarette, holding a cup of hot coffee and stepping out of the holiday house, I came to this beach in a foreign land alone and enjoyed a peaceful life. I am used to experiencing loneliness quietly by myself and integrating with darkness. In this lonely and lonely night, my thoughts spread silently and drifted to your side in the north where you feel exhausted. A plum blossom, a sincere emotion, a withered leaf, a bitter love, under the bright moonlight baptism, gradually clear in my heart, reflecting into a mixed feeling. The night was quiet and beautiful, and the sky was clear and clear. The bright moon is hanging high, and I am surrounded by a little soft moonlight. The sky was full of familiar star eyes, glittering and flickering, with the dim moon beside him, waiting silently for the dawn to come. Quiet, scattered in the space, only the sound of the tide accompanied, only the breeze singing, away from the noise of the crowd, can not smell the scent of the secular world, sitting alone under the starry sky, miss you quietly, have you found that piece of pure land in your dream with a tired heart. Thinking of you, I couldn’t help opening the photo in my phone and staring at you. The slightly curly long hair, the thin lips, the tranquil smile and the pure white face were so strange but familiar; So far away but so close. My eyes were filled with moving tears and heartfelt gratitude. Once upon a time, you also typed thousands of sincere words for me on the cold screen, blessing me and praying for me. Once upon a time, when your heart was fragile, you called me in a low voice: every word of brother and brother is so kind and touching. Miss you quietly, on this deserted beach. Thinking, the beautiful encounter between you and me was an unexpected surprise. Maybe, you and I just met by chance in this empty world; Maybe you and I are just passers-by of each other’s life in the end; However, the invisible fate, holding two hearts together in a strange way invisibly, like the Mars hitting the Earth, hitting a love relationship, and turning no regrets into a promise to the end. I don’t know when to start, I like to be alone in the morning when everyone is sleeping, watching the tobacco burning into ashes, thinking about things quietly. At the corner of my eyes, there was always a slight burst of tears, either touching, feeling, gratitude or gratitude. At that moment, I knew that my sensibility was touched by the quiet night again, which stirred up a burst of sadness, like a vine twining a heart that thought it was calm, thinking of you, me and her. Tonight, under the moonlight full of romance, I miss you unexpectedly quietly. Miss you, whether you are also silently missing me; Miss you, whether there is my shadow in every article of missing you. Rich Coffee, fragrant, light and light, filled with bitterness, just like the taste of life. The world of mortals was like smoke, which passed away in a flash. When everything was swallowed up in the middle of the night, it was calm. Dust also lay quietly under the sky, waiting for the world to raise them again. Life, in an instant, passes through your fingertips. You and me, but in this short life, not only pass. The sunset and the moon rise, the stars move, day after day, year after year, live a mechanical life repeatedly. Occasionally, life adds a little color unintentionally, but it is also as short as a meteor passing across the sky. You are the meteor, dragging a long tail, accidentally falling into my world, wiping out some glory for my life. At that moment, the shining light lit up my world and warmed my life. Life is so short, so people always hope to pursue some indescribable materials in this short life. If they get it, they will get a burst of emptiness instead. Money is like this, love is like this, friendship is like this, so is family affection. Therefore, I used to treat the friendship between you and me persistently, afraid of losing, just for you and me to be in this virtual space. Maybe, I can’t connect with you; Maybe, I can’t predict what you are thinking in your heart; Maybe, when you are sad, I can’t feel it; Maybe, you and I have different values and live different lives. But the relationship between people is so simple and blurred, so elusive. With all tolerance, understanding and humility, your feelings and mine grow inexplicably. Looking at the boundless starry sky, facing the waves and wind, I miss you quietly, as if I heard your call. You wish you could make a loud cry on my head. It makes me feel distressed. For you, I decide to let go. For myself, I can only move forward. However, without your guidance and your shining, my journey would be bumpy and wandering, and would hit rocks without any reason. I don’t know how long I will explore in the dark. People say that blood is thicker than water, but why do I often hear stories of fratement between hands and feet? I have also seen relatives fighting with each other for face problems and money. You fight for me and make your family have no peace, reign? Although we are not related by blood, our relationship is thicker than water and more fragrant than tea. We can care about each other and encourage each other. If possible, I would like to meet you again in the afterlife. Let’s show our brotherhood stronger than blood, care and love you in every way, let you play coquetry and let you play tricks. Walking barefoot on the soft beach, the tide splashed on the bare feet, and the coldness permeated the limbs. Looking back, the waves rushed the leaves and branches floating on the sea to the white sand beach, but they also swept away the footprints left by the world. Looking back, the past is just a shallow trace left by years. The sea breeze blew slowly, and the hair that had not been trimmed was messed up. The troubled thoughts are still messy, cutting constantly, and the reason is still chaotic. Only when I miss you quietly can I feel the warmth under the tranquil moonlight. Because of you, my world is no longer dim; Because of you, I can also see rainbows in rainy days. Wandering under the quiet starry sky, overlooking the invisible sea line in the distance, I miss you quietly. Thinking about the news received last night, although it was not a bolt from the blue, it always made my mind confused. The unknown future seems like a lamp fluttering in front of me. It seems to be close at hand, but it is far away, like a candle in the wind, shaking. I always thought that after more than a year of mental suffering, everything would come to the extreme, but I didn’t expect to face a more difficult road. I don’t like to drift with the tide blindly, pursue the trend and seek fame and wealth. In a society with material desires, it is mixed with the face of general falsity and prevarication snake. Even if it is blacklisted by others, they still hold their own opinions and refuse to go with each other. But I was never afraid, just because of you, being with me in the world of mortals. Happiness seems to be stuck on the other side forever, making people feel within reach, but it is so far away. Therefore, people always rush to pursue happiness, but they don’t know that the other shore is just a mirror of flowers and water. It was you who taught me how to examine the happiness around me and how to distinguish illusion and reality. The unreal you have changed the real me. I like the tranquil life, without passion, but with a touch of romance. I like to walk quietly in the sad words, composing every trace of romantic feelings into soft heart songs word by word; I like to walk on the white beach, letting salty seawater splash the trouser legs, let the occasional splashing spray leave a meaningful memory; I like to stand on the cliff and overlook the magnificence of the waves hitting the rocks. However, it is just a fantasy world, a virtual life. I had no choice but to stay silent behind the world, listen to the waves and stay away from the world. Later I realized that romance not only belongs to lovers, but also lies in front of me. It is a kind of romance to write the next spiritual whisper for you; It is a kind of romance to weave a spiritual poem for you, and it is a kind of romance to leave a recording for you; It is a kind of romance to send you a blessing by the breeze, it is more romantic. And the most romantic thing is, under this quiet and beautiful moonlight, I miss you quietly. 2012.02.17 like you (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) I will continue to stay with this city in another way.

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