See also that Street

Familiar, once, again and again, passing. Sad, recalling that road brought me happiness, sadness and an unexpected ending. Today, come back here again. It becomes specious here, not as calm as before. Both sides of the street have been replaced by tall buildings without the detailed visual sense. I can’t find the kindness at that time. With complicated thoughts, I felt deeply touched for a moment when I set foot on this road that I hadn’t set foot on for a long time. Walking alone in the noisy street, my loneliness is told by messy steps. Yes, loneliness. Once, someone asked me, do you feel lonely? Lonely? Will? I think, at that time, I wouldn’t feel it? However, I hurt the person I least want to hurt. Such a deep damage. But you know, I regret now. I shouldn’t be stubborn and unwilling to admit it. Don’t care? Care, damn care. It is always quiet. Only when there is no one can you tell yourself the regret that has been deeply suppressed. Look, this is the person who once cherished you, but you turn a blind eye to it. The road that once made me feel so warm, but now it becomes depressed and a little cold. But still walking slowly. Recalling your worries, sadness, and confusion at that time. It suddenly occurred to you that if you were still on that road, we would be together. I didn’t care, just wore it with a smile. But now I know how many truths have been told in the form of jokes in my life. Silently quit the world with you, go to the mountains and water alone to see the world, my world has nothing. Therefore, I chose to get drunk, because I wanted to know whose name I would call hysterically after getting drunk. Your injury, my regret, tell me that I can’t be unreasonable any more. I am no longer the little girl spoiled by you. I dialed your phone, but suddenly I didn’t know what I wanted to say. I didn’t know until you shouted my name crazily at the other end of the phone, I just want to hear your voice, but it worries you. I can imagine your anxious appearance. Say nothing, hang up the phone. Shutdown. I am just used to your care and your lawless favor, but I have never thought about why you care for me and why you spoil me without any reason. And now I know. You once asked me, don’t you like it? Don’t like? I think I like it. But, I just want to use my way to keep you around for a lifetime. Oh, it is my wishful thinking. There are so many people who just like to play tricks with you, get angry with you, and make you coax. Only in front of you can you be like a child. Therefore, silence, can’t give you a future, can’t occupy you like this. Just, who will I be in front of in the future, can I be unscrupulous like a child? I want to say sorry to you face to face, but I know, maybe what you want is not sorry. Moreover, now that you have your happiness, I can’t disturb you. But I still want to say, thank you for spending such a wonderful time with me. When you see through everything, you know that losing is more real than owning.

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