A girl who loves me deeply, sorry.

You are a cheerful and passionate girl. The first time we met in senior two, when I was in senior one, I really haven’t seen you, maybe you are ordinary, maybe you have a kind of unknown hiding. When you first arrived in our class, you were friendly to make new friends. In fact, I am not one of them. You are very outgoing, I want to be a good friend with you. But I don’t know what to say or do with you. At that time, I didn’t mind how the relationship with you would change. Everything goes with it! But God made us become good friends of the opposite sex several months later. I really don’t know why. Maybe I have thought about this kind of problem before and know it clearly. But I really forgot the passage of time. We don’t know who erased our memories of the past few months. Clean. I don’t know why we have so many words to say. We always choose to sit together and chat when the head teacher is not at home., Even ten minutes after class, we didn’t give up. At that time, we didn’t know whether it was the promotion of friendship or the mixed love. Maybe it’s just a common language. We seldom fight and walk a certain road. Just talk. And we talked very far, very far. As far as I had never thought. I don’t know why you like me. The most likely thing in my memory is the night self-study. It should be shortly before the spring equinox. Let’s talk about what we need to pay and change to like a person. But I don’t know what happened to me. No matter how much friction it is, I will choose clothes to wipe it off. I still have no feelings for you. At least I am think so. I not a heart of stone. Not cold-blooded animals. But you still like me. When we were in senior three, you and I were still like this, but I knew what was missing. Maybe I am nervous about my study. We have to make a look. You said that I have changed, and I don’t like to talk, and I don’t like to talk to you. I was shocked when I heard your words. You have been watching my words and actions. At that time, you had already fallen in love with me. But my feeling for you is still in the first time I saw you in the second year of high school. Many students told me what they did to me from you. For example, I would get a cup of hot water every morning. Daily still. I rely on, I am proud. Sorry, that is not love! Even if the ambiguity with you is closer, it is neither love nor love. It is a kind of feeling, an unusual feeling. I clearly remember that it was not love. You didn’t say anything at that time, just using your actions, but I pretended to be invisible all the time. We are just ordinary good friends. We are far away from love. Far away, we start to make the final sprint for the college entrance examination. I was the first one in the class to distribute classmates. You wrote a lot on my message board. I have never understood it. Just like a child, you ask him what love is, he doesn’t understand! The college entrance examination came like this, just as many adults said, when facing something, it was actually the same thing. I really appreciate you at that time. Because I didn’t know where to live in the college entrance examination! I will call you until the evening of June 6, and ask you to compensate me to find a house together. I’m afraid, I’m afraid that I can’t find a house, and I will show up on the streets when I take the college entrance examination. Maybe it is the first one in the country! When I was looking for it with you, I felt hopeful. I finally understood. The house is really easy to find. At that time, I was very grateful to you. Said not clear. I clearly remember that it was drizzling on the last day of the college entrance examination, which made me uncomfortable. Because neither of me is with the school. So I went back to school together to spend the last night with the whole class. The raindrops gradually became bigger, and the phone in the pocket rang. It’s my girlfriend. Maybe she wants to know how I rely on. At that time, you were beside me, and I held an umbrella for you. Recalling it, it is just like what happened just now, very close, very close. Near, I can touch it with my hand! I told you that I answered the phone, and you probably knew who was calling, so you kept moving forward. I threw the umbrella to you, but you said no. Walking alone in the rain. Completely stupid. Just like you fell in love with me! We had the last meal together that night, a lot of wine. I drank a lot. It seems that you are not sober either. I still hold an umbrella to send you back to the dormitory. It was still raining at that time, like someone’s tears! I have said a lot along the way, but you have been, oh, answering that you don’t know what you are thinking. Later I didn’t say anything! Let it spend the last night in silence. Actually is also very beautiful. Until the door of your dormitory, I gently said goodbye. But you ignored me and closed the door. Maybe you don’t want to say goodbye. In fact, I don’t know how long it will take to see each other. We didn’t do anything on the last night, but it seemed that we had done a lot. Because I feel very tired. In this way, we left our campus and class that once belonged to us. The moment we stepped out of the gate. That doesn’t belong to us any more. Just like my love does not belong to you. In fact, I am very happy that there is another woman who treats me so well in my high school life. I was a very moving. Sorry. In fact, I should have known it, but I don’t know how to explain it to you. Maybe you said I was hypocritical! If I don’t like you, I will leave for a long time. But I don’t want our friend relationship to go away. I will always be blind to emotional problems. See through. Also touched. I don’t go to school, so do you. Although we graduated. But your information has never stopped. I work in a restaurant, and my life is not bad, ordinary. You work in a factory. We are not far away from each other. I often ask you if you have a boyfriend! Mean it! I am very concerned about this issue. I don’t want to have you someday. I just want to bless you one day! The happiness. In fact, I will really get lost in your world! I don’t know why it is like this! Mean it! I once wanted to give you my love! But how can I invest in it? I can’t integrate it into the plot you wrote! You not bad. What all good. Care about me everywhere! I appreciate it. I don’t want to choose because of loneliness. That will not have any good source for each other. Thank you, you have tried to forget me now! Thank you! I will bless you for your happiness! Maybe many years later, you got married! I will appear in front of you silently. I don’t regret rejecting you! Your happiness now. I can’t give it. You are still so happy without me. Thank you very much for your company over the past two years. You! I was not alone in my high school life. I no lie. I hope you can erase a man named DM in the next few months! He is not worthy of your love! It is not worthy of everything you do. He sucks your giving selfishly, but never pays anything to you. Such men. Why don’t you tell him to leave. Sorry, the girl who loves me deeply. On you. I don’t know how to describe it. Not friendship, not love. Maybe is affection. Sometimes my greetings are not pitiful to you, please be sure to understand. I just care about my friends. Now I understand. Without that kind of concern. Maybe your happiness is already on your face. In this world, many miracles, like two people who don’t know each other, can tell many future. Cannot say love. Maybe you delete my QQ. I am very happy because you finally try to put me down and find your love. I am not your destination. I don’t love it, I choose to get out of your world. In this world, there are many unsuitable love. If you find that you don’t belong to her, leave as early as possible. Don’t hurt her, run away from her world. Don’t walk around her world if you don’t love it. This is very impolite..

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