Notes of summer work (1

Who made the heart-inch grass, at a three Chunhui. Forget that put up the strain in a white stained layers of silver; Not forget that day and night waiting for infection deep folds; Not forget that Mimi of sentence and care; forget that feared delay return thick injury worry; Forget West under the setting sun elongated father figure; Not forget that cold wind blown Mother of Tears; My hero faces, footprint floating horizon, I thought I have grown up,-in parents’ eyes, forever but is merely a child. And fathers, and human nature also, although sometimes insignificant filled with growth of bitterness, can be excited mood like bottomless pit, once fall, unable to extricate themselves. So, summer, I decided to work. Early twenties, full of sap, arrogant, all day with home recharge live, very funny, very helpless, contradiction impact thoughts of miscellaneous. This world of cattle many, too bad we all not, more mundane men set up social skeleton, but cast others peak fortress, hit missed heart possession unwilling. We thirst for independence, eager to be attention, desire wide sea diving, Sky. But, campus strong walls like a shielding, hard to find both worlds balance, academic career are sleepwalking, don’t know next stop would be in the will unfold the soul-stirring, or ordinary. Throbbing, belongs to millions of ordinary people, looking for, only as out life in Ring of overdraft. Summer vacation, student most long free years. As a child, it is game of heaven, there lived carefree, with laughter, has with ERA nothing relationship. Older it was curled up of bullring, despite years of passion burning, can only look over it, and injury fireworks easy cold, responsibility, expose the Tau Kok. And now, it is split overspread a loss, forgotten naive children selfless drunk passion, remove the People’s Education Press heavy parcel. If adult ceremony for myself, too superficial, I decided to find the so-called value and meaning. Like survival rules, now sweat than after tears to more really, I run deals, so all marched to the temporary workforce. Don’t like a series scenario, to because it just assumption. Excellent military strategist he need a military map, but it is not just a military map, like heart on hope, sometimes need to with both hands to kind sowing. Like something, I will ways to get it, like like a person, will make her understand. Since to jump off young yoke, I choose eager, choose a person’s journey, not don’t want to be help and companionship, just think it’s only grow. I to walk alone in job centres, job fair, decision’s get so-called work experience and social this big vat, although iceberg, but this is my purpose. Ideal company, this loneliness actually also not alone. A independent young man look like? Is this what I think most, I with home said school organize internships, tube and board, summer not go home. This white lie indeed touch hearts edge ball, sometimes guilty of this, but afterwards always find many reasons unconditional forgive myself, in fact I Chinese most Youth Growth views have great views, when this happens in my body, I England out do and many similar things. As an adult, to understand your responsibilities, and not all talk. Although we’re not be social captive, but competence, I still don’t want life such as stagnant water General of quiet. To home aging parents, for that restless youth of heat, for that young and frivolous a persistent, a belief, a desire, I’m not ready, but mind into the footprint of bright. So, I took a young domineering, fearless of wild, open the summer of earning a living for himself tour. Summer job chronicle of (ii) looking for huge school like war after and breeds, lifted up his eyes and visual, coming and going of footprint and few. Roommates all went home to enjoy warm, stroll in sun baking under campus Avenue, I not a student, but like a lost of people in the bitter looking for, nobody cared, no one pay attention to, the taste of loneliness as if is such. However, heavy shoulder will only increase walked and sonorous, through of the dead of the floor, across dark trail, my footprint buried in the hot wind, History of hissing in. I went through school bulletin board residues information,-each phone call past are euphemism declined, good easy to contact on several tutor are to charge high fees, watched his only 200 dollars, I smile not language. I from Heart exclusion that sell their strength to gain his living practices, otherwise how good about ten years of hard, I still think so, this trouble and so Vanity was soon skinny reality-click crushing, time of day, doomed no fruit. Go back to a person of the dormitory, I don’t complain of his situation and produce it, I believe, as long as hope also not dashed have achieve possible. Everyone expects it like water falls boat low, as long as touch survival test, what Impossible Will possible. Early in the morning, I decided to go outside to see if you can to capture what information, in addition to restaurants and in the ktv waiter, only those handyman industry, in short, inseparable from two words Services. Were negated by sunlight bleaching the yellow recruitment Enlightenment deception are somewhat sympathetic, but that bright serving ads so high-sounding standing there lied to my this people look for it young, on some people hateful, not hiring the also stood why! I kicked it kick fly, then hurried disappear, like a uprooted, curled up at the bottom of society, no light. Finally, or a nose of gray back to the dormitory, dark yellow light in my tired body, until woke up the next morning, I found that your sleeping position should be so ugly. Sometimes just think, insomnia treatments, fatigue is not also can count a? I’m not not look there formal small companies and factories, but most of the results are no summer job, plus unlucky year, economic crisis of bleak as if has not dispersed, whole China, I believe is not as much as before with other people’s money to pastime idler. Work experience I no, degree I not graduating, lack day, lack location, lack and, as his fly, drag not of a grain of rice weight, only know incitement fragile wings for no reason fly. Results is or no results, I went to my room and open computer, immersed in stop flashing QQ hearty in. A net friend offered me help, in playground part-time waiter, treatment a month yi qian, tube and board, work Average time 5 hours outfit, the now of self is best! In two days, they really to hungry. Social or benevolent, after all, no me completely stifle, in give me cradle, also provide the space to grow-watching you scratch yourself don’t scratch of live that hidden straw. When elite education became today’s mass education, no reason, no judge history of right and wrong, sometimes, only try to do, is the most sensible living way. I went to an amusement park field trips, find the personnel department of Zhang manager, I said he was just a poor young man, need a job to support myself. He kindly first Chinese college students full batch a meal, then encouraged me to is sufficient to work than those inconsistent in fact of college students strong, heart like a spilled bottle Gomi, complex. I Vivian of in comparison of the front this wear of a nose with eyes of boutique men, signed up after on a hastily left. When I went back to the dormitory, I was thinking about manager Zhang’s words. The attitude of disdaining college students made me feel sick. Although the fact was true, at least I was on campus now, this and not pointing nose scold oneself. Somehow work are covered, I nor his words have been to heart, after all, this is not their current focus. I packed my own dress, hope tomorrow can have a good start, although just a life of work, but also have to hard to treat. Night, still past quiet, none but the Lonely Soul in the dark for a long time can not bear to sleep…

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